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I shouldn’t post a WIP but this is a WIP of some Louis-centered thing I’m working on & I couldn’t stop myself from sharing a sneak peek (this is like 15% of it??) because IDK when will I finish the whole thing & this had been sitting in my folder for a while so xD.

(btw should I let him have his facial hair or not i couldn’t decide)

[Today officially marks four years since I first shyly ventured into the world of RPing, since I first tried my hand at writing a character that is so impossibly important to me and I cannot begin to tell you how incredible of a journey it has been. I have had the honour and the privilege of writing with so many of you, of getting you know you. Every single person I have met has such boundless talent, such an earnest passion for their character that I never cease to be awed and amazed by each and every one of you. You all inspire me more than you know. Not only with your writing but with your endless kindness- so many of you have reached out to me, have offered me a kind word when I so desperately needed it and I consider you all my dearest friends. I had no idea when I first started out where this path would lead, could never have fathomed all the incredible times I would have, the cherished memories I would make or the people that I would share them with. 

So thank you. Thank you each and every one of you. Thank you to those who have supported me, those that watch out for me (you know who you are <3), those that write with me, and even those of you that watch from afar. You are all so cherished to me and I am ever wishing you every possible happiness. Never doubt that you are treasured or that you are loved. Thank you for making these last 4 years so amazing, and here is to all the many memories to come.]

a bennguin au someone should write:

alright so jordie dies in some accident (or otherwise suddenly) and he’s hoping to be jamie’s guardian angel because lbr that boy Loves his brother? so much??? and he wants to protect him forever and ever!! but jamie already has an assigned guardian angel (who it is isn’t important tbh….or maybe he just doesn’t end up with jamie for some other reason? the specifics don’t matter haha) and so jordie gets stuck with this dude he’s told is named tyler seguin. and tyler is obviously a fuckboy and a party boy and just generally a Mess and jordie is facepalming through his immaterial skull because why the fuck did he get stuck with this kid

but after a few nights of partying he catches on that tyler is bi so he’s like wait a minute. i’ll just get this dude to get his shit together and then i’ll set him up with jamie (because they don’t play hockey in this au but they still both live in dallas) so i can keep an eye on jamie from afar! so he Gets To Work and it starts out pretty simple, just like nudging tyler to go home before he hooks up with yet another random dude or chick, or not have that last drink that will push him into passout drunk territory, stuff like that. but after a while tyler can sense him so he’s like surprise!! i’m stuck with you for the rest of your life and buddy boy we’re getting you on track!!!

so yeah tyler slowly but surely, with jordie’s help, gets himself together and is doing a lot better and he’s a lot happier and has good people surrounding him etc etc and somewhere along the way jordie is like oh no i actually care about this kid i wANT HIM TO BE SAFE AND HAPPY

but he doesn’t trust anyone more than his lil bro anyway so he’s like i’m just gonna stick to the Plan. and he knows jamie’s favourite coffee shop to read/work/hang out at so he gets tyler going there on the regular (because the coffee is amazing anyway and it’s one of those hipster places so it’s chill which tyler likes) and eventually he finally ends up there at the same time as jamie and he gets tyler to talk to him and jamie is shy and adorable and obviously they start hanging out and fall in love and jordie gets to spend forever watching over his boys and they all live happily ever after 💞

well not jordie but he dies happily ever after

anonymous asked:

If So wasn't raised as fucked up and dejected as he was, he would have been a man oozing with confidence and masculinity and I think that's unfair for us viewers because his insecure self already made us swoon. What more if he was reeking of hotness and he knew it. *random thoughts I just had to share*

OMG, I just imagined that and almost fainted  lol

It’s really interesting that though So was really insecure, he still was confident from time to time, he never pitted himself and cried over how miserable he was. He just accepted the fact of his ugliness (funny, I know) and allowed himself to do whatever he wants with absolute confidence in all his actions. But he wasn’t aware of his handsomeness, it’s true.

Also, as soon as he realized that Soo doesn’t see his scar as a flaw this man became unstoppable, like the way he pushed her towards himself and how looked into her eyes ALERT

But you’re right if it wasn’t his tortured childhood and youth it would have been explosive. Or they could have been made him this typical over-confident jerk kinda character, so maybe it’s for the best that he’s an insecure pup.

I want to thank all my extremely dedicated co-workers ...

for dragging their germ-ridden asses in to the office every day last week and generously sharing their crud with me (and the rest of our healthy staff) … seriously, thanks.

anonymous asked:

There's a girl whom I care a lot for, we both like each other and have been speaking for over a year. People think that's too long and that I should move on, but I want to be with her. To me it feels like we're both too scared to hurt one another, take the leap and be together. How do you think I should progress things? We aren't friend zoned because we openly share our adorations for one another, soooo...I don't know how best to approach this, going forward?

ask her out girl!! that is all I can say take her out on a date and see if things can work out! Where are you waiting fot. I know it is scary but try it ! Goodluck

anonymous asked:

The way you write is super light and refreshing, even when it breaks my feels. Please keep doing what you do! If I could ask for help, I'm pretty sure you once shared, or wrote, a fic about the mm crew doing 7 minutes in heaven. I've looked everywhere and can't find it! Could you help a mm junkie out and possibly relink pretty please?!

Thank you so much!!! Umm, I do have a request for that in my box rn but I have never written anything similar before…and I don’t remember sharing one? Ahh I’m sorry I couldn’t be of more help! I might have shared a link to something before but I can’t remember 😩😭

anonymous asked:

honestly, hitting "send" on a comment always feels like missing a step on a staircase and thus experiencing that sense of void and unknown: will i fall and break my neck? will i be able to regain my balance and survive unscathed? and then you reread it nth times and find the stupidest typos and cringe at word choices and whole sentences and you are just... why did i do this to myself? and them. they'll hate it! so yeah, i understand what you mean... (no exception for this comment XD)

this comment was A+. at least, i didn’t see any errors. also it made me laugh. excellent imagery. 10/10 would read again. 

i think something that would help me is just if we changed the whole fucking YOU OWE YOUR WRITERS COMMENTS thing.

maybe i am an anomaly, but i’m writing something for free which i share for free. no one owes me shit. comments and kudos mean a fuckton, but actually, when i don’t have any at the beginning of a story, i feel kind of free. it’s easy to write then. it’s only after that, when i have something to compare it to, that i start to get anxious over whether or not people like it. but i don’t care if i’m doing this for free. i also decorate my house for free, that doesn’t mean no one can come inside without complimenting me. 

-Egg sandwich-

I thought i might share one of my random go-to’s if I want something easy. I discovered it from a weird craving, lol.
You basically just make some scrambled eggs, however you like them. Then get some bread, toasted or not, and slap those eggs on it. This is pretty basic so you can modify it however you want!

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I never thought I’d get to see club penguin’s iceberg tip but here we are, probably 10 years since I stopped believing it was possible, and dreams have come true. (Excuse the sniff in the middle - I was holding back tears)

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this AMV…!! ;o; YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE…

I got to thinking recently and I realized that Yuri on Ice is the first anime I’ve felt passionate about in years.

It’s the first anime in a long time for me, where I wanted to get involved with the fandom, write fanfiction, support artists and their beautiful art, analyze scenes from the anime and create theories, share memes and jokes and just have fun with people who love the same show.

The new YOI episode is always the highlight of my week, it’s the one thing I look forward to. It’s what I get excited about for 6 days and rave about for the next 6 days until the new one is out.

I probably haven’t felt like this for any anime since 2014.

And finding love for anime when I was beginning to think that I might never find a new favorite, might never enjoy something the way I did at the when I first encountered the medium is a beautiful thing.

I also think that I’m not alone with these feelings. I think this anime means a lot to many people, whether it’s because of the characters and the narrative, the animation, the sport itself, the representation and diversity within the cast, or just their love for their ships and memes and fun.

I know there are many people out there who are already tired of hearing about Yuri on Ice all the time, whether it’s from their friends, on their dash, in the anime community in general or wherever else. I know there are people out there who see the fans of the show, see how much they talk about it and soon label them as ‘stupid’ or ‘childish’ or ‘insane’ or whatever else. But please, try to understand that the reason we pay so much attention to it is because it’s important to us.

I know it’s tiring, I know you may not agree with us on many issues, but please bear with us. All of this will only last for another 7-8 weeks. Please let us enjoy this short period of time with all the fangirling/boying we wish to give it without making us feel guilty for it. As long as no one is getting hurt, I am rather certain that we do not deserve to feel bad just for being excited and enjoying an anime.

Yuri on Ice allowed me to meet a number of great people, it made me want to return to ice skating even though I quit the sport years ago, it made me want to return to playing piano even though I gave up years ago, it gave me hope in the anime industry as whole, and most importantly it made me love an anime even though I thought I stopped being capable of that years ago.

I’m just a queer woman from Eastern Europe but Yuri on Ice made me feel like I matter. I will never be ashamed of being a fan of the show.

What if I missed you, somehow, along the way. And you should be with me now in this bed surrounded by my books, and the curtains that move with the fan, and the honeysuckle leaves dried on the dirty floor. I think you’d sing, maybe. Or I would sing. And we’d fall asleep like that. Every night. What if I missed you and now we have to live like this, like a piece is missing, all the way through. A hole the size of our fists. I’ve been looking for God with no luck since I was fifteen but I think, really, I’ve been looking for you.
—  Emery Allen