school's started

so i went to the doctor today

and as it turns out, the unbearable fatigue/memory/concentrations issues I’ve been having lately are actually not because of my mental illnesses. so that’s good.

what’s bad is that i have mono. and i haven’t even the slightest clue where i could have gotten it. i don’t know anyone who has/had mono recently.

so of course that explains a hell of a lot. but that also means there is no quick fix and i just have to wait out the fatigue that can last for several weeks after the four to six weeks it will take for my fever/headache/sore throat to go away.

i might have to drop my courses for the semester. which is literally the last thing i wanted to have to do. but on the plus side my mother was very understanding and supportive about it, which kind of surprised me.

hello everyone~

just dropping by to say that i won’t be here for a couple of days

i’m having surgery in a couple of hours (details in the tags)

i’ll be confined for 2-3 days, then i need bed rest for ~1 week

so yea i’ll see yall once i’ve recovered!! ᕙ( ~ . ~ )ᕗ

God today has been a good day but also really exhausting bc a lot of stuff and walking going on (or well, more walking than I usually do haha) but!!! I have great life news that you can find in the tags below haha


The man smiles. “Little lamb,” he muses. “You’ll get swallowed up in a place like this.”

Jonghyun is momentarily confused, but then he laughs lightly. “I’m no lamb.” He says offhandedly but judging by the expression on the man’s face he’s thinking of something else.


the night radio | midnight shower


“It’s raining,” Jimin said. He could no longer clearly see the lamp post outside of their window, the hard round glass having turned into a blob of glowing molten. Rain water fell against the window pane lightly and the room was soon filled with the cacophony of pattering.

Yoongi adjusted turned on his side to face Jimin with squinting eyes before wrapping an arm around his waist, the blankets crinkling as he moved. He then murmured in that rough, sleepy voice of his, “Mm…” Jimin brought up his knees into the older’s embrace while closing his eyes.

It seemed like a dream to be resting with Yoongi after months of flying in and out of Korea. It was even more so now that it was raining and the temperature had cooled to a comfortable range. A dream within a dream. They lay in this manner until Jimin nearly fell back asleep, only to starkly remember the clothes the other members had hung out to dry in the yard.

He tugged at Yoongi’s shirt. “Hyung. We need to keep the clothes.”

“Screw them I need to keep you. Just sleep.”

Just like that, Jimin gave up all notion of chivalry and went back to revel in the comfort and warmth only Yoongi’s bed had. Or perhaps after all these years, the older’s lazy syndrome had finally gotten to him.

Jimin stopped thinking and stole the blanket from Yoongi with his feet, grasping at the hem to throw it over his own legs. Yoongi did not move the slightest centimetre beside him. Smiling tiredly, Jimin promptly shut his eyes again and listened to the rain and Yoongi’s slow breaths till he slept.


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the foxhole meme
  • unspoken team rule to flip off every raven on campus  
  • allison: no fear
  • nicky: neil in jorts 
  • allison: one fear  
  • dan sets aaron’s alarm to ‘bad case of lovin’ you’ he can’t figure out how to change it and he is apoplectic with rage  
  • she changes it to a different doctor themed song whenever he gets particularly annoying  
  • wymack gets a mug that says ’#1 dad’ every year, signed by all the foxes 
  • even andrew  
  • wymack doesn’t know if he should be touched or suspicious as fuck  
  • you’ve heard of kevin day now get ready for
  • kevout night
  • aaron: swears 
  • matt: covering neil’s ears, aaron that’s such a bad example to set for the children
  • nicky: why the heck do we have to be up so early?
  • dan: I know we’re all tired but let’s watch our fucking language
  • neil, opens his mouth in an interview
  • foxes: why r u like this  
  • nicky: kevin here is ur disgusting Health smoothie why do u even drink it
  • kevin: eating vegetables increases life span  
  • nicky: so do you have any positives or  
  • 'hey kevin here’s another picture of jeremy go add it to your shrine we’ll wait’  
  • neil: half asleep 
  • renee: neil what’s five plus one   
  • aaron, whispering: twelve 
  • neil, bolting awake: TWELVE  
  • ‘what’s your favourite colour’ 'exy’  
  • matt, pointing at fluffy puppy: neil it’s you  
  • andrew, pointing at dented trash can: neil it’s you
  • kevin: yeah everyone on our team is rly passionate abt exy we always give it our all  
  • camera pans to andrew. he is sitting down in the goal, sunglasses on, neil fanning him as he lounges back. none of the referees seem to know what to do.
  • kevin: I am so sick of being alive (x)
  • allison, at every minor inconvenience: 'i don’t deserve this. i’m a nice fucking person’
  • referring to Kevin as various queens from history  
  • 'yeah ok cleopatra shut the fuck up’  
  • 'hey elizabeth i of england can u maybe like chill’  
  • 'neil josten if u could come to the front of the shopping centre please ur mother dan wilds is here to collect u’
  • ‘kevin u know there are other sports except exy right’
  • kevin: sounds fake but ok