selfish post is selfish

This is probably selfish as fuck of me to be complaining about so I apologise but when youtubers and big name people spread awareness about mental illness, they always spread awareness to illnesses that people are already aware of. Where’s the schizophrenia awareness, borderline, personality disorders in general, psychosis of all forms, OCD of all forms, DID, you know?? It’s not all depression and anxiety yo 

Shoutout to broke fans:

  • Fans who can’t afford to go to conventions
  • Fans who, if they manage to scrape together the money for admission, still can’t actually pay to meet their heroes.
  • Fans who don’t have access to materials/equipment to make their own cosplays.
  • Fans who can’t afford merchandise, official or otherwise.
  • Fans who make their own merchandise with the materials available to them.
  • Fans who don’t own a single signed picture or action figure or nerdy T-shirt related to their fandom.
  • Fans who can’t even dream of getting a fandom tattoo because holy god that’s, what, $50 minimum? Who can afford that?
  • Fans who obsess just as hard over a thing but don’t have any material objects to show for it.

You’re still as much a fan as the people who go to every convention and meet every celebrity and collect all the collectibles. Keep loving the thing you love because there is literally no way to love something wrong.

I am not a people’s person
I live on my own accord
I don’t really care about anybody else most of the time
But I get hurt when they don’t care about me
Half the time I don’t even realise that I hurt someone
And many times I do it on purpose
Expecting them to be okay with it
I expect them to come back to me
To be with me the way they have always been
Even after hurting them
I know it is selfish and I know I am selfish
But that is how I have always been
There is no changing me
—  What I mean when I say that I am not a nice person // JustScribbledWords

So, I’ve been dealing with this for the past week. I am unmercifully reporting all artwork I find that is not posted by me. I was made aware of someone who stole my Nathalie comic I did forever ago. I made the mistake of asking them to take it down instead of immediately reporting it. They responded that they would give me credit, so it didn’t matter. I insisted that they remove it, as they did not have my permission to upload it and if they wouldn’t remove it, I would report it. Their response? It was my fault for not watermarking it in the first place. Obviously, talking to them was a mistake. 

As you can see from the screenshots above, every time I have reported it and it has been taken down, they put it right back up. This time, without credit at all. I’m frustrated but I am stubborn and very very petty. I am going to keep reporting this person. 

I have never been involved in a fandom before. This is the first time I have actively shared anything on line. For the most part, the Miraculous Ladybug fandom has been supportive and sweet. I have so many wonderful followers who leave nice messages and are invested in me as an artist. I’ve never really had that before and it means so much to me.

However, I am not tolerating any reposts at all anymore. It is my fault for not watermarking my stuff. Until only recently, I just barely managed to remember to sign my artwork. Going forward, I’m sticking a watermark on it. It sucks that its necessary, and its not going to stop the reposts. Its only going to give me credit where people won’t. 

I created a usage page for people who wanted to use my art. I love dubs, I love amvs, and I love when people want to use them creatively for that. Most of the people asking to use my art won’t read it. And they won’t follow it. Going forward, its not allowed anywhere except where I allow. I’m tired of recieving private messages that basically say, “Hey! I love your art! Can I post it _____?” 

This person is still doing it. They won’t stop. And the mentality that my art isn’t my own because I didn’t stick my name all over it is ridiculous. Even more so that art is free to use just because it is online is disrespectful. One thing I did find hilarious was this: 

This is their profile on Wattpad (I went looking to make sure none of my art friend’s or any more of mine was stolen). I can’t understand how you feel so entitled to art that you ask that your words aren’t stolen yet reporting you is unacceptable. 

I will keep reporting my artwork. And I will keep producing artwork. And I be protective over my artwork.

To my followers that read through this: 

Those of you that follow me because you are invested in my art, Thank you. Your support and encouragement is so wonderful and important to me. Also, don’t harass this person. I will continue to report them and take care of it myself. 

To those of you that followed me to use my art and to repost it: Unfollow me and block me. I’m tired of being used for your popularity. I’m selfish and my art is for me. I didn’t draw it to bring you followers.

TLDR: Don’t repost my art. Don’t even ask.

anonymous asked:

India is a beautiful, classy lady who needs all the nice things in life. -gives her nice things- Would totally marry if the smol ink demon wouldn't eat my face off as a result :'D ((Seriously though, I adore India and her chemistry with Bendy is adorable <3))

Ίσως σε ένα παράλληλο σύμπαν να μην είμαστε τόσο εγωιστές.
Ίσως να δείχνουμε τι νιώθουμε και να ζητάμε συγγνώμη όταν φταίμε.
Πάντως σε αυτό το σύμπαν μωρό μου ο εγωισμός μας μας κατέστρεψε..
—  By me
Fuck, what do you even say?

From 10:15AM until after 7:30pm I didn’t let my body stop, other than the first few minutes after I spoke with Emma and lay sobbing on the ground until Kerv picked me up. I got dressed, went to the gym and cried on the elliptical, cried in the sauna. I walked home without him. He had to leave for work, so I put on my gardening shoes and spent he next god knows how many hours out in the yard, anything I could rake or trim or dig out in order to not think. My back and neck are screaming this morning. I want to share fun stories and pictures and I love the way some of you express your grief so beautifully, but I just can’t. Every picture I see makes me sad and angry and sick. Not at any of you, of course. Just at the reality of what has happened. What a huge loss. She was my friend and I love her. She was a wonderful wife. She was an exceptional person. “Was” has to be the single most difficult word to type and hear right now. When I find myself having a moment of serenity or love, I close my eyes and imagine it traveling straight to Daniel. I hope you feel us. We love you.

Zodiac Signs- MtL Selfish
  1. Aquarius
  2. Pisces
  3. Gemini
  4. Taurus
  5. Leo
  6. Scorpio
  7. Libra
  8. Cancer
  9. Sagittarius
  10. Virgo
  11. Capricorn
  12. Aries

(Keep in mind, this is in general. Most signs change in relationships, usually for the better!)