a fight ? a gift ? who knows
I remember being with a powerful angel, someone with great beauty and wisdom. I think i had to fight him, and i dont remember if i lost or not. They (he?) had a halo of like,, not sunlight, but a rainbow reflection of sunlight. They wore many colors, had curly hair, and were very strong and confident, almost arrogant.
I fought for either defense, or privilege, i dont know. I was either defending something or trying to earn something, possibly even both.
This angel was,, an eagle ? Maybe ? Nuriel comes to mind, but i cant be sure. He held a septar, and i think Michael was there at one point????
The fight was behind the throne, in a different dimension, apart from space and time. It looked like space, but it was different, private. I remember being afraid.
I remember, as a human child, being afraid of the storms because they reminded me of the fight. It was hard, scary, and something i did NOT want to do.