screaming forever and ever

I can see part 5 Koichi on the horizon… and with him comes the dawn of the Vento Aureo anime (hopefully)…

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Can’t wait to see these KINGS in ATL this Sunday 👁👅👁

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Man of the moment on mancandykings: » Colin James Farrell

“For me, a lot of it is about loneliness. I think a lot of our lives, in ways that seemingly are unrelated or obscure, are lived through the lens of trying to avoid loneliness at all costs. People stay in relationships longer than they should because they just can’t stand the thought of being alone. We can’t control everything, but we have more of an ability to have a say in our destiny, and in our happiness, than a lot of us explore.”

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If I’m right, AND I DON’T REALLY WANT TO BE RIGHT, their final moment together doesn’t even get to be a private one, but one only fringing on the true affection between them. But the FLOATY BUBBLES SAY IT ALL, OK.

YOU CAN MEASURE FEELINGS IN FLOATY BUBBLES ALONE, AND LOOK HOW MANY THERE ARE.

The third panel is the most striking of them all, because I’m so sure that it’s their final touch. It’s an unusual angle with an unusual focus, and I think it’s emphasising that the end of this last gesture between them is their final goodbye. As he drops her hair for the last time, they will never see each other again. I just don’t know which one of them it is that’s about to die.

Hopefully not both but YOU KNOW HOW CLAMP IS. YOU JUST NEVER KNOW.

And then Kuropapa’s off to face his fate.

AND BLESS KUROGANE’S LITTLE HEART, HE WANTS TO GO TOO. BECAUSE HE FEELS ALL THE SAME FINALITY THAT HIS PARENTS DO BUT FROM WITHIN HIS EXTRA SPHERE OF POWERLESSNESS THAT SCARES AND FRUSTRATES HIM BEYOND WHAT HE KNOWS WHAT TO DO WITH.

SO HE WANTS TO HELP. HE WANTS TO DO ALL HE CAN TO TRY AND STOP ANYTHING BAD FROM HAPPENING.

BUT THERE IS NO WAY HE WILL BE ENOUGH.

No-one would ever be enough. 

It kills me how even in this, Kuropapa does it in the nicest way possible. 

He recognises the feelings Kurogane is having and affirms them. He acknowledges that Kurogane IS, in fact, strong, instead of taking the other possible route and insisting that he’s not strong enough. Because here, too, he knows that this might just be the last moment he gets, and he uses it as a moment of love and encouragement 

AND THAT LITTLE HEAD TOUCH. GET OUT OF HERE.

There is no way this is anything but the last thing Kuropapa ever gets to say to him. There is NO WAY.

LOOK AT THE ART OK. THE NINJAS ARE ALL FADING AS THEY TURN AWAY AND WALK INTO THE DISTANCE.

THIS IS IT. THEY’RE ALL GONNA DIE.

It’s so clear just how much these final words chained themselves around Kurogane’s heart and never left him. Even during his darkest days in the future, his obsession with strength always stemmed from this, and it’s so easy to guess that his bitterness and focus on revenge could have stemmed from an inverted version of this final statement that Kuropapa gives him. 

Kurogane, at his worst, sought strength to make up for the family he didn’t couldn’t save in this moment. 

Kurogane, as he grows to a better and healthier version of himself, realises that he has more family to protect, and also that he himself might also be worth protecting.

But even just here, in this one moment, Kurogane’s father’s words work on so many levels. Kuropapa does what he does to protect Kurogane, his wife, and the entire clan – even when the odds are very heavily implying that he won’t be enough. Kuromama too does what she does to protect them all. Her health is failing her, steadily slipping away, and yet she insisted on the final blessing to save her husband, because her strength too is all focussed around saving the ones she loves – her husband AND her entire clan, and everyone else in the country that relies on her.

And that’s what will hit Kurogane so hard later. Not only because losing his family in a horrible and violent manner is one of the worst things that could ever happen, but also because in his eyes he failed in the same basic tenant that holds his family together. He wants to go with his father to help protect Suwa, but he can’t. He’s meant to stay behind and help protect his mother, but he doesn’t manage that either. His strength, while recognised fondly by his father, is not enough – was never going to be enough. And that’s exactly what sends him into such horrifying spiral of murder and revenge and a desperate clawing need to reclaim some sense that he could have made a difference.

AND JESUS CHRIST WHAT IS SYAORAN GOING TO DO WITH THIS INFORMATION. HE’S ALREADY READY TO THROW HIMSELF UNDER A BUS TO RESCUE EVEN A SLIVER OF SAKURA’S SOUL. WE DON’T NEED TO ENCOURAGE THESE TENDENCIES WITHIN HIM ANY FURTHER THAN THEY ALREADY EXIST.

But actually, now that I think about it, that might be all the difference. Kurogane’s arc in the manga overall (so far) is slowly healing and allowing himself to recover. I have a lot of confidence that he’ll pull it off, because he’s come a long way already, and he’ll be all the stronger to protect his new family.

I just hope that it’s the new Kurogane that has the biggest influence on Syaoran and not the old one. Because Syaoran needs to allow himself to heal as well, and I’m convinced that he doesn’t even know it yet.

Brothers! From the AU I mentioned yesterday, here are the collective designs of everyone there. Litereally nothing changed appearance wise beyond outfits. Oh and Feral not being dead because he’s precious and DESERVES TO LIVE.

Though after drawing all of his tattoos my back certainly isn’t.

@firebeez the things I do because I love you.

hey so um did i ever mention that the adventure zone is literally one of the most important things in my entire life

Religion has actually convinced people…that there’s an invisible man, living in the sky, who watches everything you do, every minute of every day.  And the invisibly man has a special list of ten things he does not want you to do. And if you do any of these ten things he has a special place full of fire, and smoke and burning and torture, and anguish, where he will send you to live and suffer and burn and scream and cry forever and ever, til the end of time. But he loves you.
—  George Carlin

PIDGEKI WEEK 2017!!!  (JULY 16TH-JULY 23RD!)

Hello, Voltron Fandom! JusKla here from @justklance​ and I have an exciting announcement! In honor of my main blog hitting 1,100 followers (SCREAMS 1.1K WAT?! thank u forever!!), I am hosting my first ever ship week!! Pidge the Green Paladin + Luki the Unilu kiosk girl = Pidgeki!! Huge shout out to tumblr user @omgwtfneo for letting me use their art for the banner above, which is the picture that made me start shipping this in the first place! If you’re curious on the choice for the Unilu girl’s name, HERE explains the origins of me calling Unilu Kiosk Girl, Luki! Get HYPED for Pidgeki Week 2017!! :D

DAYS/PROMPTS:

Most days have two prompts, one more cute, one more adventurous!
*NOTE: anytime it says OR you can also do AND if you can make it work. (for example, if for day 3 you wanted to do a post where they had a sleepover party AND luki was a paladin, you can do that too!)

  • DAY 1 (July 16th): 
    First Time Meeting
  • DAY 2 (July 17th): 
    Punk Rock & Techno or Fighting the Galra
  • DAY 3 (July 18th): 
    Sleepover Party or Paladin Luki
  • DAY 4 (July 19th): 
    Video Game/Movie Date or Lost on an Unknown Planet
  • DAY 5 (July 20th): 
    Confession/First Kiss or Exploring Gender
  • DAY 6 (July 21st): 
    University!AU or Hogwarts!AU
  • DAY 7 (July 22nd): 
    I Love You or I Hate You
  • DAY 8 (July 23rd):
    Bonus Day! Anything you like!

RULES:

  • Must be following both this account (pidgekiweek) AND me, @justklance
  • Tag it as #pidgekiweek AND #pidgekiweek2017 both in the first 5 tags!
  • If you did tag it, but you think I didn’t see it, you can send it to me on IM!
  • You can do art, fics, gifsets, poems, drabbles, videos, edits, cosplays, ANYTHING as long as you made it either all on your own or only from your work AND official art (ie: a screencap edit, an AMV, etc)
  • Any stolen fan art/fic etc from other voltron fans will be reported.
  • You can submit for any amount of the 8 days, and you can submit for the same day more than once if you make multiple works!
  • This is a pretty new ship, so try to spread this around as much as you can and I encourage all skill levels to participate!
  • THIS IS AN ALL-AGES EVENT, so keep entries PG-13, please!
  • Finally, HAVE FUN!! I hope everyone enjoys the first Pidgeki Week! :D

SO WHAT NOW?

Is this your first shipweek? No problem! Here is the quick run down! You upload your posts on the proper day above, tagged as instructed and it will be reblogged to this ship week account to be shared with everyone else who shares a love for pidgeki or wants to be a part of the event! Entries can be romantic or platonic, as long as they fit the prompt and again, all skill levels and post types are welcome!

“I WANT TO, BUT I WILL BE AWAY/NEED MORE TIME!”

That’s fine! I will be accepting late entries as well! Please try your best to get them in on time, but if you can’t, a late entry is just as good!

…And I think that’s everything :D I can’t wait to see everybody’s stuff :)!!

-JusKla

“I was like, 4 arms? No way! Then I fell for her, simple as that” -Pidge, probably

People All Over the World, Start a Love Train!

Tagged by physical manifestation of good times and joy, @goodqueenalys!

How It Works: When you are tagged, or just if you feel like it, reblog and tag 3 more blogs and give them a compliment. It can be anyone! Friends, followers, tumblr crushes, that mutual you admire up close, that celebrity blogger you admire from a far. DON’T BREAK THE CHAIN!


@aknightfornawt I can’t actually put down in words how happy you make me. LET’S MARRY, TRAVEL THE WORLD AND DISCUSS THE PENIS LENGTH OF FICTIONAL CHARACTERS. Also, rhubarb vodka.

@theasexualscorpio my first fandom friend!!!! Our messages are full of random shit, graphic sex discussions and ridiculous gifs. Enthusiastically screaming at each other forever and ever amen.

@greengableslover i think you may be the sweetest person I know??? Like, you surprise me with the most wonderful gifts and you’re just so thoughtful and supportive it makes me want to cry.