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Florence + the Machine - Which Witch

And it’s my whole heart
Weighed and measured inside
And it’s an old scar
Trying to bleach it out
And it’s my whole heart
Deemed and delivered a crime
I’m on trial, waiting ‘til the beat comes out
I’m on trial, waiting 'til the beat comes out

Who’s a heretic now?
Am I making sense?
How can you make it stick?
Waiting 'til the beat comes out
Who’s a heretic, child?
Can you make it stick, now?
And I’m on trial
Waiting 'til the beat comes out

4

I have battle scars

They are meant to say redemption

But deep inside my heart

They say

Never Forget

do you ever just feel like you’re not enough? you can be more patient, loving, faithful, incredible. you can be so so much more and it seems so many people are, but you’re not. do you ever feel like you fall short? over and over again I fall short.
but oh when the waters close in over me and it feels like I’m drowning..that’s when I hear the sweet song of grace that calls out to me. His voice stills my soul and His nail-scarred hands gently hold my heart and my tears. He calls me beloved. He tells me I’m His. even when I fall short, He chooses me. not because I am worth it, or because I hit the mark..just because He loves me with all His incredible heart.

Warm skin
Gentle hands
Kisses promising everything

Tight hugs
Good morning texts
Talking until one of us fell asleep

Warm skin
Tight hugs
Both of which I loved

Warm. Tight.
Until the skin was too warm,
The hugs too tight.

Suffocating, burning in embraces.
Words once adored.
Words now feared.

My possessions yours.
Your possessions mine.
My life possessed by you.

Words that stung.
Tears that hurt.
Screams that left my mouth were completed by yours.

Scars in skin.
Scars on hearts.
Scars on minds.
Scars by my hand yet guided by yours.

—  E.LE

anonymous asked:

do u know any fics w dean abandons preg!cas bc he's scared but happy ending and all the fluff? or u know just really good parents!destiel taking care their precious baby? im in dire need please. i love your content so so much so give me anything and I'll read it. you are awesome and i love u

Sowing the Seeds and Written in the Scars of My Heart come to mind. You can read the sequels for good parents Destiel.

Uninvited if you’re also looking for pregnant!Cas breaking it up with Dean.

I’m sorry that I can’t think of more right off the top of my head because half of it is switched off due to me being sick.

If you have suggestions and self-recs just drop them into the reply, a reblog or my ask box! ♥ 

I’ll eventually update my Mpreg reading list, but here it is, here’s the A/B/O one because that’s also a good starting point for Mpreg fic. Also here’s my pregnant!Cas tag for fic and art on tumblr.

ملے کچھ ایسے, جدا یوں ہوئے کہ فیض اب کے
جو دل پہ نقش بنے گا وہ گُل ہے, داغ نہیں۔

We met and parted in such a way, O Faiz
That the imprints left on my heart are those of roses, not scars.

—  Faiz Ahmed Faiz, Safarnama
Behind a vacant image

Official lyrics from ARCHE EU

*

Listening away to music with no substance
Not exactly fulfilling my heart

Speaking to me with that visible scar and wide grin
Those innocent eyes light the darkness
I want an answer
The sky has no mouth

I locked it in order to live
I cleaned off the rust, starving in comprehension
I opened to take a look

Gathering around in a circle
Throwing away education
You guys looking through the manhole,
Why don’t you come join us?

You’ll get used to it
Are you used to it?

The bouquet placed by the road laughs

Speaking to me with that visible scar and wide grin
Those innocent eyes light the darkness
I want an answer
The sky has no mouth

Turn towards the back with no wings
I reject the future

Time that has passed asks us equally, the way of life

Prayers pile up
If it scatters it means it’s precious
The bouquet no one tries to see taught me
I stared at the future

*

paradigmed asked:

whats up w ur view from the summit comic why do u destroy my heart like this. sure go right ahead and kill an innocent baby crow and leave his blueberry boyfriend to suffer. yup just go right ahead and rip apart my scarred shipper heart and just step all over it. (btw ur art is rly good)

aaaaH i love it when kageyama gets called blueberry it’s just so adorable. and i’m sorry!! here look a beautiful kagehina moment for you

Which Witch (demo) Lyrics

It’s my whole heart
Weighted and measured inside
And it’s an old scar
It’s my whole heart
Weighted and measured inside
And it’s an old scar
Trying to bleach it out
And it’s my whole heart
Deemed and delivered a crime
I’m on trial, waiting ‘til the beat comes out
I’m on trial, waiting 'til the beat comes out

Who’s a heretic now?
Am I making sense
How can you make it stick
Waiting 'til the beat comes out
Who’s a heretic, child
Can you make it stick, now
And I’m on trial
Waiting 'til the beat comes out

Calm as the wind
He’s on my mind
I’m getting tired of crawling all the way
And I’ve had enough
It’s obvious
And I’m getting tired of crawling all the way
Crawling all the way
Crawling all the way

I’m not beat up by this yet
You can’t tell me to regret
Been in the dark since the day we met
Fire, help me to forget
I’m not beat up by this yet
You can’t tell me to regret
Been in the dark since the day we met
Fire, help me to forget

And it’s my whole heart
While tried and tested, it’s mine
And it’s my whole heart
Trying to reach it out
And it’s my whole heart
Burned but not buried this time
I’m on trial, waiting 'til the beat comes out
I’m on trial, waiting 'til the beat comes out

Calm as the wind
He’s on my mind
I’m getting tired of crawling all the way
And I’ve had enough
It’s obvious
And I’m getting tired of crawling all the way

I’m not beat up by this yet
You can’t tell me to regret
Been in the dark since the day we met
Fire, help me to forget
I’m not beat up by this yet
You can’t tell me to regret
Been in the dark since the day we met
Fire, help me to forget

Chained and shackled, oh
All that gravel, oh
It’s a pity, oh

Never to return
But I never learn
It’s a pity, oh

Chained and shackled, oh
All that gravel, oh
It’s a pity, oh

Say I won’t return
But I never learn
It’s a pity, oh

First makeup

I bought an eyeliner pencil sneakily, tried it on for my first time in my whole life, but sneakily! 

It was the best feeling ever!! I cant describe how it was with words!

But it left three painful scars on my heart:

1) I found that I had *exactly no idea* about what is fun in my whole life.

2) I had to wash it right after it was done! It made me cry for about an hour!!

3) I only had my sister cheer it with me. first makeup in life is something important I guess. that made me feel alone again … I didn’t expect a party, But I didn’t want to be *afraid* of it too!

In defense of my heart,

My heart has been scarred and refinished too many times
then broken and glued with potter’s cement
but it still has holes where love once lived and holes
that love has yet to find. Love of God, love of man,
love of self, love of Earth, emptying and filling me.