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1. “Why are we at a strip club?”
2. “I’m sorry, you said what to your teacher?”
3. “Am I dead?”
4. “It’s always been you. You and only you.”
5. “If you loved me, you’d fight for it. If you loved me, you’d show it. If you loved me, you’d fight for me. Do you even know what love is?”
6. “Stay with me.”
7. “How about we put the gun down and talk about this?”
8. “I came here to kick ass and chew gum.. and I’m all out of gum.”
9. “Whatever it is I didn’t do it.”
10. “Don’t make me regret saving you.”
11. “Are you-are you flirting with me?”
12. “I’m proud of you. I’m proud of us.”
13. “I trusted you.”
14. “Am I supposed to be impressed?”
15. “Don’t tempt me.”
16. “I’m going to kiss you now.”
17. “Is that my shirt?”
18. “Would you quit moving around?” “It’s not my fault we’re tied up together!”
19. “Does your life revolve around embarrassing me?”
20. “I can’t do this anymore.”
21. “Do you smell burning?”
22. “Look at the sky.”
23. “I didn’t know you could do that.”
24. “I will not hesitate to murder you.”
25. “It’s simple really. Here let me show you.”
26. “I’m pretty sure that’s not how it works.”
27. “Hey have you seen my- Oh.”
28. “Go to hell.” “Already been but thanks for the invite.”
29. “Look at me.”
30. “Go away! I don’t ever want to see you again!”
31. “Don’t tell me how to calm down, you calm down!”
32. “Where did you get that?”
33. “Oh my gosh is that blood?”
34. “What are you doing here by yourself?”
35. “Here, take my hand. Everything is fine, just hold onto me and keep moving.”
36. “I don’t know who I am without you.”
37. “You don’t need to protect me.”
38. “Stop looking at me like that!”
39. “I can’t believe you talked me into this.”
40. “All I wanted was the truth.”
41. “I had a nightmare about you, and I wanted to make sure you were alright.”
42. “You make me feel like I’m not good enough.”
43. “I told you not to fall in love with me.”
44. “I forgive a lot, but I never forget what was said and done.”
45. “Again?”
46. “Please shut up. Just shut up.”
47. “I’m tired of being your secret.”
48. “You know, it’s okay to cry.”
49. “Go on, tell me. Tell me you don’t love me.”
50. “I just want to be alone right now.”
51. “Those things you said yesterday.. did you really mean them?”
52. “Just say it is okay. I just need to hear you say that.”
53. “I love you and I am terrified.”
54. “Promise me you’ll come back.. I need you to promise me.”
55. “That’s distracting.”
56. “I think I picked up your coffee by mistake.”
57. “Wait a second.. are you jealous?”
58. “This is by far the most stupid plan you’ve ever created. Of course I’m in.”
59. “You did this for me?”
60. “I’m afraid this conversation is going to end in goodbye.”
61. “Would you just hold still?”
62. “We’re running low on time here.”
63. “You’ve got something on your cheek.”
64. “I’m not bothering you, am I?”
65. “Really, right now?”
66. “Wait, you’re my soulmate?”
67. “I really wish you told me your mother was in town.”
68. “You’re wrong and I’ll prove it.”
69. “I can never say no to a picnic.”
70. “I could tell it was your favorite book from all the notes you wrote in the margins.”
71. “I never imagined myself in a wedding dress.”
72. “I’m yours, in every way possible.”
73. “We’re not just friends, and you know it.”
74. “Well. Yell, scream, say something, anything.”
75. “Where do you think you’re going?”
76. “Nobody thinks what I think.”
77. “Despite what you think, I am completely capable of taking care of myself.”
78. “Just please be my best friend right now, and not the person I confessed my love to.”
79. “I think you’re just afraid to be happy.”
80. “Make me.”
81. “Well if you insist.”
82. “We’ll get through this, I promise.”
83. “I can’t believe you don’t like Disney movies.”
84. “You’re lucky you’re cute.”
85. “Sometimes I really dislike you.”
86. “You’re getting crumbs all over my bed.”
87. “It’s too early for this.”
88. “But then I’d have to put pants on..”
89. “If my parents knew what I was doing they’d kill me.”
90. “Are you trying to make me to hate you? Because it’s working.”
91. “Don’t open those till later!”
92. “For some reason I’m attracted to you.”
93. “To be honest I could care less.”
94. “Go on then, tell me. Tell me you don’t love me.”
95. “Hold my hand, we have to make this look convincing!”
96. “I’ll make it right for you.”
97. “When you smile I fall apart.”
98. “I don’t know what I did to deserve you.”
99. “I really don’t know why I’m crying.”
100. “I won’t let you fall.”
101. “I’m like 20% sure this plan work. There’s an 80% chance we could die horribly and violently, but this plan is solid, I swear.”
102. “I’m not happy here.”
103. “I’m so stupid to make the mistake of falling in love with my best friend.”
104. “I’m tired of being your secret.”
105. “Well if you’re up for the challenge.”
106. “I’ve moved on.”
107. “I’ve seen the way you look at me when you don’t think I can see you.”
108. “If I die, I am coming back to haunt you.”
109. “If you don’t want to talk about it then say so. Don’t lie and pretend to be fine when you clearly aren’t.”
110. “If you walk out that door don’t you dare think about coming back.”
111. “Is that a challenge?”
112. “Is it supposed to look like that? Are you sure?”
113. “I made you cupcakes cause I knew you liked them.”
114. “Is there something you want to tell me?”
115. “I mean, it could be worse.”
116. “This wasn’t supposed to happen like this.”
117. “This was all a dream?”
118. “It’s not what it looks like.”
119. “It’s okay I’m here for you.”
120. “Wait, you did what again?”
121. “Just talk to me.”
122. “Just leave me alone!”
123. “Let him go! It’s me who you want!”
124. “My parents asked about you again.”
125. “Make a wish.”
126. “None of this makes sense.”
127. “None of that matters anymore.”
128. “Wait this is your handwriting? I thought this was hieroglyphics.”
129. “Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you.”
130. “Oh my god! You’re in love with her!”
131. “Please don’t give up on me.”
132. “Please listen to me.”
133. “Please don’t go.”
134. “Please.. I love you.”
135. “Please, take me instead!”
136. “Please don’t leave me.”
137. “Please don’t argue with me.”
138. “Promise me you’ll take care of her/him.”
139. “Promise me you’ll take better care of yourself.”
140. “Promise me you’ll stay.”
141. “Why are you taking so many photos?”
142. “I didn’t know you could play.”
143. “You can sing?”
144. “Teach me how to play?”
145. “Are you okay?” “Why do you ask?” “Because you’re wearing two different shoes.”
146. “Want to talk about it?”
147. “I just really miss talking with you.”
148. “Things don’t always turn out the way we want them to.”
149. “This isn’t just about you. It’s about what’s best for all of us.”
150. “You made me what?”
151. “Times up!”
152. “There’s something I need to tell you.”
153. “We could’ve had it all.”
154. “Are you sure you two aren’t married?”
155. “Well.. don’t keep me waiting.”
156. “Please look at me.”
157. “What have I ever done to you?”
158. “What are you doing here?”
159. “When are you going to realize I don’t care?”
160. “When you love someone, you just don’t stop. Ever. Even when people stop to roll their eyes or call you crazy.. even then. Especially then!”
161. “Where did that cat come from?”
162. “Where did you get this from?”
163. “Why are you up so early?”
164. “Why can’t they see they’re meant for each another?”
165. “Why did you choose me?”
166. “Why don’t you say it to my face?”
167. “Why couldn’t you come to me with your problems?”
168. “Would you stop for a second so I can say something to you for once!”
169. “You need to calm down.”
170. “I know you told me to stop thinking about you, but I can’t get you out of my mind.”
171. “You are nothing like them.”
172. “You were the greatest thing that ever happened to me.”
173. “I never believed in love till I met you.”
174. “I don’t need a Prince Charming saving me.”
175. “You can’t sit on the sidelines your entire life!”
176. “You deserve so much better.”
177. “You did all of this for me?”
178. “You take my love for granted.”
179. “You haven’t even touched your food.. what’s going on?”
180. “You know my name?”
181. “You need to wake up because I can’t do this on my own.”
182. “Stay the night. Please.”
183. “What did you say?”
184. “Why are you so annoying?”
185. “Don’t ask me that.”
186. “Don’t ever mention that again.”
187. “What’s with the box?”
188. “Say it!”
189. “Stop pinning this on me! You started it!”
190. “Did you do this on purpose?”
191. “Don’t give me that look! You started it!”
192. “It’s not fair!”
193. “I could kill you right now!”
194. “Don’t you dare give me that look!”
195. “Screw you!”
196. “Just shut up already.”
197. “You are so infuriating.
198. “Listen to me!”
199. “I dare you!”
200. “Please pretend to be my girlfriend/boyfriend.”
201. “You think I’m insensible enough to fall for that?”
202. “I’m not going to apologize. I can’t anymore.”
203. “Is this seat taken?”
204. “It’s midnight, what do you want?”
205. “You are strangely comfortable.”
206. “Imagine if it could always be this way, even in the city.”
207. “I don’t know how to feel any more.”
208. “At what point did you think that was a good idea?”
209. “Just marry me already.”
210. “Did I stutter?”
211. “Did I just say that out loud?”
212. “Did you hear that.”
213. “Don’t say you love me.”
214. “Don’t you ever do that again.”
215. “Everyone deserves a second chance.”
216. “I try so hard to forget you, but every single time it comes back to you.”
217. “H-How long have you been standing there?”
218. “Hey, I’m with you, okay? Always.”
219. “I didn’t ask for any of this! But do you know what I put up with it all? Because I love you!”
220. “I just need you here with me right now.”
221. “I love you. I’ve loved you since the moment I laid eyes on you and- Oh screw it!”
222. “We can’t lose each other, we just can’t.”
223. “I’ve never felt this way before and I’m terrified to be honest.”
224. “I never meant for anyone to get hurt.”
225. “I waited and waited, but you never came back!”
226. “I’m sick of feeling useless!”
227. “Is that what you call an apology?”
228. “Is there anything you want to tell me?”
229. “Somebody’s in love!”
230. “It’s not what it looks like.”
231. “Just hold me.”
232. “You’re the best part of me.”
233. “I don’t want to think about what I’d be like without you.”
234. “Can I hold your hand?”
235. “Let’s go get lost somewhere.”
236. “I just don’t know how to look forward anymore.”

4

Good and bad, young and old, the things we’re fighting will destroy them all alike. You can still help a lot more than you’ve harmed, Clegane. It’s not too late for you.

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Fic Prompt!: Brainwashed evil Dick with Batbros to the rescue! If you don't mind.

There you go. Tim decided he was the one in charge here, so I let him do all the angst. (Spoiler: it’s a lot of angst. As a matter of fact this is so sad, I’m just gonna go ahead and apologize for it in advance).

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There’s little room for mistakes, so they keep it simple.

Red Robin goes first. Strategically speaking, he’s the only one capable of surprising Nightwing and throw him off balance, which is something that they really need if they want to overcome him with minimum damage.

Red Hood goes next. His fighting style is brutal and effective, and bruises are not a problem at this point. Besides, Nightwing doesn’t know that he’s not going to use his guns in their most effective way, so most of his focus will be on that and not on the next attack.

Robin’s supposed to go last. Take Nightwing by surprise, work on his sides, distract him enough for Tim and Jason to go for the second round, and immobilize and drug him before things get even more out of hands.

Like with all the simple things, the plan looked good on paper, but a few hiccups here and there were to be expected as a general rule, and they all were prepared for them.

What they were not prepared for, is for Robin to freeze in the middle of the fight.

It’s such an alien concept to Tim, that it takes him three seconds too many to realize what’s happening. And even when he does, even when he turns his attention from the sedative syringe he’s fumbling with to his younger brother, it doesn’t hit immediately.

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X-Files Fic: What Was Taken, What Was Lost- Chapter Three

Previous Chapters: One | Two





The library, it transpires, is a converted guest room in exactly the same shape as their own, a floor above, complete with its own bathroom and balcony.  But instead of a bed, dresser, and vanity, this room is full of wall-to-wall bookshelves, with a love seat, coffee table, and two wing-back chairs on an Oriental carpet in the center.  The wooden door that divides all of the other hotel rooms is absent here, replaced by a set of handsome glass doors, which are unlocked, though no one is in the library at the moment.

“Is this all hotel history?” Mulder muses, following Scully into the room.  She shakes her head.

“Looks like fiction on this wall,” she says, gesturing to the space between the bathroom door and the corner, where the balcony is located.  Sure enough, Mulder can see some fairly recent releases, surrounded by well-worn paperbacks and older editions of classic works.  He crosses the room, to the expanse of shelving to the right of the balcony.

“Nonfiction over here,” he says.  "Lots of history… lots of books about the history of New York State, in particular.“  He turns around and grins.  "Jackpot,” he says, returning to the wall that holds the door to the hallway.  The books on these shelves are older, less uniform in their sizes.  He and Scully scan them, looking for something helpful.  Mulder’s eyes fall on what looks like a three-ring binder, and he pulls it down, flipping open the cover.

“It’s a scrapbook,” says Scully, as he pages through the assembled photographs and newspaper clippings.  "Of the hotel, when it was a sanitarium.“  Mulder nods, and together, they page through the binder.  There are brochures advertising the sanitarium, though none of them name it as such, or even call it a hospital.  Clearly, the facility had been an exclusive one, a place for the wealthy to rest and recover without the public embarrassment of admitting that they, too, could suffer from the same diseases as the lower orders.  The scrapbook ends with a newspaper article from the local paper, detailing the sale of the building to the Catholic Church in 1931.  Mulder closes the scrapbook and replaces it on the shelf, then reaches for an identical one right next to it, opening it.

"Another scrapbook,” he says.  "From when the place was a home for wayward girls.“

"It’s all very interesting, I’ll give you that, Mulder,” Scully says, stepping back and continuing to scan the books on the shelves, “but I’m not sure what it has to do with our investigation.  Shouldn’t we be trying to get more information from the employees?  Finding out if they’ve seen anything suspicious, if anyone’s been acting strange?”

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Just a Dream

Summary: This can’t be your Castiel. It just can’t be. Your Castiel loves you. He’d never hurt you. This isn’t real, right?

A/N: Reminder since my tag lists are open back up: Please send an ASK or a MESSAGE if you want to be added. I do not always see comments and reblogs.

PLEASE READ THE WARNINGS FOR THIS FIC.

Pairing: Castiel x Reader

Warnings: Non-con (rape), Torture, Language…I think that’s it

Word Count: 2k

-Feedback is always appreciated!

Originally posted by subcas

You screamed in pain as the whip Castiel was holding snapped across your bare stomach, nearly knocking the wind out of you.

P-p-please.” you begged him with every ounce of energy you had as your body trembled from the amount of pain you were in.

You’d been hit, whipped, sliced, and beaten for hours; with your wrists bound above your head. This wasn’t your Castiel, this wasn’t your angel. You thought that he loved you, yet here you were, being tortured.

“Please, what?” he growled, “Please, stop? Please, more? Oh..I’ll give you more.”

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i love sidon but i’m tired of ppl ignoring the female characters to prioritize him. a lotta these arguments don’t make sense. “none of the female characters look interesting!” yes they do? riju? zelda? mipha? URBOSA? “they’re all spoilers so we can’t talk about them!” and sidon is a spoiler for vah ruta…. lmao

Because it’s always Freud - hOW could I not see this

You guys. TFP is a terrible episode. None of it makes sense. That’s because none of it is real. It’s supposed to be read as a metaphor.

OK, hear me out. It’s been established in the series, up to this point, that Mycroft acts as Sherlock’s super-ego. He stands for absolute, cold reason - in Sherlock’s head, that is; in reality, he’s an emotional crybaby. In TSoT, Sherlock had to “defeat” Mycroft in his mind palace - “not you, not you, YOU” - in order to let himself go and love John.

Now. Following the Freudian metaphor, Eurus is no doubt the id, which would make Sherlock the ego. There had to be three of them, after all. Sherlock, following a childhood trauma (I think he’s responsible, somehow, for the death of Redbeard - that much might as well be true), has repressed this raw, instinctual, potentially destructive part of himself. He has, metaphorically, locked it in an underground asilum: “the roads we walk have demons beneath, and yours have been waiting for a very long time.”

We all thought that Sherlock had to give up some of his cold reason to love John, and he did, but that wasn’t the final problem - Sherlock had to face his instincts, had to communicate with them, hear what they had to say. We can all agree that, if interpreted realistically, the scene where he hugs Eurus is cheesy af - but he’s not hugging his mad sister, he’s embracing a part of him that he thought he could lock up and forget.

Eurus is also the part of him that’s irrational enough to be attracted to Moriarty - she stands for his dark side. Just as in TAB Sherlock dreams of Moriarty performing fellatio on a gun, Eurus has that weird glass-sex with Moriarty in TFP. The glass that used to separate Sherlock from his instincts, by the way, is called “elephant” - but the elephant hasn’t been there for a while, that is, since Sherlock accepted his love for John. This happened somewhere between S3 and TAB, I believe. This has allowed “Eurus” to come out and start shooting people.

Eurus is Sherlock. It is not by chance that the “I’m you / you’re me / me or you” thing has been a motif since the second season. When Sherlock sees her, she is a weird combination of Sherlock himself and John - suicidal, clever, walks with a cane - and that is because 1) Sherlock and John have become one inseparable being at this point and 2) because Sherlock does identify with John on some level - remember the “I’m you, aren’t I?” of TSoT?

ALSO, ALSO. TST ends just before Eurus appears - we’ve seen her as the girl on the bus, but I think that’s just Sherlock projecting - and ends with Sherlock in therapy. Couldn’t this whole Eurus thing be Sherlock trying to figure himself out? Perhaps creating characters to materialize different parts of himself as therapy? Sherlock has to save John Watson from Sherlock, and he does. Now that he’s come to terms with both his id and his super-ego, he can actually have a constructive relationship and be a complete human being - a “good man.”

All Moffat and Gatiss have to do is to reveal that it was, in fact, all in Sherlock’s head - but no less valid in terms of character development.

[@drumsinheaven because I texted you all of this screaming]

Splenda stays worried about whatever the Ichiruki fandom is doing and actually has the gall to advise it on how it should and should not conduct itself. Why can’t she just ship her OTP and leave us alone? Why do I always hear that she’s prattling on and on about what we do?

IH is our NOTP. It’s not some unheard of thing that we would judge the ship and maybe even, I don’t know, hate it. This is normal behavior.

If people want to burn their merchandise that they spent their money on it’s their business. Why can’t she find some business of her own and get out of ours? Why is she policing IR fan-fiction and fanart when she ships IH? What the fuck kind of sense does that make? None at all.

I have never had the displeasure of being subjected to such a despicable fan in all of my years of watching anime and reading manga. I have never seen a canon pairing so on the defense all the damn time. Kubo validated IH in his own half-assed little way.

Regardless of the fact that I feel he stupidly allowed a ‘BROTP’ to outshine the canon end-pairings, IH is still canon so all we can do is enjoy IR and bend the end of Bleach and the overall story itself to our will. Why is she concerned about how we will to do those things though?

How does Ichigo and Rukia committing adultery invalidate 686? There are people in the IR fandom who don’t like IR stories/art featuring adultery and what do they do? They move around. They find content they do like. They may voice their disdain but it is never rude and they do not bash the authors and artists. They accept that it is a depiction, an interpretation, the exercise of creative license. Why is IH forgetting that this is fiction? Specifically, Splenda.

She makes a fucking life out of worrying about her NOTP and its fandom. It is her pathetic goal to discredit the IR fandom when she herself constantly vagues, harasses IR properly tagged and untagged posts, and exhausts time that she could be spending minding her own fucking business. I just do not get it. It’s insanity to be honest and obsession. And the insult is after she’s done all of this and garners a response from those she’s harassed, she blocks them. But earlier she was big and bad and using all of her senseless nerve to insult people and harass their content, but instead of just staying in her own lane and finding the will to stop stalking, she blocks. Well, why the fuck did you even bother in the first damn place if you’re a frightened ass coward? Girl, have several seats.

And for the record, I’m not vagueing about her. She blocked my ass too 😂😂😂.

I’m just tired of this. People are always saying just respect others but she’s insulting an entire fandom of real people on their feelings concerning FICTIONAL CHARACTERS.

I’m also not saying that IR doesn’t have its own bad apples. Let the record also show that I don’t fuck with them. They can kick rocks with no shoes on right along with Splenda.

The overall point I hope I’m making is just MIND YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS AND SHIP YOUR SHIP. IR stuff wouldn’t bother you in the least bit if you blacklisted it and STOPPED LOOKING FOR IT.

This is the last thing I’m going to say about this. Maybe. Y'all know me 😂😂😂. It’s just that all the time we spend worrying about our NOTPs fandoms is time we can spend creating something for our OTP.

I will always shit on Orihime. I have never liked her but if the IH fandom think she’s queen then goddamn it she can be their queen and Rukia will remain mine. It’s not hard and it’s free to stay in your own damn lane. Honestly.

Body and soul still aching
I sip a bitter brew of fear
And worry, but I cement
It over with a plastic smile.

My hands won’t stop shaking
So I clutch them into little balls
And stuff them in my pockets,
Hidden in the dark like secrets.

I have a million words in my head
But none of them make sense
And none of them have value.
My throat is ragged and raw.

These eyes expose too much
I keep them downcast
Like a forest at midnight
The stars tell no tales.

Meant to Be Yours, Chapter 19

Robin, Regina and the boys fall into familiar new routines; and Regina’s nightmares persist as she struggles to find a way to break the curse. All the while Valentine’s comes and goes.

For the anon who requested Robin and Regina dancing to “Can’t Help Falling in Love with you; and for @restrainedubiquity who requested Robin teaching Henry to dance (with Regina). Also, for @trina-deckers who requested a little Mal. While Mal doesn’t make an appearance, she (and DQ) are mentioned fondly.

Previous chapters can be found HERE; and the Valentine’s portions of this chapter might be a bit more clear if you read Valentine’s Past beforehand.

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Oh God how many times I’ve tried to write books about the love we have, the moments we’ve shared, the sparks that flew and the patients of the distance, but it’s so hard, because my mood changes with what I write, with how you make me feel and what happens to our hearts, yet and none of it will ever make sense, none of it follows a story line because that’s just not what our love is, and I think that’s so beautiful, because let me tell you, we have such an exceptional kind of love, such a special bond, such a unique way of doing things. It’s so remarkable that words, in any type of shape, order or form could never define what we truly have. Now I’m not kidding when I say that I have notebooks full of our story’s, full of the ways you made me feel, full of dreams and plans for the future, full of how much I love you, and I can’t ever seem to put it together because I don’t think it belongs in a certain order, it all should be clumped up together because none of those things I have written down are more important than another, not the good things not the bad things. They all define what we have, and what he have is a one-of-a-kind, insanely spontaneous, endearing, remarkable way of loving that even those words can’t quiet describe. With every word I’ve ever studied, with every word I’ve tried to untangle and pull deffiniton from, none can capture the perfect example of “us”. With all those pages and notebooks scattered around my room, documents in my laptop with emotional, deep writings and random thoughts and memories, I can’t ever choose which is my favorite, because they are all writings about you, and you are simply my most favorite thing to write about. And as much as I would love trying to define our relationship and our love and try to find the most perfect words to fit into place to describe how crazy we actually are, I dont know if i will ever be able to define our love, but that doesnt matter. The most important thing to me, the biggest priority in loving you, is making sure that you are constantly, truly happy. The only thing in this world that I truly care about is your happiness. You can hurt my heart in every way that is possibly known to man, and I know that’s dangerous for me, and it scares me sometimes, but I would always make sure that your happiness comes before mine. That your heart is fixed before mine, that you are comfortable and secure before I even have the chance to notice if I’m broken. I love you that much. But I couldn’t care less about my self, because when you are happy that’s when I am happy. Your problems have always been and always will be my problems. Your trails are my trails, your conflict is my conflict. Nothing hurts me more than seeing you hurt, feeling you hurt. Making you happy, feeling your happiness, seeing your happiness, is truly my favorite part of being alive. And I won’t stop trying, you could never stop me from trying, nothing anyone could ever do, will stop me from at least trying to make you happy. Nobody could ever stop me from loving you, not even myself. I know how delicate your heart is, I know how easily broken it can be, I know what it feels like to be left broken with no hope in the future, I know how much it can scar your way of thinking and that’s why I try so god damn hard to make sure that that’s the last thing youll ever have to feel. It absulotely kills me when I can’t do anything about it because of the situations we are in. But promising you that I will take care of your heart and protect it with my life was the easiest promise I have ever made. My love for you is so strong, that it even shocks me, sometimes scares me for what I would do for you. But no matter what happens, your happiness comes first, you come first. No matter the distance, no matter the trails, no matter that euphoric simplicity of loving you, no matter what we go through, no matter that moodiness and the tempers, no matter the special dorky quirks, no matter what crazy journies this life takes us on …
You are so fucking worth it.
—  She really loves you, ya know?
All alone

I’m older than most students in my college cause I already did different studies/jobs/things in my life. It’s a strength, without that experiences I would not be who I am today. The younger people around me think that I wasted my time and failed my life.

I must be stupid, cause I never wanted to study medicine before I got sick?

The other day, in class, we learned different types of epilepsy and we watched movies of patients. Some students was uncomfortable, me included.
But a lot of them was laughing.
It wasn’t awkward, it was just nasty.

Do you want to be a doctor to HELP people? 
Cause that’s what we need.

I’m sitting right next to you, asking myself if my body will survive my next treatment, if I could still walk, read or write in the coming years or months. If I finaly found a good doctor, I think I did actually. But I feel sad for the hundreds of patients who don’t have the courage to leave them and maintain bad doctors unwittingly. 

None of this makes sense, none of this is fair.

And you. 

Small future doctors

Right next to me.

You laugh at epilepsy.

prompt list

1. “i told you not to fall in love with me”
2. “i’m tired of being your secret”
3. “go on, tell me. tell me you don’t love me.”
4. “those things you said yesterday… did you even mean them?”
5. “i think you’re just afraid to be happy.”
6. “if you don’t want to talk about it then say so. don’t lie and pretend to be fine when we both know you clearly aren’t.”
7. “let him go! it’s me who wants you!”
8. “let him go! it’s me who you want!“
9. “my parents asked about you again.”

10. “oh my God. you’re in love with her!”
11. “are you okay?” “why do you ask?” “you’re wearing two different shoes.”
12. “when you love someone, you just don’t stop. ever. even when peoples top to roll their eyes or call you crazy… even then. especially then!”
13. ”i know you told me to stop thinking about you, but i can’t get you out of my mind.”
14. “i’m not going to apologize. i can’t anymore.”
15. “just marry me already.”
16. “did i stutter?”

17. “did i just say that out loud?”
18. “hey, i’m with you, okay? always.”
19. “you come first.”
20. “i’m tired of being second place.”
21. “daddy.”
22. “daddy.”
23. “you’re really pretty.”
24. “are you theodosia? because you should blow me.” “excuse me?” “away. you blow me away.”
25. “we already have four dogs.”
26. “you need to eat something.”
27. “my dad just died.”
28. “i can’t lose you.”
29. “screw you” “i’m trying to!”

30. “you know my name?”
31. “you were - no. you are the greatest thing that’s every happened to me.”
32. “what are you doing up so early?”
33. “you did what?”
34. “please don’t go.”
35. “none of this makes sense.”
36. “none of that matters anymore.”
37. “to us.”
38. “is that a challenge?”
39. “if you walk out that door don’t you dare think about coming back.”
40. “i made the mistake of falling in love with my best friend?”
41. “this was a mistake to you?”
42. “i cannot stand you.” “then sit down.”
43. “you are so infuriating!”
44. “at least let me take my pants off first.”
45. “just be my best friend right no2. not the person i just confessed my love to.”
46. “make me.”
47. “well if you insist.”
48. “we’re not just friends, and you know it.”
49. “wait, right no?”
50. “well, we’re running out of time.”
51. “are you jealous?” 
52. “i think i grabbed your coffee by mistake.”
53. “please shut up! just shut up, okay?”
54. “i had a nightmare and i just wanted to make sure you were okay.”
55. “are you bleeding?”
56. “stop looking at me like that!”
57. “i’m going to kiss you now.”
58. “i trusted you.”
59. “am i supposed to be impressed?”
60. “whatever it is, i didn’t do it.”
61. “don’t tempt me.”
62. “i’m in public.”
63. “are you flirting with me?” “have been for the past year but thanks for noticing.”
64. “do you regret it?”
65. “i’m so proud of you.”
66. “i’m pregnant.”
67. “you smell good.”
68. “is this seat taken?”
69. “how are you?” “fine, thanks. and yourself?” “okay, meeting is at seven?” “you aren’t talking to me. you are on the phone. this is awkward.”
70. “you’re a shit cook.”
71. “mario kart?“
72. “you have no idea what you’re talking about.”
73. “you can’t be jealous if we aren’t even dating! man up and ask me out if you’re going to act like that.”
74. “i really hate periods.”
75. “you’re telling me i could’ve been doing this for years?”

anonymous asked:

what's your stance on religion? do you think it's helpful or hurtful to humans generally? i feel that it made more sense to be religious in the past when our knowledge of the way the world works was quite murky, and many of the tales central to most religions are very outdated to say the least. on the other hand though, many people say religion gives them comfort and a sense of purpose.

Religion and science occupy the same place in the human consciousness. They both are human attempts to answer the question “why?” They are both inadequate. The difference being, that science is a method that modifies perception of data. Science allows for external change, for inconsistency, for new data. Religion has an inherent statement of fact, that is then altered over time to disastrous effect in that the necessary changes -adaptations that allow that faith to continue to survive in a modern or hostile context - become hypocritical and self-defeating. I’ve witnessed it myself. Seen men spend their lives attempting to rectify the discrepancy between observable data and religious dogma. A modern example would be the bones of dinosaurs. There are countless christians who believe that the bones were put there by the devil, because the Bible doesn’t mention dinosaurs. There are men who try to prove that dinosaurs are mentioned. There are people who overlook that the biblical origin tale of the world omits dinosaurs. And many variations in between. All of those variations allow the faith to continue, despite the inherent inconsistency that an omnipotent, omniscient deity would forget to mention that man was not the first creation to dominate the earth.

I also find religion unbelievably arrogant. I dislike when humans organize under such a pretext as having literally all the questions of the universe solved and answered for them, that they hold the answers, that they then can offer them to whomever they goose. It’s arrogant to even claim
Half the answers. It’s stupid to use those answers to argue with someone with their own answers. The modern world gives us the convenient example of Christian Extremism vs. Muslim extremism. I find their dialogue insane. Especially since they both have the biblical god. They both have the same deity! And here they are killing each other over the human interpretation of said deity! And they’ve been doing it for hundreds of years! I know! I was there! What sense does that make? None! It feeds the human ego to believe that they alone have the answer, the security, the love. I am sorry, but if an omnipotent and omniscient deity existed, and had as serious a desire to be worshiped and adored as the biblical god does…then methinks he would
Make sure that his ways would be completely clear and impossible to misconstrue. One would think he’d be less obscure.

And as you say, purpose, friendship, meaning. All useless. The things you do in order to earn the respect and acceptance of your deity…you could do without it if you so chose. You can be an atheist and be generous. Morality and kindness are not attached to deities. They’re attached to intelligence. Anything with empathy can choose to be kind, or not. My purpose is mine, and mine alone. I owe it to no one. I give it to no one. I am responsible for it and accept the consequences. The other day, I was pulled into a discussion at a bar about god. I said I was an atheist. The person said “You’re too nice to be an atheist.” “What does that mean?” I said. “Well, let me ask you something. What if you’re wrong?”

“It is simple. I am wrong. And I will take my consequences. A loving, empathic deity would
Look into my heart and mind and see precisely why I chose that path. That deity would either decide to take pity or not. If not, then it wasn’t a deity I cared to serve anyway.”

Consequences are the only punishment. Sin is not real. Shame is not real. Consequences are real. Some of them are internal, some external. But you ultimately choose them.

Now, all that aside, I know for a fact that there is more “going on” in this universe than humans are capable of seeing with their meager senses. Sometimes people can detect them, and they chalk it up to miracle, to wonderment, to the simplistic and arrogant assumptions they make about god.

Whatever you think you know, imagine that you’re wrong. Be skeptical of your own thoughts. Never let anyone tell you how the universe works. Go and look into it yourself. Go dig up a dinosaur bone, and ask why a god that came about after humans crafted civilization, forgot about them.

Man invented god. Man attempts to mimic order. Man must organize to survive and so sees organization in everything.

For me it is very simple: be kind, always improve, always challenge yourself, keep your integrity intact. And finally, it is fine to take lessons from religions. Recall that hundreds of men and women devoted their minds and experiences to those faith-collectives. There is bound to be useful and lovely information there to be learned, but that does not prove or construct the whole of the faith. For every wise person in the faith, who focuses on philosophy and learning, good deeds and meditation, there are at least a hundred persons who are idiots or direct blasphemers. That’s the same percentage as any other population.

There are terrible people everywhere, of every walk of life, in every field, of every faith or lack thereof. Never use statistics to talk about God. That is a stupid thing.

nobody on here would condone sexual assault

no one would condone emotional or physical abuse

no one would condone rape

so why would anyone condone murder? 

the logic just doesn’t make sense. None of those things have excuses or reasons behind them

Identity woes

After finding out that ladybug was responsible for choosing the identities of Queen bee and volpina, chat assumes and feels hurt by the (possible) fact that ladybug has known his identity the entire time.

The entire thing blows up into a huge argument in which Adrien reveals his identity. Not caring who knows. “Let everyone know, let the whole world know!!”

Queen bee is taken aback “adrikins??”
The group pause for a moment
“Wait, adri–” volpina drops her transformation “Chloe??”

Finally all three teenagers stand before one another detransformed and their conversation quickly goes from ‘holy crap its you’ to looking expectantly at ladybug

….who panics and dashes with a quick “i-i can’t” rushing home.

When she’s gone plagg tries to explain that the stakes are higher for a ladybug and her identity, but the other heroes just don’t get it.

..
Things get awkward after that and the team start to drift apart more and more.

It affects them in battle and they start to lose their edge over papillon because although they’re powerful they can’t work effectively as a team and mostly get in each others way.

.
This turns awful one battle with 'The pyromaniac’.

This villain manages to shoot a deadly strike at chat noir….which is intercepted by ladybug.

Her transformation is dropped as she goes flying down the champs Elysees coming to a stop on the concrete below.

Queen bee takes charge and they barely manage to wrap up the battle.
Chat’s cataclysm destroying the butterfly.

But by the time they’ve finished the paramedics are already gearing up to take Marinette to hospital.

She’s in critical condition after a fall like that but due to her bond to her miraculous stone she is able to heal at an accelerated rate.


Ironically now the entire world knows her secret identity.

Its on every news outlet. Every TV show. Its all everyone talks about for weeks and even after its mentioned casually as if its the most important thing to know in the world.

Because it us. Everyone wants to know about the girl behind ladybug and reporters are obligated to report on it.


Adrien thought it would get better after they all knew, but it’s not better at all.

He was used to being hounded by the press but Marinette had it so much worse.

She had the press, the government, religious leaders, people in search of healing and wisdom surrounding her. As if she’s some sort of demigod.

And Adrien can see from afar that shes growing to hate her mantle.

Her parents have to move their bakery online and make all their social media accounts private

Their house is refurbished and downstairs is no longer a welcoming bakery but is shut off so the rest of the world will stay away, now only the delivery sector of their house usually works but with family help the dupain-chengs will soon stop operating out of their own homes (the one good thing that comes from all this is that their goods are now really popular).

But Marinette has stopped coming to school, or really even leaving her house. Ladybug or otherwise.

Suddenly plaggs words make sense.

None of the other quamis have powers so celestial, if their identities were revealed then there wouldn’t be so much to gain but ladybug can bring people back to life.

That’s why her kwami told her never to reveal her identity under any circumstances. Because it would truely transform her into a demi-goddess.

latimes.com
Biology explains why men kill big game like Cecil the lion — and how that behavior might be stopped
Why do some humans engage in expensive ventures to hunt lions, elephants and other big-game species that often are endangered or otherwise threatened? The cost is exactly the point.
By Amina Khan

The article tells us that the modern hunt typically by wealthy men (and some women), who are in the 1% is a “mine are bigger than yours” game, signaling to ordinary folk that the hunter is someone to be admired, feared and respected (because his are bigger than yours). Makes sense, because none of these hunts are designed around sustenance.

The suggested solution: shame them. My suggested solution: ignore them. Have you ever been around a man who can tolerate being ignored as he informs the world that his are the biggest on the planet? Nope.

Excerpt:

The overall effect emanates a costly signaling behavior: Look at me! I can spend this much on an expensive activity I don’t really need to do to survive. I would make a good mate, ladies — and you other males stay away from my turf, if you know what’s good for you.

Social media has amplified these hunters’ ability to signal their perceived social status. Such networking also could explain why some women hunt big game, even though it isn’t a traditional evolutionary driver for them.

“We speculate that such behaviour, counter to expected gender norms (and their evolution), might allow for increased attention in an increasingly competitive social media and marketing world,” the study authors wrote.

But social media is a double-edged sword. Just as it might fuel enthusiasm for big-game hunting, it also opens hunters up to shaming by critics (as Cecil’s hunter, Walter Palmer, discovered). Such public outcry, Darimont and his colleagues point out, may be a key tactic among those who want to reduce the killing of such targets.

“If these hunters are hunting for status essentially, there’s nothing like shame to erode status,” Darimont said. “So where the internet might fuel this kill-and-tell generation, it might also provide a vehicle for those opposed to trophy hunting to emerge with a powerful strategy.”