Bereavement [PT.2]

Summary : It was just a typical mission. Fight HYDRA, get intel and get out. What they didn’t expect was for Tony to know the girl in the cyro chamber. AU.

Warnings : Mentions of death and murder. Mentions of abuse and torture. Tiny (extremely) amount of fluff.

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Author : Ash

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Originally posted by thechloris

*** 10 Years Ago ***

You couldn’t take the voices anymore. The constant night terrors, waking up covered in sweat. Your nerves were beyond shot and every day was constant torture. You weren’t their perfect nightmare.

You finally were regaining control of yourself, of your memories. You remembered who you were…what you were. That’s how you found yourself in your present predicament.

You stared down at your knuckles bloodied, and bruised. There was dirt and cement in the cuts. You had been captive in this HYDRA basement for what felt like weeks. Hell, it could be years. You tried to punch through the wall, claw your way out, devise a plan but there seemed to be no escape.  

It was dark, damp and smelled of death. There was no light, unless one of the guards came in to drop of what you assumed to be food. You were tempted to start pulling your hair out..replaying your last mission in your head.

You froze. You couldn’t take out the target, you wouldn’t take out the target. You weren’t sure at the time why you couldn’t take out the man who was standing at least 500 feet away from you. It just felt wrong. Then someone said his name and you instantly knew why you couldn’t. He was your brother. Your older brother, Tony Stark.

You raced back to the compound and instantly headed after the top ass-hole in charge.

“Are you fucking kidding me?” You screamed as you threw open the door to his office. “You want me to kill my own brother?”

“How do you know him? You were not supposed to be aware of the target. He is a danger to us, to our mission.” He retorted back. You noticed his guards sitting in a chair across from him.

Both men look at you, unsure of how you knew or what was happening. “Tell me, how do you remember who he is?” Your commander walked from behind his desk and over to you. You made note of the way he kept his fingers on the holster of his gun.

You stood their fuming. You could feel a new migraine starting, it was worse then the previous ones. Almost debilitating. You  held your head in your hands biting the inside of your cheek to keep from screaming in agony.

“That is none of your concern. Why didn’t you tell me? Why didn’t you tell me who I am?” You screamed through gritted teeth.

“I am (Y/N) Stark. I am (Y/N) Stark.” You chanted your name repeating it like a mantra.

You grabbed your head again as you could feel the pounding start. “She needs to be reprogrammed.” You heard your commander mumble to the guard. The guard mumbled back something you couldn’t quite make out.

Soon the pounding in your head started to intensify. You could feel your heart racing, and you were starting to loose consciousness. You tried to pull yourself together and make your way to your commander.

That was all you remembered before you woke up in a room. Strapped down to a machine. You noticed The Winter Soldier in the bed across from you. His head hooked up to the machine. You tried to break free form your restraints.

Seven hours in the brain scrambler and nothing worked. I was beaten for even longer, electrocuted, and eventually thrown into this hell hole.

As you replayed everything in your head you heard guards come back to your cell. The cell clanked as it opened and you were dragged down the hall to the cryogenic chambers.

*** Present Day ***

“Come on (Y/N) stay with me. Come on, fight damit.” Tony was screaming at your chamber.

“Tony, Bucky get out! Let us work” the doctors came in pushing them out of the room. They pulled blinds over the doors to hide what was happening. Tony just paced back and forth. Bucky just looked at him. Mumbling to himself as he scratched his chin nervously tapping his fingers.

Tony was about to say something to Bucky when there was a loud thud and scream from the room. Tony rushed to the door and kicked it open as Bucky followed behind on his chair.

“Tony!” You screamed through tears almost in a daze unsure if you were still in a dream. You looked around.

“(Y/N). But how…I thought you were… I thought she was…” Tony could barely get the words out. He was baffled.

“From what I can see (Y/N) DNA has bonded with the serum in the most unusual way. When she was put into cryo it didn’t stop the mutation, but sped it up. She has increased healing, her brain activity is off the chart. She’s also insanely strong, and increased speed. We still need to run tests, her DNA is still mutating.” The doctor said as he flipped through the charts.

“I’m going to leave the three of you to talk and well, catch up.” He said as he checked your vitals one last time and made a point to talk to Bucky before walking out.

Bucky rolled over to your bedside and grabbed your hand. He stared at you mumbling something in Russian which made you grimace and nod your head. You squeezed each other’s hand before he turned back to Tony.

“You both need to talk. I’ll come back later.” He said as he rolled out of the room.

Tony instantly ran to your bed and grabbed you to hug you but you stopped him. “Tony, is this real?” You asked tears forming in your eyes.

Tony just smiled softly and grabbed your hand. Squeezing it tightly. “Yes, you’re finally safe (Y/N).” He said as he pulled a chair to your bed.

There was so much that needed to be said, so much catching up to do. Where do you begin? What do you say?

You and Tony sat in silence for a few moments just trying to take in the fact that you were finally together. You broke the silence.

“Mom and dad…they…um…” you couldn’t get the words out before you felt tears falling.

“It’s not your fault. I’m so sorry I didn’t let you stay home that night. God (Y/N) I was so selfish and so angry. If I had let you stay home you would’ve never been captured. You wouldn’t…” Tony grimaced at the thought.

“We can’t change that night Tony, but I’m here now. I’m alive and we’re back together. Let’s focus on that.” You smiled softly. Tony just nodded.

Tony stayed by your side all night, catching up with you, sharing pictures and old memories. You thought you were in the clear and that HYDRA had lost. You had your memories, you had your brother.

“Ok (Y/N) I have bothered you enough for one day. I’m going to let you get some actual rest and the doctors run their blood tests. I’ll be back tomorrow to check on you.” He said softly as he kissed your forehead.

“To the moon and back munchkin.” Tony said softly. “More than all the stars in the sky.” You replied. It was you and Tony’s unconventional way of saying “I love you”.

“We’re not finished with you. You have a mission to complete. You will complete it.”

There was the migraine again. Debilitating and agonizing. You grabbed the side of your head. There was a ringing noise in your head.

“You will comply and you will complete your mission. You will take out the enemy. HAIL HYDRA.”

“HAIL HYDRA, HAIL HYDRA” was all you could make out in your head.

You felt Tony’s hands on your shoulders shaking you to wake up. “Wake up, wake up, it’s only a dream.”

You woke up and looked at Tony. You could feel the clothes clinging to your body from all the sweat. You took a deep breath. It was just a dream. Just a dream. You were safe, it was over.

But there was still the voice. “Mission isn’t over soldier, you will complete your mission.”

What was happening to you?

Originally posted by sebbystaner

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Bela Barktok

Ludwig Baythoven

WOLFgang Amadeus Mozart

Percy Arfridge Growlger

Clara and Dogbert Schudogg

Igor Stabyhoun-sky

Giacomo Poodlini

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Arcangelo Corgielli

Decided that I’m going to London Pride this year, I know it’s early but I just want to be proud of who I am as a gay alter, and for my host to have fun as well while there 

Most of our system is somewhat LGBT, and while I can’t have a partner out here I can be proud of who I am and hope that I get one inside at some point in my life

It’s taken me a while to accept my own sexuality, my friends were accepting of it before I ever was happy with myself (raised as an Irish Catholic)

Just happy to be myself

~ Sebastion xx


Christians commemorate on March 9th the Forty Martyrs of Sebaste, or the Holy Forty, (a group of Roman soldiers from the Legio XII Fulminata - Armed with Lightning - whose martyrdom, in 320, for the Christian faith is recounted in traditional martyrologies).

They were killed near the city of Sebaste (present-day Sivas in Turkey), in Lesser Armenia, victims of the persecutions of Licinius, who after 316, persecuted the Christians of the East

The earliest account of their existence and martyrdom is given by Bishop Basil of Caesarea (370–379). According to Basil, forty soldiers who had openly confessed themselves Christians were condemned by the prefect to be exposed naked upon a frozen pond near Sebaste on a bitterly cold night, that they might freeze to death

Among the confessors, one yielded and, leaving his companions, sought the warm baths near the lake which had been prepared for any who might prove inconstant. 

One of the guards set to keep watch over the martyrs beheld at that moment a supernatural brilliancy overshadowing them, and, at once proclaimed himself a Christian, threw off his garments, and joined the remaining thirty-nine. Thus the number of forty remained complete. 

At daybreak, the stiffened bodies of the confessors, which still showed signs of life, were burned and the ashes cast into a river. Christians, however, collected the remains, and the relics were distributed throughout many cities; in this way, veneration of the Forty Martyrs became widespread, and numerous churches were built in their honour.

In Romania, for this day, which coincides, as well, with the start of the agricultural year, a special sweet dish is prepared, called Mucenici (Martyrs), or Sfinţişori (Saints), depending on the region. 

In Muntenia and Dobrogea (regions of Romania), small circles of dough are boiled in water with sugar, cinnamon and crushed nuts, symbolizing the lake where the Martyrs were cast.

In Moldavia region, the dough, in a large shape of the figure 8 is baked, then smeared with honey and walnuts.

Another day in Stardew Valley and I have become a literal pest. I realized that you can just go in anyone’s home after 2 hearts whether they are there or not and I really don’t think they should trust me this much.
Also you can just walk into peoples beds, so I’m sorry Sam for doing that to yah without trying. 

Shane will be bane-able in a month or two and I am very excited seeing that he and I have similar passions of feeling like shit. And he still seems to hate me.

Other then that got some bees, mushrooms and a single cute chick that might actually starve because I have no hay on my farm.. sobs

Bonus: Designed some outfits for my little shit of a farmer.

In order to calm this system down I believe I am going to read my newspaper and then a good murder mystery to anyone in the background. (I cannot tell who is back there but I know it’s a bloody mess).
I really wish to stop our sleeping medication, it’s not good for us. Sleep filled nights but our system being disrupted is not better than sleepless nights with a working healthy system.
This whole thing has made the system stressed out, with Tay going through her denial phase and Adam getting paranoid once again due to the negative effects on how we go through our life, giving us stress and then causing those problems.
On a lighter but more annoying note, while it is a mess of people in the background, Sebastion is badly singing 80s music, his favourite kind of music, loudly. So loudly I cannot hear myself think.
- Jonathan

fymatdsrio  asked:

I'd love to see a "Sebastion" based on the game "Bastion". I'm not sure if you know it or if you've played it, but it's such a good game and he'd look really good with the main character from Bastion's outfit.

i didn’t know this game existed but it looks really cool! and so does sebastian.