seemed only fitting i make another one

sunrise | jughead jones (riverdale)

Originally posted by marorra

prompt: 13-“i can’t believe you talked me into this” & 15-“here take my jacket you look freezing

“i can’t believe you talked me into this” i murmur as i kindly follow jughead into what seemed like a forrest, he’d asked me if he could blindfold me and take me to a surprise so of course i said yes.

but here i was, freezing trekking through the woods at 4am and ruining my shoes as i almost twist my ankle tripping off a rock that jughead neglected to tell me was there, boys.

i could hear the wind howling in the trees and the birds chirping, it must be close to sunrise. my hands intertwined in my boyfriends as he leads me further and further into the thick of the forrest

“we’re almost there” he mummers squeezing my hand as we weave through the tree before coming to a halt. i reach up eagerly to my blindfold but he smacks my hand away “um excuse me did i tell you that you could take your blindfold off?!” he sasses and i giggle

today marked the 5th year since he asked me to be his girlfriend and it didn’t take a fool to know that he’d taken me back to sweet river, where he asked me the summer before freshman year to be his girlfriend.

“juggie!!!” u exclaim, my nerves starting to rise. why had jughead dragged me out of my warm bed at the crack of dawn to walk me down to sweet water river, could he not have waited till later where it was atleast a little warmer?

“if you murder me jughead jones i swear to god i will come back and haunt you, TO DEATH” i exclaim. he’s laughter fills my ears

“(y/n) (y/l/n)” he starts “even though you drive me to literally anxiety i wanted to bring you here today to our first ever real date and where i made the worst mistake of my life and ask you to be my girlfriend-”

my jaw drops “juggie!!!” i complain laughing slightly as the cold nips my nose “so it seemed only fitting to make another regretful decision right here”

“you can take it off now” i remove the blindfold to reveal jughead infront of me on one knee, the sun beginning to rise behind him, the sky turning into cotton candy “oh my god” i breathe out my tears brimming with tears

“will you marry me” he begs a smile draped on his soft lips, i nod frantically tears streaming down my face “yes yes yes yes jughead jones yes” he stands upright in enough time for me to launch myself onto him.

he spins me around connecting our lips before setting me down “so do you won’t the ring or what?” he chuckles and iroll my eyes “of course i do you big dummy!” he gently removes the ring and places it on my cold fingers

“god you’re freezing!” he complains touching my ice like hands “i told you i was freezing!!!!” i groan shivering in his arms.

“okay wait let me try this again?” i laugh my lip trembling, he clears his throat looking behind him then back at me his face all serious i have to hold back a laugh

“here take my jacket you look freezing- is that how it’s supposed to go down?” he laughs removing his jacket “shut up and give me your jacket” i moan letting him slip my arms into his warm coat

“so im supposed to just freeze?” he complains standing behind me and wrapping his arms around me as we sit on the picnic blanket jug had brought for us to sit on

“you should’ve bought yourself a jacket” i poke fun leaning back into his chest “it was your fault-bringing me out this early” i remind him, his chest shaking underneath me

“if we came any later we wouldn’t of been able to see this” he tilts my head so it’s looking up into the sky; it was breathtakingly beautiful, the sky was enveloped in pinks and purples staining the sky line.

“i love you jughead jones”

“i love you (y/n) (y/l/n)”

Alex Standall Bipolar Headcannon

Ok y’all here we go. This should explain my URL. 

Coming from someone who has bipolar disorder, I firmly believe that Alex has some form of bipolar disorder. Lemme explain.

-The car scene. One facet of mania is driving too fast. Now, in this scene he drives too fast in the beginning just to scare Clay, and everyone else was in on it. However, when they told him to stop, he didn’t, and he started to scare them. This is so so so common for people who have bipolar disorder. Driving fast, regardless of what other people in the car say, is definitely something I’ve done while manic.

-The pool thing. Now this one is a little less obvious, but I still think this action, represents a greater mood disturbance in Alex. Whether it’s manic of depression, it’s hard to say. But either way, no one told him to do this. It was an impulsive decision he made on his own accord, and impulsivity is a huge symptom of bipolar disorder. 

-The fight. So I don’t know about you, but I feel like that fight was sort of out of place. Then I was thinking about it, and it totally makes sense with the bipolar headcannon of Alex. Because one thing bipolar can do is give you a lot of energy. That’s what mania is. And sometimes that energy is channeled into anger the manifests itself in fits of rage. That fight was a prime example of that. Not only that, but it was another impulsive action that lead to harmful consequences. 

-The suicide attempt. This one is kind of obvious, but as you may know, the depressive side of bipolar can often lead to suicidal thoughts. Throughout the show, Alex seems pretty manic like I described before. But towards the end of the show, it seems to me that he becomes subdued. There are signs that I won’t go into that allude to him being suicidal. And that would make sense because most manic periods last either months or weeks and it had been a few months. 

All in all, I could argue that there are multiple mental illnesses represented in this show and that’s why I love it. Although they don’t outright say it, there’s clearly issues with alcoholism and depression, and it can be argued that there are also issues such as autism, bipolar, borderline personality disorder, etc. 

Wait for the person who pursues you…The one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical…

The kind of person who brings out the best in you…

and makes you want to be a better person…

Wait for the person who will be your best friend…The only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time…

no matter what the circumstances.


I should’ve really complied all these gems together, hECK

Oh well <:’D
We got Sunstone finally! Another commonly used gem, I know ;v; I just wanted to make my interpretation
He’s a fiery gem with a burning desire to protect the ones they care about! Sounds like an anime protag, honestly, and those puns were only slightly intentional

Lepidolite is the fusion between Sunny and Moon, and yeah, I could’ve gone with Galaxite, but Lepi just seemed to fit their fused personalities better! Besides, I like how the colors came out
I wouldn’t say they’re a permafusion, but they like fusing a LOT, and being Lepi for long periods of time
But they also like looking at each other, and stuff like that pft

Sunstone and Moonstone both go by they/them pronouns, and so does Lepidolite.

I didn’t have room to fit their weapon, but I might just include that in a different post. It’s a scythe tho!

anonymous asked:

What's wrong with a verbal apology? Verbalising a remorse IS healing. A verbal apology is oftentimes the first step in "fixing" the "core" problem, and in the realm of human decency (unless the person is not human). I respect your opinion, but you need to respect why an apology is important. Next time when someone 💩on you, there's no need to apologise then. According to you, you don't need one. What an a-hole. Not sorry.

Oliver has apologised, Nonnie. Repeatedly. Not least of which with his vows. Mine (and Felicity’s point) is that an apology isn’t any use if you don’t understand the behaviour which drove you to lie in the first place. In that case, verbalising remorse isn’t healing, it’s sticking a band-aid over the real issue. 

Oliver is sorry. He’s apologised to Felicity, repeatedly. We’ve seen it. Felicity has accepted that apology. You point out that an apology is often times the first step in fixing the core issue. Correct. It can be. But the writers were very clear that in Olicity’s relationship, that wasn’t the case. The issue which remained between them was why it happened, and until Oliver could figure that out, then he was going to lie to her again. Remorse means nothing without repentance, in this circumstance. Repentance means a complete 180 from the behaviour. Oliver could be as sorry as he liked (and he was, it was verbalised often) but without understanding why he did what he did, he was doomed to repeat the behaviour of isolating himself. Felicity knew Oliver was offering her sincere remorse and regret, but was unable to offer her repentance at that time. She knew they were doomed because of that fact. 

It’s like being a person who cheats on their partner. You can apologise to your partner and really mean it. But if you don’t know what motivates you to look for physical validation outside the marriage/relationship in the first place, then it’s just one apology in a lifetime of apologies about the same thing. In that scenario, an apology, without follow through and action, is meaningless. Oliver couldn’t offer Felicity a why, even though she pointed out that flaw to him more than once. What use is his remorse for their future if he didn’t know how to stop it from happening again and again? 

That was a big reason Oliver didn’t ‘fight for Felicity’ like so many wanted to see. He didn’t know how to address his core issue. The way he could fight for Felicity was to fight for himself. That was what Felicity wanted from Oliver, not an apology. She knew he was sorry and accepted that apology. But what she couldn’t accept is Oliver not knowing why he would always retreat back to the island in intense situations. Why he always chose to be alone rather than a part of something. How can you marry someone with that mindset? 

That’s why I’m saying the apology isn’t the issue between them, because this is a systemic issue. You seem to have taken my comments about Olicity as some kind of one size fits all opinion about apologies. It’s not. It’s a case by case scenario, and in this case, I was talking about Olicity and their relationship as we’ve seen it unfold. Yes, an apology does play a role, but only a very minor one in regards to ultimately being able to move forward in regards to Olicity’s relationship, because of the systemic nature of the issue. If Oliver had made another kind of misstep, then a simple apology would have been enough. We all make mistakes. Oliver’s issue is that he makes the same mistake over and over again. A simple sorry becomes not that point in those circumstances. 

I’m not sure why you think I don’t think apologies are important, Nonnie. I do. It’s just in Olicity’s case, it has already happened and it didn’t help them. Olicity doesn’t need more apologies, it needs more understanding. Felicity understands herself and Oliver better after 520. That’s awesome. That’s true character growth. Oliver is about to embrace his own light about who he really is as a man as well. Also growth. For the Olicity love story, as it has played out, at the point we’re at, yet another apology is something that simply isn’t required IMO. It could happen, but if we don’t get another apology from Oliver, then I don’t believe it’s going to undermine the entire s/l and his acceptance of his culpability in what went wrong. Oliver has never argued that he was at fault. He accepted all the blame from the beginning. It’s a done deal. It’s canon.

I hope that makes my stance on this clearer to you, Nonnie, because I believe it’s an important thing to appreciate. I keep saying that if people want to reduce the Olicity breakup down to who was right and who was wrong, then they’re going to miss out on so many other important layers. Apologies have already been made. I, personally, am not interested in more of the same. What I’m here for is character growth and understanding, and I got that in 520 with the promise of a whole lot more. So, I’m a very happy camper right now. :D  

littledumpass  asked:

In my opinion the writers fucked everything up but the series is still nice to watch. Debbie drove totally crazy and became a bitch and fiona may need time for herself but she can't ignore the fact that she has a family. I'm so sorry for Lip but he kinda messed it up on his own. I understood Ians storyline but his new relationships didn't fit to him and seem pretty unrealistic and tbh Carl is the only one I really,really liked and now he's gone.

show’s a mess but that’s the whole point i guess. my issue is that all the storylines have become so bland and i’m not entertained by anyone except mickey/mandy. ian comes out of his shell and is more alive when he’s with mickey which makes him more entertaining but if they want me to watch another season of fiona fucking guys while 3 minors who are under her legal gaurdianship are left behind, ian making himself miserable, lip running his life into the ground, and debbie being selfish and ungrateful… without giving me any mickey to balance out the boring garbage they’re filling the show with……. they have a rude awakening coming cos that’s not gonna happen lmao

Fools: a Mark fic

Previous chapters: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6

Chapter 7

“I thought to myself, ‘if you really like her, you don’t quit’.”

“Even after I asked you to? So you figured you could wear me down or something?”

“It was a mistake.”

“It was fucked up.”

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More thoughts on Those Five Words.

I keep thinking about the fact that JCH actually did censor them. Actually wrote at the top ‘this letter cannot be printed in full’.

Because, going in to all of this, the fact that the words are censor-worthy was an indisputed fact. They WERE censored.

So when I thought about what else could be under there, other than gay stuff, my fall back was always ‘well, he could just be saying something sexually explicit in a non-gay way.’ Because it’s the 18th/19th century and I expect they had higher standards about that sort of thing. And even if I could never really come up with something he could say in 5 words at the end of that sentence that would be that bad, it did seem to fit the context.

But, even if we take a very conservative viewpoint and assume the second and last words are too garbled to tell, it does seem very likely that one of those words is ‘you’. This is something he’s saying TO Laurens, ABOUT him. So if it’s sexual, then… there’s really only one option?

Just ‘cause, like, I keep thinking to myself: ‘okay, but let’s keep this in perspective, because there ARE non-gay explanations for this. He could’ve just been making a joke about how they’ve been roomed together too often, seen more of one another than they wanted to.’

But it was censored. And… look, maybe standards at the time were higher, but the non-gay option is so mundane?? Like, in the army, you bunk together, in very close quarters. They would’ve seen each other naked. He’s not even being explicit about it, just referring to that. I find it hard to imagine that, compared with all of this other stuff Hamilton’s written which we can still read perfectly fine, that would’ve been crossing the line.

So he clearly wrote something to Laurens, in those words. And JCH clearly thought that it should be covered up. And I can’t think of any vaguely plausible reason he’d do that unless he really did believe that it something sexual.

This isn’t a 100% foolproof gay argument either - he was just one person. But he’s a person at the time who had a very good reason to be assuming exactly the opposite of what we’re looking for here, and he thought it was a pretty big freaking deal, enough to literally try and prevent anyone else from reading it.

Hikaru Reaction Part 9

If only I could actually believe him. He seems hurt somehow though why wouldn’t he be really. When you are not completely one race or another I can only imagine how painful it would be to not really have a place and I have no doubt that he’s never accepted completely in either. As he said to humans they see him as too close to being a God, but Gods see him too close to human.

To never properly be accepted would be so painful.

It’s giving me flashbacks to Inuyasha when he’d talk about his past and not fitting in either world properly. And it makes me very sad.

It also amuses me…no wonder the MC is so tired and hungry. She was in space for who knows how long and then zipping between alternate timelines. Who knows how long it’s been since she slept or ate or anything. I’m sure she still needs those things despite being a sorceress.

Wow…they’re so much older than I thought, no wonder it was a shock for MC.

Well damn… that’s not very helpful.

Hikaru doesn’t know how to do it and neither do I. This is fantastic, cue sarcasm. THOUGH! As a highlight the idea of having to walk around with a younger Hikaru and my younger mom, both apparently around 500 years younger sounds like a pretty cool idea to me. We can learn LOTS of things hopefully.

No, no, no Tsu if you think about it carefully there are plenty of reasons why you don’t want to live for 500 years. Though I do think there could be some positives for it too it would be so sad to lose everyone you love.

I really like this Shizuka….

And that flash back *thumbs up*

LOL, yes respect those people from the past that traveled by foot on crummy roads with terrible shoes. No wonder it took so long to get anywhere. And I just realised this has become like my favourite visual novel / otome type - set in ancient japan with a sexy man with long hair, kimono and a sword.

GASP. BLUSHING HIKKI ❤ So darn cute…he’s so curious

Awww… and now I’m back to wanting to hug Hikaru…. he seems so sad.
Well, you’re my hero coz you saved me remember?? Or I’d be dead~

OMG!!!!!!!! HIKKI!!! *can’t help laughing at the innuendo* How could you??? He’s so damn cheeky with those jabs he keeps on making. Well I guess at least I know that the PAST Hikki is just like his FUTURE counterpart. Flirty ho who makes me want to hug him and pat him better.

Also I should note I LOVE THE MUSIC ❤

“And that’s how I ended up on an hours long piggyback ride on my professor’s back learning magic with my mother in 1480s Japan” LOL!! It’s kind of good to know that she’s getting some learning/training in while she’s in the past. Especially learning from her mom. 

Leaked Wedding Photo

I saw the new set of leaks related to the Last Naruto Movie; some pages from the tie in manga, screen shots of the NaruHina moon kiss and this picture that I assume is part of the credits

I guess this depicts what happens at Naruto and Hinata’s wedding, and There’s a nice story that can be told from this.

Judging how Iruka and Hanabi are the closet to the  happy couple and that their outfits match what the bride and groom are wearing, we can assume that Iruka was the best man and Hanabi was the maid of honor.

We also see Hiashi there meaning he does approve of the union and that he’s as well as the Hyuga clan have become more open on how their bloodline is handled, which could mean that thing may have been better for the branch families.

Also if you look closely you’ll see Hanabi is holding a picture of Neji. You may cry if you need to right now.

Sasuke is not in the picture but I would like to assume he’s taking the picture. If he isn’t then, oh well, I guess Sasuke’s wandering is more important than his best friend’s wedding.

Also you’ll see that some of the guests look like they came together as dates. Shikamaru and Temari look close and Ino and Sai appear to be holding hands. I would like to assume that Lee and Tenten came together as a item (proving that the mini-Lee in chapter 700 is actually a LeeTen child) since they’re next to each other but no one can be too certain at this point but I will still keep hoping for a LeeTen ending.

Then on the far right end of the picture you see Killer B. Seeing him here makes me hope that he was either the minister who preformed the ceremony, or the wedding singer. You have to admit it would be hilarious because he would try to put in a rap freestyle while doing either one of those jobs. Heck, if he was jut a guest, he would freestyle in the form of a toast. Think about what he could say.

At the reception

Yo! Sey! Ho!

Alright all you people who are gathered here,

And are trying their best to hold back that tear,

Settle down, and marvel at my girl and homey

As they form the bonds of holy matrimony.

A love so pure that can never be broken,

Conveyed through the vows that have just been spoken,

Their hearts fortified by the burning passion

They can make thier way through any course of action.

Though the road up ahead may look a bit rocky,

It’s nothing for Mr. and Mrs. Uzumaki.

Cause no matter how the future can appear to be rough,

The red string that binds them will always hang tough.

Their love, neverending, it will never cease,

The kind of love stronger than any tailed beast.

It’s a love that can make a sunken heart soar,

The kind of love that will always keep on giving more.

Uplifting, never shifiting, it only seems fitting,

And those who deny this are only kidding

Themselves and should remain to hold their peace,

As the love between these two will forever increase.

Cause I feel thier desire when they look at each other

The feeling that they carry for one another.

So I hope the best for them and alot of luck

When they get get to the honeymoon and begin to f-

“B!!!!” The wedding guest yell out to stop the energetic shinobi from contnuing as the bride and groom’s faces turn crimson.

“Sorry.” B stated. “I sometimes get lost in the rhythmic flow of my lyrics.”

You have to admit that it would be a little funny.

You know, if this whole post is coming just from one picture, Just imagine what will happen when the movie is released.


Bleach 685 “A Perfect End” Review (AKA the HAIR Chapter)

Okay, let’s make a deal, shall we? I know many of you (myself included) are incredibly disappointed about the abrupt end, about all the questions left unanswered etc, but until the series concludes, I have decided to enjoy as much of it as I can.

There will be ample time for complaints once the dust settles; for now, I just want to enjoy the ride till the end.

Not that we shouldn't criticize what happens in 685 and 686 in a couple of weeks, but I’m going to be focusing on the what we’re getting instead of everything we’re not, sound good?

Here we go then.

(also, does the title sound ominous to anyone else, or just me? >___>;;;)

(review under the cut)

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anonymous asked:

Could i perhaps request gom cuddling with their s/o? Be needin some love dese days ~

Thanks for sending in a request, and of course no problem.

You went to bed earlier than Akashi because you knew that he’d still try and finish his work. You sighed. You were having a pretty rough day, but couldn’t rant to Akashi about it because he was having a rough day too.

Two hours later, and you still haven’t fallen asleep, you suddenly felt the bed dip behind you. You felt two warm arms suddenly pulling you back to a warm chest, before you decided to turn around and bury your face against it.

You sighed with content, and continued to bury your face against Akashi’s chest. He chuckled before stroking your (hair color) hair, and kissing your forehead. His other hand on your waist rubbing circles on the skin that showed from your shirt lifting. And his legs tangled up with yours.

You didnt have to explain your day to him anymore, not with Akashi making you feel calm and relax to end your day with a sleepy smile.

Midorima was already in bed when you decided to join him. You were busy trying to finish all your homework, when he was able to finish his even after all the training he had to do beforehand. You’ve always wondered how hes able to manage his school work with his busy sched.

Sighing, you walked toward the bed, and pulled the covers before going in. You wrapped your arms around his waist before kissing his should and tangling your legs with his.

You were about to close your eyes when you suddenly felt Midorima shift and turn slightly towards you to give you a kiss on the forehead before going back to his original position to grab your hands and hold it tightly.

You closed your eyes smiling at the gesture, because you know its one of the few sweetest gestures you’ll ever get from this tsundere.

Kise was lying down on his bed playing on his phone when you suddenly jumped on your side of the bed, wiggling.
He started laughing at your antics before pulling you closer with one arm and continued to play with his phone.

“Ne ne ____-cchi. Look at this game, the game developer asked me to promote it by the end of the week, so they gave me a trial run. Want to play?”

“No thanks Kise-kun.” You said kissing his cheek. He chuckled and held you closer to him.

He kept playing with the game while he had one arm around your shoulder, while you had your arms around his neck and your leg resting on his waist. You occasionally gave his neck kisses whenever he won the challenge in the game, while he occasionally gave you kisses on top of your head. You suddenly fell asleep when you started feeling. Kise play with your hair and hum to his song of the week.

“Sleep well __________-cchi.”

Kuroko invited you over to sleep at his place when his parents left for a vacation. He knew that you were having a bad week at school, which was why he decided to help you relax.

After having dinner, both of you got ready for bed and went to bed at the same time.

You started curling up on your side of the bed, when you suddenly felt Kuroko pull you back towards him and gave your hair a light kiss.

“Good night _______-san.” He wrapped his arms around your waist tightly before entangling his legs with yours. Hg kissed your shoulder again before burying his face to your neck and in a few minutes he we out.

You smiled because you pretty much knew that Kuroko will definitely still wake up with crazy bed hair even if he slept in the same position.

Your were already on the bed while waiting for Aomine to finish changing out of his training clothes.

You’ve already fallen asleep for 30 minutes when you suddenly felt the bed dip and opened one eye to see Aomine crawling towards you.

“Too tired to give me a ride?” Aomine said smirking.

“Aho!” You slapped him away.

Aomine chuckled, then crawled his way to the middle of your legs. Sighing, you parted your legs to make way for the tall ace, and opened your arms, wiggling your fingers invitingly.

He laid his head on your breasts and wrapped his arms around your waist before settling down between your legs. You wrapped your legs around his waist and kissed the top of his head before closing your eyes and drifting to sleep.

Mukkun invited you to come over his dorm room since his dorm officer went home for the weekend. When you knocked on his door, Mukkun revealed himself chewing on a pocky stick while wearing a totorro onesie.

You squealed and gave him a huge hug after seeing the sight. Mukkun lifted you up higher to have you wrap your legs around him while he walked you inside the room.

As you took in the room’s sight you realized that the room was a typical dorm room, just like yours but the only thing that made it different was the two beds were pushed together to make an even bigger bed to fit the giant.

“Ano Mukkun, can we really fit in that bed? It seems like even two beds put together isn’t enough for you.”

Mukkun lazily shook his head, “we’ll fit _____-chin. Anyways I sleep diagonally. And. Im pretty sure you dont take up much space.” He grinned before lifting one arm up, keeling you steady with another, and ruffling your hair.

You pouted hated feeling like a child because of your height.

Mukkun suddenly dropped you on the bed before lightly pushing you towards the wall side of the bed. He climbed in behind you before lifting you up again and settling you on his chest.

You wrapped your arms around his neck and laid your head against his shoulder before closing your eyes.

You suddenly felt Mukkun tangling your legs together before wrapping one arm around you, and using the other to grab another piece of pocky while watching you sleep.

Aaahhh. Cuddling with. Mukkun never fails to end up with you have crumbs all over your hair in the end.

woodenwarship  asked:

If you could tell your high school self any bit of advice, what would it be? How would he respond to discovering the adventurer you've become?

Stay passionate. Stay true to yourself. Always give one-hundred percent.

I had so much ambition in high school, as I still do - but it was guiding me in a completely different direction than where I ended up.

My path in life has certainly not been a straight one. I have thrown myself into every passion, from cheerleading to Navy ROTC. From politics to photography to design. From figure skating to mountain climbing. But with each endeavor, I have discovered more about myself, and more importantly, each has allowed me to hone in on what exactly my purpose is in life: inspiring others through stories of adventure.

Our society expects kids to figure out what they want to be for the rest of their lives at 18. It took me another eight years to figure that out on my own; and I was one of the lucky ones. I finally arrived at that point only because I followed my passions, no matter how random or crazy each of them seemed.

Knowing my purpose was just the beginning, however. It’s so unconventional that there’s no road map telling me how to make a living out of this idea, so I’m figuring it out as I go. Fitting for an explorer, I suppose. All that is to say, don’t feel like you have to conform your life to society’s expectations. You conform your life to YOU.

Looking back, I think that I was destined for a life of adventure. But just getting here was an adventure in itself.


Hi guys, here’s another ONE MONTH PROGRESS PIC

I’m sorry if I annoy you with all my progress pics but it seems to be the only thing keeping em motivated lately.

In these photos I am wearing the exact same workout pants and sports bra but obviously they fit a bit better now haha 

 I definitely see stomach progress as well as butt and back fat! I think my arms look smaller too.

I didn’t lose very much weight this week (300g) so Im a bit down but I will just tell myself it is muscles to make me feel better haha

Im still sick too which sucks because I’ve had this cold for almost 3 weeks

hope everyone is having an amazing day, I’d love to chat with people so message me!

(btw, I took another progress pic this morning in my undies but decided it was too risqué for me to post atm haha)

Love Madi xx

height: 176cm


about 90kg to about 85kg

Recent events Maksyl Observation

So this Maksly observation is just a quick (tried to make this short and failed so this is kind of long) glance of the past couple of days and the key points, which means thoughts are a bit jumbled just because there has been so much going on, so here it goes…

Someone brought up a good observational statement that I want to mention and then go further into because I absolutely agree with (I wish I remembered who mentioned this, so I am sorry that I can’t give the appropriate credit). When Maks says no one understands what they have, it is not what people think. That can be taking in a couple different ways. Whenever Maks takes a photo with a female other than Meryl, it is a date or someone he wants. With the Italy trip, the person with him was a fling. When he did that photo shoot with all those younger looking models, some took him to be “look at me surrounded by women, this is the life” I have seen people say whatever this is with Meryl is not real, using it to gain something or leading her on or people on. So by Maks saying this is different than what people think, he could be saying what he has with Meryl is not a simple fling, hookup, phase, etc. (it could also be pointed at the ‘shippers’ that what we secretly all hope is not true, and this is a real possibility of only friendship and I think the majority of us would be okay, although sad, with that because we are fans of both we just want them to be happy). A couple of quotes to think about as you read this:              {“The world can only be grasped by action, not by contemplation. The hand is the cutting edge of man.” ― Jacob Bronowski… “Lips and tongues lie. But actions never do. No matter what words are spoken, actions betray the truth of everyone’s heart.” ― Sherrilyn Kenyon Trust only movement. Life happens at the level of events, not of words. Trust movement. ~Alfred Adler}.

A simple friendship would not go out of their way to meet up and hang out with an already hectic schedule to fit in even more events (Maks went further to say he would agree to do anything that gets them together again). I was just exhausted looking at all the traveling and events they did within a week or so. From the rehearsals in New York, the meet and greet and VB, the show in Illinois, then immediately flying to New York for two shows the next day and then flying out the next morning early to Vegas for yet another show… just crazy insane. I mean look at sway, a bigger production and he added a new day with two shows because she wanted to dance in it and he wanted her to dance so they worked and had the dancers in agreement to make that happen. By the tweet sway or dance with me made, it took a lot of planning and negotiating to get that day and also Zendaya’s day to happen. It seemed to me they both wanted her to do more than one day but could only fit in one day (which can also attest to why Meryl’s dances weren’t longer, since it was sort of a last minute add or was in the works but not for sure enough to add longer spots, compared to the show itself). Her parents seem like the type that cares deeply for their children and the last thing they want to see is them hurt, so when I see that photo of Meryl arm and arm leaning on Maks talking with her parents looking content and happy  (look at both Paul and Cheryl and their hands and face, that is not a fake have to play nice, that looks like genuine happiness and acceptance) tells me they are okay with whatever the two of them have. I would think if this is anything but something, they would be a bit more protective of Meryl or apprehensive but I see none of that. They owe us no insight to whatever they may or may not have. If they want to show more in public and on social media, that is okay but they still don’t have to say anything other than what they have been saying. Remember this is not what everyone thinks; the media wants a hot, steamy fling type deal that will be hot and heavy for a while and then onto the next thing. Is this just friendship? Could very well be, would I be fine with that, yes. Would I be jumping up and down when or if we ever find out they are seriously together? Hell to the yes. But I seriously don’t see any problems with them not saying to the media either way or it being truly either one. What they have is what they have, friendship either more or less. They are both private people, they share what they want and the rest with family and friends. They don’t owe anyone else anything so what we get to see is a treat in its self.  The family and friends of Maks seems to fully accept and include Meryl into the family. I even think Peta does as well. People were commenting on the face Peta was having all night, but look at the first photos of the group (the one with Meryl in the leather dress) Peta seems happy in those, from what I recall. I seriously think her demeanor had more to do with the hot, crowded room and two shows on top of the room conditions. I know when I am kind of exhausted and then the room I am in is hot and stuffy, the last thing I want to do is hang around because everything annoys me until I am cooled off and to be there, even if I enjoy that event and people, can be hard. Honestly if you look back to the photo of the switch up during week four, there was a photo of Val, Charlie, Meryl, and Peta but Peta does not have a “happy face” on.  Yet she said she really enjoyed being with them (enough to defend Meryl and couldn’t believe she did not get all 10’s. The interview was with abc with Peta and Charlie). I have what people call the resting bitch face sometimes. So I guess I can kind of connect with Peta in some ways (not saying she has this, just putting prospective out there) and if I am caught off guard or thinking of other things, but people can say I look not happy when I actually am happy just not in that same moment or a random photo. From accounts from different people who attended the late show meet and greet, the room was crowded, hot, and not run well. So after doing two shows that day, having more shows throughout the weekend and having a hot stuffy room, with other dancers not too happy with being there at the moment due to conditions, I don’t see the big issue here. I don’t buy the whole Peta dislikes Meryl, the reason? Look at the other photos during the beginning of the day. The first press line for the first show, the behind the scenes before the show and, the biggest reason…Peta re-posting on instagram a picture from Meryl’s account does not scream dislike to me. I saw a picture from that night of just Sharna, Jenna, and Peta… so if she really did not like Meryl, wouldn’t she pick that photo instead of going on Meryl’s instagram and re-posting a picture from Meryl of all four of them with an added caption of <3 <3 <3? Don’t really think so. I loved hearing everyone’s experience and little interactions that kind of seem unconscious to me. Some key things (which is basically everything) but a few major things that stick out to me at this moment. The three photos of the coat hug, Joslin comment about the Davis’s on her instagram photos, Meryl wearing Maks hat on the plane, the final bows on each show, the car ride snapchat, and the end of the meet and greet. Do any of those scream best friends only? Not really, not to me anyway. It seems that her parents and Maks’s family and close friends… are close, familiar, and comfortable with each other. The fact they (the Seed family) drove to see Maks dance one short dance and then fly to see him at sway, seems like it was an important event to hit, now we do know that Joslin likes Meryl, and I don’t think she has every seen her perform at a skating show. The amount of time and sacrifice her parents made to attend both shows. I read somewhere that her parents have not attended one of those shows before is kind of telling (if my information is correct, please correct me if I am mistaken). Now again this could be more of a favor so that Joslin can see the show and have a guide but I did see Charlie’s family was also there so I am not sure if there is a connection to importance there or not. What I liked about some of the maksly ship getting to talk with her parents is that you can get a sense of what kind of parents they are. To be uncomfortable in the lime light and wanting to support but not take away or be in the focus is a testament to them. You know what Meryl does is because she truly enjoys doing it and knows she has support behind the scenes. The sway meet and greet from the night show is also telling. For Maks (now I am only building my observation of photos and accounts of what people saw, I can not confirm how accurate it may be but this is what I can gather) to be protective when he was either made aware or noticed Meryl is some sort of distress (I have a feeling it was from the kind of meet and greet, the heat, and the long endurance days) and not leave her side until he could get her away to privately assure her well being.  Also, to be that comfortable to be arm and arm in the way they were instead of a more obvious just friend pose. If his arm was around her shoulders and her arm was a little higher, it could pass more like “yo, that was a cool show, how’s it going over here, aight cool, and walks away type embrace” the way those photos look, make it look like, I don’t know, more intimate. Someone pointed out how they both were leaving (or heading to her parents) at the meet and greet, instead of him leading and holding hands to not loose each other, they were side by side and that made it a bit more ‘awkward’ to get through the crowd (there’s a picture of this somewhere). After hearing that Meryl might have been is some sort of distress (not feeling well, tired, etc.) I like that moment so much, he took the position of the protective friend who will go at any length to ensure that persons safety.  The snapchat was so solid. I do not think it was staged, Maks was not aware of the video being made, I don’t think he even looked back that direction) it was one of the most honest actions we have seen. I say that because no one knew the video being taken until after we saw those actions of Maks squeezing Meryl’s leg in time with the music, and then Meryl asked if that was a video, sort of like she thought it was a simple picture, so everyone’s guard was down. Now I never experienced a friend going to that length to do that in a safe setting, he had to reach back and over people to reach her and she made no move to stop him. Peta was just a person over in the same row. They were in a protective setting with people Meryl has met and pretty much friends with, so I think I can rule out that he was trying to comfort her or make her calm, or give her reinsurance that she is okay and not alone with strangers.  In one of the most honest and closed off moments he would rather be in contact with her in a sort of a boyfriend manner. Now I am solely basing this off of my own experiences, my friends and their experiences. I can only say this, I love how protective and there he is for her, and to make sure she is okay and is having fun (remember from the sway video, he says it is not about the fun… but at the show he seems to make sure she is having fun? hmmm, with the words again saying one thing but yet doing the opposite). After the bows on sway, she does move back (my guess is two things, she does not have shoes on and two, she feels like this is his show and she wants him to be acknowledge for the great show and feels to be in the background to give him that just like she did with the mirror ball win). The moment he realizes this, he moves back and dances with her, I noticed when he pulls her close with an arm around her waist, he whispers something to her (think this was at the first show) and she looks up with a smile and shakes her head.  The moment with the hug at VB was simple content on both faces. It went from Meryl’s huge smile when he first walks up and hugs her and wraps them up in his jacket, the next is simple content like this is where we belong and the last is normal, that is where they both feel comfortable and it’s the norm for both.  Meryl seems to be making a habit of taking Maks hats (and also Val’s hat, the one photo with Val in front of Meryl) or him giving it to her, he will do anything she asks of him. From the salsa video to now the plane, I think its cute…speaking of cute, on that one picture on Meryl’s instagram where her friend (think this was confirmed a real friend of Meryl’s) commented cuties, not one of my friends has said that to me in front of others when they know the guy is just a friend, like really.  Anyway, I leave this semi-brief/long singular observation with a quote that comes in two parts both by Ralph Waldo Emerson… “What you do speaks so loud that I cannot hear what you say… Who you are is speaking so loudly that I can’t hear what you’re saying”. Maksly on and shake it off cause haters are gonna hate and I want the guy with the hella good hair haha

Out of the Ashes, Birthday Surprise

Out of the Ashes, part 10/?
Rose Tyler, human!Tenth Doctor (AU)

Rose Tyler is used to being alone, having learned the hard way that, eventually, everyone disappears.  After losing the one person she dared to believe wouldn’t leave her, she stops trying to believe that anything will last.  She’s determined that no one will hurt her or her son again.

Genres: hurt/comfort/romance
Rating: teen
Beta: rudennotgingr

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James stared at his screen, watching the cursor as it blinked accusingly.  The document only had one word so far…he’d thought, if he could write it down, the rest would just come to him.  Evidently not.  He sighed and raised his hands to the keyboard, trying again.


I know things haven’t been easy



As you know, I agreed to be a temporary tutor some time ago



You know that I think the world of you


He hit the backspace key several times with an annoyed growl.  This week would mark a month since his weekend in France, and a month since he’d realized Rose wasn’t actually looking for a replacement.  In a few days, he was supposed to be confronting her about this, which had all sounded so simple when he’d first come back…for about a week.

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Sumptuary Laws

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Notes: While switching back and forth between the two works in progress I spoke about a few days ago, I was also inspired to write this  (no doubt because of this post) in the meantime. 

I think I managed to keep the mood light almost all the way through, although there’s a hard kick of angst at the end. I hope you enjoy, and thank you for reading!

As a man who outgrows his clothing on a regular and unusually literal basis, Bruce owns a lot of shirts.

This is, by Natasha’s estimation, the only bone of materialism in his entire body. His private living quarters are otherwise kept with the severe, withholding economy of an army barracks, or maybe a monk’s cell, no doubt a habit he acquired during those five years spent dodging one global intelligence agency or another. It makes his presence in Stark Tower seem somehow precarious, as though everything could be fitted into a single suitcase and gone within an hour.

It probably could.

(There’s a bit more chaos to be found inside his office, though, more of the wild energy that takes hold of him in the midst of a project – but that’s a reflection of his thought process, which reminds her of watching electrical filaments snap and leap and connect inside a glass plasma globe.)

To head off a potential misunderstanding, it should be stressed that Natasha does not come by this odd sartorial knowledge while looking through his bureau drawers, or picking over his clean laundry as it waits in the dryer. She simply happens to be the one responsible for bringing him his clothes, after he’s changed back to the size he’s supposed to be.

“You know, we should really start designing you a suit,” Natasha tells him, once. “Or we could all put in for matching spandex uniforms. That might be fun.”

“And what would those look like?” Bruce asks. She hears him hopping through the dried leaves to get a shoe on his foot. “We’d probably go around about the designs for so long that they’d end up just being six shirts that all read ‘I’m with stupid’ on the front.”

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