Got the results of my ultrasound while I was at work… I now get why I wasn’t allowed to look at the screen. Their main focus was looking at some irregularities of baby’s heart that showed up at the first ultra sound. I don’t get why they didn’t tell me to begin with and I had to find out through voicemail.

I’m praying for the irregularity to change on its own and for myself to not think of the worst. I’ve never wanted and loved something so much. I need you, Alex. Please be strong and healthy. Mommy and daddy loves you so much already.