1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
3. Have you taken someones virginity?
4. Is trust a big issue for you?
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
6. What are you excited for?
7. What happened tonight?
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
9. Is confidence cute?
10. What is the last beverage you had?
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
14. What are you going to spend money on next?
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
18. The last time you felt broken?
19. Have you had sex today?
20. Are you starting to realize anything?
21. Are you in a good mood?
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
24. What do you want right this second?
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
34. Listening to?
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
38. Who did you last call?
39. Who was the last person you danced with?
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
44. Do you tan in the nude?
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
47. Who was the last person to call you?
48. Do you sing in the shower?
49. Do you dance in the car?
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
53. Is Christmas stressful?
54. Ever eat a pierogi?
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
59. Take a vitamin daily?
60. Wear slippers?
61. Wear a bath robe?
62. What do you wear to bed?
63. First concert?
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
65. Nike or Adidas?
66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
69. Ever take dance lessons?
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
71. Can you curl your tongue?
72. Ever won a spelling bee?
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
74. What is your favorite book?
75. Do you study better with or without music?
76. Regularly burn incense?
77. Ever been in love?
78. Who would you like to see in concert?
79. What was the last concert you saw?
80. Hot tea or cold tea?
81. Tea or coffee?
82. Favorite type of cookie?
83. Can you swim well?
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
85. Are you patient?
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
87. Ever won a contest?
88. Ever have plastic surgery?
89. Which are better black or green olives?
90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
91. Best room for a fireplace?
92. Do you want to get married?
My first time staying the night at Shawn’s, I was awoken by what I thought was Shawn talking. I rolled over and looked at the clock, thinking it was morning. However, it was only midnight. I thought I had heard Shawn’s voice, which made me think it was morning already. I rested my head on the pillow again and my head sunk into it. Not long after drifting back to sleep, I heard Shawn once more. He spoke softly, but he was normally not one to talk in his sleep, or so he said. Then, I heard what he was saying.
“You’re so tight, Y/N.” Shawn moaned lowly. My eyes widened at what I heard. I rolled over to inspect, to see if what I thought was happening was actually happening. I pulled the blanket back slowly, trying my hardest to not wake him. Shawn was still sound asleep, but groaning my name with his large hand palming his erection. I nearly gasped at what I saw. Of course Shawn and I’d had sex before, but this was an exciting event for my first time staying the night at Shawn’s place.
I tried to wait it out, tried to wait to see if Shawn’s moans would cease. However, they did not. At least ten minutes had passed and he was still moaning my name along with, I’ll admit, quite filthy dirty talk. I reached to move Shawn’s hand from his length. I now rested my hand over him and began to kiss his jawline. I kissed sweetly, pressing my lips hard against his skin. With no response to my kisses, I decided to press my lips against Shawn’s skin more lustfully. My tongue slipped between my lips and glided over his cheek and a small amount of stubble hairs. My mouth hovered over Shawn’s ear. I exhaled deeply, not really knowing what to say.
“Shawn, wake up.” I said. From what Shawn has previously told me, he was a light sleeper. This was evidently true because as soon as I spoke to him, he woke up.
“Hmm?” He hummed. I smirked thinking about what I was going ask him. He hadn’t realized the position of my hand over his crotch yet or that my leg was draped over his. I sat up in bed and looked down at Shawn, who looked so sleepy at the moment.
“What were you dreaming about?” I asked, giggling slightly. I waited for a reaction that was delayed because of Shawn being only halfway awake. Even with how dark the room was, I could still see Shawn’s eyes widen thanks to the bright moon shining in through the blinds.
“What?” He questioned, acting like he didn’t hear or understand me.
“You know what I said.” I smirked at him. The cool glow of the moon through the window still allowed me to see Shawn’s cheeks turn a deep, flushed shade of pink. I placed my hand on Shawn’s lower abdomen, which was thankfully bare.
“You.” He said bluntly, as if that weren’t obvious. Shawn looked genuinely embarrassed but hearing the way he whimpered my name made me ache for him. “How much did you hear?” When I told him I had been listening for a while, his flesh turned even redder. He covered his face with his hands and groaned.
“So what exactly was I doing in this dream you were enjoying so much?” I asked Shawn finally. He looked up at me, into my eyes.
“Riding me,” he gulped. I had never done that before, so it was understandable why he would dream that. I pictured the thought of riding Shawn, me being in complete control. I felt myself grow wetter, moisture pooling in my panties. I moved over Shawn, moving one leg over one side of his body and the other leg to the other side. I looked up into his eyes when my fingers reached the waistband of his boxers. He nodded his head swiftly and I pulled the fabric off of him.
Shawn now laid below me completely nude and already with a full hard on. His long fingers tugged at the lace of my underwear then tossed them to the side. I hovered over his length before rubbing my slick folds up and down him. I nearly moaned when I moved up just barely too far and the head of his cock almost slipped into me. At this point, Shawn and I were beyond ready. Shawn reached over to his nightstand for a condom. He quickly tore it open and rolled it on.
My small hand wrapped around the base of his length. I lined Shawn up with my entrance and sunk down onto him. He bottomed out on the very first thrust, causing us to whimper in unison.
“In my dream you didn’t have a shirt on.” Shawn breathed out but chuckled while telling me. I rolled my eyes at him then threw my shirt at him. He caught it and threw it to the floor. I placed my hands on his upper abdomen and gripped onto him. My hips moved up then back down slowly to take in all of his cock.
Shawn’s hands gripped onto my thighs while I bounced on him. I kept the pace slow, trying let this last as long as possible. Shawn became impatient with the speed and thrusted his hips up. I looked up at him and saw droplets of sweat dripping down his forehead and that his hair was getting damp already. He still bucked his hips up, meeting me halfway with my thrusts.
“So tight and wet, baby.” Shawn groaned. I moaned as well when Shawn hit just the right spot. I rode him at the same angle so his cock would keep hitting that same spot. I became a moaning mess with my legs shaking, barely able to keep riding Shawn. Every roll of my hips was quick and sloppy as I came closer to my orgasm. I leaned over Shawn’s body. I pressed my lips to his while still rolling my hips onto him, bouncing on his length.
“I’m, oh fuck, I’m so close.” I whimpered. Shawn’s large hands grasped my breasts since they were basically right in his face. His thumbs teased my nipples and the extra sensation and pleasure sent me right over the edge to my orgasm. Shawn felt my walls spasm around his dick, letting him know I had orgasmed, if the sobs and moans hadn’t already.
Shawn thrusted up into me as I was too exhausted to do much more. I was so sensitive and Shawn’s sloppy thrusts didn’t help the matter. After a few rushed thrusts, he also came. I felt a spurt of warmth fill the condom as Shawn’s thrusts ceased. He kissed my forehead after pulling out of me. Then he left to go clean up and I remained laying underneath the sheets and blanket.
I was aware of Shawn being back in the bed by the mattress sinking in next to me and then his warmth behind me. Neither one of us bothered putting on clothes before we went back to sleep. Shawn sweetly pecked my cheeks before cuddling up to me.
“That was the best sex we’ve ever had, or at least I thought so.” I told him.
“So much better than my dream.” Shawn murmured. I laughed at him before saying our goodnights, then falling asleep soon after.
A/N: This is kinda procrastination because I’m having a hard time finishing Redemption, but it’s coming along. I found this is my drafts so this is my “please don’t kill me Redemption is coming” phone sex. Also, I’d like to dedicate this to my lovely friend @sippingchai . Thank you for being as thirsty as I am lol. Enjoy ;)
You stretch your legs out as you sprawl across the
bed making the most obnoxious noise. Opening your eyes, you look over and see an
empty place in the bed where Shawn should be. The studio maybe? Who knows. You
stand up and make your way downstairs to the living room to sit on the couch. You turn on Netflix to watch the next season of Dexter. You and Shawn usually
watch it together, but you just can’t help yourself.
I hovered over Shawn’s lap and kissed him oh so slowly. My hands rested on his chest to support myself. His hands, however, could not stay in one place for long. They moved from my cheek, down my shoulder and arm then to my waist. They soon found my breasts and squeezed lightly. Shawn’s bottom lip rested between my lip while we kissed. He had just gotten home from tour, and as much as we wanted to jump right into sex, we took our time kissing one another.
His eager hands roamed underneath my shirt and pulled it over my head. His fingers reached into my bra and teased my nipples. I continued to only kiss him but began to grind on his crotch slowly. A hard bulge started to grow where I sat on Shawn’s lap. Our tongues glided over one another’s and Shawn whimpered into the kiss. I finally pulled away from Shawn’s lips for the first time since he removed my shirt, gasping for air.
“What’s wrong?” I breathed out. Shawn was struggling with his breath more than I was.
“Nothing, keep going.” He encouraged. I didn’t believe him, but kissed him again anyways. I lowered myself back onto his lap and he groaned as soon as my clothed core made contact with his length, which was also still clothed. I pulled away once again, giving him a look that told him to confess what was wrong. “Okay, fine. It’s just that I missed you and I really need you to, uhm, touch me.”
I rolled my eyes at how needy he was but continued kissing his sweet lips. Shawn’s hands quickly found my butt; he squeezed hard and I gasped. I barely let my lips linger over his while I looked into his gorgeous eyes. He looked so eager for my touch, like he was craving it. I loved to see him this way. I pecked his lips lightly before removing his shirt. Regardless of how long I had been with Shawn, I was always pleased when I saw him undressed. His body was, for lack of a better word, perfect. There was no other way to put it.
I kissed his neck teasingly, my tongue grazing his warm flesh occasionally. His breath hitched in his throat and I took it as a sign to continue. I nipped at his neck with my teeth before sucking hard enough to leave a mark. I grinded on his crotch only to hear more sounds leave his lips.
“Fuck, I need you.” Shawn groaned. I kissed down his toned chest and abdomen slowly. I kissed just below his belly button, right at the skin above his belt. I listened to his begs and whimpers only moments longer before deciding to give in to him. My fingers worked to take off his belt and Shawn’s previously tense body relaxed underneath me.
Shawn was still eager and as soon as I pulled his pants down his legs, he kicked them off. I looked up at Shawn, into his eyes. I rested my hands on his thighs, so close to his throbbing length. I rubbed him through the tight, thin fabric of his boxers. I looked up at Shawn to see him biting his plump bottom lip. I teased until I sensed Shawn actually couldn’t take it any longer. I wanted to hear him begging for my touch, but only to a certain extent.
I slowly pulled down his underwear then starting pumping up and down his cock with my hand. Shawn already breathed heavily and was very anxious. I took him into my mouth and sucked the head lightly. I licked the underside of his cock right below the head, the most sensitive area. I began to bob my head up and down now and Shawn seemed to enjoy it; his soft moans told me so.
I pushed my mouth down as far as I could go without gagging. Shawn struggled to keep his hips from bucking up so I rested my hands on them, trying to keep them down. I looked up Shawn’s body at his face to see his head thrown back in pleasure. I pushed my hair away from my face, attempting to get it out of my way. Shawn noticed my struggle. He sat up and his hand served as a makeshift hair tie for the moment, as his back rested against the headboard. My mouth moved up and down his length faster now that my hair was no longer an issue. Shawn now had some control over how fast I sucked him, holding my hair, and took full advantage of this.
“Y/N,” Shawn moaned. I smirked then quickly continued to suck him. I swirled my tongue around the tip and felt Shawn’s whole body tense at the sensation. I glanced up at Shawn to briefly look into his eyes. He stared down at me intently, watching my every motion. “I’m gonna cum.”
After Shawn’s announcement, I only picked up the the pace even more. I bobbed my head quickly up and down trying to bring him to orgasm. Even with this fast pace, Shawn still pushed my head faster with my ponytail. I felt veins twitching on his cock and prepared myself to swallow what was coming. I sucked him clean of his juices and felt his whole body relax immediately after.
I raised myself up to face Shawn again. He pulled me onto his lap and flipped me over. Shawn was now on top of me and worked to remove my pants.
“My turn.” Shawn said smirking as he began kissing down my halfway nude body.
A/N: Finally finally finally I am finished! I’m sorry for the delay. Between work and school hitting me like a truck, it’s been hard finding time to write. Thank you to everyone who has been supportive during this! Especially @thesmutofthemendes who has been there every time I’ve been ready to trash this piece lol. I am nervous about this one, but I hope you all like it! Apologies for any errors I edited this quickly. Feedback is definitely appreciated :)
sound of her moans is what he recalls the most. Glorious mewls that send
him over the edge. He swears he can still hear the desperate cries she let
escape her mouth as she rode him that night. That crazy night. Begging him for
more, that’s what really fucked him over. The memory of watching her body
tremble as she reaches her orgasm, clenching around him. But the smell, the
smell of her drenched cunt is what he likes to remember most. The sweetest
thing he’s ever smelt—ever tasted.
club they stand in smells of weed and alcohol as it’s packed to the brim with millennials
stumbling drunkenly around the room, but he doesn’t seem to take much notice.
Only focusing on what’s in front of him, Shawn’s calloused fingers are on her
waist as they stand near the illuminated exit sign, and all he can think about is her.
He’s been fighting the past few days, trying to move on from what happened
between them. It was supposed to only be a one-night deal, but letting go has
been difficult for him. He needs her again, he’s become addicted almost. Mesmerized
by the thought of her. Ever sense he watched her petite figure stumble down the
hallway to his bedroom. Ever sense he slid the straps of her black dress off
her shoulders and watched as it dropped to the floor. The next morning,
watching her leave was the hardest. Acting as if the whole night was no big
deal—a messy mistake even as she grabbed her shoes and left with a rushed
“goodbye” leaving her red lips. As if hours before she wasn’t perched on his
bed, her gorgeous legs spread just for him with her ass jutted out against him meeting
his hips as he took her so beautifully from behind. Growling as she sent him
into the most intense state of euphoria that he’s ever experienced.
her. He craves her in every way imaginable. He craves her taste lingering in
his mouth. He craves her warm breath on his neck as moans tumble from her lips.
He craves watching her slowly take off each layer of her clothing right there
in front of him. He craves her wanting eyes. He craves her nails sinking into
his back. He craves to hear her scream his name as satisfaction runs through
his veins. He craves her.
focusing on letting his hands run down her body, and she can feel herself through
her panties as she squeezes her thighs together—she’s drenched.
knows it’s wrong to want this, to want him. Their last encounter was a mistake.
He caught her when she was at her weakest—alone and vulnerable. She was at the
bar that night after breaking up with her cheating boyfriend of three years who
left her for one of her friend. Normally, she wouldn’t have gone for someone
with such an age difference, but Shawn was different and just happened to be at the right place at the
right time. He was just a fling, a
rebound, she kept telling herself. But the feeling of his hard cock pressed
against the globe of her ass makes it hard for her to reason with herself.
admiring the way she looks, a short, satin dress looking almost as if it’s some
article of lingerie with a black sweater pulled over it. All nicely tied
together with a pair of black pumps. She
looks so fucking sexy. Taking her in. He wants her, just to feel her around
him one last time before he calls it quits. He places a searing kiss on her
cheek making her skin ignite. “Come with me,” he whispers against her skin. His
eyes playing with her, hoping that she’ll give in. She shakes her head rejecting
the idea as she turns to face him, fixing his collar, “you know that’s not
smart, love. That night should have never happened.” She’s trying to be strong
for herself. She drags her finger across his bottom lip. As if almost instinct,
he opens his mouth and sucks harshly on her thumb. She raises her eyebrow as
she pulls her finger away hearing his mouth elicit a ‘pop’ from the absence of
her finger. Just a fling, dammit just a FLING she repeats in her
head. Why does he have to be so cute? He’s very good looking and mature for his
way he sucks her finger makes her remember all the ways that he was so good to
her body. “Somebody has forgotten self control,” she purrs. He blushes. The sexual tension radiating between them.
voice rasps with determination, “please, just one more night love. Let me show
you, let me change your mind.” His touch sets fire to her skin as he lifts her
chin up to make better eye contact. She shakes her head at him again as she
tries to convince him once again that they can never work. He is so busy and
always on the move due to tour. Surrounded by all these gorgeous, talented women who he can have
whenever he pleases while she is average and tied here, devoted to her fashion
merchandising job that she just got promoted in. Plus, she could never be with
someone his age. It just wouldn’t work out. Why does he even want her? She’s
genuinely curious. Anyway, the point is that it’s easier for them to be apart no
matter how hard that may be for both of them to grasp.
are pleading at this point, “please, just stay the night. It’s all I ask. I just—fuck
I just haven’t been able to forget you, doll. Your body has been on my mind
since the moment you left through the door. Give me one more, just one more. If
you still decide that this isn’t what you want, you can leave. Deal?”
contemplates for a moment. She is
alone, but this won’t end well. What if one of them gets too attached? Red
flag. She knows leaving is her best option. But she rules against it
for some reason. Every bone in her body is telling her no. Telling her that she
is stupid for being here tonight. For coming to meet him. She feels like an
idiot for what she decides to do next. She should have just stayed at home and
watched old reruns of Friends but nope, here she fucking is about to give into
him. Damn him.
His gaze catches hers, his eyes hopeful. She closes her
eyes and lets out a strangled breath. Fine.
“Lead the way,” she caves and grabs his hand. She swallows hard and follows
behind him. Kicking herself for agreeing to leave with him.
holds her hand tight as he pulls her behind him up the stairs to his condo. He
can’t help but be in a hurry. The thought of touching her, tasting her—again makes his patience quickly ware
thin. They finally make it to his place as he’s fiddling with the keys to quickly
get the door open. Once they’re inside, she walks through the front hallway
into the kitchen as she recalls the last time she was here. Remembering him
kneeling down in front of her as he slid her panties down her legs, his hands
shaky. She smiles to herself remembering how eager yet nervous he was. Being
with an older woman such as herself made him anxious almost, but she found it
endearing. Her thoughts are soon interrupted as she feels him come up from behind,
his hot breath on her neck. He moves the hair to one side of her neck as she
leans back into him, her ass pressing against his crotch causing him to groan
into her skin. “I’ve missed the taste of you, baby,” kissing down her neck, “you’re
so fucking sweet.” His words make her weak in the knees. She must have taught
him a thing or two because he wasn’t nearly this vocal before. He pulls her
tighter against him, placing his hands on her hips.
wet are you, darling?” he playfully ghosts his nose down the shell of her ear. His
hands rest on her hips as his fingers slide up the curvature of her side. He
feels her back arching as she’s desperately trying to relieve the ache in
between her thighs. Fuck—her body will be the thing to kill him. Her sinful body
that he worships mercilessly. He can’t keep his hands off her. The memories
flood his head as he’s mouthing kisses on her jaw. He hasn’t been able to stop
thinking about her writhing on his cock. Remembering every detail as she came
undone above him. Her brows wrinkling, her eyes fluttering, her body shaking. A
strangled moan leaves her lips as she snaps her eyes shut. The sweetest
sound he’s ever heard. He kisses the back of her neck as he slips his leg
between her thighs, slipping her cardigan off her shoulders and onto the dark,
wooden floor. “Can you still feel me inside you?” She turns her head trying to
catch his gaze as she manages to nod. Slowly, he brings his hand between her legs to sneak up the
apex of her thigh, kneading the soft between them, just below where she needs
him the most. She throws her head back as she keens. “Please, Shawn.” He’s
smirking now because he knows he’s got her. She actually thought she could
forget him that easily?
hesitating, he guides her towards the kitchen table. Once he has her in front
of it, he grabs her waist, and bends her over it in a swift movement. She makes
contact with the cool surface, face pressing against the glass as he stands behind
her staring in awe at her body, keeping one hand on the small of her back,
making sure she was staying down. After a second or two, her eyes widen at the
feeling his fingers on the back of her thighs, and soon her dress is heaved up
over her ass. She felt goosebumps gather on her arms, but she has no time to
think about that seeing his hand come down on the globe of her ass moments
she groans, his actions so unexpected causing her to let out a choked moan. He
kneads the area he hit with his long fingers, and she heard her own breathing
becoming louder and more uneven than before.
was that, baby?” he coos, obviously taking the opportunity to watch her enjoy
herself. She rolls her eyes, and moments later she feels his hands in her hair,
grabbing it and wrapping it around his fingers for a grip to pull slightly. She
feels his clothed cock aching against her ass, and instantly her core is pulsating. He
wants nothing more than to be inside of her, he needs to be inside of her. “Christ, you like that, don’t you doll?”
He teases, and surprises her by sliding her panties down her toned legs. Her
lips part as she gasps, looking back at him. But he just smirks at her. Pleased
with himself. He couldn’t stop watching her, his cock twitching as he sees her slowly lose her control. “You look so good with your bare ass against me”
he breathes dragging his hands down her delicate body, and after what feels like
a lifetime later, he presses one finger against her slit, sliding it all the
way from her entrance to her clit. Her body quakes by his warm touch, and she
feels his cock pressing harder into her ass as he continues spreading the
wetness around her soaked cunt.
god,” she groans almost inaudible, closing her eyes as he circles his finger around
her clit, applying just enough pressure to make her whimper. Then his
touch disappears, and she lets out a strangled sound causing him to allow a
laugh to tumble from his lips. “What’s wrong, doll? Miss the feelings of my
fingers fucking your pussy? Christ, I have been waiting to see you underneath
me like this again.”
his hand down her back, carefully digging his nails into her skin until he
reaches her ass. His hand comes right back down her ass, a slap probably
creating a soft, red handprint. She releases a high pitched moan, soft pain
turning into pleasure in her body as he admires her below him.
“Are you going
to be a good girl for me? Fuck—gonna let me show you why you need me?” He
growls into her ear, giving her ass one more slap before kneading it softly. She
snaps her eyes open while licking her lips. “Mhm,” she nods, trying to pushing
her ass up further against him. He slaps it. “Use that witty mouth of yours,”
he hisses, placing a burning kiss on her cheek.
baby yeah, please,” she coaxes, fluttering her eyelashes. He tilts his head
back, admiring her state through hooded eyes. He wish he could capture this moment in a photo and save it forever. Her eyes wanting, chest heaving. It was almost shameful.
He then presses two
fingers against her clit, and begins rubbing in circles. The feeling of him working wonders with his fingers makes her cry out in pleasure, being unprepared for his
overwhelming response. She keens as he curls his finger inside her, careful grazing her g-spot just perfectly to draw out her sweet sounds. She’s burning with desire as she reaches back to grab his arm for support. A murmured
breath of his name leaves her soft lips as she comes for him. She’s dripping down his fingers as his pace slows down. He brings his fingers to his mouth and licks them clean. God, she’s done for as she watches him taste her. He can’t resist, she’s becoming one of his favorite flavors.
Her rapid breathing slowly calms as he leaves open
mouth kisses the small of her back leaving soft bites. Captivated by her soft
runs his hands up her stomach and cups her breast as he inches his
mouth closer to her skin, sucking on her earlobe. Her legs go numb at his
movements. She’s dripping and all she needs is for him to be inside her, filling her. She turns her head to make
eye contact with him, and he knows she’s fucked. He can see it in her face, and
he can smell it. “What is it darling?
Not sure what to do? We could always stop? But that’s not what you want is it,
doll? No. You miss me. The feeling of me inside you.”
whimpers a soft moan of his name which he loves to hear. As he places one last
kiss on her neck, he taps the side of her thigh signaling her to turn around, and
she complies. He grabs her legs and tangles them around him. He grabs the hem
of her dress, but she stops him causing him to furrow his eyebrows. She wants
to do it for him, watch his reaction as she becomes naked right here before him.
She slowly pulls the piece of fabric off her body and looks up at him as his
eyes rake down her. He sucks in a breath. Her body mesmerized him. He pulls his
shirt over his head and grabs onto the back of her thighs as he lifts her up to
carry her down the hall to his room.
“Gonna make you remember, baby. Remember how I make you come so fuckin’ good for
me,” he breathes into her hair as she kisses his collarbone, sucking dark
bruises into his skin as he makes his way to the bedroom.
“It upsets me to think this is our last day together for months.” I confessed to Shawn, who was currently laying on the couch with his head in my lap, engrossed in a movie. My words made him turn his head to look at me. He looked up at me through beautiful brown eyes.
“Then just don’t think about it and you won’t be upset.” he said with a shrug. Oh what a wonderful solution you have there, Shawn. I wish it were that easy.
“It’s just not that easy. You’re going on a world tour, I’m going to college. You have other friends, Shawn, I don’t. All I have is you.”
“You have friends other than me. There’s no way I’m your only friend.” he teased.
“I have acquaintances, not friends.” I informed. “These acquaintances also won’t be going to the same school as me.”
“Nobody else could get into the school you’re going to because not everyone can be a fucking mega genius like you.” Shawn said, sounded irritated.
“Is that any way to talk to your best friend who made sure you passed physics and graduated?” I asked, wiggling my eyebrows at him. His facial expression softened at my tone and he no longer seemed angry. We sat in silence for another hour or so, long enough for the movie to be over. Shawn’s friend had suggested the movie and it sucked, if I’m being honest. We decided on watching The Notebook after that, one we both always loved.
We sat next to each other, my head on Shawn’s shoulder but in a platonic, nothing-more-than-friends way. It had gotten to the scene where Allie was kissing ice cream off of Noah’s lips and I felt Shawn laughing. I pulled away from his shoulder to look at him.
“What is it?” I queried, not being able to avoid the smile spreading across my lips from hearing his laugh.
“Wouldn’t it be amazing to be that in love with somebody?” he said. It made my heart sink because, until just now, I had managed to put away my thoughts about how in love I am with Shawn. I had hoped that just this one time we could be together without my thoughts interrupting what should only be friendship with Shawn. My throat felt dry and my eyes stung after he said the words. It was just a simple question, but to me it showed that he wasn’t in love with anyone, including me.
I managed to nod my head then scoot a few inches away from Shawn. I continued watching the movie, not being able to help but imagine Shawn and I being that in love with each other. Sadly, the love was only one sided. We definitely loved each other, but he only loved me as a best friend and I loved him with all I had in me. I realized in this moment I should have told him a long time ago. I should have confessed my feelings because now, we won’t see each other for months so it’s too late.
Shawn and I had planned to spend the whole day together but once the movie was over I felt too lost in my thoughts to stick around.
“I guess I should head home now.” I said softly, starting to stand up.
“What? Why?” Shawn asked, sounding concerned. I looked back at him and he looked hurt that I wanted to leave so early. “I thought you were staying all day?” I wanted to stay, I wanted it more than anything but I couldn’t focus on being his best friend when I was too busy thinking about being his girlfriend. My face felt hot and my eyes stung again, I could feel that they were tearing up. “Hey, what’s wrong?”
Shawn grabbed my hand and rubbed his thumb over mine. I desperately tried to keep the tears in but I couldn’t help one from falling. A single tear ran down my left cheek and I wiped it away quickly.
“Y/N, please tell me what’s wrong? Did I do something or say something? Come here.” Shawn begged. He lead me to the couch and I sat across from him with my legs crossed.
This was it, this is when I have to tell him. I thought to myself.
I was a horrible liar and Shawn knew better than anyone when I was lying. My voice went higher than usual and my cheeks always turned pink after I realized how ridiculous the lie was. If I lied, he would know. I should just save myself the trouble of making up a lie and tell him.
“I just really don’t want us to have to leave each other because-”
“Because why?” He interrupted.
“Because I hate not being able to see you.” I said, stalling as long as I could.
“Why are you so upset though? I have to leave all the time and you don’t cry, do you?”
“No, but it’s different this time. I’m leaving for college so when you come home, I won’t be here. When I come home, you won’t be here, Shawn. It’s so different this time.”
“It’s not that much diff-”
“Yes, it is, Shawn! You don’t understand!” I said, raising my voice at him without meaning to.
“Then make me understand, Y/N. What is different about leaving this time?”
“Because I’m fucking in love with you and I have to leave you! You’re the reason why I’m going to college in Toronto, so I can be close to you when you come home.” I gasped when I realized that I told him. I actually told Shawn how I felt instead of keeping it to myself like I had for the past half of a year.
“Do you honestly think that I’m not in love with? Why do you think I’ve stayed here and haven’t gotten an apartment in New York or Los Angeles or wherever I want?” He paused. I only stared, waiting for him to continue. He ran his fingers through his thick hair out of frustration. “It kills me every time I have to leave you. You don’t even understand. I should have told you sooner, but I love you. I love you so damn much that it hurts. I’ve seen you get your heart broken multiple times and I have done absolutely nothing about it. I should have told you a long time ago, I’m sorry that we had to tell each other like this.”
“Shawn, don’t apologize. I should have told you a long time ago as well.” I cooed. I rubbed his arm in an attempt to calm him. “What does this mean for us?”
“What do you want it to mean?” He asked, looking up at me with his rich, caramel colored eyes. My own eyes stared into his for a moment, as if I was searching for the answer in his eyes. I exhaled sharply but slowly before giving him an answer.
“I want to make this work if you want to. I want to be with you. That’s all I’ve ever wanted.” I spoke. His eyes lit up at my words.
He moved closer to me and I didn’t move, I let him inch closer. I watched his every move and then he took my hand in his. Shawn’s fingers laced with mine and I waited for him to do something more. I knew I wouldn’t be able to force myself to initiate a kiss, so I waited for Shawn.
I stared into Shawn’s eyes and his face came closer to mine. A few small tears still lingered on my cheeks and Shawn kissed them away. The feeling of his lips on my skin felt phenomenal, I couldn’t describe the feeling. I breathed hard and sporadically. Shawn’s lips hovered over mine, our lips barely grazing against each other. I surprised myself when I closed the gap. I pressed my lips against his soft, smooth lips. We both smiled, causing us to bump our teeth together. We both laughed because it wasn’t awkward, it felt right. We knew each other so well already that this just felt right. This was how it was supposed to be all along.
Our lips moved together while Shawn’s hands rested on my waist. His soft skin lingered on my lips and he began to pull away. I grabbed the material of his shirt, pulling him back into me.
“Please. Don’t stop.” I breathed out against his lips. My breath was hot and short, I needed his lips on mine so badly that I couldn’t breathe properly. He smiled then kissed me once more. His tongue now traced over my bottom lip and I whimpered lightly at the feeling. Just simple touches from him were driving me insane. I had been craving kisses like these for so long now that this moment felt like pure bliss. His tongue moved against mine slowly and gently, but the kiss grew heated. Shawn’s teeth sunk into my bottom lip and I gasped at the feeling.
His lips now pressed against my neck and it felt delightful. My eyelids closed slowly at the feeling. I didn’t want to focus on anything but Shawn’s lips on my skin right now, but Shawn made that an easy task. His soft lips fluttering on my skin lightly made me shiver. His long fingers traced circles on my hips under my shirt. I now laid underneath him, he hovered over me but pressed his lower half into me. I could feel a slight bulge growing in his jeans and couldn’t help the smirk that grew on my lips.
We kept kissing for a while longer, until both our lips were raw and we had both kissed what little bit of skin that was exposed with all our clothing still on. Shawn’s fingers fidgeted with the hem of my shirt, obviously wanting to take it off.
“Bedroom?” He asked quickly in between sweet pecks on each other’s lips. I nodded and he grabbed my hand, I then followed to his room. Once in his room with the door closed, his fingers moved under my shirt again. He looked into my eyes to make sure it was okay and I gave him a look of approval. He peeled my shirt off and tossed it to the floor. Shawn moved over me on his bed. He kissed my still bra-clad chest delicately. My whole body erupted with a feeling I had never felt with any other guy before Shawn. He slipped his fingers under my bra straps and slid them down my shoulders. His hands were soon at my back to unclasp my bra.
Suddenly, I felt insecure. I felt like I wouldn’t be enough for him. I inhaled deeply while he removed my bra, hoping he wouldn’t be disappointed. Before I could process what was happening, Shawn’s mouth was on my breasts. His lips first kissed lightly, then sucked on my sensitive skin. His tongue teased my nipples and I ran my fingers through his hair. I moaned and whimpered from his touch and he hummed, his throat vibrating against me in response.
“God, you’re so beautiful.” Shawn kissed my stomach right above the button of my pants. I grew nervous because up until this point, I knew what I was doing and I knew what to expect. I’d had sex a couple times before, sure, but Shawn was much more experienced than I was. Even through the nerves, though, my centre throbbed for Shawn.
“Are you sure you want to do this?” Shawn asked me. My nerves wanted me to say no, but I did want this. I had wanted it, needed it for so long. I told him yes and he continued. His kissed my hips while unbuttoning my pants. They slid down my legs and dropped to the floor with the rest of my clothing. I realized then that Shawn was still fully clothed. He hovered over me again to kiss me. His tongue played with mine and I pushed his shirt up while kissing him, hinting that I wanted it off. He pulled the fabric over his toned abdomen and chest and I nearly felt my heart stop in that moment.
I had seen Shawn shirtless many times but I never really could admire him like I wanted. This time, my eyes scanned over him slowly, taking in every detail of all the ridges and valleys of his body. Shawn asked again if I was sure that I wanted this, I told him again that I did. His long fingers rubbed my core through the damp cloth of my underwear. I squirmed under his touch, even though it was barely anything compared to what would come next. His hands hooked around my panties and removed them. I was now completely nude in front of Shawn for the very first time, something I thought would never happen.
He slipped his middle finger into me, causing me to gasp. His finger worked slowly inside me, trying not to build up the pressure too quickly. Shawn’s mouth made its way to my pussy, licking enthusiastically over my clit. I moaned for him over and over. I soon lost all control over holding off my orgasm. Shawn’s tongue flicked up and down my clit and his finger curled inside me. I arched my back and Shawn now had to hold my legs apart. I came so blissfully and Shawn drug out my orgasm until it was almost painful.
He moved from between my legs with a smile on his face. He wiped his mouth dry with his hand after licking my juices off his finger. A thought occurred to me, I wondered how many times he had done that to be so amazing at it. I also wondered how many times he had done what we were about to do. It was a stupid thing to think, but the experience I lacked in this area made me think this way.
I started to remove Shawn’s jeans. I unbuttoned them eagerly because I wanted to please him like he had just pleased me. Taking his jeans off revealed a prominent bulge in his underwear, which made me even wetter, if that was possible at this point. I inched the waistband of his boxers down until they were off him completely. I took his length in my hand, unsure of what to do but he seemed to enjoy it. I jerked my hand upwards on his cock and he moaned quietly. Shawn’s much larger hand pushed mine away, I thought that maybe it was because he didn’t like it as much as I had presumed.
“You’re going to have to stop. I want to last for you, Y/N.” he spoke. I felt my cheeks heat up at the thought of making him feel so good that he may cum. He searched in his nightstand drawer for a condom. He rolled it onto his hard length after tearing open the wrapper.
“Y/N, I’m only going to ask you one more time and please be honest, are you sure, absolutely sure you want to do this with me?” He said sweetly, lovingly. I started to second guess this whole thing. It was too soon, we just confessed our feelings for each other barely an hour ago. However, if we didn’t do this now, it would be months before we ever got to. I didn’t think I could wait that long.
“I’m completely sure, Shawn. I want this, I need this with you. I wouldn’t want to do this with anyone else.” I assured him. He lined himself up at my entrance and kissed my forehead before pushing into me. I winced at the slight discomfort but was no longer hurting after four very slow and steady thrusts.
“Are you okay?” Shawn said, sounding concerned. I nodded and he kept thrusting at a slow pace. I could tell his thrusts were shallow and I was no longer hurting, therefore I wrapped my legs around him. This pushed his length deeper inside me than it had previously been.
“Oh, Shawn.” I gasped. I looked up at Shawn to see him biting his lip while watching himself thrust in and out of me. He looked as if he was struggling with keeping it at such a slow pace from the way his chest was rising so rapidly. He slid into me with ease now and finally, finally bottomed out. We both moaned at the feeling.
“Faster,” I begged, once the feeling of pain and discomfort was completely gone. Shawn looked into my eyes first, just to be sure, then sped up the pace of his thrusts. I could tell this speed pleasured him much more than the previous one and it was a pleasurable feeling for me as well. Shawn’s moans were more frequent and drawn out now. I moaned just as often, maybe even more than Shawn did. He knew how to make this feel so wonderful and different than it had ever felt for me before.
One hand was in Shawn’s hair and the other gripped onto his bicep, my nails digging into his skin. With each thrust I came closer to my climax and Shawn made it hard to not come undone so soon. I tensed around him after a deep thrust. I became short of breath and Shawn could sense I was close. He thrusted faster and I could barely take it. I clenched around his dick, because I wanted to feel every inch of him and also because I couldn’t control it.
Shawn’s hands were placed on my waist in an attempt to get a better grip while he thrusted. Just one more hard, deep thrust pushed me over into euphoric bliss all because of Shawn. I couldn’t believe he could make me feel this way, make me feel like no one else ever had. I grew more sensitive with every second that passed while Shawn brought himself to his orgasm. He pushed in and out of me sloppily and by the time I felt warm liquid fill the condom, I was more sensitive than ever before. Shawn hissed profanities through his teeth.
Shawn threw the condom away then left to clean up. He returned some minutes later and gave me a shirt of his to throw on. I slipped into it and took in his scent. Shawn lay beside me and we just looked at each other with our arms wrapped around one another. We took in the beautiful sight of each other with that post-orgasm glow we now both had. Inevitably, I thought of how we were both leaving tomorrow. It made my heart break into tiny pieces.
“I wish you didn’t have to leave me tomorrow.” I whispered.
“I wish I didn’t either. But when we both come home, I’m yours and you’re mine, yeah?” He spoke. A smile spread across my lips and I nodded to agree. I pecked his lips softly. The feeling of being his was overwhelming.
so i keep seeing this everywhere and it’s hurting my heart. i will say tho in all honesty, i feel like any normal person would take a photo with a celebrity even if they didn’t like them, because they’re a celebrity. i mean right? i don’t know i could be wrong but that’s just me. BUT still the fact that this chick would say that, is rude. and it hurts my heart so much to know that there are so many people out there who only like shawn for his looks. and it’s very unfair that those people get to meet him and the real fans seem to have more trouble meeting him. idk man i’m just kinda sad
A/N: Okay loves here is something to hold you over until Redemption Part 2 is finished! I kinda got inspired looking at some pics of Shawn (oops). Enjoy! Feedback is appreciated! :) P.S This is not edited I apologize in advance.
He’s got you good. Stripped
on the bed, Shawn’s bed, on all fours
as his arms are wrapped around your thighs. It’s filthy. You’re both so fucked
for each other. Craving each other, but he craves your taste more than
anything. His head in between your legs slowly mouthing damp kisses on the
inside of your thighs. His lips causing you to elicit soft moans of praise.
“Come on darling,
spread those pretty legs a little more for me. I wanna see you,” he whispers
bringing his hands up your thigh as he attempts to pull your legs further
You comply and move as
your told. His tongue slides between your wet folds painfully slow causing your
body to go numb with pleasure. He’s admiring how soft you are, how sweet your
soaked cunt taste on his tongue.
Your pussy is aching, clit
twitching with desire between your swollen lips as you feel his tongue inside
He is more experienced than
when you first met. He knows you. He knows exactly what places to touch and
exactly how to use his mouth to make you scream. He loves to eat you out from
behind, so he can get delicious handfuls of your ass while doing so. He’s
so in tune with your body that he knows exactly when to hold off and tease you
just before you can come. He always wants to hear you whimper and beg just a
little longer before giving in and letting you come all over his tongue.
You anticipated this all
day while Shawn was gone to work. You tried to get him to stay at in bed, but
he promised if you let him go get things done at the studio, he would take good
care of you the moment he got home and Christ he was doing a damn good job at
it. He was eager for you as soon as he stepped through the door. He dropped to
his knees to slide your panties off the second you asked for his mouth. He
loves when you beg and loves even more to make you come. He thinks you’re the
most beautiful when your whimpering his name.
He’s using his fingers now—Christ those fingers—sliding slowly
across your slit causing your back to arch in pleasure as his name tumbles from
your lips. Fingers
are tracing your cunt, teasing you before finally finally entering inside you. You gasp, squirming beneath him,
desperate for more, not knowing just how bad you need this from him until you
were sprawled beneath him. Without thinking you whimper, “Shawn, please.” He
pulls his fingers out of you making you ache as he groans. He loves listening to
you when your desperate for him like this so he had to prolong it for just
another glorious moment.
what is it love? What do you want?” he grips at your ass again mouthing kisses down
your lower back as he admires your bare body. His words make you groan. Shawn
loves being vocal in bed even though he wasn’t for it at first. He was shy the
first few times but now, he can’t get enough of it and you personally don’t mind.
fingers Shawn. Wanna feel you so bad baby. Make me come. Use your tongue your
growls at your response giving your ass a light spank. That is all it took for
him as he dive back in, devouring you like you are
everything he wants, everything he needs, muffled moans of sheer euphoria
shooting through him, adding to the vibrations already rocketing through you.
He is rutting against the bed to find some sort of relief as he fucks you
senseless with that sinful mouth, taking you to farther than you could ever
fathom. Your hands, reaching for something, anything
to hold onto as the sensation rolls through you. You grab the bundle of the sheets
in front of you, your nails digging into it, your arched, completely at his
mercy. Wave after wave of pleasure assaults you as Shawn pushes you higher and
higher until the orgasm explodes through you, so amazing, so strong, that you become
a moaning mess underneath him.
When you get your breathing
back to normal, you turn around and pull Shawn into a heated kiss and push him down
onto the bed. He rests his hands behind his head and stares up at you as you
straddle him, running your hands down his chest never breaking eye contact.
Your hands make it to his thighs and you see his jaw clench. You smile
innocently down at him.
“Now, my darling,” you say as you move down
his body to his cock, “it’s my turn to take care of you.”
Based off prompts 2- Don’t forget me when you’re gone, and 30- Why can’t you love me like you love her?
Description: Y/n is Shawn’s best friend, and has been since the first grade, when they’re a year out of high school and Shawn now has a girlfriend, he has an important decision to make between them. He knows his girlfriend, Maya, is nothing but toxic for him, shes practically ruining his good boy physique. When y/n tries to tell him he needs to stop seeing her what will his decision be?
I kind of really want to do a part two to this. Let me know what you think and I will!