self portrait as a dreaming man


Caught Within a Dream

Caught within a dream within a dream, a man within a man, a thought within a thought, an ocean so deep, he will drown in his sleep. (Oren Lavie - A Dream Within a Dream)

The long exposure renders both the day and the night scene so surreal looking. Sanibel Island, Florida. The song lyrics just match the scene perfectly.

Photographed by: Paolo Nacpil

James Ensor - Self-portrait with masks (1899)

At the time [July 1914] I was sitting in a café with a couple of Belgian friends, a young painter and the writer Crommelynck. We had been spending the afternoon with James Ensor, the greatest modern Belgian painter, a very strange, reserved, hermit of a man, who was much prouder of the rather feeble little polkas and waltzes for military band that he composed than of his amazing paintings, executed in brilliant colours. He had shown us his works, if rather reluctantly - for the idea that someone might want to buy one made him comically anxious. His real dream, as his friends told me, was to sell them at a high price but at the same time to be able to keep them all, because he was as fond of money as of every single one of his own works. Parting from one always cast him into deep despair for a couple of days.

(Stefan Zweig, The World of Yesterday)

Man Ray      Self-portrait, Paris      c.1930

“It has never been my object to record my dreams, just the determination to realize them.”  Man Ray