You have this one life. How do you wanna spend it? Apologizing? Regretting? Questioning? Hating yourself? Dieting? Running after people who don’t see you? Be brave. Believe in yourself. Do what feels good. Take risks. You have this one life. Make yourself proud.

Susanne and I had another photo session in early August. I’ve been experimenting a lot with my own style lately, so naturally, this time we tried to capture more outfits, more feelings and more sides of myself!
I’ve been through a lot lately and I’ve had a lot of doubts about myself and the path I decided to go, but these pictures (among other things, of course) gave me the confidence that I am doing the right thing and going the right way. And I feel good about myself.
Photoshootings with Susanne are always so much fun and I am so grateful that I do not only know her as a very talented photographer, but can count her to one of my best friends as well. Thank you so much, Susanne! Thank you for everything. :)

Photographer: Halbzeit Fotografie - Portfolio - Facebook - Animexx

Self Portrait in recovery.

| After yesterday’s feeding tube change, coming out of sedation. I had to advocate hard, as always. So it is with rare disease. The nurse and doctors did congratulate me when I tried to apologise for any terseness.