Can I just say how happy I am that Disney actually appears to be taking their time with the Cyrus story line? They’ve already made multiple subtle hints throughout season one, each moment slightly more obvious than the last. This isn’t going to be a big and sudden revelation that tv shows love to do. That’s just not realistic (especially with young lgbt people who are only just beginning to get into the dating scene). Disney is not half-assing this and I am so so grateful.
So I just watched the National Theatre Live’s trailer for Angels in America and I can already tell that I’m gonna be disappointed as fuck by Andrew Garfield. (and I don’t care if this shows up in the tag his fans can fight me bc i’ve loved this play for longer than he’s been considered an A-list actor) Like yeah, Prior, as an ex-drag queen, should be a tad flamboyant, but it should feel… organic. That inflection of the voice should feel natural, which it does not coming from him. And the flamboyancy, the fabulousness shouldn’t overshadow how bitterly sardonic and angry he is. This is a man who has been dealt a death sentence, and who is now hearing voices, seeing weird visions and ghosts, he doesn’t know what the fuck is going on, but he puts it best when he says, “I can handle pressure, I am a gay man and I am used to pressure, to trouble, I am tough and strong” (last scene of Millennium Approaches) Prior sees his strength as not something coming from his own individual self and psyche, which is how Garfield sees it, but as something that he is because he is gay. For Prior, him being gay and him being strong are synonymous. Like, as LGBTQ+ people, we are told over and over by society that because we are gay, because we are a “counter culture” that we are weaker than our cisgendered heterosexual peers. Tony Kushner sees that and says “fuck no, we have taken this hateful world that we have been dealt with and we have carved out our own piece of it with blood, sweat, and broken beer bottles, and that has made us stronger than you” And Andrew Garfield, as we can tell from this interview where he talk about Prior, does not understand that, in fact, I don’t think he understands Prior at all. Like I can get why they felt the need to hire a pretty-boy celebrity- a very heavy, very American, very gay, and very very long play like this one could potentially be a hard sell. But Prior Walter should never be played by a straight, big-name actor. (Plus, as someone who goes in and out of the hospital, sick, short of breath, wheezing, and going blind Andrew Garfield certainly does not look it. And no one say “it’s hard to make people look that kind of sick on stage” because I saw Falsettos twice and you are wrong) Fight me.
david freaking archuleta busting out some moves on stage last night WHAT IS LIFE.
youguys. the story behind this is so cute! there was a 12-year-old fan right in front of the stage holding up a sign that said she’s been a fan since she was 3 and asked if david would dance for her tonight. SO HE DID IT. and watch at the end, he looks over and points right at her and walks toward her and smiles and it is not possible to actually love him more i promise because i love him more than i can handle already LOOK AT THIS BOY AND HIS SMILE AND POINT AND WALK AND KILLIN EM. bless everything.
Gunner found a baby bunny outside the bedroom window - so away from the peanut butter and other goodies I had waiting - so I just scurried over to the bedroom with two squeakers in my fists, squeezing them madly. 😂
It took me getting kind of close and being exciting, then he went silent, turned around, and looked at me with his head tilted a bit. The aroo??? look.
Then he came running over, bouncing, jumping. We went to his toy bench together, got out the toy he had just mostly destroyed and a bone, took him to his crate. Now we chillin’.
Gonna keep this up until I see a shift in behavior/reaction to critters outside windows. If he can get to a point where he can be calmer, where he can feel me and hear me, then we can work on counter conditioning and eventually move towards a calmer initial reaction overall. But we have to start here first, with simple redirection (and then getting all of this massive drive out).
also today a friend was telling me an intensely detailed description of a dream she had and like what a concept? remembering dreams just like that? I only ever remember random snippets of dreams w no context like once I dreamt I was w some friends and we blew up my rival high school w 20 pounds of dynamite why was I there? couldn’t tell u
u guys!!nn’! my new roommate responded to me I’m so happy !!! 🤧😭💕🎉 i was prayin she wouldn’t ignore me like my first roommate assignment nd she didn’t!! 😭👏🏻🤧 she actually responded nd sounds super nice!! 💖💓 i hope she likes me,, i m just so….,,,me😰i hope we become friends at least!!!
good whatever everyone!!!!! whether it is morning. afternoon. or evening. because i will be posting tra pt 3 in a few hours :-) its 21k (so far and will probably be more because im editing it currently) so be prepared to not be able to read it on the app. because if u try to. it will crash because tumblr hates me. i apologize for taking a month to write this but i just wanted to make an announcement that tra updates will probably continue to be slow. i wont be immediately writing the next part as i have something else i want to work on which will be out a week after!!!!!! i also want to reblog one of those “ask my muse” ask games after i post so u guys are more than welcome to ask jungkook and taehyung and their oc’s any questions you like!!!!!!!!
also if you’ve sent me asks today i probably wont be able to get back to you but im gonna try to answer as many as i can today!!!!!!! lvoe you!!!!!!!!!