When I was fifteen I had the light and innocence ripped from my eyes. Instead there were dark bags from countless sleepless nights and a glimmer of a deep-seeded sadness that never seemed to go away. I thought I would die of a broken heart. I thought I wasn’t interesting enough to be loved.

When I was sixteen I ran away from guys with warm smiles and good intentions. I found solace in older boys with tattoos and cigarettes dangling from their teeth and whiskey on their breath. I thought capturing a wild spirit would make me more interesting. It just made me start drinking more.

When I was seventeen I crashed and burned and spent nights sitting at my window, hands shaking, breath hitching, because I could never be loved. A boy who reeked of kindness and a pure heart told me I was the most interesting, complex girl he’s ever met. I laughed and said “Baby, I’m just a beautiful mess that you’ll never be able to clean up. Don’t cut your fingers on my shattered stained glass just because you want to see the whole picture.”

—  You’ll just hurt yourself trying to understand me
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#PledisStansUnite2k15(please let’s make this an actual thing)

Follow the Blog Here

I don’t want #PledisStansUnite2k15 to be something that just ends now and fades from the memories of people. I want this to be a long-term thing, where we all support all Pledis artists to help the company prosper.

There is a NU’EST comeback in works and coming very soon, and Seventeen is gearing up for the debut, and I want people to support them like they did with Lizzy. I want to keep this unity alive and I want us to see at least one win for Pledis this year. And so I made that blog to give people a source to go to when they want to help Pledis.

So please go follow it if you’re a fan of any Pledis artist, and also spread the word so that others to follow it as well. There, I will update you on new Pledis releases and give you instructions as to how you can support them and link you to various places you can buy things etc. Plus there might be a a few Pledis giveaways here and there!

While we’re waiting on the next Pledis release, you could go follow Pledis pages and buy Pledis things.

Thank you all so much for all the support and the hard work!