Confession- Honestly I’m tired of my natural hair I know it’s on my head and there’s nothing I can do to change that but I still hate it. I know people will try to tell me all the positives about 4c hair and how thick it is or versatile it is and I get that but it’s not easy for me too just fall in love with my hair. I’m young and impressionable and people may think that my want for loose curls and straight hair will just leave the next month. But it won’t that amount of times I have looked up how to go from 4c to 3a knowing I won’t find anything but still do it anyway. Looking up natural hair youtubers but only finding loose kinks and curls making Me wish mine was like theirs.
I honestly understand that people can love their own 4c hair and that’s fine. but I hate mine and in some wierd way I kind of got used to it and just look after it. It’s not a matter of oh I just haven’t found the right methods believe me I’ve tried but I guess me and my kinks just won’t get along