For the anon that wanted to self-harm another app that might help is called Viridi and it gives you free virtual plants to take care of. They come in a very large variety and every week you sign in you get a new seed you can plant. You plant, water, and get a really cute snail. You also get free range to name them. You can also get it from Steam for your laptop and that app lets you take vacations. You can have up to 3 pots at a time with 3 snails and they have sets that they start ya w/.