she and dean are my otp

~ SPN 12x15 coda ~

This is my voicemail. Make your voice…a mail.

Dean pursed his lips and pulled his phone away from his ear. Three missed calls…where was Cas? 

Usually, if he was not back home by this time – Dean tapped his screen. 10:47 pm – then he was at a hotel for the night. By now, Cas would have texted Dean to check in. To let him know that everything was all right. Maybe he was too tired to carry on an actual conversation. Maybe that’s why he sounded off on the phone earlier,

After a moment of staring at his phone, Dean opened it up and found the messages between himself and Cas. No reason he couldn’t text Cas first, right?

10:48 pm // Any more news about Dagon?

He stared at his screen until it went black. Sighing, Dean set his cell down on his nightstand and pulled off his flannel shirt, tossing it on the foot of his bed. He toed off his heavy boots and kicked them away before he tugged off his jeans. As he sat down, he glanced over at his phone.

Still no notification. Maybe Cas’ phone was dead?

Dean slipped under the covers and sat still for a second before reaching under and yanking off his socks. He threw them across the room and rested his arm behind his head. He stared at the ceiling for a long while, watching the shadows from the lamp creep over the popcorn ceiling.

His phone buzzed. Twice. 

Dean jolted up and rubbed his eyes with one hand and grabbed his cell with the other. His shoulders sagged as he rested his phone on his knee. It was only Crowley. If he actually wanted to talk to Dean, he would call him – several times in succession until Dean picked up, judging by past experiences. 

Dean unlocked his phone with a swipe of his thumb and his eyes fell to Cas’ contact picture. It was one that Dean took who know how many moths ago during a lull in a research session. In the picture, Cas was glaring over the top of Sam’s computer at Dean in response to his endless attempts to get his attention. 

“Hey, Cas,” he said, clearing his throat. He glanced up at his closed bedroom door before continuing. “I…I know it’s been a while since I’ve prayed. But that’s because you’ve been here. And, well…you’re gone now.”

He frowned, tapping his phone on his knee. Yes, Dean talked to him today – just hours ago, even – but something was wrong. Sam did not seem to notice, but Dean did. “I don’t know what to do,” he said, though not necessarily to Cas. 

“I need you here, man. You help me, you know? More than I’ll ever be able to say.” His eyes darted up to the ceiling and back down to the phone. “I’m over-reacting, huh?…You’re probably just tired.” Dean gave his phone a half-hearted smile, his eyes drooping in exhaustion. He really should try to sleep soon.

12:12 am, his phone read when he tapped the screen. He hesitated for only a second after unlocking it before he decided to call Cas again. Dean’s fingers tightened around his phone as he raised it to his ear. “Come on, buddy. Pick up.” 

His plea was answered by the trilly dial-tone, which rang three times before there was a soft click on the other end. Dean’s breath hitched in anticipation as Cas said, This is my voicemail. Make you – 

He hung up the phone and tossed it away. It bounced off the pillow next to him and onto the bed. Dean rubbed his hands over his face, sighing. “Where are you, Cas?”


2x19/6x08 parallel So basically I just wanted to show you that. Tell you–tell you that I couldn’t have done it without you.”

mysaintsasinner  asked:

Hey, sorry to be a bother, just wondering if you could link me to some good ABO fics. Purely for research purposes, you know ;)

There is so much great ABO out there! I have done a lot of “research” myself on ABO. It tends to be easier to find on AO3 than tumblr. ABO lends itself really well to smut (and to getting to the smut quickly without feeling rushed), so most of these are x-rated. In general it seems to be much more popular in gay ships then straight reader inserts, though recently I have seen more. I’m a ship all the ships person, so I read a TON of gay ABO (98% destiel) but I know that’s not for everyone so we will start the list with reader inserts and OFCs.

Reader inserts:

It seems like 99% of the stuff out there is alpha!maleSPNcharacter x omega!femalereader though there are a few exceptions and to me they are always awesome.

If you are going to start reading ABO reader inserts on tumblr, then you need to start with the queen of ABO @kittenofdoomage. Her masterlist is well laid out, and labels all of her ABO, and she has way too many to link to all of them, but if Kitten wrote it, it’s great. Also most of her stuff is on AO3 too. I will link to my favorite Resonance, its Omega!Dean x Alpha!FemaleReader so that kinda always has a soft spot for me.

Another big writer on tumblr @ilostmyshoe-79 has recently started writing some ABO. Claimed Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader, Seven Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader, Heat Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader, When You Least Expect It Alpha!Sam x Omega!Reader. And she has an Alpha!Sam, Beta!Dean, Omega!Reader series (I have linked to the last part so it has the links to the rest of it) Threes Company

The lovely @winchesterprincessbride has three great Alpha!Sam x Omega!Reader series (all linked to the last part) Doctor Doctor Can’t You See I’m Burning Up, Keep You Safe, and my personal favorite: None of Your Business

Sundae @leatherwhiskeycoffeeplaid has my favorite ABO drabble, it’s very vague on who the alpha is, so you can imagine anyone. She is my Omega Alpha x Omega!Reader. She also has two other ABO one shots: Primum Tempus Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader; Beta!Sam x Omega!Reader, and Pups for Mother’s Day Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader

@divinitycas has a great series called A Study in Submission  Alpha!Reader x Omega!Cas, but she says that she is deleting her blog after New Years so read it fast! (Please don’t delete!)

Rachel @mysupernaturalfics has three Dreams Alpha!Michael x Omega!Reader, Cold As Ice Alpha!Lucifer x Omega!Reader, and Alpha and Omega Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader

I can’t finish this section without giving a shoutout to myself. I have my ongoing series Alpha Looks Like an Omega that’s Omega!Dean x Alpha!FemaleReader. It still has a long way to go before it’s done, and unfortunately life has been super busy so I haven’t had as much time to work on it as I would like, but I’m hoping to be able to post the next chapter soonish. I also have three other ABOs in my WIPs so keep an eye out for them!


Hel, @helvonasche does OFCs. And they are super fucking hot. The Switch Alpha!Sam, Alpha!Dean, Alpha!Lucifer, and Reader is what she did for our joint “100 follower tell us what to write thingie” and because she is a beast and a much faster writer than myself, not only has she already posted hers (which I have not, but it’s almost done I swear!) but instead of doing a one shot as we planned she turned it into a series. I linked to the final part here, but you HAVE to read it in order. There is a little plot mixed in with the porn so don’t spoil it for yourself.

Hel also has an Alpha!Sam x Omega!OFC one shot too. Almost Too Late Alpha!Sam x Omega!OFC. Plus I know she is working on a bunch more ABO so you should totes follow her.


Destiel is my OTP so I have more destiel recs than anything else. Most of these are on AO3 and are long fics.

So not to reinvent the wheel @diminuel already has a fantastic fic rec list for only Alpha!Dean x Omega!Cas I have also read all of them and would recommend.  Like for real. When I was compiling fics on this list, a bunch of them were already on this list so I took them off.

If you don’t mind reading a WIP @ltleflrt has a fantastic long fic No Words  that she is working on. Every chapter has me at the edge of my seat, and this last one really just turned up the angst and plot. Its Alpha!Cas x Omega!Mute!Dean. I love everything that she writes, but this one is turning into one of my favorites.

I have recently discovered @omegadeanlovesalphacas who writes a bunch of Omega!Dean x Alpha!Cas one shots. They are all kinky as hell so always heed the tags.

Three Things by Paperann Alpha!EndVerse!Cas x Omega!Dean deals with a lot of drugs and the recovery from addiction. Of course they just can’t keep their hands off each other.

Into Your Hideaway by thepinupchemist  Alpha!Cas x Omega!Dean Dean is pregnant and was kidnapped and forced into prostitution. Doctor Cas saves him. It’s one of the highest rated ABO fics on AO3 for a reason, read it.

Grey by Valinde (Valyria) Alpha!Cas x Omega!Dean Official summary: “In a world where people don’t see in color until they find their true mate, the first thing Dean sees when he pulls himself out of his grave is the blue sky. When Castiel raised him from the Pit, he inadvertently claimed Dean as his mate.”

Real Slick Dean by trilliath Alpha!Cas x Omega!Dean Cas has been overdosed with a street drug the puts him into a Fuck or Die Rut. He has been buying Dean’s slick to help him thru his ruts and when he accidentally meets Dean for the first time when this rut hits, his body thinks Dean is his. Dean decides to be nice and help Cas out.

Cynophobia by destieljunkie Alpha!Dean x Omega!Cas. Cas has tried to minimize his contact with the world as much as possible, and only wants to be left alone. Protective Dean changes that.

Tor-Valen by Savaial Alpha!Cas x Omega!Dean Dean is a known troublemaker, Cas buys him anyways. Set in a weird timeline, where it’s the future, but most technology is lost. Like living on a plantation in the wild west with lots of Asian influences.

Typecast by mnwood Alpha!Cas x Omega!Dean they are cast in a movie as lovers, but play the opposite orientations.  Most people (even Cas) think that movie star Dean is actually an Alpha as he has been hiding his Omega status his entire career. 

Omega 451 by TheIttyBitty Alpha!Dean x Omega!Cas. Cas is super young in this fic at first (and nothing sexual happens until he gets older, but is still underage) and Dean is much older. Sam and Jess buy Cas from an Omega Training Center to help Dean clean the house and keep him company. Cas and Dean end up helping each other more than they realize.

Why do I go to extremes? by zation Alpha!Cas x Human!Dean. So this one goes with more of the werewolf origins of ABO. Cas is a were, Dean is human, sex between them is taboo; but Dean still has an Alpha kink. Dean saves Cas, Cas becomes possessive over Dean.

The Retraining of Dean Winchester by deanwithwings Alpha!Cas x Omega!Dean. In a world where Omegas have no rights, Dean was pretending to be an Alpha but when he gets caught he gets sent to a traditional Japanese style school (like for geishas) to learn how to be a “proper” omega.

Eucalyptus by xHaruka17x Alpha!Dean x Omega!Cas. Officer Winchester saves prostitute Cas and his baby. But plot twists and angst ahead. 

Unwritten by PorcupineGirl Alpha!Dean x Alpha!Cas. You don’t see to many Alpha x Alpha fics, and I love this one! They scent bond upon first meeting, but work gets in the way so they separate, and keep in contact and form a much deeper bond before meeting for a second time. 

Buying an Alpha by xHaruka17x Alpha!Dean x Omega!Cas. All Alphas serve in the military and Omegas register to “buy” them after their service is complete. Alphas are rare, and Cas’ brother signs him up to buy one.

Other Ships:

Luci @lucibae-is-dancing-in-hell writes some fantastic ABO. Check out Community Relations Alpha!Michael x Alpha!Lucifer x Alpha!Cas x Alpha!Gabriel x Omega!Sam, this orgy is hot as fuck.  Also check out her Strong and Independent Alpha!Sam x Omega!Lucifer series.

Actual Research:

If you want to do some actual research on ABO others have already done so.  Obviously if you want to know the basic “rules” (there really are no hard and fast rules per say as I have read many fics that do things differently) start with Kitten’s ABO Rules

There is also this great really funny tongue and cheek ABO Primer on AO3, and has some good definitions of terms as well as a little history about ABO.

Someone has also tried to “science” ABO: A/B/O: Adventures in Fake Science

Someone did a History of ABO: The nonnies made them do it!

And there’s also Sex and Gender: A Biological and Social Guide to the Omegaverse.

So yeah I might have gone a little overboard, but as you know ABO is my jam. Hope this helps with your research for writing your fic for my ABO Birthday Challenge! I’m very excited to see all the fics and I sure that they will all make this list if I were to make it again in 3 months!

  • what she says: im fine
  • what she really means: my otp are clearly in love with each other but just wont get together even tho they are perfect and they always do cute stuff and have lots of eye sex and they just need to fuck already and grow old together and they just need to get together or ill die
Deanee on "Regular Girl"

Often, in “Regular Girls,” Renee tells some episodes with Jon.

I state here one thing: there are people who say they are Dean Ambrose’s fans, but when they hear Renee says “Jon” they begin to say “Renee is not with Dean, but she is with this Jon! Deanee is fake!” No guys, for those who say this: “Dean Ambrose” isn’t his real name! His real name is “Jonathan Good” and fans should know this. If you heard Renee calls him Jon, it’s normal: Renee is his girlfriend and she uses his real name. Apart from that, let’s focus on other things. 

Renee said that whenever she and Jon go out, she asks him an hour to settle. Jon starts complaining, a little like every boyfriends do when their partner takes a long time to settle. I understand perfectly Renee: my boyfriend complains as well 😂 
Then she talked about the extensions: Renee wanted to use them again, but Jon didn’t agree because he preferred the way she is now. He loves her for who she is 😍
Another nice episode: Renee told that once they went to a concert and they didn’t eat. After the concert, they went to eat and Renee drank a little too much and Jon (like all boyfriends) started to tease her. The next day, she woke up and Jon gave her a Valentine’s gift: a huge teddy bear. She hugged it and she fell asleep on the teddy bear 😂 

They are an absolutely sweet, cute and very nice couple. Dean is extremely romantic, he is madly in love with her; Renee loves him and she loves this sweet part of him. Deanee is real and it’s beautiful 😍😍😍


A playlist for those that ship Veronica/J.D., like me. We are all trash. Complete and utter trash. But at least we have good taste in music.

blank space - taylor swift / fight for me - heathers / little red riding hood - amanda seyfried / funhouse - p!nk / need you now - lady antebellum / ex-lover’s lovers - voltaire / crazy kids - ke$ha / i know where you sleep - emilie autumn / please don’t leave me - p!nk / devil’s backbone - the civil wars/ dead girl walking - heathers / poison and wine - the civil wars / liar - emilie autumn / candles - hey monday / off to the races - lana del rey / as long as you’re mine - wicked / curl up and die - relient k / bedroom hymns - florence + the machine / style - taylor swift / our love is god - heathers / drumming song - florence + the machine / kinda outta luck - lana del rey / gravity - sara bareilles / e.t. - katy perry / stuck with you - voltaire / true love - p!nk feat. lily allen / every breath you take - the police / trust me - the devil’s carnival / judas - lady gaga / seventeen - heathers / my bloody valentine - good charlotte / dead! - my chemical romance / toxic - britney spears / i never told you what i do for a living - my chemical romance / criminal - britney spears / nobody needs to know - the last five years / hot - avril lavigne / animals - maroon 5 / we are young - fun. / bad romance - lady gaga / disturbia - rihanna / teenage dream - katy perry / going to hell - the pretty reckless / meant to be yours - heathers / she is the sunlight - trading yesterday

Demon Dean and Meg as friends. Those two would go out and raise hell with smiles on their faces and not giving a damn about the chaos they leave in their wake. 

Sam and Castiel exchanging knowing looks as they follow their lovers and do their best to reign them in just a little bit. 

Dean would put on a show, get Sam all hot and bothered and not give a damn who might see him take Sam over the nearest table, up against the bar or across the pool table as long as they know Sam is his.

Meg, oh she loves getting Castiel all possessive and growly and all it takes is for her to do a little dancing, swaying her hips and hands running up and down her body to get eyes on her but it isn’t until the first offer to dance does Castiel get moving.

Demon Dean and Meg might be the biggest troublemakers that Sam and Cas know but they don’t love them any less. 

anonymous asked:

made up fanfic title: The Ties That Bind

Jon and Sansa are childhood best friends, spending days playing with dolls and playing soccer but they drift apart when they end up on opposite ends of the country and world for college/post-college. 

Sansa goes to Yale and ends up studying politics after a disastrous freshman year -  near affair with her English professor and an abusive boyfriend who’s mother was one of the deans. She wants to change the system but from behind the scenes, older and wiser but still believing in stories. It turns out that her original english plans help when she gets an internship for a new york congresswoman and becomes her main speechwriter. 

Jon on the other hand has wanted to join the army since he was little, a few years older than Sansa, he finishes school at the RoTC and goes off to fight for his country in Afaganistan while she’s in her sophomore year at Yale. He comes back disillusioned by the system and his parents were both in politics, his mom locally and his dad at the national level so his dad gets him an internship in congress and he becomes a rising star of the democratic party -  a veteran, blue collar background, attractive and liberal.

Suddenly Jon and Sansa collide when he’s pushed to run for president and Sansa’s congresswoman retires the same year. She’s recommended for his team by one of the party elites and when they reunite it’s like fireworks go off.

they fall back into the teasing they’d done in childhood yet they can only do that in private. their friendship is exposed when the press interview commander Arya Stark, one of the first female marine commanders, who comments on the fact that she wasn’t actually his childhood best friend, that was her sister. 

the press and the republicans go wild and despite Jon’s reputation for honesty he’s forced to lie about what exactly Sansa Stark means to him. 

When they win the election and Jon delivers the victory speech that Sansa lovely painstakingly crafted for him, he can’t help but go off script when he thanks her and if they weren’t dating before, they start dating with Sansa pulling him into a kiss the minute they get off stage. 

they have to keep it secret because Sansa’s the best goddamn speech writer he’s ever going to find and family members are banned from working in the White House

send me a title and I’ll write you a summery

“Cas, you got your ears on?”  Dean squeezed his eyes shut, whispering to himself as he paced the treeline.  “Cas, come on… I need you, man.” 

“Who are you talking to?”

Opening his eyes, Dean sighed, the corners of his eyes crinkling as he smiled at Mary.  At his mom.  “Just wait, mom.  You’ll see.”


Dean spun on his heels, finding himself nose-to-nose with Cas.  He didn’t have time for words before he was in Cas’s arms, nearly crushed by the strength of the angel’s embrace.  “Hey, Cas,” he whispered, letting himself lean into it.  He let himself bury his face against Cas’s neck.  

“You’re alive.”  Cas was near tears as he clung to Dean, his fingers gripping the hunter’s shirt.  

“I’m alive.”  Sighing, Dean forced himself to pull back ever-so-slightly to look at Cas, let himself get lost in that breathtaking blue for a moment, as he had so many times over the years.  “How did you find me?  I don’t even know where the hell I am.”

Cas smiled, sliding to Dean’s shoulder.  “Well, we do share a more profound bond.” 


Turning, Dean took a step back from Cas, smiling proudly.  “Mom… this is Castiel. Cas….  He’s… He’s my…” He paused, looking at Cas, his hand still gripping the angel’s arm.  “Angel,” he finished.  “Cas, this is my mom, M–”

“Mary.”  Cas stepped out of Dean’s grip, making his way toward Mary.  Smiling, he reached out for her hand, squeezing it gently.  “It’s good to see you again, Mary.”

Again?” Dean’s brow drew together in confusion.  “What do you mean again?” 

Mary looked to her son and sighed, a gentle, sweet smile tugging at her lips. When she smiled, Cas could always see where Dean’s beautifully charming smile came from.  “Castiel came to visit me sometimes.  He let me know my boys were okay.  That they had a guardian angel watching over them.”  She squeezed Cas’s hand, and touched Dean’s cheek with the other.  “That my boys were loved.  By so many, and so much, but by no one more than him.” 


ryder blake + dean winchester

“You have feelings for him, don’t you?” Bobby’s wife guessed, her words laced with sadness. Ryder averted her eyes from the woman, wanting to conceal every ounce of emotion, but she knew she couldn’t. 

Because what Karen said was true. And no matter how much Ryder wanted to deny that, her heart wouldn’t let her. “Yeah…yeah I do.”


It’s like Dean and Cas are looking for a house to live in but Dean being a momma’s boy brought Mary with him so that she could approve of this place too. 

And clearly Cas is not amused. 

You know what I hate about shipping fanon couples? The fact that they would be canon if one of them was female. Dean and Cas would be having sex by their fourth episode together. Sterek? Main character’s best friend and mysterious man/woman? Yeah, totally a go. In nearly every genderbent adaptation of Sherlock Holmes, John and Sherlock has a romantic story. God’s sake, there’s a female counterpart of Tony Stark in comics and she is married to Captain America. Now tell me not to be angry.

12x09 Coda

I’ve seen some conjecture about this so I’m sure someone’s written it already, but I thought I’d write something too. Mary’s POV, Destiel, 664.

She didn’t see Dean glance at Cas, but she saw Dean reach over and take his hand, and she saw Cas look tragically back at Dean. In her rear-view mirror, she could see Dean’s hand, pale in the moonlight, ghostly against the dark seats of the car, resting upon Cas’. She shivered; nights in the Rockies got cool. She saw Dean’s hand squeeze, and in the second that he let go, the car began to sputter and cough.

The last thing she’d thought she’d see was the patient yet intense face of the reaper, Billie. She wasn’t ready to give her life again, not yet, not now, but she’d do it anyways. For her boys. And they would do the same for her, all three of them, she knew, as she saw Billie crumble to reveal Castiel.

She saw the desperation in Cas’ face as he stood, angel blade still in hand. She’d seen it before, in the last few weeks every time they’d met, but not like this. Some part of the brother’s presence had fueled something their absence could not. Hope, perhaps. Devotion teetering on the edge of ruin, more like.

She saw, after they had climbed back into her car and were speeding down the narrow windy roads, Cas this time reach over and laced his fingers through Dean’s. They stayed like that for the rest of the way back. She looked over at Sam, who was sleeping quite peacefully, despite his head being rested upon the cold, hard glass.

After they’d finally found their way out of the mountains and past the city lights, she saw nothing but the road stretching straight on for miles and miles. She headed to the bunker, to Lebanon, Kansas, knowing that her real home was only a few hours further east. Her old home, she corrected. Her old home that no longer existed. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Though not for her.

She pulled up in front of the bunker and glanced first at the rear-view mirror, seeing first their intertwined hands, then over at her son who caught her eye but looked down and away. He dropped Cas’ hand and hurried out of the car.

She saw Cas get out of the car and try to catch up with him, to reach out for him, only for Dean to step away from his touch. She looked up at her youngest, though he was older than her, and knew that he saw too. But he only shrugged as if it were nothing. She went over to Cas, looped her arm through his, and gave him the most reassuring smile she could manage. She could tell by the look on his face that she had given him no comfort. All she could think to do then was lead him straight into the bunker and right up to Dean’s bedroom door.

She gazed into the mirror in her own room. She’d had some laugh lines by the time her two kids were born, but they’d already deepened in the short amount of time she’d been back. She hardly recognized the face staring back at her now. Mary Winchester, mother, hunter, wife, and… what was the opposite of departed? Arrived? Revived? Sleep and then some extra beauty sleep, she told herself, that was all she needed to feel herself again.

Like the boys, she slept through the rest of the day and all through the night. She woke early, though, despite not wanting to, but found that she was the last one up. Sam had gone out for a run, ignoring Dean’s protests about them being ‘wanted criminals’, and Dean, well, he was sitting with Cas, head resting on his shoulder, sipping coffee, their free hands clasped tightly around the other’s. And this time when she looked at him, he smiled warmly and didn’t let go. She smiled too. She’d take peace wherever she could get it, and in whatever form it came to her in.