If you're accepting asks, but if not that's OK. How would Yandere!SF/US/UT act to an SO with a weird coping mechanism for panic attacks? Specifically, if they gathered blankets, pillows, plus other soft things and either curled up against them or hiding in some small area that bone boy cannot find? Reactions to seeking comfort in him plus hiding in places he doesn't know, as well as the situation in general?
++ Sans ++
Berry can never find you, and every time that he does, he always yells at you. He didn’t know where you were, you could’ve been off with someone else!!! You promise him that you wouldn’t leave, you just like to be alone when you freak out, and he doesn’t really understand. Isn’t social comfort a good thing? Why wouldn’t you want Berry’s love? You shake your head and try to reword it so he gets a better idea, but you try your best to just go underneath the bed or something. At least it’ll be easier to find you, and this way you avoid all issues. Usually you don’t tell him what’s going on, so it throws him off, and he’ll bug you about it if you keep it a secret for too long. Eventually, Berry becomes used to it, and understands that you need to do whatever you need to do, and when you finally seek comfort in him, he couldn’t be happier. He doesn’t show that direct happiness, of course, but afterward, you can see the spring in his step and the shimmer in his sockets. Even in your rougher times, you always seem to please him.
++ Papyrus ++
Oh? Rus doesn’t know what you’re doing at first, but when he finds out it’s just how you cope, he’s completely okay with it. Even though he’s a bit hurt that you wouldn’t go straight to him, he calms himself down and tries to convince himself that hey, blankets can be really comforting, and sometimes people need to sort things on their own. Not everything is a group effort, so if you’d really rather hide somewhere, go ahead. Just try not to hide for TOO long, or Rus is going to start overthinking, and then get a little annoyed when he finds out it’s just because you were hiding again. Try to make some noise when he calls your name so he at least knows where you are, let alone that you’re still home. He worries for you sometimes, but wants you to go to him when you need it. He isn’t an extremely forceful person about it, and he’s relieved when you seek comfort in him. Rus gladly gives it to you, wanting to make sure you’re okay, and even if he’s not the best at it, he still somehow calms you down, no matter what the situation is. Usually he doesn’t even ask about the situation if you don’t tell him first- you should feel the trust to be able to say it on your own. Rus wants to make sure you’re okay, because if you are, then so is he.
It’s hard to go to Blue for some of the things you need because of the way he can react to situations, so you tend to hide more than anything. Blue takes it personally and thinks that you purposely want to avoid him whenever you hide. He doesn’t find it odd when you hug pillows or cuddle up with blankets because he’ll do that too, even when he’s not panicking about something, but sometimes his “innocence” makes it worse. He’ll look at you with wide eyes and ask if it’s because he’s not good enough, and in the middle of your freak out, you have to try and keep Blue from breaking down too. It can become a mess, and it certainly has been messy before, but eventually you sat down with him and told him in the nicest way possible that sometimes you just find it easier to sort things out on your own. Because of things that have been happening when you hide, after that conversation, even if you don’t feel the most social or lovey after a panic attack, you’ll walk up to Blue, kiss him on the cheek, and remind him you love him, along with thanking him for giving you space. This makes everything work out.
++ Papyrus ++
As long as he knows you didn’t sneak out or anything, Honey let’s you deal with things however you feel you need to deal with it. Because of Honey’s typical calm and supportive nature, you go to him more often than you don’t, because you really do trust him and you truthfully know that he’ll help you in whatever way he can. Sometimes, you ask him not to say anything, and you wrap yourself in blankets and lean into him, so he just nods, putting an arm around you and letting you deal with it. Whenever you hide, he calls out your name, and only gets a bit pushy when you don’t make any noise, so if he hears you, then he’ll be fine. Even when you’re crying, and he hears you crying, he won’t approach you because you obviously wanted to be alone if you hid in the first place. He respects your privacy, and will bring up the situation later if you don’t say anything on your own, but even if you tell him you really don’t want to talk about it, he won’t push. Honey is a very easy-going guy, even when he’s a yandere.
++ Sans ++
Classic understands your independence and completely respects it. You may be worried that he’d freak out, but this is one of the few times that he’ll leave you alone without questions following. He completely understands that sometimes you really just need time to yourself, and the two of you are together all the time anyway- hell, you live in the same house- so of course you’re going to want alone time. Plus, if Classic gets lonely, he has a shrine of you, so it can keep him company. The only things he really wants you to promise him is that, if it’s about a specific person, PLEASE tell him. This usually scares you, because you feel bad lying when he asks if there’s anything he should know after your episode, but you know it would put people in danger. You have to beg him not to do anything sometimes, and even then you can’t be fully sure. Classic gets guilty easily, though, so if he killed someone you told him not to kill, he’d end up confessing it to you. Whenever you cuddle up to him, he hugs you tight and lets you do whatever helps you. If that includes screaming and crying, pulling at his sweatshirt and clawing at his arms, go ahead and do it. He’ll sit there with you until you both know you’ll be fine once he lets go.
++ Papyrus ++
You know Pappy gets a little angry when you hide, but there are times where you really can’t help it. You enjoy seeking comfort in him because you know he’s going to give it to you, and you really like it when he wraps you up in his scarf and pulls you close to reassure you everything will be okay… but there are times where he breaks down because he’s dealing with stress, too. Most of his stress comes from worrying about you leaving him in the first place, so when he’s feeling too anxious, things go downhill. More like tumbling down a mountain side, actually. Because of those few incidents, you’ve began coping by cuddling with pillows and hiding, and there are times where he asks you if he’s not good enough. You have to reassure him that no, he really is good enough, but sometimes, because of the way you say it, he doesn’t believe you, and this sends you into another panic. It’s hard to deal with stuff emotionally being with Pappy, but you two always somehow find a way around it. If it’s not okay in the moment, surely it’ll be okay in the end.