saw this on my friend's fb

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Okay while I’m at it (i mean talking abt my art policy w someone laughs)
I would like to share this thing happened to me from months ago.
Something I rlly have to tell to all my followers or people who visit my page.

To begin with, I’m a really flexible kind of artist regarding my own art’s policies.

Use as icon? Use it. Use as header? Use it. Repost? Redraw? Trace? Reference? Yep, totally don’t mind, go ahead. I see those stuff as ways to appreciate my art, instead i would like laughs at it and “wow why would you like my ugly art cries, thanks tho.”
There is only one thing I ask from you all, “a credit”, yep, a link back to my tumblr. Or my twitter, or my name, just anything.

Because all I want is “respect and honesty” alright, you don’t need to ask my permission, but if you respect me & my art you surely would at least write down my name on the caption right?

Lol i became too sappy im sorry.
And well so, it’s not rare, but not often either for me to saw my art getting reposted. But this one particular haikyuu page in fb reposted my art without a credit to me. I wouldnt tell which art and which page bcs i don’t want problems. Please don’t look it up either i beg you.

Ok so, ofc my friend is like “haru isn’t this your art?” So I’m like “oh yes it is”
So i went to the page, and comment, kindly and politely, to put my link to tumblr on the caption. Thought, honestly, i wouldnt mind if they don’t do it either bcs if you see the comment section, the link is there, right there.
But this page, instead of choosing to just ignore the comment, which is already quite rude, choose to delete my comment.
My friends are like “whoa wtf, do u need a hand” but I’m too tired of shits already so I’m like “nah it’s cool.”

Ok, so, I’m no big artist, and I’m totally cool with this kind of thing. But it’s rlly unrespectful to the artist to do this kind of thing man. If you can’t support the artist by buying their stuff, commissing them, well excuse u, at least pls support them by respecting them.

To the admin of that page, i forgive you but please don’t do it anymore cries.

I’m sorry for rambling too much, i just feel like i need to make this post so some ppl would know all i want is my name written on the caption
Here have a KageHina :’) i haven’t been drawing so much lately cries //rolls away

anonymous asked:

How did you meet meg?

(( OOC: She was introduced to my blog through a friend, and after following me for a little while… she saw me on FB and impulsively tried to add me before she’d ever said a word to me … like a total creep. (If you guys think I have no impulse control, whoo-boy, lemme introduce you to Meg.) 😂 … So… I ignored her, and then she messaged me on tumblr going “well that was dumb” and we chatted for a bit about pride and prejudice… then she made a Lizzie Bennett gif and I saw her cute face and her fantastic wallpaper…

And that’s how we met. XD ))

I have seen way too many posts all over social media from so-called leftists essentially throwing Muslims on the bus in the name of other causes. Between the radical feminist on my friend’s FB wall who said Islam was not compatible with feminism, the white lefty atheist who derailed my friends post about intersectionality for Jewish people in order to pin all antisemitism on Muslims, and the tweets I saw basically saying “meh, who cares” about the Muslim ban, because Arabs didn’t show up enough for Black Lives Matter, I’m just about to tear my hair out. 

I can’t believe I have to clarify this, but just so everybody knows:

We fight against injustice, not because those affected have done us favors or endorsed our values, but BECAUSE IT IS WRONG.

If a specific individual makes statements with which you disagree, then you’re absolutely within yours rights to comment on their words. If solidarity not being extended to you is hurtful, I utterly and completely understand how you feel. But we cannot make assumptions about people’s beliefs or turn the protesting of dangerous policies into something that is solely an act of reciprocation. That only leads to division oppression, and that is not a path we can afford to take.

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hope everyone’s new years went great! hope everyone will stay wholesome this year. make 2018 YOUR year! drew android 18, inspired by a dank new year’s eve meme I saw floating around on FB ahah~

my lovely tumblr friends, I’ve been gone way too long from here. :( I’m ashamed to say that I haven’t been doing the best job at balancing work, life and sharing stuff online. I’ve actually hard a hard time even answering your inbox and messages. to be honest I was kinda in hiding because I have fallen WAY behind with my commissions, to the point I may have to close them temporarily while I finish settling my life.

anyways, so the reason I was hiding my shame from tumblr is… well I’ve been living in montreal in september, and things are absolutely fantastic and a little scary, moved into an empty apartment so furnishing it has been a slow, but rewarding task. also, the job I got to be able to live here isn’t turning out to be so great. honestly, I used to be able to come home to do art (always done that), because i’ve been (mostly) happy with the full-time jobs I’ve held so far. but this one is such a mental toll, I’ve spent most days passing out after arriving. so now I got job hunting to do and yall know how that can be. 

and when I’m not doing that I’m out getting to know the city. you also gotta remember I’m a wee tropical baby from a small third world country most people can’t pin-point on a map. coming from that to a city with concerts and shows and all sorts of cool shit going on is a massive change. so now I gotta learn how to balance all these things. I wish my days were longerrr :(

I want to apologize again for being so distant from tumblr. I hopefully will be back to share more cool stuff. I’ll sadly have to close commissions again, and I’ll go through my (absolutely way fallen behind) backlog. I hate, I really hate disappointing people like that, especially those of you who are lovely enough to want me to do art for you. :( I don’t know how to apologize.

softanon  asked:

BIRTH!!!

coolsky2003 said: Happy birthday 🎈🎂🎉🎁🎊

Anonymous said: Happy birthday!!! I hope your day goes wonderfully <3

((AHHH TY GUYS SO MUCH!!  (>w<)︵* ))

TUMBLING TUMBLEWEEDS.........

Since I am now day 3 into this sinus infection (feeling much better though, and thanks for the sweet well wishes), I have been tumbling around here, and other sites when some interesting thoughts hit my congested head!

It appears that “some people” are doing all they can to throw shade at all of the fun and positive things we are seeing from our dreamy duo. And don’t you really wonder why that is?? It made me think of a saying my Dad used to say to us growing up….“never believe anything you hear, and only half of what you see”. In my drug induced state…this made me a little mindful of what we “don’t” see. Take away ALL of the press, PR, OL, con, interviews, etc…and what do you have?? Well let’s count, shall we??

1-BTS pics from S2 with a very cozy S/C, complete with water bottles and *gasp* kissing!! Quick, get the spray gun!!

2-Last years GG’S with the arm around Cait, the intense gazing off camera, and let’s not forget…pizza in the room at 4am. Who knew??

3-2016 time travel gaps. Where do we begin?? Well, we know Cait was in Cannes, while a surly Sam stayed home. But, then came Wimbledon, while Sam was “off the grid”, only to learn later that he too was in London for the Barbour photo shoot. And let’s not forget the bonny Prince himself tweeting Sam to “enjoy the tennis”. We then had random pics if Cait’s “holiday ”…Ireland, Portugal, Italy… while Sam was being papped on the streets of NY, and even a “placed pic” in Montreal, then off the grid himself. My thought here….Sam did all that, only to join Cait on said holiday, and they spent the summer together. Just follow the “shoe” in the shadow!

4-Fast forward to filming time, and we get Cait’s birthday, and the traveling forehead. There is absolutely no way in hell that Sam was not there with her…..none, period, fini!!

5- Ahhh, the Bafta’s. Initially a little shocker, but probably the best thing to happen to us in a very long time, and why, you might ask??..that backstage shot of Sam and Cait. Case closed.

6- Christmas and New Years- We all saw pics, tweets and a host of innuendo, but my assessment?? Sam went to Amsterdam for the obligigatory narrative, had dinner with friends, and flew to LA to see Cait, and have the “fireside chat” meeting that sparked his January 4th IG post, and now here we are. ECCC video, PCA video, FB Q&A, and once again, cosy bts pics. And my freaking favorite?? T2 premier. Talk about getting jiggly with it?!? Sam and Cait OWNED that space for all the world to see!

I am sure that I have missed many other important events in between, but the point of my drivel is quite simple. We no longer need to “prove” they are together, in any capacity. IMO, they are co-workers, friends , lovers, and if I am really going down the rabbit hole, married as well. And the sheer joy and happiness they have exhibited for the past month tells me that they have been (under some freaky circumstances) and are now living their lives their way. The complete lack of response from Sam and Cait when “others” have tried to piss on the current love parade should be celebrated. If they can ignore and live it, then so should we.

So, let the SamCait flag fly! And everytime someone swerves into our lane with a “why”…our response should be why not? Just keep looking at what we don’t see. It is all there, and they are slowly raising the curtain! As @mama-tumblz so eloquently stated…these are desperate times for some, but not us!

Happy Thursday Tumblerinias! I am off to see if Cait is using Sam’s “pole” today! (I will NEVER get over that one from flocklander)!😘😍😂😂😂

anonymous asked:

I posted a picture of my coworker balancing a pet toy on their head while working today on my fb and tagged them in it (they're my only coworker friend on fb). My fb is set to private and they had to approve anything they're tagged in (they didn't, btw). Somehow my dm has seen it and is scolding me? This was the first post on fb I'd made in half a year, and this is what happens. Yeah, I was on the clock and all, my bad. I'm just confused about how the dm even saw it. I'm not friends with dm.

The Type of Coming Out I Rarely See Portrayed in the Media

So mostly when I see coming out scenes on TV or in shows, it’s usually one of two extremes: “very accepting” or “disowned”.

So seeing these as the only two outcomes as a teen didn’t prepare me for the realities of coming out to my straight family and friends.

My parents still loved me, but one interrogated me to try and find the exact date I realized I was into girls.  The other one woke me up in the middle of the night to tell me how much worse my life was going to be since I was a black gay woman.  My dad tried to make me doubt my sexuality by saying things like “well, why can’t you just be friends with them? it’s the same thing.” My mom made my sexuality all about her for three years with this delightful phrase “oh, you’re never going to get married and I won’t have any grandchildren” and she would ignore me when I would respond with “I still want to get married and have kids”.  Three years later, she finally accepted it when she said, “you really think you’re gay, don’t you?”

The worst part of it was that both my parents had gay friends, so that was equally confusing for me as a gay teen.  It wasn’t until I got older when I realized that there are people who are “okay” with gay people existing as long as it isn’t their kids.

And that is only a small portion of what the media fails to show.  Microaggressions that are invisible to everybody else because as long as your friends and family didn’t abandon you everyone seems to think that’s all it takes to be supportive.

My friends reacted in a various amount of ways.  I decided to tell m acquaintances first and make my way to my closest friends.  It worked until I told my best guy friend who then told most of our friends, and then my close friends were mad at me for not telling them first and the fact that I lied to them about it every time they asked me.  Pretty much it spread through school faster than I anticipated, and I was frustrated that I wasn’t able to tell my closest friends directly.  But no, I had to explain myself to them and answer the question “did you ever have a crush on any of us”.

When I got older, my tolerance for the double standard bullshit went away.  I had these two friends I would hang out and we would always talk about dating and sex stuff, but one day I wanted to talk about a woman I liked, and my friend straight up said “I don’t want to hear about that” and then she went right on to talking about how she gave a guy a blowjob in the backseat of the car.  When I complained to my dad, he accused me of injecting too much gay into the conversation even when I pointed out that I wasn’t allowed to talk about a crush but my friend could talk about her sex life.  (Years later, he finally understood when he saw his gay coworker using gender neutral pronouns when referring to his partner around other people but feeling perfectly fine using “he/him” pronouns in front of my dad.  His exact words were, “I had no idea how much self-editing you and other gay people do when you talk.”)

Then those same two friends refused to go any gay clubs with me but then expected me to always want to go to straight clubs with them, so they just stopped inviting me.  Well, once they talked about going to a club without me and with some other girl in a FB group conversation that I was in.  The same friends who weren’t than interested in me talking about woman accused me of pulling away from them or shutting down whenever they talked about men.  It never even occurred to them that I was hurt because they isolated me.

I no longer speak to or talk to either one.  I have them as FB friends, but we do not chat at all, and I’m fine with that.

One of my other close friends tried the “well, if you want to have sex with a strap-on it’s basically the same thing”.  My response was, “I want boobs attached to the strap-on, not a ball sac”. She got the point, and I was rewarded with laughter because my response was fucking funny.

And the whole time I was going through this, I kept telling myself that I was lucky because my friends and family still loved me, even though it still felt awful.  I thought it was okay because I hadn’t been disowned or shunned.  I didn’t realize there’s a whole middle section where people are ignorant and “accepting” at the same time.

I just received a FB Messenger chat from my ex from 12 years ago. We’re still friends on all our social medias, but we just never saw each other or chat for 7 years now.

Anyway.

He just started the message by carrying on with our last chat … from 2010. (”to answer your last message, kudos to you too!”).

And All I can think is :  “ WTF I NEED TO READ A LARRY EX TO LOVERS AU STARTING LIKE THAT”

Luke Skywalker in TLJ

I find it super interesting that a lot of people don’t like Luke’s characterization in TLJ. I don’t even disagree that it’s different – it clearly is – but I’ve seen a lot of reactions take specific umbridge with that. This isn’t the Luke Skywalker we all know and love! This is wrong!

I’ve mused on why that might be, and why I personally don’t mind his change at all. Everyone is entitled to their responses and not liking *this* path for Luke is totally valid. But I just don’t get how it’s out of character or inherently “wrong.”

Mostly because…what character is this Luke Skywalker? He’s 40ish years older than the last time we saw him! He grew! He changed! He got scared! Which is something everyone does, and we’ve all seen it. My mom is an entirely different human at age 61 than she was at age 24; even just 8 years later, most of my friends from HS are different people. I’m not mad at them for that.

To me, a “characterization” comes down to core motivation, and Luke’s didn’t change. He still wants what is best for the galaxy – he still wants to hope. The problem with this Luke is that hope *failed him* and, even worse, he failed it. He can’t reconcile that right now

I think one of Luke’s best moments is when he monologues for, like, five minutes about the struggles of being a legend, and how being a legend didn’t help Ben Solo. Being a farm boy who suddenly discovered he has insane powers and is the one hope of the entire galaxy is…a lot to deal with. Being put on a pedestal like that, ultimately believing that yourself, is a lot to deal with. Especially when failure is an inevitable human experience.

This is gonna be dumb, but I identified a lot with this exchange from an ~overachieving student~ perspective. high school was great because being successful was relatively easy. I didn’t have to work that hard (in retrospect) to achieve top level grades.

I went to college. Hard classes, new experiences, difficult teachers, hella mental health issues suddenly becoming crytal clear, and so on all got in the way. Just being smart wasn’t enough anymore, but I didn’t have the long-term skills to handle it like I should’ve. I got jaded AF about academics and success, nearly fled school in a depressive breakdown, and overall lost 100% of my self-confidence. I didn’t want to fail myself and my family, so maybe I should just…get on a train and never come back. Can’t fail school when you don’t even try, right? Loophole!

To that end: Luke Skywalker saved ONE dude in his babyhood, and it was literally a man who had to do NOTHING to maintain his redemption – Anakin never has to prove he’s changed, he gets to die the second he turns back to the light. That’s not sustainable! That’s not a real battle with darkness! But it’s impressive and lasting when it’s the one thing you’ve really done. So, imagine saving the worst human in the galaxy. It’s pretty easy to think nothing past that will be a challenge.

Then you can’t rescue a kid on a slippery slope. Scary. As. Fuck. If even you, THE LEGENDARY LUKE SKYWALKER, can’t save Benjamin Solo (BENJAMIN. SOLO!), your nephew and student, then…maybe no one can. Or maybe you’re not who you thought you were. And maybe you let the doubt creep in, a darkness you’re not used to fighting, a new kind that doesn’t feel like the Sith but suffocates your Light all the same. You fail him in a moment of choking weakness, and then it all goes to hell.

And maybe, now, the things you’ve hinged your whole sense of right and wrong on are broken. Maybe the only thing to do is let it die (on an island, with some fish nuns). Maybe that’s the only way your friends and family will be safe. That’s what Luke has always wanted. In times of darkness, these things sound like the right thing to do.

That’s still Luke Skywalker. He just hid himself so dang well that no one could come knock any sense into him, especially when he cut himself off from the Force in fear.

I think the film is quite stern about the dangers of falling into a simplistic view of…anything. The Force, the Rebellion, the First Order (tho I think the “war profiteering” bit was weakly executed), leadership, glory, power…it’s all more complicated than it looks on the surface. I mean, the Jedi are an ancient order of magical monks who protect the universe through study and training, right

Yeah, says Yoda. They sure are. But they’re people, too. And people need a lot more to be great – and stay strong enough to be great – than just the force and an old book. They need failure, they need trials, they need victories. They need more than just starry eyes and hope and who they were when it all happened to go right.

It makes me sad to see thinkpieces reduce it into “omg, Luke was a man full of eternal hope and now he’s just a would-be murderer grump!” That completely limits the changes and experiences he SHOULD have had in the 40 years since we last saw him, and undermines the arc that he ultimately gets to have.

Luke Skywalker is the shining beacon, he is LITERALLY ‘The New Hope’. Now we had to watch him deal with that not being enough to always win the day, or to always beat back the darkness. And ultimately? He put on his best all-black Gucci, astral projected his ass across the universe, and did his level best to bring home the light.

That’s Luke Skywalker, my friends. That’s my dude.

anonymous asked:

The other day I submitted about my gm finding a picture of my associate sitting down and balancing a dog toy on their head on my fb (coworker has a note allowing them to sit down). I only tagged my coworker, and my fb is private (I triple checked). It turns out it WASN'T the dm who found it, but it was the VP OF THE COMPANY THEMSELVES that saw it first?? And I'm just like 'how???' I'm genuinely more curious than I am salty. Neither of us are friends with anyone else in the company.

anonymous asked:

Hi there! I just saw your post about your old professor FB post, and my friend doesn't get it. Could you help me explain to her how it is?

So, in the situation, a technician at the eye doctor’s is asking my prof (let’s call him Green) about his health. If you don’t ask someone about their allergies, you don’t know what allergies they have, right? I can’t look at you and say “yep, that person is allergic to eggs.” That would be silly, correct? 

However, without asking Green about his mental health they check off “mentally healthy” on the computer. Green asks “how do you know that I’m mentally healthy?”. Without asking, there is no way to tell. But this technician seems to think they can tell, just by looking. They say “no, you’re mentally healthy. It’s not that hard to tell. I can tell just by looking at you.”

It’s a silly presumption, and quite damaging. They’re assuming that ‘mentally healthy’ people look as such and that, by extension, mentally unhealthy people are identifiable with a single look. But that’s silly! Mental health is not something you can just identify by looking at a person ONCE. 

Anyway, Green decides to let it go, but the next question asks “what is your occupation(job)?” and he has to say the truth which is “I’m a psychologist.”

It’s literally Green’s job to help people with mental health issues and to study mental health on a whole, and some dude at the eye doctor thinks that they’re somehow qualified to tell who is mentally healthy and who is not by “just looking”. 

It’s irony, and I guess that’s why it’s funny?

anonymous asked:

I'm sorry to hear that you're having a bad day, hon :( can I ask what happened?

It’s a very long story and a lot of details, but I’ll try to make it as short as possible.

But basically we’re supposed to do this project for my Video Production class, and it’s basically a scavenger hunt and doing shots with a video camera (that you have to get through the school’s equipment checkout and rent out), and it’s a project where we learn how to use a video camera. It’s a beginner course for video.

And it all started when I was nice to this guy that still didn’t have his book, so I helped him out with studying, and even let him borrow my book for the quiz since I already studied the book plenty of times and got the quiz done in a few minutes with a perfect score. And we’re supposed to share a camera with a partner in our class since there’s not enough cameras for everyone to have. So, lucky me, he asks me to be his partner. And I said sure out of the spur of the moment, since I had less than 15 minutes to bolt to my next class that was across campus. So I asked him how he wanted to communicate. I offered email, texting, etc. He refused both. Y'know what he offered? Facebook messaging. Never in my entire education career have I been asked to communicate through Facebook. And he didn’t even add me as a friend on FB, either.

But I went along with it. I then message him later that night about meeting up the next day for sharing a camera and doing our shots, and then get our videos and go our separate ways. That’s what I was expecting. What I wasn’t expecting, though, was him to be an hour late, not responding to my messages when I saw he was online. Saw my professor, told him the situation of him being unreliable, and he told me to just rent a camera myself and go solo. So I did, and as I was getting my camera, the guy shows up. (Just my luck…) So then I was like: okay, I guess we can just still get our shots for our separate projects and go our separate ways.

That was NOT at all how it went down. I then spent the next 5 hours with this bozo letting him take advantage of me, and making me do what he wanted. He wanted the camera to be at these ‘perfect settings.’ I spent THREE HOURS trying to get this camera to what he wanted just so I could at least START getting some shots. But oh, no. Even then he was telling me what I should shoot, bringing random people out that he knew to interrupt what I wanted to do. I kept offering that he just do his shots and take his content with him home so I can just do my shots on my own time. He kept getting frustrated with me, and I kept getting more and more emotionally unstable, and it got to the point where he tried to hug me and touch me, and that’s where I got extremely uncomfortable and just said: No. Don’t touch me.

And he got SO offended. And from there we started arguing and that’s when I was actually, finally standing up for myself (despite how scared and emotionally frustrated and exhausted I was) and eventually said: I just wanted to come to campus, get the shots I needed for my project, and go home. I never wanted to spend all day on campus just messing around.

He got emotional, it was silent for a while, and then he finally says: I’m thinking.

And he wanted to take the camera home, that’s part of why he got mad. If he rented the camera out, I was perfectly fine with that. But he didn’t. And he told me the night before he was going to, but he didn’t. He gave me excuses on how he couldn’t rent it out but I told him that there’s a number you can call if you need help, or you can come to campus to rent it out personally!! It told us in the emails we got from the school! Though in the end, I RENTED IT. It’s MY responsibility. It’s a $3000 camera. There was no way in hell I was going to let someone else have the camera I rented out without me being there to supervise. Because if something were to happen to it, I would have to pay a lot of money for bills, or to replace it. And I gave him options. I told him we could go anywhere he wanted to to get any shots he wanted at any time of the day or weekend before the projects due, but I was keeping the camera. And he go so offended.

He eventually told me: You’re on your own. And he just left me. He told me I was going to get a bad grade without him, but I didn’t even care at that point. I just wanted to be away from him. So I put the equipment away, left campus feeling exhausted and emotionally drained, and cried on my way home.

(And there’s a lot more to the story, but that’s mainly what happened. I just…I’ve never been in this kind of situation before and it was just emotionally and physically draining for me. I just let him do what he wanted me to do, until I got to the point where I couldn’t take it anymore.)

anonymous asked:

just saw your post [my internship boss was talking about how he had to work in a mail room to make ends meet during college where he "only made $6/hr"] on pinterest and it was just a really weird feeling seeing a post from someone i follow in real time show up on a different site. is it weird for you that your posts are screencapped and shared elsewhere?

sometimes my friends who don’t know my tumblr share screencapped posts of mine on fb and i just think its funny lmao. the internet is weird like that i guess

anonymous asked:

saw this and thought of yoonmin: "prompt: my best friend changed my profession on facebook to sugar baby and I didn’t realise and u just messaged me asking if im looking for a daddy" - @trash-by-vouge

college au where jimin’s bff tae hacks into his fb whenever he’s mad at him and one morning after they’d argued last night jimin wakes up to a message from min yoongi, this super hot, broody older student he’s seen around campus who he absolutely is NOT crushing on, greeting him with ‘hey baby boy’ and asking if he’s looking for a daddy

meanwhile yoongi’s drunk and bored at a party being thrown by one of his best friends and whilst he’s sulking in the corner on his phone, hobi, who’s absolutely thrashed, snatches it away from him to see that he’s lurking on some cute younger student’s fb page and ‘oh a sugar baby, huh? i’ll message him for you hyung, don’t worry about it!’

katya.mos: All right, all right. Last week I met Rihanna at one of the Cuban places in the West village (and saw her super close)😉; yesterday a good friend of mine told me that 2 weeks ago she was at the same Italian place where Leonardo Di Caprio was lunching at that time (my only question is where the hell was I?😬)); and today fb reminds me about ..ta-da-da-da!.. #anniversary of meeting this guy! #throwback #colinfarrell #5yearsago He is truly my favorite one from all the great and famous ppl that I met, and he is also one of the most down-to-earth people! 😉👍🏼Great actor, such an amazing and very fun person, and #real 🇮🇪#irish man! And the most awesome part about meeting him is…how we met! 😂We met at the #bathhouse 🔥💦 #russianbathhouse#alltrue 💥#русскаябаня 👙🏊🏼 #всемуголова 😉…Were sitting at the same steam-room and chatting. 👌🏼 …But before that I was having kind of boring day, until my dear @anichka.np didn’t call me telling: “Let’s go to the bathhouse! - Sure! Give me 5 minutes and I’m ready!” …Back then I used to carry my camera in my bag all the time, because my normal phone was broken , and I had #простуюзвонилку 📞, but really loved (and still do) taking lots of pictures. Anyways, I took my bag, and saying to myself: “What do I need a camera for in the bathhouse?!”, took it out of there and left it home! 📷🙈Now imagine what I was feeling when I realized that Colin was there!)))) And my friend had to leave for work, so she couldn’t wait for me. But guess what - she is a real friend, so she left me her phone!! 📱 #этонерекламаэтонастоящаядружбаAnd thanks to her all of that became true!! 👯😘 Cool, right?) 

Some of you might know, but I won a free psychic coaching! It was wonderful. My working life got lot of light and a clearer direction, and I definitely know what I want to do. I might join her 3 month’s course to shed light better on my working life, as her fee was very low for such a long, personal coaching.

Something strange happened during the reading, though! She said she saw me working in a completely white room, taking some measurements, perhaps making crafts, and there’s a man with white skin and black hair, too. I told I don’t know anyone like that and assumed it might be my spirit guide Ian, but she said this is a living person. I took it as a sign of future; when the time is right, I’ll be working with this dark haired, pale skinned man.

The psychic went to see my Facebook profile (we handled the reading in FB, bc she lives in US). Then she LITERALLY starts to scream “There he is! The man! He’s on your FB page!”

I’m utterly baffled, asking where, what’s his name (as I think she means some of my Japanese friends). She keeps saying “Here, here! On your header pic! That’s the man I saw! It’s him! Who is he?”

And I have an official FF-painting with Noctis as my header. 

She really didn’t want to believe that he wasn’t a real, flesh-and-blood man. “I saw him, I saw him, he’s the one in the white room with you.”

We came into a conclusion that he’s one of the guides, which isn’t anything unusual from my experience. I’ve noticed our fave characters always teach us something and show us the way to better. I need to figure out what’s Noct about and how he’s related to my work life.