I love my parents but they brought 6 children they could not afford into this world and kept them out of school because they thought it would please god. Now my mother is dead and my father is severely depressed and completely disabled and i fear doesnt or cannot really see to or do anything to help our futures at all. I feel doomed. The God they tried to appease filled our lives with sickness and death and poverty. Sounds so dramatic but its true. Anyone would agree my situation is hopeless and im tired of trying to pretend it isnt
I heard about the spoon theory a while ago but I never really thought myself as a spoonie (diabetes) like yah I can't shovel the snow for 30 mins without getting low and feeling like death but I can go walk around the mall and have a full day without feeling any or few affects. So kinda what I'm wondering is does the spoon theory have different amounts of spoons for different disabilities? I feel like me and someone with CF could go through the same day and they over do it and I'm fine. Thanks!