shadow ego

Understanding Shadow Work: Pt. I

What is the Shadow?

The Shadow (or Shadow-Self), as I will refer to it, is comprised of the aspects of ourselves that we often try to hide or deny. It is a mental complex, as defined by Carl Jung, to contain all of those aspects of the personality that have been rejected by the Ego– pushed down into our subconscious (namely during childhood) as part of our coping strategies.

In brief, Jung defines the Ego as the focal point of personal consciousness– the aspects of ourselves that we readily acknowledge and identify with. Generally, all of the characteristics, thoughts, feelings, urges and tendencies within us that we shun and/or condemn– typically with moral indignation– usually comprise the Shadow.

Not to cause confusion, but it should be stated that the Shadow-Self can possess both negative and positive qualities. The parts we condemn and deny or otherwise find objectionable are the “negative” aspects, whereas the parts that reflect what we envy and admire in others (long for) are considered the “positive” aspects.

When the Shadow remains buried in our subconscious, it tends to repeatedly manifest some very serious repercussions– perpetuating a vicious, unconscious cycle of thought patterns, emotions, behaviors and decisions that typically do not serve (and often hinder) our spiritual evolution and/or general well-being. Hence the importance of shadow work. 



Disclosure - Crimes Against Humanity - Transformation

{Collective-consciousness - Heart Chakra - Intuition - Meditation - Duality - The Matrix - Illuminati - Extraterrestrials - Spirituality - Satanism - MK Ultra Mind Programming - Occult meanings - Military Abductions MILABS - The Golden Age - Fifth Dimension - Victory of the Light Forces}

I am not particularly fond of exploring and researching the dark side of what is occurring on Earth - but it is part of my soul mission on here - when full disclosure comes I will be glad to no longer research it. I research this out of love for humanity and this planet - to be of service. I have moved into a peaceful and loving state of being - but there is obviously still so much pain and suffering all around this planet. I won’t stop taking on more information and researching until disclosure comes, that’s when things will really start to change and the masses will start waking up. I know that the deeper my planetary realizations and knowledge becomes the more I energetically benefit the collective and the transition. In truth I feel very guided - often I will have a question about an aspect of the planetary conspiracy or metaphysical concepts and information comes to me through various sources. There is a lot more I could say about this and I have mentioned some of my various otherworldly and multidimensional experiences before on this blog. There are a few other experiences related to this I may share on here at some point.

Anyway, the way it works is that when humans individually deal with their subconscious - their shadow side, the negative ego aspects, all that is hidden from them in their psyche - as they shine a light on and heal these aspects, this affects the collective-consciousness. So then as more and more people individually heal and raise their consciousness the shadow side of the collective-consciousness of humanity begins to be seen more and more by people. And humanity individually and as a collective must deal with all that has been hidden from us on a planetary level.

Someone may meditate for a period everyday, and also through various other methods, they become more and more conscious, healing their shadow side - seeing where they are acting out of fear, what their limiting and fearful beliefs are - and then healing and letting go of the beliefs and stored repressed energies - and in turn becoming more loving and raising their vibration. And as their consciousness and vibration gets higher and higher their intuition gets more attuned - and through allowing themselves to feel all their feelings rather than repressing, and by expressing and demonstrating gratitude and love, their heart chakra opens more and more. They also become very conscious of all feeling and sensations in the body, and they become very attuned to the messages from their body and their Heart and intuition. Then they feel their way through life, and they can see and feel that there is something very wrong with this planet - they see and feel the lies and deceptions - that there are some seriously unusual things occurring on this planet and in the collective. And when we gain a certain amount of knowledge our discernment becomes stronger and the pieces of the puzzle all begin to fit together. Part of why we raise our consciousness is to be more conscious of things - more conscious of everything - to house information.

Engaging with what is going on in the human collective can be very intense, some of the very dark things that have been going on here on Earth is shocking and when it all comes out the masses will need some time to process it. I have been researching this a great deal - guided to information after information - so I am somewhat used to it - but I know initially, as certain world or planetary realizations hit me, it blew my mind and freaked me out for a little while until I reminded myself of the transition this planet is going through - due to the energies coming from the galactic center - and that the fact that people are becoming aware of all these dark hidden factors is just a byproduct of this, so in some ways it can be seen as a positive thing, from a certain perspective - showing that the transition/ transformation is underway.

I have said it before on this blog - this is a type of slave / farm planet (mainly the farming of human energy). This planet will make sense to you when you come to this understanding.

Pretty much all you see around you is a part of this slave matrix / system - there are occult (hidden) meanings behind so many things - and a part of the Illuminati’s strange religion / belief system is that they must give us clues as to what is going on. For example you may want to look into all the occult meanings behind the names of all the major corporations and the logos they use - and who actually owns them. And even the everyday words we use: Television = Tell a vision ( They are creating visions for us - getting us to manifest their visions. Television is the Archon’s, Draco’s and Illuminati’s visions, it is one of their ways of getting us, as creative beings, to collectively manifest their visions and agendas - they control all the networks and nearly all of Hollywood ) Business = Busy-ness ( This word is telling us that this economic system they designed for us is to keep people busy - you can’t work out the planetary conspiracy if your are so busy. In fact just look how busy they keep most people - parents often barely get to see their kids - people don’t have time to prepare proper healthy meals - very little leisure time - very little time to evolve spirituality - most people are so busy and stressed they barely have time to contemplate anything spiritual - it’s all connected - it has all been planned and coordinated.) To ‘spell’ a word or ‘spelling’ is alluding to the fact that words have energetic power and are seen by the illuminati as a type of magic, they use words as spells. A ‘sentence’ is seen by the elites as sentencing someone or cursing someone - again because words have power in a way that humans are not fully aware of. Before human DNA was disconnected by our controllers humans were telepathic. There is a reason behind why English was pushed by the Elites as the ‘World Language’. Anyway, there are occult (hidden) meanings behind almost everything - the matrix on this planet has been set up and coordinated from very ancient times - this slave planet has truly been designed - planned out.

One more little occult thing for you: The red carpet used at events, which the Royal Families always use - that red carpet represents ‘the blood of the Goyim’ - Goyim (wikipedia won’t tell you the true meaning of it to the Elites) is a word the Elites use - it is a word they use to refer to humanity. What it means to the Elites is something like: ‘useless eaters’ - that is how the Illuminati / The Cabal and The Royals etc refer to humanity - ‘useless eaters’. So when you see a Royal walking down that red carpet - or anyone for that matter, it represents walking over, through or on humanity’s blood. It is also related to genetic bloodline elitism.

Now, I am not going to get into all the fine details here of all the information I have researched – of all that very disturbing satanic ritual and sacrifice within the powerful secret societies, royal families and banking families – the alien and military (MILAB) abductions – the government treaties with negative extraterrestrial races – the alien technology hidden from us – secret underground experimental laboratories and military installations – the manipulated and contrived wars and terrorist acts killing masses of people – the wiping of soul memories – the reincarnational false light realms – the manipulation of our DNA – the MK ULTRA mind programming of soldiers, celebrities, pop-stars, film-stars, etc – the very advanced healing and free energy technology hidden from us – the portal travel hidden from us –  the weather modification technology (HAARP) used against humanity – the chemtrails – poisons in our food, water and cleaning products – poisons in our so called vaccinations – the occult economic money debt slavery system – the vast secret space programs (the colonization of the moon, mars and our solar system, vast space fleets of craft, all of it hidden from us, and the moon is an artificial construct by the way) – the constant psychological manipulations, deceit and oppression through technology, the education system and the media – the corrupt medical and pharmaceutical industry – humanity’s erased and rewritten history – our extraterrestrial DNA and heritage hidden from us – the corrupt and deceiving news corporations – the false flags and psyops –corrupt politicians – satanic royal families – the artificial intelligence transhumanism agenda – the diseases unleashed on humanity that were purposely created in laboratories – etc, etc, I could go on and on. You see the crimes against humanity committed by The Cabal / Secret Societies / Banking Families / Crime Syndicates / Illuminati and the extraterrestrials are so vast - probably beyond what you can imagine right now.

It is up to you if you feel you are ready to research these things and engage with this information and find all the details. But we as a collective need to be conscious of these things to stop them occurring and transform them - just like we need to be conscious of our own issues, our fears and shadow side, before we can heal them. I know it’s not particularly pleasant, but we have to shine a light on these hidden aspects of the planet and the collective before they can be transformed.

Some of the extraterrestrial races that have been running the show here - now that is really going to shock people. People often mention this false reality we are experiencing now - this Matrix - this Matrix of extreme duality - but not so many people are talking about where it stems from. It is the Archons, the Draco Reptilians and the Cabal (the negative factions of the Illuminati) with all their very advanced technologies that have created it and maintained it. They have cut humans off from the rest of the civilizations in our solar system, galaxy and the infinite universe - and cut off humans conscious connection to Source. To create a type of slave / farm planet - for them to utilize humans and their souls for their own benefits - mostly feeding off fear and low vibrational energy. I have said it before: Truth - Stranger than Fiction.

If you are not familiar with any literature regarding the Archons just use the search option on this blog - there is plenty of info posted on here - I have also got a few new posts on the Archons coming.

When disclosure comes and we do reconnect with the many more advanced loving extraterrestrial and inter-dimensional civilizations out there, the way we view spiritually will also change - in truth, we know so little about the nature of soul energy, multidimensionality, the universe and creation - so much knowledge has been hidden from us.

Advanced technologies are used to create this matrix of extreme duality - but one of the key things for them is manipulating human consciousness to bring forth their agendas, to utilize humans for their needs. We are powerful creator beings and their manipulation of humans, through many different esoteric, occult and psychological ways (very much including all aspects of the media) - turns humanity’s collective power and creativity against itself to manifest a world mainly consisting of conflict, extreme duality, fear, pain and low vibrational energy. If we all see through the deceptions and their agendas, become informed, shine a light on and heal our shadow side, become more loving and continue to raise our vibrations and visualize a beautiful, harmonious, abundant future for humanity - their control will fade even more quickly.

Their control is actually getting less and less all the time - the positive alliances behind the scenes have procedures in place - there will be mass arrests - disclosure will come - and everyone will have to mentally face what has been going on at some point and come to terms with it. Then humanity will move on, into a very different reality on this planet - a higher vibrational experience - some refer to this as either fourth density, the fourth dimension or the fifth dimension - it is what many prophecies and ancient cultures refer to as the coming Golden Age.

Peace and Love.

anonymous asked:

What does The Moon tarot card represent to you?

Our shadow self! Our alter egos. Our double life. Our mysterious side. Depression. Lies. Crawling away from the depths of despair. Menstruation. Fertility or infertility. Emotions. Intuition.


veritably everything
under the sun
is out of our control
except you
except me
except the dominion of you
people come and leave
things come and leave
the sun sets
the moon is outshined
the stars are outshined
when morning comes
but your will remains
in the dreary solitude
you are magnified
not your thoughts
as they are not a part of you
but the self
that evaluates the thoughts
is suddenly so glaring
with profound easiness
to bring forth
self completion
of that distant self
kept hidden within the shadows
of ego
of constantly adjusting
of needing validation
it is not going to be done overnight
you realise
but the journey has began
you are coming home
you are coming home to yourself

You will see that you contain all opposites and spend many years trying to figure out which one is true, and snuff out the one you believe to be a lie. You will try to murder yourself, and fail. You will change your mind and reverse your strategy. And again. This tactic is a pendulum shaped like an axe that swings wild and wide. This is how you will die the death of a thousand cuts.

When you grow bored of bleeding out you will decide you are great enough to contain all opposites. You will attempt to love them, equally. But you won’t. You will conclude that good and evil is an opinion. You will begin to question how your opinions have developed. You will keep some, discard others.

You will reason that if the same intelligence that holds the cosmos together, that keeps the sun at perfect distance, that spins the earth, is present in all things then maybe, just maybe, even this is somehow perfect: its horror and its ecstasy.

—  Alison Nappi

I didn’t come to yoga with a lot of natural flexibility or strength. I’ve always been curvy, and I’ve been sensitive about my body size since childhood. When I started practicing yoga, I would intimidate myself into thinking that there were certain asana that would always be completely out of my reach. I assumed that fat people have limits. I didn’t understand the power of progress. I didn’t understand that progress takes time. Our society thrives on impatience, and it’s easy to convince ourselves of inadequacy when we don’t see immediate results. I think my Instagram presence can make that internal battle seem like it’s in my rearview window, but that’s completely off base. Self-hate and self loathing are addictions like anything else, and stepping away from those vices means entering a permanent state of recovery. I am a self-hate addict- it didn’t magically go away when I started practicing advanced asana. But those struggles shouldn’t be covered up or swept under the rug. At the end of the day, those struggles are really what make us made for yoga. The practice doesn’t exist to inflate egos. Legit, my ego has NEVER served me- if anything, it’s consistently inhibited my capacity for happiness. I don’t want to live under the shadow of my childish ego forever. That’s why I keep showing up on my mat-because unpacking all this bullshit is the only work that actually matters. I love working with my #partner @mandukayoga- in fact, the ballet style leggings I wore in @glamourmag are by Manduka. In a universe where plenty of yoga brands could give a fuck less about showcasing a diverse yoga community, Manduka is actually out here trying to make progress. I chatted with the design team this past winter, and I expressed my concern about their limited sizing options. Some of us can’t even wink at a size Large, ya dig? The team was very receptive, and I’m looking forward to a size expansion soon. I’m just glad they give a fuck, honestly- and it’s time for everyone else to wake up, too.

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anonymous asked:

Hello, you mentioned in a previous ask that ishida uses the Jungian interpretation of Tarot specifically and while I've heard something similar before I was never quite sure about the confirmation of it? Can you explain? Sorry to bother!

Kaneki quotes Carl Jung and mentions him by name in the first few chapters of TG. Tarot interpretations in general have been greatly influenced by Jung. Also Jungian interpretations are widely used in Japan, probably because of Kagami Ryuuji and the Shin Megami Tensei games.

anonymous asked:

how would the 2ps act around their ex girlfriends (reader) they still love?

(( this varies a lot on why they broke up, but i’ll answer as though she broke up with him because she found someone better for her ))

2p!america would probably avoid you for a while. he wouldn’t hang out in crowds much anymore or at all. he’d become a lot quieter and his sensitivity would heighten. when having to interact with you, he’d be unable to look you in the eye and his speech would sound like angry mumbling, but only because he’s trying to act like he doesn’t care. his movements would be quick and hurried just so he can get away from you and not have to feel the pain any longer.

2p!china: he’d stay away from you if he thought that was what you wanted. he wouldn’t want to make you uncomfortable and he definitely wouldn’t want you to hate him. he wouldn’t want to end things on bad terms so he’d probably try to remain your friend, but only if he knew it was okay with you. he wouldn’t tease or flirt with you anymore, but he’d smile at you a few seconds longer than usual and always have this endearing, longing expression on his face whenever he saw you. however, he’d hurt badly inside every time he saw you with your new boyfriend and would keep his distance each time.

2p!england would go yandere on you would still want to be your friend, but he’d be a bit less energetic around you. he’d try to act like himself, but if you knew him well, you would easily see that he’s trying to hide his grief for your sake. he wouldn’t want you to worry or feel bad for him, because he “wants you to be happy”. he’d be polite around your new boyfriend but it’d be forced and he would rather not be in his presence.

2p!france would probably despise you for breaking his heart – because he disliked relationships in the first place – and you were the one who got him to open up, only to dump him later. he’d be very bitter about it, but he knew he wouldn’t be able to forget you even if he tried. like it or not, he still loved you and he’d always remember you. he’d have a hard time letting go, and he would tell himself it’s because he’s angry. deep down, he knows he misses you and he wouldn’t know how to properly deal with it.

2p!russia: much like francois, he’s not used to relationships and so he’s not used to breakups either. he wouldn’t know how to handle it, but he’d decide to act ‘normal’ around you. he wouldn’t want to make an enemy out of you but he wouldn’t want to stay your friend either. he’d keep up that stoic exterior of his around you, and anyone would mistake it for absence of emotional pain. however, he’s only acting strong because it’s all he knows how to act. he’d bottle up his feelings and wouldn’t understand that it’s okay to talk about them with other people.

2p!italy would try to convince himself that he’s better off without you and that he didn’t like you that much anyway. however, this wouldn’t last for very long because of the pain he felt whenever he saw you. he wouldn’t want to show weakness and he definitely wouldn’t want anyone to pity him. if he had to interact with you, he’d pretend he was doing great and that his life was ‘amazing as always’. however, almost anyone would be able to see through his lies.

2p!germany wouldn’t specifically avoid you, but he’d find himself staring at you a lot more than usual. he’d feel a wave of jealousy every time he saw you with your new boyfriend and for that reason, he’d try not to watch you as much. if he had to interact with you alone, he’d lose a lot of confidence and possibly stutter or even trip somehow. overall, he’d feel very awkward and nervous around you, contrary to his usual flirtatious/ perverted personality.

2p!japan would try to act in his usual reserved/ polite manner. however, he’d treat you like a stranger. he wouldn’t greet you if you happened to walk past him. his tone would be clipped if he had to speak with you and he’d scowl a lot more. he’d be upset about the breakup but would find it childish to show any resentment – he’d still feel it though and would refuse to talk about it with anyone.

2p!canada: he wouldn’t want to talk to you or see you. ever again. he’d be angry and wouldn’t want to blow up on anyone because of you, so he’d keep his distance. just the mention of your new boyfriend would make him snap at anyone to shut up, especially his friends. this would only last for a few weeks until he got over the breakup and began to miss your presence. after another quiet month or so, he’d consider speaking with you again. he’d feel guilty for avoiding you because deep down, he knew he’d loved you all along.

2p!romano would normally go by the notion that “exes can’t be friends”, but he’d make an exception for you. he’d want to remain your very closest and best friend at any cost. he’d even try to get along with your new boyfriend, telling him things such as “when she was mine, we’d do this” or “when we were together, we used to always go here”. he’d remain carefree and friendly so most would assume he didn’t mean any harm, but the truth was he was trying to drive your new boyfriend away.

2p!austria: he’d basically hide in the shadows, nursing a bruised ego and a broken heart. he would lose his usual narcissist-yet-charming personality traits and smile a lot less. he’d become anti-social for a while, cutting off contact with most people and only keeping one close friend (gilen) informed of his state. once he was mentally strong enough, he’d finally venture out again. if he came into contact with you, he’d grin dismally and tell you things such as, “when you broke me,” or “if you still care about me…” he’d then admit to joking, but his sighs and hand-wringing would hint otherwise.

2p!prussia: in all honesty, he was probably suspecting something like this would happen before it actually did. in a way, he was prepared for this type of heartbreak; he’d always thought of himself as a burden to you and wondered why you chose to date him anyway. still, seeing you after the breakup would make him tear up and back away. he’d tell you he was okay, but he never meant it. after a few days, he’d feel strong enough to speak to you without feeling hurt, and would try his best to maintain a friendly relationship with you.

“There are no limits to your being, only those you ascribe to yourself.
There are no limits to your understanding, only those that are due to trying to understand with the mind.
There is no limit to your light, except the dark shadows of the ego cast upon the sky which we call the self.
Shake your soul! Awaken it from slumber! The time has come to awaken to your divine being.”

~ Pir Vilayat