yesterday i hung out w a friend all day and we made messy french macarons and for people who have never made them before they were actually p good it was v fun
and now ive been on t for 11 months! sams bday will be the 1 yr anniversary!! and top surgery a week after that!! and then after that i can finally file to have the right name and gender marker on all my ids n shit!! :oooo
im still working on commissions so ive got barely anything done on my bigbang and its just a weird feeling bc april is usually when i sit down and generate like 50% of the bigbang but i have time and i write faster than ever so it is No Big. plus i am grateful for the commissions they help so much
so yall know i was accepted into stanford, which has been my dream school since 7th grade, and usc, which has the best tv screenwriting program on the planet, so i have been the most conflicted ever in my darn life i wanted to go to both so badly. but i officially committed to usc!!!!! i thought it was the smartest decision career wise and i have some beans in LA to keep me company. i am super sad abt stanford and i have dreams about it haha but i know ill be able to return there someday.
im also a super introvert that cant sleep in a room w other ppl no matter how familiar and i need a personal recharging station And weird gender confusion And post top surgery so i applied for a single dorm room but they go fast?? idk its rly important to me i think 95% of the reason harvard was the most stellar summer of my life was because of the single they gave me and how kind and accommodating they were about gender stuff. so i really hope i get a single because its a huge mental health thing. idk why this update is bigger than the Most Important one about committing but hey!! guess its on me mind