set your heart free

10 Things that can Wreck your Life

1. Not living in the moment. Always wishing you were somewhere else, doing something different with other people.

2. Blaming your problems on your past. Although the past affects us, it need not define us. We can choose, decide and act – and take control of our lives. Don’t let the heartache from the past define who you become.

3. Running away from problems. It’s crazy just to bury your head in the sand and act like are fine when you’re dealing with a mess. Face reality, take action and work to turn life round.

4. Being ungrateful. Being thankful sets you free in your heart and mind. It inspires all that’s good - and, also, oils relationships. But an ungrateful person will wear others down. It destroys your spirit, so you feel down and depressed.

5. Being angry and bitter. Refusing to forgive, and bearing grudges against others, will slowly poison your life and your personality. It’s much better to release them and to focus, instead, on living a happy and fulfilling life.

6. Letting your expectations rule your life. Life rarely goes smoothly and according to plan – and people disappoint us and let us down. Accepting this is normal takes some tension out of life.

7. Disrespecting yourself and others. Every single person deserves respect, and every single person is fighting their own battle. So focus on being kind, understanding and forgiving.

8. Neglecting important relationship. A relationship that’s built on unconditional love – where a person accepts us for who and what we are

– is truly a gift and is worth fighting for. Don’t take it for granted

– recognise that it’s a gift.

9. Loving people who are bad for us. Not every person will build into your life. Be aware of those who who’ll use you, or who want to bring you down, or who want to hurt you, or destroy your confidence.

10. Never taking risks. If you always play it safe, you’ll find you end up going nowhere. You must be ready to take risks - or you will miss so much in life.

الحب هو أن لا أعزلك عن العالم، الحب هو أن أتركك في الزحام وأعرف أن قلبك لي


Love is not to isolate you from the world, love, is setting you free into the crowd and knowing that your heart belongs to me

Say Something

Prompt: Say Something

AN: Damian won, and I’m sorry ahead of time.

Words: 1088

Fandom: DC


          He holds your hair back as you throw up, and with his free hand he rubs your back. As the last of your lunch vacates your stomach, you find yourself wanting to sleep. The fatigue has become more persistent lately, but they say that’s common.

          Damian helps you stand, and leads you out of the stall. He continues to rub your back as giggling girls walk in. They stop at the sight of you two, and you just know that the rumors will be all over school tomorrow. “Do you want to head back to the nurse, or do you feel well enough to go back to class?”

          You sigh, “I feel well enough to be dead.”

          He just smiles and wraps an arm around your shoulder. There’s no fuss or muss, as he leads you out of the school and to your car. You don’t fight him as he helps you into the passenger seat and takes the keys. Moments after the car pulls out of the school parking lot, you fall asleep.

          You wake up to a failed attempt of whispering. There’s been a strong rule against girls going upstairs since you and Damian hit your teen years, so you’re lying on the couch in the den. When you open your eyes it’s to see Bruce Wayne staring at you. Once glance at his eyes, tells you that he knows, and that fact makes you want to scream.

          You throat is dry, and your voice is raspy as you say, “You have to be the biggest snoop I’ve ever met.”

          He isn’t give a chance to respond as Damian and his brothers come tumbling into the room. Barbara and Cass are behind them, and they both grin as they take a seat on either side of you.

          It takes a moment for Damian to throw Dick and Tim off before pinning Jason. The family rogue just grins up at you and asks, “So when are you due?”

          You can’t help it, you laugh. You laugh long, and hard before you go into a coughing fit. Barbara pats your back in an effort to help, but you wave her off. You lean back into the couch, as the fit fades away. You smile. “I wish that were it Jason. I really, really do.”

          You can feel Damian’s eyes on you. You can see the confusion as he gets off his brother, and sits down next to you, as Cass automatically makes room. You take his hand, and take a deep breath “I wanted to tell you in private, but to honest I don’t really want to say this again.”

          “What’s wrong?” All sense of humor has vanished from the room, and you can feel Bruce’s eyes on you, his mouth set in that hard grim line.

          “Do you remember when we first met, how my hair was really short. We were ten, and it was the first day of school, and I was being teased because I looked like a boy, and you shut everyone up by saying you liked it because it was practical?”  

          He nods slowly. “Of course I remember that. You had this spark in your eye that said you didn’t give a damn what they said. And I thought, finally a girl who knew what’s what.”

          You smile, and then swallow, because you can feel the tears coming “I never told you why I had that short hair. I didn’t want to dwell on it, and I didn’t want to see pity in your eyes or anyone else’s for that matter.” You take another deep breath, and Damian’s grip tightens on your hand. “I was sick for a lot of years Damian. Spent most of my life in hospitals. I had only been in remission a year when I started at Gotham Academy. It was my first real school. I was so excited. And then I met you, and you were my first real friend, then my first real boyfriend, and I was so certain. I was so certain that I was in the clear.”

          The first few tears start streaming down your face. “But I went in for a checkup a few days ago, and I’m no longer in the clear. My cancer is back, and it’s aggressive. They want me to start chemotherapy on Monday.”

          The entire rooms gone silent. And as you glance at faces you see a lot of closed eyes, and a few tears. Tim is the first to speak, “Wayne Enterprises has some amazing cancer research facilities, and trials going on. We can get you into any of those, all we have to do is place a few calls.”

          “And those we don’t run, we can also get you into, or start whatever needs to be done,” Dick adds.

          Jason’s voice is rough as he says, “We can take shifts being with you while you’re in the hospital too. That way you’re not alone.”

          Bruce’s face is solemn as he says, “Whatever you need we’ll get you.”

          You give a small smile of thanks as you turn back to Damian. He staring at you, this look of complete devastation on his face. He’s been through so much pain in his life, and you hate to be the cause of more. You turn back to look at him, to see him with his head tucked against his chest. “Damian, please say something,” you try softly. When he doesn’t, you do. You say the words that can set him free, even if it means breaking your heart in the process. “Damian, I love you, but if this is too much for you, or you need to leave for your own good, I will understand. This isn’t going to be easy, and I might not …”

          “DON’T YOU DARE SAY IT, BECAUSE IT IS NOT AN OPTION.” And as he looks up at you, you see the tears. You’ve never seen Damian cry, not once in six years, even when he’s been hurt. He kisses your hand and says “You, are going to live a long life. We are going to be together for a long time, and neither of us is going to die until we’re well into our nineties. And when we do it’ll be moments apart like those couples in those articles you keep making me read. DO you understand? I will not lose you.”

          And as he breaks down crying you hold him, because more than anything, you want what he just described.

The This Is Acting album by Sia is one of the most interesting concepts for an album that I’ve come across in recent times as all these songs were written for other singers, some even being rejected, and it actually boggles my mind that some of them got rejected, particularly this one. Bird Set Free has some awe inspiring lyrics that leave me speechless with one of the most powerful for me being in the chorus with “And I don’t care if I sing off key // I find myself in my melodies // I sing for love, I sing for me // I shout it out like a bird set free.” The reason is that I absolutely adore music but can’t sing to save my life but I will sing out loud constantly because I just lose myself in the music and don’t care what people think about me. Its just so powerful and shows the incredibleness of Sia’s songwriting ability - Jakk

Jason Todd/Red Hood X ArkhamKnight!Reader- Set Your Demons Free

OHMYGOSH I’m super excited to post this!! I’m definitely making this into a series, maybe a small one.  I want to thank whoever requested this because I want to hug you.

Warning: Mentions of torture, swearing, fighting, guns, etc.

Originally posted by nagatopain92


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Take your bad days with your good

 Requested by @ daisygonzalezmexican :  Hi ☺ Captain Boomerang imagine, after leaving Belle Reve, meets a girl (reader) and after a while he falls in love with her and decides to be a better person for her, she feels the same for him even though he knows who he really is but she does not judge him. Please and thanks ☺😊

 Pairing: Captain Boomerang (George Harkness) X Reader

 Word count: 815


 “Do not move, luv.” A low voice whispers in your hear while pulling you into an alley.

 With your heart pounding against your chest, you try to set free from his hands, but it’s useless. A dozen of police cars passes by, making him hold you tighter.

 “Please, just let me go.” You mutter as the man slowly lets go of you, keeping you close by grabbing your arm.

 “Don’t even try to run. I won’t hurt ya.”

 When you turn around to face him, you gasp. Captain Boomerang is well known in this city and you’ve heard a lot about him in the last few days. He just escaped from Belle Reve. Pushing his chest violently, you struggle to get away from him. Again, it’s useless.

 “Take me to ya place, would you?”

 “What? No!” You take a deep breath, planning to scream, but you feel a cold metal against your throat. “No! Please. I’ll take you there. You can hide for one night and then…”

 “Deal.” He barks, pulling you with him as he leaves the alley, looking around. “Tell me where to go.”


 You sit on your couch, drying your hair and pretending Captain Boomerang isn’t using your shower. He made you close all your windows and lock them. At least he gave you his bloody money to order something to eat. When you hear his footsteps, your heart beat increases. Only God knows what’s going through his head. Boomerang sits by your side, relaxing and focusing on the TV.

 “You’ll be leaving by mor…”

 “Shut up. I’m watching TV.” He gestures to the TV, making you raise your eyebrows.

 “My TV. Now you shut up.”

 You jump when someone knocks, Boomerang giving you an angry look that means you better not try anything. Sighing, you take the pizza and close the door softly. You run to the kitchen in order to take the bigger slice. When you’re about to cut it, Boomerang comes running, wrapping his hand around your waist and you can’t help but burst into laugh.

 “Ya’re ticklish, huh? Now I have somethin’ to use against ya.” He keeps tickling you, forcing you to lay down on the floor. “Will ya share our pizza equally, luv?”

 “Yes! Yes! Stop it! Please!” Yelling at him, you can see that he’s smiling too.

 You suddenly think about how his life has been. Boomerang is a villain and everything, but still, years locked up and being chased like a rat would damage anyone. There’s this feeling in your heart. Something you’ve never felt. What if you could change his life? Make him feel better, happy, even though all this chaos?

 “That’s fine then.” He stops tickling you so you get up, staring into his eyes.

 “You have a beautiful smile.” You whisper, noticing how Boomerang’s eyes are kind. “I like it.”

 “I wanna stay for a while.” His low voice sends shivers down your spine a brings a smile to your lips.

“That’s fine by me.”


 You hear someone downstairs and sit up straight. Boomerang isn’t on his place on your bed.

 After a few weeks, you got used to his presence. And it was good to have a man to fix whatever is broken.

 But this is the worse part of it. You run downstairs, almost tripping on the last step.

 “(Y/N)?” He calls your name, his voice making you jump, both hands covering your mouth.

 “Holy shit, Boomy.” Sighing, you hug his waist as he drops all the three backpacks he was holding. “Where did you go this time?”

 “Sorry, luv.” George lifts you from the ground, his tight grip taking your breath away. “I can’t help it.”

 When George finally told you his real name and told you everything about his story, he also promised to slow down on his villain life. But you never asked for that. On these past months, you slowly fell in love with him. With the man and with the villain.

 “I know. I told you I’d take your bad days with you good. I don’t want you to go back to prison.” Cupping his cheek, you peck his lips. “Just be careful. I don’t give a shit if you like stealing. I… I want you to stay free.”

 “Does that means ya don’t hate me anymore?”

 “No.” You sigh when the police cars pass by your street. “I want to be with you. Being a villain or not.”

 “I think we should move then.”

 “I bet we can with all the money you took.”

 “We move so ya can be my woman.” Pulling you close, he shows you a ring with a big diamond. “I want five kids, at least.”

 “Only five?” You giggle, taking a look at those backpacks he brought home. “Let’s get married. Then we can choose where to go and think about our kid’s names.”

 “Great idea, luv.”

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2

I am not sure of the worst kind of break up.

Is it when the person, whom you thought would never get tired of telling you that you are enough, gradually drifts because he is already in love with someone else?

Or, is it when the person, whom you thought would never leave your side, dies?

Or, is it when the person, whom you thought would support your dreams (and vice versa), decides to chase his dreams all by himself?

Or, is it when the person, whom you thought would never lose interest in you, falls out of love with you?

All breakups are heart-piercing, soul-breaking, and mind-shattering. It’s like a nightmare that actuated itself to a degree of reality to choke you. Or, an open wound that was sprinkled with salt and poured with alcohol.

It’s like you’ve seen this coming, but you never realized that it would be today, or any other day, or some day near.

Despite the thoughts of “is this the end?” everyone will still find it difficult to say the last word. Everyone would still settle for the pain because saying the last word would mean putting an end to the aspirations, memories, and traditions that were made together.

Now, what is the worst kind of break up?

Nothing.

Nothing is worse than finally giving up to love, to be loved, and to be in loved with the person you chose to spend every second of your life. Nothing is worse than having to go through the same path and go through with the cycle of life, without the person that brought so much light to that path and so much fuel to continue with the cycle of life.

Nothing is more breaking than breaking up with your person.

Nothing is more breaking than setting the person, who was caged in your heart, free and who, ironically, also is the same person who holds your heart, like how he holds your whole universe.

Aquarius Full Moon - August 7th 2017 ✨🌕🦋♒️

Opening your heart to new beginnings *******************************

This Full Sturgeon Moon in Aquarius during Leo season is calling us and reminding us to transcend the mind and ego, to seek new perspectives and change, to awaken the light in our souls, and most importantly, it is calling us to open our heart and to set ourselves free.
Not only is tonight’s moon a Full Moon, but it is also a Lunar Eclipse. A Lunar Eclipse is when the moon appears darkened as it passes into the Earth’s shadow. Eclipses are very powerful for times of new beginnings and endings,and for birthing new life. Eclipses are known for bringing great changes to our lives, as it ultimately shifts the Earths energies moving forward for months ahead.
The sun, set in 15 degrees Leo, is opposing  the Moon, set in 15 degrees Aquarius, while both happen to be set in the degree of 15, which is also something to look at and consider. Number 15 is a blend of the vibrations of the number 1 and number 5. Number 1 correlates to new beginnings, assertiveness, activity and achievement. Number 5 resonates more or so with making important decisions/changes, motivation, idealism and doing things your way. Combing the two numbers into 15 makes this a number of independence, creativity, originality as it breathes the energy of love. Seeing the number 15 is a message from the Divine, calling us to make some much needed change in our lives.The Number 15 is also a message to keep your thoughts and actions focused on your goals and aspirations in order to manifest them into your life.
Is there something that is holding you back? Something that is keeping you unhappy? This Full Moon is the perfect time to break free from those chains of restraint in order to change your life for the better, to turn it around and create a new path for yourself. Have no fear about making these major changes, as in the long-run they will prove to be of great benefit to you, to others, and to your life. With the Sun in warm and positive Leo, the sign of the heart itself, make sure you are using positive affirmations and outlooks in order to keep your outlook on these dreams bright and receptive. With the Full Moon in Aquarius, the sign of the higher mind and future, you will have the ability to find the inner wisdom to set your heart on the right path and to achieve all that you strive for.The time has come to end old patterns that we repeat that do not serve us any growth in life. These can be any kinds of restraints that are holding you back, whether it be of thought, speech and/or action, these things are ultimately holding you back and not allowing you to move forward with Aquarius, the sign of the future and new beginnings. Once we let go of these patterns and old ways of doing, we are opening our souls to a myriad of paths that waiting to be walked down.
With the Sun in Leo accompanying and being conjunct with Mars throughout the month of August, also being opposed to the Moon, comes extra intensity to not only the energies in the sky, but to our hearts feelings, as well. With Mars, the celestial body of anger and aggression, opposing the Moon, the celestial body of our souls and emotions, comes surges of all kinds of emotion rising to the surface, which is more than important during an Aquarius Full Moon, often a sign known for closing off emotions. Because of these emotions arising so intensely, this is the Full Moon telling us that we need to end the inner battles we have with ourselves, especially when it comes to being vulnerable. The time has come to honor and embrace our emotions and to let our guard down, especially in the area of life/house this Full Moon Eclipse is happening in your Natal Chart transits. With the Sun in Leo, the sign of the heart, it will accompany and help the Moon in Aquarius, working together to open your heart to the world around you ―after all, the sign of Aquarius represents universal love, while lovely Leo represents self love. The two will work together in opening your heart to the beauty of love itself.
With Mars accompanying the Sun, this is also a sign to put your more aggressive and angry emotions into positive, creative outlets. Showing your anger and emotion is an important part of life, as long as we’re putting those energies into non aggressive means, which is something we often forget to do. But with the help of this Full Moon Eclipse in Aquarius, and the beautiful Sun in Leo, we can expect inner callings to direct those feelings into positive outlets. We as humans are Divine Creators and using those emotions as our drives is more important than we know.
No matter what area you are working on in life, or where you find yourself during this Full Moon, the main calling of this Full Moon is to follow your hearts desire and to make sure you’re taking time to make the decisions necessary to change your life for the better. Stay focused on your goals and aspirations in life and set them in motion instead of restraining yourself in fear. Aquarius is the sign of new ideas and innovations, and with the passionate and confident energies of Leo accompanying you this month, with the intuitive callings of the divine, everything will be set into motion, as long you are helping yourself and making those changes for the better. Set yourself on the path that your soul is being called to and follow your heart because nobody is going to do so for you. With the help from the divine Mother Moon, the Wise Water Bearer, the Golden Rays of the sun, the Lovely Lion and Mighty Mars himself, and most importantly, help from your decisions, you’re on the path of opening your heart to new beginnings and setting your soul absolutely free.

The Full Moon in Aquarius is good for:
*Healing
*Banishing old patterns
*Making changes for new beginnings
*Acceptance/self love
*Leadership
*Freedom
*Openess
*Setting goals and new ideas into motion
*Charging/cleansing crystals, stones and items

Crystals for the Aquarius Full Moon/Aquarius in general:
Amethyst, Selenite Lapis Lazuli, Fluorite,Garnet, Aquamarine, Amber, Moonstone, Rose Quartz, Labradorite, Opal ✨✨✨

Happy Full Moon in Aquarius to everyone celebrating! May today bring you all of your manifestations, Divine energies and all of the love and freedom you deserve ✨🌕🦋

spooky lyric starters.

because october is just around the corner.

feel free to change pronouns as necessary!

wuthering heights- kate bush

❝ i hated you, i loved you too. ❞
❝ bad dreams in the night. ❞
❝ they told me i was going to lose the fight. ❞
❝ you had a temper like my jealousy: too hot, too greedy. ❞
❝ ___, it’s me, __, i’ve come home and i’m so cold. ❞
❝ let me in your window. ❞
❝ it gets dark, it gets lonely. ❞
❝ i pine a lot. ❞
❝ i find a lot falls through without you. ❞
❝ too long i’ve roamed in the night. ❞
❝ i’m coming back to his side to put it right. ❞
❝ let me have your soul. ❞
❝ you know it’s me: __! ❞

haunted- poe

❝ pretty please, can you tell me where i am? ❞
❝ you, won’t you say something? ❞
❝ i need to get my bearings. ❞
❝ i’m lost and the shadows keep on changing. ❞
❝ and i’m haunted by the lives that i have loved. ❞
❝ i’m haunted by the lies that wove the web. ❞
❝ don’t cry, there’s always a way. ❞
❝ please, i know it’s hard to believe. ❞
❝ you and me, and these shadows keep on changing. ❞
❝ hallways always. ❞
❝ i’m haunted by the promises i’ve made and others i have broken. ❞
❝ come here, i’ve got the pieces here. ❞
❝ build a casket for my tears. ❞
❝ you think i’ll cry? i won’t cry! ❞
❝ my heart will break before i cry! ❞

fair folk - heather dale

❝ oh, tread not here till the light of day. ❞
❝ the fair folk dance, the fair folk sing. ❝
❝ gold and silver shine all around. ❞
❝ oh, come not here at the fall of night. ❞
❝ hold high the iron that they fear. ❞
❝ when the fair folk call, don’t let them near. ❞
❝ the banshee wails in the dark night. ❞
❝ seven years spent out of time. ❞
❝ all was lost that once was mine. ❞
❝ i tarried once and listened long to the echoes of the fair folk’s song. ❞

murder ballad - murder ballad

we light the match, it starts from a spark. ❞
❝ we let the fire catch, eliminate the dark. ❞
❝ we hear them sing: ‘someone’s gonna die’ ❞
❝ there but for the grace of god, go i. ❞
❝ from ___ to ___ come stories of true love gone awry. ❞
❝ we all want to touch the flames but not get burned. ❞
❝ there’s always a killer, so logically someone has to die. ❞
❝ we sing the murder ballad’s warning. ❞
❝ listen and i’ll tell a tale, a tale where good does not prevail. ❞
❝ you know the ones that break your heart? well, they set themselves apart. ❞
❝ free will and fate both play their part. ❞
❝ all have history, all are scarred. trust no one. stay on guard. ❞
❝ in life’s game, we all take part. time shuffles and you play your cards. ❞

i’m not the only one (two) - bucky barnes

Originally posted by buckingoffthebed

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader

Summary: Bucky knows exactly what he’s done to you, and realizes you deserve a whole heart again. Part Two to “I’m Not The Only One”

Requested: yes (anon)

Warnings: language

Words: 1615

Here’s part two to “I’m Not The Only One”! This is low key sad but I hope you all like:)

PART ONE

Masterlist

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You’ve been so unavailable, now sadly I know why. Your heart is unobtainable, even though Lord knows you kept mine. You say I’m crazy, ‘cause you don’t think I know what you’ve done. But when you call me baby, I know I’m not the only one.  

Your eyes stared vacantly at the beige colored wall in front of you, arms folded over one another in front of your chest, knees crossed and lips formed in a thin line. Every feeling you once had, every emotion displayed across your heartbroken features, was all void. Your face showed complete and utter emptiness at the situation occurring around you. Your heart no longer swelled at the thought of him anymore, your stomach no longer filling with butterflies as his blue, piercing eyes gazed into yours. The love you once felt was masked over in complete animosity at your once husband. His blue eyes that stared into yours were now filled with guilt and sorrow at what he had done to you.

The void feeling was taking over immensely second by second as you sat in full silence, while Bucky was weaving in and out of rooms, collecting his belongings as tears escaped his eyes.

“Get out!” you screamed, the tears running in streams down your flushed face. Your heart was tearing each second, no longer wanting to look at the betrayal sprawled across his features.

Bucky reached for you daringly, his hand slightly coming in contact with your arm. You feel the zap hit up your arm at his soft touch, your brain cursing you for feeling that way towards the betrayal, “Y/N..”

“No, Buck! You had your chance and you fucking ruined it!” you cut him off, screaming at the top of your lungs. Your body moved, shoving him weakly. You felt the feelings start to rush out of you an throughout your veins as the conclusion was coming to and. Your mind took over with nasty, aching thoughts of Bucky and some other mistress, him kissing her and holding her the way he used to hold you.

Her lips would suck on his neck and she would get o hear his throaty moan, the energy of his love radiating off of him onto her as they made love to one another. This ignited your fists to bang against his strong chest, tears falling all around you as he repeatedly hit him with all the hurtful memories he’s caused upon you for the past couple of months.

His eyes shut tight, the pain flooding his demeanor, allowing you to take out all of the pain you had allow build up inside of you for such a long time, out on him. As you hit against him numerous times, the pain he was supposed to be enduring was just a facade of memory. His body was built in complete nothingness, he couldn’t feel his own pain anymore, he could only feel yours.

I have loved you for many years, maybe I am just not enough. You’ve made me realize my deepest fear, by lying and tearing us up.  

As your mind carried itself back to your quiet state, you heard Bucky make his way back into the room from behind you. You didn’t know whether to turn around and approach him about what would dare to happen next, or to painfully sit in more continuous silence and watch him walk out the front door, leaving you forever.

“I, uh, I think that’s everything,” you heard Bucky speak behind you, the ache and discomfort laced through his voice ringing in your ears. Your brain rallied the types of options you had to act on for several painful minutes before coming to a conclusion.

You heaved a sigh from between your tight lips before turning around slowly, arms still crossed across your chest, and looked to see Bucky. His arms were holding numerous bags and suitcase on the floor . A black hat adorned his head of soft brown hair, while the jacket with the stench of perfume lied across his suitcase as a drape. You dared to look him in the eyes for a split second, your Y/E/C eyes, cold and unfamiliar gazed into his now dark, saddened blue orbs for a meaningful last time. You felt your blood run cold as realization hit you like a truck.

This was it. Your husband, the once love of your life, was leaving you. Not out of his doing, but because you told him. You couldn’t bare the thought without him, but you had to. He played with your emotions for months on end, sending your once unbreakable vows with the wind. Once broken, they were gone forever.

You didn’t even get up, you just stared at him for what felt like several minutes. The energy between the two of you now dead, nothing flowing excitedly through your bodies anymore. The love, adoration, emotion, was all gone, and never to return.

You ran your stare all around his body and situation before coughing the lump out of your throat and muttering scratchily, “Good,” your voice sounding sour and intense towards him. You felt Bucky tense at your state and you shifted slightly in your position, though your manner not changing for a split second.

Bucky dragged his belongings to the door, stopping to look at your once more, muttering, “I’ll, uh, I’ll call our lawyer tomorrow, get everything sorted out,” he answered, his voice sounding shaky and defeated as the talk of divorce abruptly flew its way into the conversation. You instantly felt your insides shake and your eyes shut tightly as the intention of divorce.

The word sounded so vague and foreign to your mind, never once thinking that it would cross into your path ever in your life. Your eyes still shut, you shook your head slightly, the feeling of him leaving you for forever crawling its way back up and into your heart. The familiar tears slipped through your shut eyelids and dropped themselves on to your flustered, and already damp cheek.

Bucky saw your immediate change of demeanor, his mind debating whether to walk out now and leave you be, or to attempt to soften the situation he’s already caused. He set down his belongings next to his suitcase on the floor, wondering what his next move would be. He carefully watched your painful figure silently sob at his previous statement. He walked behind you sitting on the couch, leaning down, his hands pressed against the back of the couch. His veins pumped with depression and guilt, his features softening as he stared down at your weakened state, regretting every painful, heartbreaking thing he’s ever done to you. He leaned down, hands pushing down on the couch, whispering softly next to your upset figure.

“Shh, please don’t cry. This is what you need. I don’t deserve you anymore, beautiful,” he whispered, reaching over and tucking your hair behind you ear softly.

You opened your eyes at the sound and feelings of his scratchy voice next to your ear. You quickly looked over and stared into his eyes, his pink lips quivering at the sight of your bloodshot orbs gazing into his for what he knows will be the last time. The next thing he did took you by surprise, your breath catching in the back of your throat.

He leaned down above you, placing his chapped and shaky lips against your flushed face, kissing your forehead gently. All the pain and hatred for what he’d done was still evident, the feeling of his now unfamiliar lips against yours causing your mind to rewind back to the times he was yours, and never anyone else’s. After a few seconds of pure pain, he pulled back slowly, the spark of what you once had, was gone.

Bucky’s lips turned up ever so slightly at you before nodding his head in a knowing demeanor at you, eyes down-casting in silence. You watched as he picked his things back up, draping the jacket over his shoulder before turning away from your painful figure and facing towards the one thing that separated you and him from now on. Your eyes scaled his actions, opening the front door, careful not the drop any of the belongings he was holding in his hands.

The dead energy picked up a little as his saddened blue eyes locked with yours, turning around to face you once more. He gazed at your weary state, his mind telling him to leave you for good, to set you free of the heartless emotions he put you through for months, and allow you to live your life without him, and without the heartbreak.

“I hope you find someone who loves you endlessly, and never hurts you the way I did, Y/N,” he said to you, nodding at your figure slightly before giving you one last arduous glance. Your heart slowly pieced itself back together as you followed Bucky’s unfaithful glance out the door and somewhere you would never know.

You could still feel the pain carry its way from him to you countless times as he made his way from you, before latching on to him for good, and leaving you to be set free, and your heart to learn to mend itself back together.

You say I’m crazy, ‘cause you don’t think I know what you’ve done. But when you call me baby, I know I’m not the only one. I know I’m not the only one, I know I’m not the only one. And I know, and I know, and I know, and I know, and I know, and I know, no, I know I’m not the only one.  

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10 Things that can Wreck your Life

1. Not living in the moment. Always wishing you were somewhere else, doing something different with other people.
2. Blaming your problems on your past. Although the past affects us, it need not define us. We can choose, decide and act – and take control of our lives. Don’t let your past heartache and pain affect who you become.
3. Running away from problems. It’s pointless to bury your head in the sand and pretend that things are fine when you’re dealing with a problem. Face reality, take action and work to turn things round.
4. Being ungrateful. Being thankful sets you free in your heart and mind. It inspires all that’s good and, also, oils relationships. But an ungrateful person will wear others down. It destroys your spirit, and it saps your energy.
5. Being angry and bitter. Refusing to forgive and bearing grudges against others will slowly poison our personality. It’s much better to release them and to focus, instead, on living a happy and fulfilling life.
6. Letting your expectations rule your life. Life rarely goes smoothly and according to plan – and people disappoint us and let us down. Accepting this is normal takes some tension out of life.
7. Disrespecting yourself and others. Every single person deserves respect, and every single person is fighting their own battle. So focus on being kind, understanding and forgiving.
8. Neglecting important relationship. A relationship that’s built on unconditional love – where a person accepts us for who and what we are – is truly a gift and is worth fighting for. Don’t take it for granted – recognise that it’s a gift.
9. Loving people who are bad for us. Not every person will build into your life. Be aware of those who who’ll use you, or who want to bring you down, or who want to hurt you, or destroy your confidence.
10. Never taking risks. If you always play it safe, you’ll find you end up going nowhere. You must be ready and willing to take risks. If you don’t, you may regret it as you’ll miss so much in life.

ANGEL OF SMALL DEATH

Help me I have cabin fever. Wrote this with your dominant element or the element of your sun sign in mind. You can also check your Venus sign element. Also, girls are magic.

FIRE The rogue. And you can’t fucking touch her, not from where you are standing. You think of every possible way of redeeming yourself in her eyes. But what you really want to do is tell her that she’s all you think about. The bottle spins and lands on you, your breath catching in your throat as you look up. A mischievous smile on her lips and she pulls you into the closet. “Have you ever thought about this?” She hums, her sweetened breath washing over your face like a love potion. You manage a timid nod because her fingers are slowly sneaking up your chest, curling around the hair on the back of your neck. “Me too.” she sighs, taking you to heaven right then and there.

EARTH Sweet baby, Santa Maria. You hold the picnic basket and she’s got the blanket. A perfect day. Laughter echoing in vague melancholy. She swirls the straw around in her lemonade, the sound of ice cubes clinking, making your hairs rise. “Why are you looking at me like that?” she giggles and you have no words. Instead you grab her, pulling her to you. The lemonade spills onto the grass, but she doesn’t care because her lips are on yours. She looks so fucking beautiful, rolling her hips like that, sending shivers all through your body. Sweat trickles down between her breasts, her soft whimpers coming in your ears over and over, and it’s all for you. And in that moment she is yours, and you are hers.

AIR La sirena. Every time you see her it’s raining. The neon lights from outside the café flush her face in red and blue, and her eyes are purple. You’re at the bar and she’s in that corner booth, you write; she reads. An innocent smile but you know better. Her doll eyes promising intense purity of the utmost devotion. You blink once and she’s next to you. You blink twice and you’ve told her all your secrets. The way she says your name makes you feel like you are the only two people in the universe. Bonnie and Clyde. Living for the night, like nocturnal animals. She whispers “I want you.” and you sell the devil your soul, her name spilling from your lips like a prayer. Addicted to her touch that is toying somewhere between love and abuse. The last thing you saw were her eyes, standing in the eye of a tornado, sucking the breath right out of your lungs. And then it’s just black. You wake up, in daylight. Rays of sun blinding you as you look around the room, like something’s missing. Everywhere you turn it’s white noise, and then you realize. She’s not there.

WATER The burning flame. The girl who sits at the bar with a glass of white wine and draws. She draws and draws; for hours. You know, because you can’t help but watch her. For the last two months you’ve been building up the courage to say something. The bell on the door jingles and she walks in, before you know it she is sitting right in front of you, and she softly says “Hi.” Her voice is dreamy but her eyes are so sad. She’s not broken, but she knows you are. You’re standing in the shower, your arms wrapped around her as you deeply breathe in the steam. She hides little drawings in between the pages of your books. Riding the train she shares her earbuds, running her fingers over your knuckles as she mindlessly stares out the window; but you’re staring at her. One day you’re sitting there wondering where you would be, without her playing your soul like a piano. And you know you are gonna love her, with all your heart. Until she sets you free.

Because of your love

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In a world, six thousand years ago, the time after the Ice Age and before the cultivation of the earth, when Fiore was covered in magnificent trees, a young man and a young woman are running for their lives. Will they find love along the way? / NaLu au, WARNING: smut scene

There was a chasm
Uncrossable
There was a mountain
Unscalable
Even when my lost heart
Was unlovable
You spread Your arms out
You laid Your life down for me
Now I’m set free
Now my heart sings


A lightning sliced the gray sky. A terrible thunder followed right after so suddenly that all the animals on the trees and on the earth trembled terrified and hurried to hide themselves in their hollows. The branches of the magnificent pines were now drooping heavily to the ground, as if even they were worried about the upcoming storm. Above the forest a second lightning flashed between the dark, threatening clouds, creating the illusion of a furious, snake-like creature, which was spewing thunders and fire.

Two human figures were racing through the forest as fast as the tall bushes and grasses were letting them. The figures wore mantled with housings and wide hoods protected their faces from the raindrops. If someone could look at them right now he would have thought that they were running from something. And he would have been right because the two figures were desperately trying to reach one of their hideouts, which was going to keep them safe from the storm… and from other terrifying creatures.

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*.:。♦ ⋅ ⋆ — VERSE NAMES - LYRIC EDITION PT 2.

under the cut you’ll find 257 lyrics that can be used for verse and otp tags. they’ve been categorised into different ship types ( eg. general, long distance, toxic, fwb, exes, unrequited, & many more ) so some lyrics may appear under more than one category. i do, however, recommend checking out all the categories !! they were simply listed by my own interpretation & definitely aren’t limited to a certain ship type in the slightest. the pronouns used are simply what was in the original line but can obviously be changed to fit your ship. depending on personal preference, some may be a little too long but can be shortened down pretty easily. i just thought it’d be easier to include the entire, original line & leave it to you guys to edit how you please. i believe that covers it all !! if you find this useful, please do like and/or reblog ! i hope you enjoy part two !! part one can be found here.

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I am so tired of this generations mentality of what is ‘cool’ and 'hot’ and 'attractive’. The kids living in the world right now are so hung up on the idea that being heartless and cold and empty makes them appealing. These kids lock their hearts up behind bars and smoke laced marijuana and stay up until 2 am writing on their blogs about how shitty the world is. Well I say fuck that. Fuck pretending that you don’t care, fuck cheating on your boyfriend or girlfriend because you simply 'don’t give a shit’, fuck letting people go just because they might break your heart. There is nothing attractive about a stone cold soul who believes that the world is doomed and that they’re destined to fail. I need someone with passion. Someone with bright eyes and endless hope and a heart that has been broken a thousand times but they’re okay. I need someone who will hold onto me so tight, someone who will dance with me at midnight, and laugh so hard that we almost puke. We all go through shit in life, but that doesn’t mean we have to shut down and build up our walls. Put down your armor and let yourself live. Feel things entirely, be vulnerable, let your emotions consume you. Stop using your bones as a cage, set your heart free.
—  stone cold // An Excerpt From A Book I’ll Never Write #32