when I met ezra the other day i literally felt so awestruck. like in my head i told myself it was no big deal and i just wanted to say hello and thank him for all the happiness he’s brought into my life, but then it turned into a 15 minute convo about how we both came out as queer. i dont want to get too into detail about it because he told me some things his team and manager told him in private so i dont want to share it if he hasnt already?? anyways we hugged twice and the second one was so long, like 4 minutes into it i patted his back to pull away and he hugged me closer and said “im not letting you get away again!” and sighed into my back and some people behind us were like “awwwww” and basically hes a very warm, very magical person who will talk to you like youre the only one in existence and he was stroking my arms very comfortingly and kept asking me if i was okay and then he said “promise me that you’re doing okay” cause i shared this thing about coming out and he was so worried at first it was so sweet and my friend has all the pics but i might keep them to myself for a while cause they make me so happy. Btw this all happened monday and its thursday now which means i have been running off adrenaline for 4 days just from meeting him
Sorry if this is too cheesy…I already know it is…..
The lights are bright, so bright I
can’t even see the crowd at first. A large hand in mine draws my attention away
from the lights to see Seungri with his classic handsome smile, that is always
contagious, a smile spreads across my face.
“Everyone say Hello!” Seungri yells
into the mic as he holds my hand up, turning back to fully face the crowd. I’m
surprised when they all shout back a very loud hello.
I automatically bow deeply to the
crowd, I almost considered getting on my knees if I wasn’t in a dress. Though I
yell hello as loud as I can, not many people can hear me. Seungri hands me his
mic and gestures for me to try again.
With a deep breath I say, “Hello I
am Charlotte.” Again, I bow.
“Aigoo, our princess is so
nervous,” Seungri teases but his grip on my hand tightens comfortably.
“Should she be nervous everybody?”
Youngbae’s voice seems full of playfulness but not a single person misses the
threat in it too.
The crowd yells, “No!”
“Good!” Youngbae smiles wide, “Now
we know a lot of you guys will be upset with this news. But let me clarify that
Charlie is not dating any us, she is just a friend. Say it with me,” He holds
out the mic expectantly, the crowd echoes his words.
“Can I say something?” I ask the
boys quietly. They smile and nod, staying silent for me to speak. “Hi, I’m
sorry if this upsets any of you but I just want to say thank you for not
rioting or something, I was really worried about that.” My erratic heart beat
calms down a bit when the crowd responds with a laugh. “As a fan myself, I
understand if anyone is mad, I would be too if I found out some strange girl
was spending time with my oppas. But please don’t be too mad, I would be really
thankful it if you all you could see that I’m not some girl who weaseled my way
into their life. I just happen to be in the right place at the right time to
run into Top oppa who introduced me to everyone else and things just got kind
of crazy from there. I have no intentions of dating anyone, though if some
asked me to marry them, could you blame me for accepting?”
I grin when the crowd cheers, all
the faces I’m able to see are filled with smiles or at least not frowning.
“I will try to stay out of the way
as much as possible but for the few moments you might see me, please take care
of me.” To say the least, I’m surprised when the crowd boos.
Seungri grins at me, “I think they
like you.” He says loud enough to be picked up by the mic. The crowd cheers.
“This is going much better than I
thought it would,” I say honestly.
“Lets see how much they really like
you,” GD beams at me and to the crowd, “for all those who would like to see the
princess crowned please cheer as loud as possible, and for those who do not,”
He pauses as the bright smile fades from his face, “leave.” The iciness in his
voice makes me cringe. “You have a minute to decide.” We wait as the crowd
chatters amongst themselves. I watch as some leave the crowd, while others move
closer. When their minute is up, the crowd didn’t seem much smaller, and I
can’t help but feel a little proud of myself. Grinning wide GD yells, “Who wants
to be a knight to the princess?”
The crowd cheers loudly, and the
boys all turn to me with child like grins at their success. Suddenly Fantastic
begins to play and the groups from earlier flood on to stage to join in on the
performance. BTS, Ikon, Seventeen, Got7, and Twice get to me first, while the
other groups try to get to me as well. Still holding my hand Seungri begins
jumping and thrashing around to the music. Too excited to not join along I
follow his crazily stupid dance moves. I’m passed around stage as the song goes
on, both the crowd on the floor and the crowd on stage dance like maniacs. When
the song is over Daesung pulls me center stage. The other groups stand around
us with grins. GD appears with a gorgeous golden tiara. He easily places it my
hair, adjusting it just right before stepping back to stare at his work.
I stare at him with a small smile,
“How do I look?”
Looking to the crowd GD repeats me
question, “Well everyone? How does she look?”
The crowd screams.
“As a little gift for you we asked all
of your knights to make a little video for you,” Top says a the people on stage
part to let Bobby and B.I, who are carrying a large throne like chair, through.
They set the chair down with the back to the crowd, facing the massive screens
on stage. Bobby sits me down in the chair before leaning on the back. I sit
there and stare up at the screen nervously.
The dark screen suddenly flashes
and all of Ikon is staring down at us, all except Bobby, who I’m guessing is
holding the camera. When his voice comes over the speakers, my assumption is
confirmed, “As the princess’s first official knights we are in charge of
getting a message from all the other knights before the corination. Are you
ready to accept your mission?”
“Yes!” The six other members yell
“We will go first,” B.I smiles
awkwardly into the camera. “Noona we just want to say how much we appreciate
you and all the hoops you have jumped threw to spend time with us.”
The focus goes to Jinhwan, “Hello
my little dongseang and to the amazing crowd who stayed in support.” The crowd
cheers and I find myself cheering along with them. “I just want to say thank
you for being so accepting of our princess and I hope you decide to join our
brotherhood of knights.” After the others go Bobby begins wandering down the
halls of back stage, stopping when he finds BTS.
“Say hello to the princess!” He
yells to the confused group of boys. “This is the video that is going to be
played at the show so stay classy.”
The whole stadium laughs.
Jin steps forward first, “To
whoever is watching this-“ Poor Jin isn’t able to say much before J-hope cuts
“Hyung, you’re making this seem
like your last words. Be fun!” J-hope hops into view, being his normal derpy
self. “Princess! Since I am your bias I should be the one to leave the message.
We love you very much!” He makes a heart with his arms as he continues his
“You guys suck at this,” Bobby
groans as he leaves the room, ignoring the very loud complaints from the group
of boys behind him. Down the hall he spots more groups; Girls Generation,
Twice, Red Velvet, and Mamamoo all give their adorable greeting with perfect
smiles. As Bobby travels farther he runs into Seventeen, Monsta X, Topp Dogg,
and a few others. Though their messages aren’t long I feel warmth growing in my
chest as I resist the urge to cry at such happiness.
When the video is over I can’t help
it when a single tear rolls down my cheek. Looking over my shoulder I see lots
of fans already bawling or on the verge because of their idols heart filled
messages to all of us. The video doesn’t end there, the camera turns around to
show a very unflattering view of Bobby with a silly smile making me laugh.
“There a lots of people who wanted
to be here but couldn’t so they recorded a video earlier,” He explains. “I hope
you enjoyed this, I love you all!”
The screen switches to the whole
AOMG crew making me grin like a maniac when Jay starts talking, “Hello there
Princess! Sorry we can’t be there as much as we wanted to. But we still want to
hope that you had an amazing coronation. We can party it up when we get back
from America!” In the back round the group of guys, Loco, Gray, Simon Dominic
and a few more are screaming like maniacs and running around. I can’t hold in
my laughs at such a crazy sights. When they are done I want to scream when EXO
pops up, all nine of them standing there in their outfits for playboy looking
absolutely breath taking.
“Congratulations Princess!” They
all yell together, making me grin bigger then ever before.
“Sorry we could not be there due to
scheduling but I hope you know we wish you well! We will see you at the next
award show, hopefully we can become closer!”
I just want to say hello to my followers and mutuals. I’ve probably spoken to a total of,… 3 of you in the years I’ve been on tumblr, and if my anxiety didn’t cause so many problems I’d speak to you all.
I just love and appreciate you.
( snoop dogg voice ) greetings, loved ones… im joke haha hey guys !! it’s fifi here with a third muse woohoo ( i play both jaehyunrk and nahyunrk ) !! say hello to rowoon from sf9 aka one of the Loves of my life. the masterlist is always a journey™ to get through tbh kjsfjkds HAHA i’m rly excited to bring this baby here he’s a band hoe ( loves nell, peppertones, etc ) and thinks that idols are the bane of the music industry ooo: !!! i’ll reply to all those ims and messages soon !! i always love the hospitality that comes with rk cries <33 but yea !! feel free to like this post and i’ll jump straight into ur ims so we can plot or feel free to follow me on twitter ( @aoapinks ) since im pretty active there!! underneath the cut is just some info on rowoon and basics on his life !
Happy endings after nightmares are definitely possible.
Say hello to Juno Wanderfoot, my halfling cavalier and her love interest Tomas from my last successfully completed Pathfinder campaign! Despite the god-like boss and his undead horde, the entire party survived, and so did Juno’s order. It was a perfect ending to a great game.
Shoutout to @extremly-salty-pretzel for crafting such a wonderful world jam-packed with immersive lore! I can’t wait for the third campaign in the trilogy!