I placed my hands on his, tears brimming in my eyes. “I want to sit here and tell you that I would have been good for you. I want to tell you that I would have been so loyal, so proud… .” I shrugged. “Truth is, I would have been good for me. I don’t know if I can love someone, not the way you love her.”
So we have a new version of the software that we use and I’m messing around with it today. It’s completely different than the old version. 2 minutes in and I discovered that there’s an option to change to different skins. The categories include: Standard Skins, Bonus Skins, and Theme Skins. Under Theme Skins is Pumpkin, Springtime, Summer, Valentine, Xmas(Blue), McSkin, Blueprint, and Whiteprint. Wut.
Every so often, when I look
at the dark sky, I know she remains
among the old endless blue lightedness
of stars; or finding myself out in a field
in November, when a strange
starry perhaps first snowfall blows
down across the darkening air, lightly,
I know she is there, where snow
falls flakes down fragile softly
falling until I can’t see the earth
any longer, only its shrouded shapes.