save your heart for someone who cares

Jasper Jordan is important representation for metal illness

Clarke Griffin is important representation, because she learned she had to overcome her pain, not run from it, and because she is also a bisexual female leader 

Raven Reyes is important representation of a physically disabled woman, who never let a heart murmur or a leg brace stop her from saving the freaking world.

Bellamy Blake is important representation because he shows that you can try to do the right thing after realizing your mistakes

Monty Green is important representation for not letting someone emotionally abuse you just because you care deeply about them

Octavia Blake is important representation for learning how to grow from your past to embrace you future with strength and courage, never letting anything keep you down and out

Emori is important representation of a person with a defect, who hid it all her life, before coming to accept and love her body for what it is

Bryan and Nathan Miller are important representations of a monogamous, interracial relationship

Luna is important representation for not doing something you don’t believe in, even though everyone is pressuring you to

Marcus Kane is important representation for trying to get two different cultures to coexist peacefully, while also respecting that culture’s traditions and beliefs

John Murphy is important representation of a male rape victim, and of never giving up, even if it means leaving your familiar surroundings to find where you belong.

I’m not saying this show doesn’t play with your emotions, because it does, and good TV shows always do, but that doesn’t mean the characters don’t mean something

highlights of 4x07
  • shirtless Bellamy HELLO 
  •  honestly Kane is hot too 
  • and Harper DAMN 
  • “I just needed to see my mom” aw Clarke baby 
  • “Go take a shower” thank you Abby making sure Clarke is clean 
  • BELLAMY SUITING UP TO SAVE ONE OF THE HUNDRED that boy loves his costumes 
  • Honestly Bellamy is so BRAVE and GOOD I love him so much 
  • Becca’s house is amazing but there’s no way that pool stayed clean the whole time 
  • THIS IS THE SURVIVOR’S GUILT HOUSE OK 
  • Shower time for Clarke hell yeah I love this new soft look 
  • Why won’t anyone let my baby girl rest 
  • …Oh Bellamy…such a sad moment but GOD Bob is so good 
  • Murphy and Emori, the morally gray murder children 
  • Ilian is such a cutie patootie but I want Octagon to stay the hell away from him!!! Don’t taint him with your shitty ways!!! 
  • Bellamy and Kane’s relationship is so important and their talks break my heart 
  • “You can’t save someone who doesn’t want to be saved” YES Bellamy time to focus on people who actually care about you 
  • Oh hi Roan 
  • Omfg did Emori plant that guy here what a devious little bean I love her

Like yesterday, I remember
You sobbing on my shoulder–
Stained and eroded by the years
Of tears you saved for me,
Fearing no one else cared–
Dejected by life in general.
I stroked your hair like it
Was the last time I would;
Perhaps I had a premonition,
Because I lost you soon after
(Not lost like I had won you
And suffered defeat–
You’re far from an objective,
A prize to obtain–but lost as in
I couldn’t find you anymore;
I doubt you could even find yourself)

You became someone else entirely,
Someone who couldn’t (or wouldn’t)
Recall all the memories we made;
A stranger with hands that once
Reached for me, a heart that once
Knew mine better than I did.
Perhaps you had found yourself
And I was the lost one,
At a loss as to how someone
Could change completely so suddenly,
In less time than it takes
To write and send a message
Of goodbye that never came.
If it had, this wouldn’t hurt so bad,
At least it wouldn’t be so torturous,
To have been warned before you went
Without a seeming second thought.
Now I’m nothing to you…
And that’s exactly what I did
To deserve this treatment: nothing.

—  I may feel like a lost loser, but you turned your back on someone who never would’ve done that to you…so you’re the one truly losing out
•~ Prompt List #3 ~•

Originally posted by angelkarafilli

A/n: I was up a good it of the night adding onto this, and as usual a lot of these are quotes from various media sources and a few of them are from my own brain, so I hope you like them.

~

#1: “If true love was easy, we’d all have it.”

#2: “She was sweet to me, reminds me of you.”

#3: “Oh, well thank you, no one ever really notices me like that.”

#4: “I’m sorry, but she’s very little and YOU’RE HURTING HER!”

#5: “I make no apologies for how I repaired what you broke”

#6: “Don’t feel stupid because you don’t like all the things everyone else does.”

#7: You’re strange…I-I didn’t mean that in a nasty way!“

#8: “This is the dream. It’s conflict and compromise and it’s very exciting!”

#9: “I’m going to let you in on a little secret. I’m pretty good at knowing when someone is lying to me.”

#10: “It’s pretty strange we keep running into each other.” “Maybe it means something?” “I doubt it.” “Yeah, I thought so.”

#11: “Oh, well you’d never want to burn a bridge you’ve fought so hard to build.”

#12: “I can’t let you do this.”

#13: “I’m so sorry, but I don’t love you anymore.”

#14: “I thought I could make it work, that we could make it work, but we can’t.”

#15: “I really don’t mean to bother you, but can I stay the night?”

#16: “Well, what do you keep telling me for? What am I supposed to do? I’m nothing special.”

#17: “You need to leave me alone.”

#18: “Please go away.”

#19: “I knew the moment I saw him, that I never stopped loving him.”

#20: “So when I win your heart, and I will win it, it’ll be because you choose me.”

#21: “I want to tell you that I love you, and I that I want to marry you and grow old together, but you’re not ready for that. So go, live a little and I’ll be waiting for you”

#22: “You wanna know the truly sad thing? When I met you I thought you were the person I would spend the rest of my life with. But I guess not.”

#23: “This, whatever this is between us, it’s over.”

#24: “I never want to see you again.”

#25: “So go find someone else. Someone who will love you the way I never have, the way I never will.”

#26: “I have loved you for so long, but you. You’ve never even noticed.”

#27: “You know, I styled my hair differently because I thought she’d like and I don’t even think she’s noticed.”

#28: “It’s okay. If I can’t make you happy anymore than I have no right to keep you. You deserve so much better than that, so it’s okay. You can go.”

#29: “Choose me, I’m the one that’s always loved you and always will.”

#30: “Please don’t give up on this, on us.”

#31: “I love you so much it physically hurts to not be around you.”

#32: “Even the idea of you being with someone else is enough to make me wish I was dead.”

#33: “I was just really trying to impress you.”

#34: “You have no idea how wonderful it feels to finally have someone around who knows what the hell I’m talking about”

#35: “It’s not that I don’t feel the same, it’s that you deserve more than me. You could find someone much, much better.”

#36: “You’re all I ever wanted.”

#37: “Tell me what I have to do to get you to forgive me? Want me to jump off a cliff? Done. Want me to hit your ex with a chair? Deal.”

#38: “There’s nothing that could make me stop loving you.”

#39: “Why don’t we just fly away somewhere?”

#40: “I really didn’t mean to ignore what you were saying, but your eyes look really lovely in this lighting.”

#42: “No, no. Please tell me everything about it.”

#43: “I swear to god I’m smart.”

#44: “I don’t need anything else, just hold me for a little.”

#45: “You know for someone so tall you’d think you’d be use to ducking underwalls, but here you are with an ice pack and the doorway has a knick in it.”

#46: “Have you really read all these books?”

#47: “This is going to sound really crazy, but I overheard your conversation and I knew if I didn’t at least attempt to talk to you I’d go crazy.”

#48: “What? You can’t just leave whenever you’re the only person who understands me.”

#49: “You didn’t even say goodbye.”

#50: “Please don’t go, I need you.”

#51: “It was just so painful, knowing everyday I was losing you a little more and there was nothing I could do because you stopped loving me.”

#52: “So what if you’re a boy? I can damn well buy you flowers if I please.”

#53: “Loving you was like walking into a battle I knew I wasn’t going to win.”

#54: “I don’t know what’s more annoying. You not realizing how long I’ve been into you or you trying to push me away because you feel the same and it terrifies you.”

#55: “I know it’s petty to be jealous over you since we’re not dating, but I’ll be damned if I didn’t wanna knock that guy’s face in.”

#56: “I just needed something to be wrong with him, that way I had justification for not liking him.”

#57: “Promise me we’ll meet again?”

#58: “I’d like that.”

#59: “We’re never going to see each other again, are we?”

#60: “Oh no. You don’t get to waltz into my life and make me love you only to tell me you’re leaving.”

#61: “Talk to me, please.”

#62: “If you’re not even going to try and help yourself and least let me try.”

#63: “No one’s ever complimented me before.”

#64: “I’ve just always assumed no one would ever want to flirt with me, so I’m sorry if it came off like I wasn’t interested.”

#65: “You’re just so beautiful and you don’t even realize it.”

#66: “I could make you happy.”

#67: “Don’t go where I can’t follow.”

#68: “You make me want to love again.”

#69: “I’m sorry, but I can’t do this anymore. These past weeks without you have been absolute misery.”

#70: “Close your eyes, it’s a surprise.”

#71: “And just when I thought you couldn’t any more wonderful.”

#72: “I would never do such a thing. I would never leave you.”

#73: “I love you, I love you, I love you.”

#74: “I couldn’t find you.”

#75: “I really thought you’d always be the one who was there for me, but you weren’t.”

#76: “You were missing for over sixteen hours, how the hell do you want me to react?”

#77: “Oh I’m sorry, I’ve just been in love with since the moment I saw you. So, forgive me if I’m not overjoyed to hear you like someone else.”

#78: “I don’t care if it’s selfish, I want you and your attention all the time.”

#79: “Can’t I have one good thing in my life?”

#80: “It’s strange. I didn’t realize how much I needed you until you weren’t by my side.”

#81: “Say you’ll move in with me.”

#82: “Will you stop looking so surprised, it’s not like I’ve never worn a dress before.”

#83: “Well it’s not my fault I act 20x more clumsy when you’re around.”

#84: “C'mon, I’m adorable, you can’t stay mad at me.”

#85: “I can’t explain it. But ever since you came into my life, it’s like seeing color for the first time or diving head first into the sea.”

#86: “I forgot what being lonely was like after I met you, and I never want to go back ever again.”

#87: “For a moment there I thought I lost and it killed me a little.”

#88: “Good morning, sunshine.”

#89: “You are the best thing that has ever happened to me.”

#90: “My apartment’s heat turned off and we’re in the middle of a blizzard, would you mind if I slept with you?”

#91: “You think I care for you so little that betraying me would make a difference?”

#92: “I never planned on someone like you.”

#93: “Save your heart for someone else. I’ve got no use for it.”

#94: “You don’t get to take cheap shots at me because you’re hurting.”

#95: “Excuse me? You were the one who left me.”

#96: “Every day since you left I thought about where we went wrong and how I could get you back.”

#97: “We’ve already had enough bad timing.”

#98: “Don’t run, stay with me.”

#99: “This is about you needing to feel like a hero again.”

#100: “This, this is exact why I’m leaving you, because you lied to me again.”

#101: “Don’t be scared, I’m right here.”

#102: “This is as brave as I know how to be.”

#103: “I know it’ll hurt you, but please, be a little proud of me.”

#104: “You will not insult my memory, there will be no revenge. I will die and no one else will suffer.”

#105: “This isn’t you.”

#106: “If you love me in any way, you’ll come back.”

#107: “Some men might take your silence as off putting, but I’ll have a challenge.”

#108: “I mean why would you choose me over him. He’s broad and far more handsome than I am.”

#109: “Seeing you laugh and shine by just being in his presence killed me.”

#110: “I just wanted to be chosen.”

#111: “I spent a lot of time with you thinking I was second best, but you know what? I am good.”

#112: “I deserve more than to be your second choice.”

#113: “I think about you all of the time, I don’t even have to try. You’re just always there.”

#114: “Tell me that you need me.”

#115: “You never needed me.”

#116: “I’ll make two cups.”

#117: “I am never letting you leave again.”

#118: “All I need is possible.”

#119: “The minute I stop believing things will get better is the minute I know they want.”

#120: “I don’t feel so alone right now.”

#121: “I just can’t help but feel so insufficient compared to you.”

#122: “I never took a liking to him because I knew he was intended for you.”

#123: “What are you doing here?” “I was just passing, saw your light on.” “What? Halfway up a hill, at two in the morning?” “Alright, I drove over. I was hoping you’d still be awake Don’t be a twat about it.”

#124: “I’ve had a lot on my mind lately, and I’m sorry but I think I’m going to need some space for awhile.”

#125: “I’m going away for a while.” “How long is awhile?” “I don’t know.”

#126: “Was it something I did?”

#127: “Why don’t you love me anymore?”

#128: “I would give anything to see you smile.”

#129: “Don’t cry, then I’m gonna cry and I’m supposed to comfort you.”

#130: “Come here, lemme fix it.”

#131: “How do you make this look so easy?”

#132: “Where did you learn to do this?”

#133: “Look I don’t think you understand, I’m in love with you.”

#134: “I understand if you don’t feel the same, but it would be really nice if you did.”

#135: “I could make you happy.”

#136: “Not you, anyone but you.”

#137: “You deserve so much more than you give yourself credit for.”

#138: “Because you deserve a happy ending.”

#139: “I got because it reminded me of you.”

#140: “Promise me you’ll write.”

#141: “I don’t think I can handle another heartbreak.”

#142: “Why can’t you just tell me you love me back?!”

#143: “I didn’t mean to yell at you, I shouldn’t have done it.”

#144: “You’re not scared of me, are you?”

#145: “I’ve got your back.”

#146: “I’m sorry, sir. But there’s been a shooting.”

#147: “She didn’t make it.”

#148: “She’s dead! She’s dead and she’s never coming back!”

#149: “Come back to me.”

#150: “If you wanna hurt them, the way you’re hurting. Shoot me, I’m your eye for an eye.”

#151: “Thank you for not dying.”

~

Fandom List: http://ofnifflersandkings.tumblr.com/post/159317647777/fandom-list

First Promt List: http://ofnifflersandkings.tumblr.com/post/153373686902/prompt-list

Second Prompt List: http://ofnifflersandkings.tumblr.com/post/158790212217/prompt-list-2

Alpha pt. 4

Originally posted by writer-girl-16

Part One // Part Two // Part Three //


“Y/N, Y/N, Y/N!”
You jumped out of bed with a hand on your chest.
What was that?
The room was dark, lurking with shadows and still figures.
You got up to get a drink of water and when you got back, something stood in the middle of the room.
Instead of turning away, you stepped inside and walked around it.
The figure disappeared and you just shook your head and crawled back in bed so you can go back to sleep.
A faint alarm stirred you awake.
The sound didn’t come from your clock because you memorized that sound; in fact, it came from a car.
You woke up in a patch of grass, dirt under your fingernails, feet dirty and bare.
You scrambled from the ground and frantically looked around the woods.
“What the he–”
The overpowering smell of your alpha permeated the air around you.
How did I get here?
You took off running and tried to find your way home but you ended up in the same place that he bit you.
“Y/N…”

**

Scott watched all the dirt go into the drain as he stood underneath the shower head.
How could Derek do that?
How could he kill Peter?
He knew that he wanted to change back, to get rid of the curse of being a werewolf.

“You were in the woods?”
Scott put on his backpack and stepped out the jeep.
“Yeah, it was kinda like the first time I was bitten. Now that Peter’s out the way and Lydia’s okay, things might go a lot better”
The two best friends walked into school, side by side.
“True, but Derek’s an alpha now. Isn’t that something we should worry about? And why hasn’t Lydia changed?”
Scott walked to his locker to grab some of his course work.
“Maybe, but I don’t want to worry about that right now. Let’s take things slow until we have to take necessary action.”
Jackson slammed his locker and stomped away.
Lydia hurried after him like a little puppy, tears running down her face, her heels clacking as she followed close behind.  
“Jackson! Please, Jackson!”
Stiles shook his head, Scott looked the opposite direction to see a gorgeous girl down the hall.
“Didn’t you take his ex to the dance? How’d that turn out?”
Stiles scratched the back of his head then rested on the locker.
“I don’t know”
“What do you mean?”
“Hmm, well jeez Scott, between the grotesque alpha named Peter sauntering around town hurting the people I care about and being threatened to find you, not to mention Peter killing Allison’s aunt then being murdered by Derek, I didn’t see to it that she’d gotten home or had a great time”
“You just left?”
Stiles rolled his eyes and sighed, “do I have to repeat my speech?”
“Stiles, a pretty girl agreed to go on a date with you without question, to a place where everyone could see you guys and you didn’t make sure if she was okay by shooting her a text message or a one-minute phone call?”
Stiles opened his mouth to protest but widened his eyes once he realized what he did.
“Oh my God, do you think she’ll be upset?”
“Dude, it’s been two weeks. I think at this point you’re pretty non-existant”
“Aw, fuck me”
“No thanks”
Scott clapped Stiles on the shoulder and headed to class.

**

Derek jumped down the stairs and rose to face Scott.
“I don’t see how my making a pack is any of your concern. In fact, I think you should join me”
“I don’t want to be a part of your stupid pack! You’re taking innocent lives, Derek. They don’t deserve this curse”
Derek chuckled and walked outside.
“You think this is a curse? Scott, you don’t have to rely on an inhaler anymore, you can heal in an instant, run fast, and do things you thought you could never do”
Scott grew angry, “what about the monsters that are constantly gunning for me, the hunters waiting at every corner, and the full moon?”
“A small price to pay for a life much better than before”
“Leave them alone!”
A sly grin crept on Derek’s face as he listened to every word being said.
“Alright, Scott. I won’t hurt your friends”
Scott was skeptical but he took it and left with a confidence that Derek wouldn’t hurt his friends anymore.

Scott went back to school for some extra lacrosse practice since he missed today’s.
As he ran along the field, he tried to funnel all his anger and release them.
Allison not being able to be with Scott.
The Argents hunting werewolves.
Derek and his new pack.
The thing that killed Mr. Lahey.
And Jackson’s constant prodding.  
It’s all building and Scott was trying to bury it inside of him.
When he was done, he cleaned up in the locker room, put his gear away, and headed out.
On his way to the exit, Stiles asked him if he remembered to gather research for chemistry. He groaned as he realized he’d forgotten all about his part of the chemistry test tomorrow.
Scott made his way to the library and heard the sound of music coming from inside.
He walked in to find Jackson’s ex dancing around to something that probably came out of That 70s Show.
He smiled at the way she danced to herself, swaying from side to side.
Her hips jerking in a soft but sharp motion.
He loved the way her pants clung to her body, revealing her nice curves.
Something stirred inside of his chest and he could feel himself becoming aroused.
Before it could progress, Scott cleared his throat to signify his presence.
But she didn’t stop.
Instead, she turned around, smiled, and danced a little silly until the song came to an end.
Scott had a wide smile and waited until she climbed down from the desk.
“Didn’t think anyone else came after hours”
Scott put his bag down and shrugged his shoulders, “forgot I had homework”
“Scott forgetting to do homework?!” She gasped dramatically.
“Someone call the police, we’ve got a rebel on our hands”
“Guilty as charged,” Scott raised his hands in the air making her laugh.
They went their separate ways, studying whatever it was that they were studying and she put down the music, switching over to a much more chill, cafe type.
He was on the verge of passing out while reading chemical bonds when a loud thud alerted him awake.
Scott looked around the library to find the source of the noise when he found her hunched over a pile of fallen books from a high shelf.
“Need some help?”
“Sure”
The books were almost thirty pounds each.
Most of them were history books and some were more on mythic knowledge concerning transformation, lunar science, and of course, wolf species.
“So, what are you researching?”
“That’s an odd question, I bet you don’t even know my name, Scott McCall”
“Yeah I do”
“Oh really? What is it then?”
Scott was stuck.
He did not know this girls name.
Stiles had to have mentioned it at least once.
The kid waved and said hi to her almost every day, prior to the dance.
She smiled and grabbed the last book.
They both stood to look at one another.
“Shows how much I don’t matter. In light of that, I’ll be taking my leave”
With that, she turned to leave but whipped around to stand three feet away from Scott.
For some reason, his heart began to pound against his chest.
“I changed my mind, I decided I’ll give you another chance for a favor in the future, agree or disagree?”
Scott could barely hear his thoughts over the blood rushing in his ears so he just nodded.
What the hell was happening?
“Great! When I tell you this, I want you to remember it for as long as your memory is intact. I want it to melt on your tongue every time you say my name”
By now she had a hand resting on his shoulder, her body slightly pressed against him, and her mouth half a foot away from his lips.
“It’s Y/N”
She kissed his cheek then left with an innocent smile painted on her face.
Scott could feel the absence of her lips as a tingly burn, a sweet hole being drilled into the hollow of his cheek.
He stood in the same spot for five minutes before completely grasping what happened.
Y/N.  
He shouldn’t be doing this.
Allison and him were still together, maybe not in the way he wanted to but there were in a relationship.
“What is going on with me?”

**

“Do I know you?”
Your heels clacked as you walked away from the whiny little boy.
“Y/N, come on. Don’t act like this”
“What am I acting like?”
“Like you don’t miss me”
You let out a short, humorless laugh at the accusation.
“Says the boy following me around”
“I need my key back”
You stopped walking and whipped around on your heels.
He truly had the audacity to be bold and brash with you.
“I threw that piece of metal on the side of the road when I caught you balls deep in your ex-girlfriend”
Jackson clenched his jaw and dropped his gaze to the floor.
“Y/N, I didn’t–”
“Save it for someone who actually cares. I truly support your decision though. It let me know that I could do so much better than a luring scoundrel who likes to break hearts when he’s bored”
You flicked your hair back and marched towards the exit, only to find him following you close behind.
“Y/N it wasn’t like that, okay? Honestly, you were –”
“Stop”
“Very special to me and I hope–”
“Shut up”
“That we can hash out any problems–”
Anger fell over your body and you swore if you could glow your eyes, it would’ve been a burning red.
You pushed Jackson up against the lockers, closed your eyes and inhaled deeply.
“There is no we, there will never be a we, not ever again”
You opened your eyes and shot him daggers.
Jackson’s blue eyes seemed to shiver when you gave him the reality of the situation.
From your peripheral you could see Scott.
You flashed him a smile and a seductive wink.
He returned your smile and unconsciously licked his lips.
Jackson watched in a daze as you strutted away from him.

**

Scott stirred awake in his hot bed.
He walked towards the window to let the cold air come in.
Maybe it was the lack of sexual contact, the coldness of the air breezed itself onto his boxers, coaxing his bulge.
He shivered and shook away the thought to touch himself.
Instead, he climbed back into bed and tried to go back to sleep.
At first, his dreams were about a half-naked Y/N posing on the library table, books in piles in the background.
She crawled towards him, placed a finger on his lips and told him, “shh, no talking.”
The image was quickly whisked away as Derek grabbed her by the throat and bit her the same way he was bitten.
“No!”
He laughed as blood dribbled from his mouth.
Out from the ground, a hand drug her underground.
Scott tried to lunge for her but Derek held him back, “she’s Peter’s now!”
He emerged from the ground, eating her body in half.
Gut spilled out from her bottom half as Peter noisily munched.
“Scott….”
“Scott!”
Scott snapped his eyes open and scrambled himself awake.
Derek stood over him and threw a shirt in his face.
“Get up, there’s something you need to see”

Derek pulled the veil off of a table to reveal a dead body.
Scott winced at the sight and covered his nose and mouth.
“Look at the scratches”
Scott got closer to see how deep the slashes were.
“What could’ve done this?”
“I don’t know, but whatever it is, it’s not something that should be kept around”
Scott furrowed his brows and flashed Derek a look.
“What do you mean?”
“Come on Scott, this creature is killing people. It has to die”
“What is wrong with you? This isn’t a plan to get rid of an enemy this is a ploy to get more power”
“Thought we had this conversation earlier with Erica, Isaac, and Boyd, power is all that this is about Scott. When will you get that through your thick skull?”
Derek covered the body with the black veil.
“Never, I’m not going to support the death of a creature that’s probably scared and confused”
“Scared and confused?” Derek chortled.
“Don’t be so stupid, McCall. It’s going to kill again”
“What are you going to do?”
“I only brought you here to tell you what I’m going to do. Your opinion means nothing to me”
“Derek!”

After Deaton closes the clinic, a faint light turns on in the main room.
Files and documents of the animals in attendance are scattered in an organized mess.
The dogs and cats in the holding room all make noise as the door opens but suddenly stops.
A snake in the corner hisses at the glass.
Back in the operating room, a vial of clear liquid sits on the table.
You pick it up and give a devilish smile.
The smell of mischief fermented off your skin making the snake draped around your shoulder feel contempt in its placement.
No one suspects and no one knows.


No smut, but I made it up with Inopportune Moments

Letter To a Scorpio from a Leo
  • Man, you've really done it this time. I told myself not to get attached to you. I swear I did. You were never going to love me the way I needed you to. It was always going to be someone else who could see your feelings better than I could. It was always going to be someone that made you feel things I couldn't. Somehow the shred of getting close to you kept me nearby. I thought somehow you'd chose me, the wild, impulsive, emotionally unstable Leo. The crazy thing is I cared about you the most. Maybe you didn't know that and didn't care. Maybe you knew that and maybe you had to save your own heart before anyone else. I should've let you take care of me more. I should've let you in and stopped playing games, pretending like none of this mattered. I shouldn't have made it a competition of who can mean the most. Because now, I need you more than you need me. I should've known you'd get to me. You're the only one that does.
  • -Still yours, Leo
Cupid’s Blind

Words: 7349

Genre: Fluff, Angst, Angel!Au

Summary: One - lovers are tied by red strings. Two - you hate love. Three - a certain angel literally cannot say ‘no’ to ‘please’

Notes: Gif

“I wonder what love feels like…”

You whip your head around, stopping in the middle of the crosswalk as the rest of the crowd pulls past you. The surroundings haze as if the world is being tugged away until everything is but a picture from a distance and you are in darkness. You swear you’ve heard a voice, a warm breath tickling your ear but no one’s there. Except, you catch a moving shadow on the road and in your peripheral vision; sterling pink.

The crosswalk ticks once….twice….three times then flickers to red. The stop light flashes green and absent-minded drivers push down on the pedal, accelerating forward. And you don’t notice, standing right in front of them as a mesmerized statue.

“M   O   V   E   !” Someone shouts but you don’t react fast enough, it doesn’t register fast enough. It’s as if sound passes right past through you and it never reaches your ears. It’s as if every second is being pulled down to last days and evenings, as if millenniums have passed and you’re still in the same place.

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i am sky and you are sea (we could be the horizon)

Pairing: Raven x Luna
Words: 725
Tags:
canon au, angst, established relationship, happy ending
Summary:
       Raven knew, when Luna was holding her as they sat on the floor, Raven crying into her hands, and Luna stroking her shoulders in attempt to calm her, that there was no going back. She’d give everything she had left to Luna if only she’d ask, and Luna knew she would, but she wouldn’t ask.

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Her brace was her armor, her mind the defense.

She didn’t know how to let her guard down in this new world, it had stripped all her innocence away. She was a new person, harder, rougher, steel. She never really considered herself a fighter—much less a warrior. Definitely not a killer. But from the beginning she was a survivor. She survived (thus far) a heart murmur, she survived falling to earth in a rusty pod, she survived a plague, she survived getting shot, she survived Finn, she survived the Mountain, she survived Gina, she survived ALIE.

She survived, she survived, she survived.

But at what cost to her humanity?

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DIY Valentines Cards  

We all have days when we need to be reminded how much the people in our lives care about us. That’s why this DIY Valentine’s card idea is so perfect.

Choose a Hallmark card for every occasion and come up with as many “Open when…” ideas as you can. To save money you can print cards at home or make your own. No matter who your special someone is, they will love this thoughtful gift!

Of course that Raphael was fucking mad with Simon!

Sending him a picture with his sister to say “hey look what i can do”, really?
To bad that he didn’t know that it was Izzy’s idea!
- It’s time to send Raphael a message that if he can get to you, you can get to Rosa.
- Oh, see, um…my heart kinda goes out to the guy now, you know?
- Simon. Save your sweet side for someone who cares.

And now Raphael and Simon hate each other again, maybe more.
Thanks Izzy.
And Simon, what the fuck are you doing?

dear Taylor,
they say you never forget your first love.
I guess this is proof.

dear Matt,
I don’t know a thing about quiet desperation.
I’m sorry if I embarrassed you.

dear Eric,
dodging this bullet
still makes me feel like one of
Charlie’s Angels.

dear Kevin,
you were a two year experiment
in bad kissing and unwashed sheets.

dear Alyssa,
it took me an entire semester of art classes
to understand why I felt jealous of your teeth.
it was the rawest kind of wanting.

dear Garrett,
I said no.

dear Emily,
Emily.

dear Zach,
your legs looked better in stockings than mine did
and I still haven’t forgiven you for it.

dear John,
you’re why I panic in locked cars.

dear Sean,
the paranoia that develops
after being even lightly stalked
never really goes away.
I’m still looking over my shoulder.

dear Emily,
I saved every letter.

dear Adam,
I was drunk.

dear Madison,
we were both drunk.

dear Dale,
I wanted to practice leaving someone
who didn’t care that I was leaving.

dear Johannes,
letting you tie me up
was the closest I’ve come to commitment
in years.

dear Emily,
I’m sorry I missed the wedding.
I never got an invitation.

dear S,
you graffitied your name all over my heart
and then stood me up at the airport.

dear Ashe,
I’m not sorry for the poems.

dear Caitlyn,
if I never kiss anyone again,
you’ll be the last person my lips touched.
we both know I’m okay with that.

dear Emily,
I still don’t know what to say.
—  20 LOVE LETTERS (after Jeanann Verlee) by Trista Mateer

anonymous asked:

companions react to getting caught cheating on sole, by sole? Merry Christmas!

THIS IS SOOOO LATE AND I APOLOGISE! HOLY CRAP! DX PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!! 

-Dances around- annggssssttt angst~ -sprinkles angst all over this post- lalala~  (Hancock’s made my heart weak and I wrote it! ;; Jeez hah)


Danse: Danse knew what he was doing was wrong- he doesn’t even know why he is doing this with someone other than Sole. When Sole walked in on him and some other person Danse felt like a huge lump formed in his throat and all he could manage to get out was “I-I can explain..” but before he could say anything more Sole glared him down and ran off. Danse knew there was a good chance that Sole was never going to speak to him again. After all Sole had done for him. After all, they’ve been through Danse had betrayed Sole’s trust forever and that made Danse feel worse than dirt.

Hancock: He was high off his horse and hadn’t realized he was making out with and touching someone other than Sole. So when he heard sole from across the room yell out “What the hell is this!?” Hancock looked at Sole and then to the person he was with and his eyes widened. “Perfectly good explaination..” He said as he let go of the person he was holding and stood up. “You can cram your explanations. We’re done!” Hancock, of course, chased after sole even though sole didn’t respond or say anything. “Please, just listen to me. I-I..” Hancock looked pained. “I can’t lose my sunshine..” His voice cracked when he said that and all he was met with was a door slammed in his face.

MacCready: When Sole caught MacCready in the dirty act they wasted no time in crossing the room and cracking MacCready a solid punch across his jaw. MacCready was instantly pushed off his temporary lover. He yelled out and grabbed his jaw before staring up at a very angry looking Sole. “Wait– this isn’t what you think it is!” MacCready stumbled over his words as he composed himself and stood up. “How could you!? Were you just using me so I’d help out your son and then you’d just throw me away? Is that it?” Sole was furious and MacCready could honestly say he was a little scared. “Please, just listen to me..” MacCready pleaded but Sole was already walking out the door. “Save it for someone who cares.”

Nick Valentine: Sole stood in the doorway they were biting their own bottom lip to stop the tears from forming in their eyes but it wasn’t working. “How could you Nicky?” Sole’s voice broke and cracked as tears rolled down their cheek. “I’d expect it from anyone else..but you.. you..” Nick’s heart instantly broke at the sight of Sole breaking down. A lot of things ran through his mind at that moment. What possibly possessed him to do something like this? Why would he betray Sole like this? It wasn’t right and he knew it wasn’t right. Nick hurried himself to get proper and rushed over to Sole, he placed his hands tightly on Sole’s shoulders. He explained he had doubts about them and that maybe Sole was just saying they wanted to be with him because they felt sorry for him to which Sole had already said many times before, they never cared what Nick looked like, they loved him for who he was. “I-I have to go now..I’m sorry..” Sole swallowed loudly and walked out the door.

Curie: “Curie!” Sole yelled and Curie’s head snapped up to the direction of Sole’s voice. “Ah, w-what are you doing here?” Curie asked in shock and Sole, shook their head in disbelief. “Nothing.” Sole turned on their heel and was about to walk out the door when Curie called out. “P-Please do not leave. I can explain. I did not know that we cannot have multiple lovers.” Curie frowned. Sole didn’t know what to think in that moment. They didn’t know if Curie was telling the truth or if she was lying to save her own ass. The only thing Sole knew right now was getting the hell out of there. They needed time to blow off steam and think. Sole said nothing and walked out of the house before Curie could get anything else out of her mouth.

Deacon: It wasn’t until after Sole kicked out the other person that they started to speak. Sole was angry and the fact that they were actually speaking calmly scared the hell out of Deacon. He swallowed loudly as they stood in silence for a few moments. “You know, I should have expected this. You’re always willing to lie so effortlessly. Why should I be any different right? Why should you be honest with me?” Sole inhaled sharply. Deacon felt less than nothing at the current moment. He couldn’t speak or think properly. He wanted to say he had an explanation for his actions but he knew Sole wouldn’t hear of it. “If I were you, I’d stay away from me for a very long time.” Sole said lowly, there was a small growl to their voice before they walked out.

Piper: “Wait, blue!” Piper ran after Sole, She was only wearing her bra and panties so she got some gasps and murmurs as she tried to catch up to Sole who was now on their way out of Diamond City. “This is for work I swear.” Piper pleaded and Sole actually had to laugh at that because it seemed so unbelievable. Apparently, piper had a big news break but the only way to get any information out of the person was to seduce them. Piper couldn’t stand the look on of disbelief on Sole’s face, though. Of course Sole didn’t believe that garbage Sole rolled their eyes and walked away but not before telling Piper to never speak to them again.

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Chissà se qualcuno di voi qui in questo “mondo” virtuale ha mai tradotto questa vecchia canzone..
“Noi siamo il mondo”

E spero non abbiate “vergogna” di sporcare il vostro tumblr rebloggando gli occhi di questi bambini innocenti..
La cui unica “colpa” è la speranza di vivere in un mondo migliore..

“Noi siamo il mondo”

Arriva un momento in cui abbiamo bisogno di una chiamata,
quando il mondo deve tornare unito
C’è gente che muore
ed è tempo di aiutare la vita,
il più grande regalo del mondo.

Non possiamo andare avanti fingendo di giorno in giorno che qualcuno, da qualche parte, presto cambi le cose.
Tutti noi siamo parte della grande famiglia di Dio e, lo sai, in verità l’amore e tutto quello di cui abbiamo bisogno.

Noi siamo il mondo, noi siamo i bambini
noi siamo quelli che un giorno porteranno la luce,
quindi cominciamo a donare.

E’ una scelta che stiamo facendo,
stiamo salvando le nostre stesse vite,
davvero costruiremo giorni migliori, tu ed io.

Manda loro il tuo cuore
così sapranno che qualcuno vuol loro bene e le loro vite saranno più forti e libere.
Come Dio ci mostrò, mutando la pietra in pane, così tutti noi dovremmo dare una mano soccorritrice.

Noi siamo il mondo, noi siamo i bambini
noi siamo quelli che un giorno porteranno la luce, quindi cominciamo a donare.
E’ una scelta che stiamo facendo,
stiamo salvando le nostre stesse vite,
davvero costruiremo giorni migliori, tu ed io.

Quando sei triste e stanco, sembra non ci sia alcuna speranza,
ma, se tu hai fiducia, non possiamo essere sconfitti.
Rendiamoci conto che le cose potranno cambiare solo
quando saremo uniti come una cosa sola.

Noi siamo il mondo, noi siamo i bambini
noi siamo quelli che un giorno porteranno la luce,
quindi cominciamo a donare.

E’ una scelta che stiamo facendo,
stiamo salvando le nostre stesse vite,
davvero costruiremo giorni migliori, tu ed io.


We Are The World

There comes a time when we heed a certain call
When the world must come together as one
There are people dying
and it’s time to lend a hand to life
The greatest gift of all

We can’t go on pretending day by day
That someone, somewhere will soon make a change
We are all a part of God’s great big family
And the truth, you know,
Love is all we need

We are the world, we are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me

Well, send them your heart so they know that someone cares
And their lives will be stronger and free
As God has shown us by turning stones to bread
So we all must lend a helping hand

We are the world, we are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me

When you’re down and out, there seems no hope at all
But if you just believe there’s no way we can fall
Well, well, well, let’s realize that a change can only come
When we stand together as one

We are the world, we are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me

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Author’s Note: Well, I sure took my time getting this out, didn’t I? Anyway, here’s part two! I hope you enjoy it. I’ll try to make the next part have less of a wait behind it. With no further ado…

PART TWO (read part one here)

You watched idly as Harrison and Jesse spoke, a soft smile on your lips as they interacted. She would be safe now, of that much you were certain. Harrison would never let that girl out of his sight again. You couldn’t help but chuckle lightly at the thought, bringing yet another wave of pain to go through you. Cisco, as you had been properly introduced to upon arriving at STAR Labs, looked at you, concern more than apparent as he took in your weak form. It was hard to look at him and see anything other than Reverb, but the simple caring that came from his glance made you certain he was nothing like the man.

Giving him a weak smile you do your best to reassure the man that you would be alright, even if you weren’t completely certain of it yourself. What were you going to do now? You obviously couldn’t go back to your normal life, your job was certain to be long gone when Harrison left, and your apartment with Caitlin only put you in more danger. Caitlin… your smile waned as you thought of your best friend. There was a damn good chance she was gone now, Zoom wouldn’t have let her live after her betrayal.

You were jolted from your thoughts as an alarm sounded, a frighteningly familiar alarm.

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