seriously i'll love you so much

IT’S MY BIRTHDAYYYYYY

I’m turning 17 :’)
This is quite a big deal since I’m officially not a teenager anymore :” 

Thank you so much for sticking with me guys :D I can’t believe it’s been one year since I’m active on this account! You guys make my life more significant :) Seriously I can’t say thanks enough <333

I love you all~ 

Now back to existential crisis

URGENT: Cat Foster Needed

Since y’all have been the most incredible people in regards to helping me with my cat’s medical problems earlier this year, I’m hoping someone will help me with this in the next week–

I am in between places to live at the moment, and while my brother and sister-in-law have been wonderful humans in terms of looking after Henry for the past month, their own cat has not been getting along with Henry and so, since I can’t blame them, they want Henry moved out of their place by June 10th.

Which puts me in a pickle, since Henry can’t come with me where I currently live due to allergies.

So. If you live near Chicago/anywhere in the Midwest and are willing to foster a cat for a few weeks until I move to a place where I can have Henry with me, PLEASE let me know. I’m literally willing to drive Henry to wherever he’ll be looked after and, if you know anything about me, you know that I love Henry infinitely more than I love any human, so. 

Please let me know, and please reblog this to spread the word.

This cat is the love and light of my life, and I sincerely need help to make sure he’s looked after.

Please let me know.

anonymous asked:

since u did the voltron au, do u have a ship from the actual voltron show???? also who's ur fave in voltron???

Lance’s my absolute mostest fav!!!! And since he’s my fave I’ll ship anything in which he’s happy, honestly, but I did draw some klance a while ago so I guess you might say that’s my main one 👍

ToG Valentine's Day Greeting Cards!
  • Manon: I want to eat your heart out.
  • Dorian: Let me give you a magic hand this Valentine's Day.
  • Chaol: I'm Chaol Westfallin for you.
  • Aelin: Let me be your fireheart.
  • Rowan: I've got a big hawk for you this Valentine's Day.
  • Asterin: I wanna be UNCLEAN with you.
  • Lorcan: I'm Hellas over heels for you.
  • Elide: You make me weak in the ankles, Valentine.
  • Maeve: I love you so much I could lock you in an iron box and throw away the key.
  • Nehemiah: I'd die for you, Valentine.
  • Aedion: I want to pillage your village.
  • Fenrys: I'd take a blood oath for you, Valentine.
  • Gavriel: I'd be lion if I said I wasn't into you.
  • Lysandra: I'll be whatever you want this Valentine's Day. No seriously. I can literally be whatever you want.
  • Erawan: I wanna implant you this Valgentine's Day.
  • Sam: It's torture just thinking of you.
  • Rolfe: I'd let you ride my Sea Dragon.
  • [thanks to @hermajestymanon and @itach-I for helping me with this]
I was always too much of something. I talked too much, I laughed too loudly, I did too much work, I took things too seriously, I cared too much. I could handle that. What I couldn’t handle was when I wasn’t enough. I didn’t get enough sleep, I didn’t take enough breaks, I didn’t pay enough attention to you, I didn’t love you enough. The last one is a lie, by the way. No matter what they tell you, I promise I loved you more than I ever thought I could. I think loving you was another thing I did too much. I loved you so much. The fact that I didn’t show it enough was my problem.
—  K.E.F

anonymous asked:

I can ask for fluff? Oh my gosh! Thank you! The only thing I can think of is cuddling? Oh! How about, like morning after cuddles? And like how s/o would wake them up? Or if you've already done that can you do the guys reaction to waking up being the little spoon? ( I am a tiny person who loves to be the big spoon, no seriously I'm 5'2" ish.) but um yes, the boys deserve so much better, and I can't talk about or else I'll cry more. Thank you again!

I haven’t written a morning after thing yet, but I’m more so in a cuddly mood so I couldn’t do it justice. So here are some headcanons for the bros waking up as the little spoon!

-Alyssa

Gladiolus:

  • Surprised (pleasantly surprised though)
  • How did his tiny ass s/o end up wrapped around him?
  • He definitely wants more of this
  • Probably snuggles his back closer to their chest with a sigh
  • Tempted to skip his training because this is perfect
  • Would probably end up waking them up by turning around and kissing their face
  • It’s cute he can’t help it
  • Smooches everywhere until they’re pushing at his face with squeals of ‘stop it’
  • Wouldn’t mind waking up like this erryday

Ignis:

  • A small smile would spread across the face when he realizes the position
  • Sighs in content
  • Has to hide the blush on his face when Gladio wakes up
  • Makes s/o’s favorite breakfast as a token of appreciation
  • Being the little spoon gave him butterflies, not that anyone would be able to see that
  • He would love to be the little spoon on occasion

Noctis:

  • Actually loves being the little spoon
  • Is super pleased to awaken in this position
  • 10/10 chance he’s blushing
  • Has to bury his face in the pillows to hide his face, and to conceal his giggling
  • Yes, giggling
  • Being the little spoon makes him really giggly
  • Will be 5x more affectionate all day after waking up as the little spoon. (Eskimo kisses, butterfly kisses, hugs,etc)

Prompto:

  • Would probably squeal especially when they pull him in closer
  • 100% a blushing mess
  • Starts giggling when they mutter something sleepily in his ear
  • 10/10 would pull the blanket higher and melt into his s/o’s arms
  • Never wants to leave his new ‘spot’
  • Whines when his s/o wakes up and moves away until they come back
  • Wants to be the little spoon more often after that 

HEY ROGUEJEDI FAM!! SURPRISE!!!

So I commissioned @stitchyarts for a particular bit out of i guess i’ll know when i get there, and this is the incredibly lovely art I got!!!  THANK YOU SO MUCH, YOU ARE THE BEST. <3 

( ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ , would 100000% commission again) 

JOURNAL 3 BLACKLIGHT EDITION REVEALED! (Part 3)

Oh boy. This is it. The final stretch.

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anonymous asked:

Why do you think JK never made Snape care about Harry? I always expected thats where the story would go at one point but then it didnt at all... like at least a moment of effection or something

Several reasons, I think.

First, as I said in the other post, it was too late for Snape. He is the antihero, much more than Voldemort ever was, and he was set up to fail from the start. He would die with his unresolved issues deep in his soul - the guilt, the rage, the inability to trust and love another person (perhaps for fear of what that love would do to them, because look at what it had done to Lily). By the time Harry crashes into his life, Snape has find a modus vivendi - it’s dark and unpleasant and it keeps him in a lot of pain, but it’s all he knows, and we’re all afraid to let go of things that have kept us safe for years - even if those things are chains and cages. So, even at this moment when Snape would have the chance to start over and teach Lily’s child in the way he wishes he himself had been taught (the fact he was disagreeing with old textbooks at the age of sixteen shows quite clearly what he thought of the whole system) - well, that’s not something he considers. Consciously or subconsciously, he must have worried about what would happen if Harry refused him and mocked him, like James had done. What is colleagues would say if he suddenly changed his demeanour. What Harry himself would know about him - Snape doesn’t know how Harry grew up - what if Petunia had told him everything about ‘the Snape boy’, the weirdo who stalked her younger sister, the kid with the drunk father who was never quite clean and never quite tidy? I sort of believe that’s why Snape was so harsh on Harry during that first lesson - not only he saw James on his face and that hurt him deeply, but he was probably terrified Harry would know things about him - things only Lily could know, and what if she’d told Petunia, or if Harry had found her letters? So no, Snape never tried a different way, because the one he was walking - that was painful, but he already knew that pain he could bear. What if a new path brought him a pain he couldn’t bear?

(Which would have been the case, because if Snape had allowed himself to care about Harry, to love Harry, even, in this clumsy, childish, unfinished way that seems the only way he knows how to love people, how could he have let Harry die? He would have turned against Dumbledore, would have done anything to keep Harry safe like he’d done for Lily, and Dumbledore’s plans would have failed, and Voldemort would have won.)

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thank you guys

so the situation has been kinda solved?

i got back my laptop i can go to college again……but no drawing in front of them…..

so in the mean time i can draw in the free time in my college but not in my house or else there will be trouble again….

but all the messages i got from you seriously i love you guys so much there were a lot of advice some i can’t do and some i can do what i can do now is wait for 2 and half months on this rate until i finish this term and draw freely again

special thanks to @mooncatyao i which i can be you please follow her she is awesome <3

morethanlittlesinister  asked:

*bangs fist on the table frantically* Zenyatta and Genji outfit switch god yes I'll wait 20K years to see that!

YOU WILL NOT BE WAITING MUCH LONGER MY FRIEND. 

LIKE.

TOMORROW.

TOMORROW.

I love yaaaa tomorrow you’re only a daaaay aaawaaaaay

anonymous asked:

Hi!! I love your writing so much and I'm sorry that I'm asking for them again. I'll stop if you're tired of doing them :o Can I please have some protective headcannons for the titan trio? Thank you so much!!

Don’t apologize! This is what we are here for!

Reiner:

  • Is probably only second to Annie in amount of protectiveness, to be honest.
  • He’s the type to physically beat the ever loving crap out of anyone who threatens his s/o. Seriously, he will probably break their nose in at least 3 places.
  • In terms of jealousy, Reiner does get jealous very easy and is naturally protective over his s/o if anyone else tries to hit on them.
  • He’s going to slip his arm tightly around his s/o and pull them to his side while sending a pretty clear death stare at said offender. 
  • If they continue, they are also getting their nose broken in at least 3 places. They can join the ‘I hit on Reiner’s s/o and immediately regretted it’ club.
  • If something were to happen to his s/o, Reiner would make whoever it was pay for what they’d done, and he wouldn’t stop until they had. He would seek revenge and vengeance above all else.

Bertholdt:

  • Bertl is the quieter of the three, and he isn’t as physical as Reiner, either.
  • He’s still immensely protective over anyone he truly cares about, however, so if his s/o were ever threatened he’d come to their aid in a second’s notice.
  • If his s/o is being hit on, he’s not the type to ‘mark his territory’ so to speak like Reiner does, he would instead sit on the sidelines and watch his s/o turn them down because he knows they would.
  • If it progressed to the point of any real issue, however (such as them forcing themselves on his s/o) then he would definitely make sure they understood their place; Bertl has a lot of pent up rage he needs to get rid of, after all.
  • He would take any amount of torture or pain for his s/o, he’d even die for them without a second thought if it meant that they could continue living.
  • Bertl, unfortunately, is the one who would lose his mind first if something were to ever happen to his s/o. He just wouldn’t be able to handle losing them; he’d completely blame himself.

Annie:

  • Annie is, without a doubt, the number one most protective person on the planet.
  • She is not going to take someone else so much as glancing her s/o’s way without sending them the nastiest glare they’ve ever received.
  • Annie is queen of snark and wit, so if someone insults her s/o you can bet your ass off she is going to make them question their very existence by the time she’s done with them.
  • If, god forbid, someone were to hurt her s/o, Annie would probably ask questions later and instead fix the problem first by throwing a fist into their jaw.
  • It would be made abundantly clear to everyone that Annie’s s/o is her s/o. 
  • If something were to happen to her s/o, Annie would lose it in a different way than Bertl. She wouldn’t lose herself, she’d go insane with rage. There would be nothing left in her path after she was finished.

anonymous asked:

Hi! I just wanted to quickly tell you how much I love all of your writing, you are seriously so talented! I have a prompt for you, I'm not sure if it's any good though so feel free to pass on it! Basically I have really bad social anxiety and sometimes I'll get panic attacks if I'm in a social situation with a ton of people so maybe you could write something where that happens to Alex or Maggie? Like they go to a work function together or something and one of them panics? Thank you!!

It hasn’t happened in a long time.

It hasn’t happened because she’s avoided situations where it can happen.

She hasn’t gone to social spaces that aren’t the bar – where it’s never super crowded, where it’s always people she’s comfortable with, where people are more than happy to leave her alone to do her own thing – and she hasn’t let her parents talk her into coming back for the huge family gatherings.

She’s been proud of herself for avoiding her triggers.

But she can’t avoid them forever, and certainly not now, because her captain tells her, with the order very clearly underlying his words, that her presence would be sorely missed if she neglected to go to yet another one of the precinct family outings.

Alex beams when she asks her to go with her, and Maggie can’t bring herself to tell her how terrified she is about the whole thing.

Hard-headed. Insensitive. Obsessed with work. Borderline sociopathic.

Yes, quite the opposite, yes, and no, just dealing with extreme social anxiety.

And she knows Alex, she trusts Alex, but Alex likes her because she’s tough, because she’s calm, and she doesn’t know how to tell her that on the inside, she feels none of these things. That on the inside, especially when there are so many people around, so many people who want to small talk her and touch her without asking and ask questions about her family that they would never ask a straight person and tell her so many racist things that they would never say to someone darker than her, she feels quite the opposite of tough and quite the opposite of calm.

So she just smiles and she thanks her and it’s settled, then.

But the morning of the precinct’s annual family picnic, she can’t get out of bed.

Alex is surprised that she refuses to go on their morning run, but she figures it’s the frantic, late-night sex and the early morning chill that’s keeping Maggie in bed.

It’s not until she gets back from her run and Maggie is still in the same position, still in bed, but with her eyes wide open, that Alex realizes something is wrong.

“Babe?” she asks, and she kneels by the bedside inside of sitting, because she’s sweaty and doesn’t want to mess up the blankets.

“Hey, how was your run?” Maggie smiles, but her voice is too high, her smile is too pinched, and Alex strips off her running jacket and watches her girlfriend carefully.

“Mags, what is it?”

Maggie bites her lip and finds that she can’t answer.

Alex runs through last night, through Maggie’s last week’s worth of cases, and she can’t find anything particularly disturbing, can’t find anything out of the ordinary.

The only new thing on the radar is the picnic today.

“Babe, are you nervous about today?”

Maggie sits up like a shot and she swings her feet off the bed mechanically. “Why would I be? Come on, it’s just a stupid picnic.”

“Maggie.”

She chances a look at Alex, and she doesn’t find judgment and she doesn’t find irritation. She finds love and she finds concern and she finds respect.

“Just… don’t leave my side while we’re there, okay?” She doesn’t explain further because she can’t. And, she hopes, she doesn’t have to.

Alex stares at her for a moment, a moment that lasts a lifetime to Maggie, but Alex’s eyes stay soft, stay kind, stay open, stay loving.

“I won’t leave your side for a single moment,” she promises, and Maggie’s chest opens up slightly, she can breathe a little more than a moment ago, because Alex isn’t asking her to explain, she’s just helping her to her feet, helping her to the shower, helping her into her clothes, helping her eat at least a little something, helping her out the door.

Alex helps. Alex helps a lot.

Maggie keeps her hand in a vice-like grip the entire time she introduces her around, the entire time Alex makes old white men laugh and young hot women blush.

Alex routinely runs her thumb over Maggie’s hand, and Alex routinely leans down to kiss her temple, picks her hand up to kiss her knuckles. Alex somehow figures out how to get them food without letting go of her hand a single time.

Alex helps. Alex helps a lot.

But Maggie’s panic spills over anyway.

Her chest constricts and her breathing quickens. Her eyes sting and her abs tighten. Her knees shake and her lip nearly bleeds with how hard she bites it.

“Alex,” she whispers, just once, because it’s all she can choke out, and Alex leads her away immediately, brings her to the single-stall family bathroom, ignores scandalized glances from people milling nearby, and locks the door behind them.

“Do you need space or do you need to be held?” is all Alex asks, calmly, soothingly, lovingly, no trace of irritation in her voice, and Maggie reels, because she’s looking at Alex, and she’s looking for signs of irritation, and she can’t find any, and she doesn’t understand why not, but she lets her body collapse forward into Alex’s, and Alex’s strong arms envelop her, and she lets herself go.

She shakes and she sobs and she forgets how to breathe and she rocks and she grabs at Alex’s jacket desperately, desperately, needily.

“I’ve got you, Maggie. I’ve got you, I’ve got you, I’ve got you,” is all Alex says as she holds her, as she rocks her, as she kisses her hair, as she kisses her forehead, as she rubs small circles into her back.

Right when Maggie can’t see, right when Maggie is scared she’ll pass out from lack of oxygen, Alex pulls back, and Alex puts a hand on her chest.

“Breathe into my hand, Mags. You can do it, babe, just breathe into my hand.”

And Maggie does, does, does, focuses on pushing her chest out slow, slow, careful, calm, into Alex’s hands, and oxygen floods into her body again, and she steadies again, and she calms, calms, calms.

“Good girl, Maggie, you’re so brave.” Alex presses her forehead to Maggie’s and breathes with her, slow and steady.

“You’re so brave, my love.”

“Your love?” Maggie asks raggedly.

“Oh, I’m sorry, are you not mine?”

Maggie smiles shakily and looks up disbelievingly into Alex’s eyes. “Of course I’m yours, but I… love?”

“Of course I love you, Mags. Of course I love you. Is that not okay?”

“Yeah, of… of course it’s okay, just… I just had a complete breakdown over a fucking picnic, Al, I…”

“Yeah. Yeah, you did. And I love you. Problem?”

Alex is stroking her cheeks with her thumbs and Maggie has never felt so loved, so cared for, so wanted.

And suddenly, she laughs. “We’re in a bathroom.”

Alex grins. “We are.”

“A single-stall bathroom.”

“Mmmhmm.”

“And I’m sure I look like a mess.”

“You look beautiful.”

“Okay. But, a mess. All the cop wives are going to be scandalized.”

Alex’s grin deepens. “Nah, they’ll just be jealous that I get to get alone time in single-stall bathrooms with the most perfect girlfriend ever to…. girlfriend.”

“The most perfect girlfriend ever to girlfriend, Danvers?”

“Listen, you didn’t start dating me for my way with words.”

“No, you’re right. I started dating you because I was falling in love with you.”

“Was?”

“Yeah. Now I know I’m in love with you.”

“Excellent. Because I’m in love with you, too, Mags.”

thelargestspaghetti  asked:

hey idk if you still read this stuff but i just wanted to let you know that you are my favorite artist in the whole galaxy. Your drawings are SO incredibly beautiful like jesus ! and the fact that they have minor imperfections just make them a whole lot more unique and awesome and gosh I cannot stress you enough how MUCH I ADORE YOUR ART like seriously. I wish I had money to buy your whole shop. I promise you I'll buy something soon because I want to support you. Keep going ily PS i love nardo 2

WOW THANK YOU!!!! you have no idea how much that means to me!!! people like you make me want to never stop drawing! i really hope you continue to like my stuff, i’ll work hard for u! :’’’-)