-Rant incoming- I’m feeling a bit discouraged. I know it’s not good to compare yourself to others, but while my work situation just keeps getting worse (less hours, less responsibilities), a friend of mine whose been at the company for much less time than me just got a huge promotion. Outside of my job, another friend who is 6 years younger than me already achieved her life goal and is living my dream life right now while I struggle with a job I don’t like where I don’t feel valued or useful. And add to that all those amazingly talented artists who are 15 years younger than me while I still can’t draw hands. Oh and my Youtube business is stalling and just isn’t picking up no matter what I do.
I guess I’m discouraged because some people got to where I want to be much quicker and much easier than me. I’m not saying they don’t deserve it, because they do, they worked hard. But I work hard too and yet I don’t have half of what they have. But imma still get there. I’m not giving up, Imma get there. I’m just discouraged because it’s taking me so long. I know I create nice things that people like too, but it never seems to be enough to move ahead.
More progress on the new ‘walker! Trying to figure out her color identity; I’m split between RU and RG. I’m not horribly interested in making her Temur, its gotta be one of those two.
She’s a natural born pyromancer (not quite as prodigal as Chandra, but not a pushover by any means), but she’s an Archeologist by trade, traveling the multiverse studying ancient ruins and artifacts. Not sure how to represent that mechanically; Green works with history through graveyard recursion of permanents while Blue does it with Instants and Sorceries.
Not sure about the bottom of the robe, I kinda based it off the Skyrim wizard robes but it’s not finalized.