sank to grief

Supernatural 12x23

I honestly hate to rant but my bb Cas deserves this And yes Misha is a regular next season but couldn’t that just be Dean imagining him, or hallucinating again… Now, I understand that I am not a writer for the show, and none of us are. But seriously? Cas? Of all characters?! Rowena, I understand she was a favorite for some people, and Crowley had an honorable death (that still broke me a lil’ bit) but Casti fricking el? Cas has been a main character, no, an important character, for the past eight seasons. Supernatural won’t be he same without them. I’m not going to venture into the past few character deaths that were unjust, (Eileen, Rowena,etc.) but imma stick to my buddy Cas. Honestly, I don’t know how they could just kill off Cas like he was not important! They didn’t even give him a line! There is no reason, none at all, that they should’ve killed him off. I’m honestly trying so hard to think of one good reason…ONE. I also understand that a lot of you think Chuck or the devil spawn is going to bring him back, and I know they’ve killed all of hem off multiple times before but you have to remember that it is the twelfth season going on thirteen. If the thirteenth isn’t the final season then there can’t be an awful lot more can there? Cas is dead. For good. But what he left. WHO he left. Is in frickin ruins. Castiel is an angel of the stinking lord, he could’ve been if some importance in the next season. And he didn’t even get a final line! The last thing he heard was Dean screaming his name and he didn’t even get a final line. Cas deserved a whole lot better than this shiz. Now let’s talk about Dean. The man that made Castiel fall from heaven. The one that was broken when Cas was still in purgatory and he wasn’t. The man that went through heaven and hell to save Cas. The man that gave Cas a mixtape The man that got nervous when Cas didn’t answer his phone for a few days The man that loved Cas, platonically or not, no one can deny the more than profound bond that they share. (No I am not making this about Destiel,) Dean was broken when Cas was in purgatory, but he knew that Cas was more than likely still alive, and Dean was broken at the fact that Cas wanted him to leave purgatory without him that he would rather think he left Cas than the alternative which was hat Cas didn’’t want to go home with Dean. Now, knowing Dean was empty and miserable when Cas was in Purgatory. We can’t even imagine what horrors await Dean in the next season. He watched Cas die right in front of him. Dean crumpled to his knees at the sight of Cas dead and his wings burnt around the two of them. The next season can go in a few directions with Cas’s death One: they can bring Cas back and all will be merry again. (Highly unlikely) Two: Dean can be extremely depressed about Cas to the point where he is hallucinating again. So broken this time that I don’t think there would ever be a happy ending for Dean. (Likely) Three: Dean doesn’t get depressed. Now, if this is the direction the writers are planning to go in…I will honestly quit watching. They have already ruined every single characters plot line, and if they do this then they are digging their own graves. I’m not saying I want Dean to be broken and depressed, believe me when I say I would want Cas back no matter what, but honestly, it would be so out of character for Dean not to care that I would slam myself into a brick wall. Dean cares too much about everything, but doesn’t show it. If Dean hallucinates Cas after purgatory I bet my ass that he will hallucinate after he dies right in front of him! (Unlikely) Four: Dean can sell his soul again. He talked to Mary about doing so earlier in the episode. So maybe this is what the writer have planned? Honestly this wouldn’t be in character-like of Dean. So I wouldn’t be surprised, but I would be so heart broken if it did because we all know Sammy’ll try and stop it and then when it does happen, Cas’ll be so mad at Dean. Ugh. (Highly unlikely) Five: Dean can be so hellbent on revenge that he rips apart worlds just to avenge Cas. Honestly,, this’d be entertaining. Now believe me, I don’t like my Dean-o to be hurt. So any of these directions hurts like hell. But. This would be likely of Dean. This is one of his characteristics, so I don’t doubt that the writers may use this (likely) Castiel deserved better, Misha deserves better, We deserve better than this. Supernatural will not be the same with out Castiel. Neither will team free will. Nature’s first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leaf’s a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay. -Robert Frost We love you, we will miss you, goodbye Cas Wait you know what?! Cas isn’t right. Goodbye, Castiel Winchester

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Fix You - Chapter One

SPN FanFic

~ After being gone for months, Y/N has returned home to the boys with no memory of their life together.~

Reader, Dean, Sam, Cas

2,173 Words

Warnings: Angst, Memory Loss, Implied Injury, Talk of death and kidnapping, Just… Angst. 

A/N: This is Chapter One of my new series! I have no idea where this is going, but if you’d like to come along for the ride, you’re more than welcome! This is also my birthday gift to my bestest bestie April @frenchybell Luv you my darling pecan! <3

Chapters: One ~ Two ~ Three ~ Four ~

Chapter One - Coming To:

The dream had been lovely; a memory of horseback riding in the sun, your hair blowing freely behind you, the wind on your cheeks, not a care in the world. You galloped across the field, working the horse, stretching her legs and yours.

When you woke, it wasn’t of your own doing. You mind was still lingering in the dream, wanting to stay there, be warmed in the spring air; but the fingers against your cheek and the hand shaking your shoulder broke the spell. Your eyes fluttered open, met with the most amazing pair of sapphire irises you’d ever seen. They seemed to glow in the dim light, filled with some ethereal power, and the sight made you gasp. The eyes moved back, revealing a kind but concerned face, the lines above his furrowed brow giving away his worry.

“Y/N? Can you hear me?” His voice was a deep growl, low but firm, and it pushed away the remnants of your dream.

You nodded, unable to speak; your mouth was dry and your lips painfully chapped. The man’s hand left your face as he stood up, backing away slowly and moving towards two other men.

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requested by @stroke-my-glabella-please

philkas au based off ‘ill keep you safe’ by sleeping at last

Some days it’s hard. Some days Philip can’t get out of bed, some days Lukas looks over his shoulder every minute. Some days they cling to each other like they’re drowning. Some days the hardest thing to do, the only thing they accomplish, is waking up.

Today is the 2 month anniversary of Philip’s mother’s death; the two month anniversary of the day Ryan Kane died.

Lukas picks Philip up on his bike, both dressed in black, and the two head for the graveyard. It’s empty today, on this random Tuesday in December; that thought is weird for Philip. That day was the worst of his life.

Interesting how one person’s worst day is another’s best.

Philip kneels down in front of the tombstone, still new looking, and sets the small bouquet in front of it. He lets his gaze settle on his mothers name.

Anne Shea. Mother. So dawn goes down to day.

“What’s it from?” Lukas asks, kneeling down beside Philip.

“A poem she liked.”

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“Nature’s first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.

Her early leaf’s a flower;
But only so an hour.

Then leaf subsides to leaf.

So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.

Nothing gold can stay.”

-Robert Frost

Preference: Their Yearbook Quotes.

a/n: this is of course assuming that they all stay in school. c: also some of these aren’t so good but some of these boys really had me stuck. It was hard enough picking my own yearbook quote last year ;P

Darry knew he was lucky because a lot of his friends didn’t have two parents or parents that treated them right. He knew that without his parents he wouldn’t have been able to get through high school and do all he did so he kept it simple for his yearbook quote.

“I love you mom and dad. Thank you for taking good care of me.”

Sodapop used a a quote from something Ponyboy wrote when he was little. In the third grade Ponyboy had to write an essay about someone that inspired him and he wrote about Sodapop. That always meant a lot to Sodapop so he used one of his favorite lines from that essay.

“There are a lot of things that inspire me about my brother Sodapop. He’s always kind and happy and he loves everybody. But what I love most about him is how hard he works for the things he wants. I know school is hard for him but he tries his best anyways and even though he doesn’t think it will happen, I can’t wait to see him graduate.”
-Ponyboy Curtis

Ponyboy’s quote is an obvious pick but he only had one thing in mind when it came time to pick his quote.

“Nature’s first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf’s a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.”
-Robert Frost

Two-Bit wanted to leave one more piece of his joker legacy at the school so his original pick was “Goodbye teachers, goodbye class, high school you can kiss my ass.” but that was quickly shut down. He was annoyed and so he told Ponyboy to pick something for him. Ponyboy took a while to find what he thought was the perfect quote and Two-Bit loved it.

“Laughter is timeless. Imagination has no age and dreams are forever.” -Walt Disney**

Dally refuses to pick one. He really doesn’t care but since everybody has to have one with their picture the policy is that they pick one from Winnie the Pooh books***. He was absolutely pissed when he found this out but it was to late to submit one. He threatened to kick the crap out of the entire yearbook committee (earning him detention for a week). When he saw the quote he told everyone he hated it but he didn’t mind so much what it said, he just hate that the guys were teasing him about where it came from.

“We didn’t know we were making memories, we just knew we were having fun.”

Steve chose a song lyric for his. It was one of his favorites and it for him well.

“Gotta do some livin’, got the wanderlust. Better clear the highway ‘cause I’m gonna move some dust. Oh I got wheels, wheels on my heels. And I gotta keep rollin’, rolling along.”

-Elvis Presley

Johnny always loved music. He was always intrigued in how it could reach so many people and how lyrics could mean different things to different people so he picked some lyrics that meant something to him.

“Leave your stepping stones behind, something calls for you. Forget the dead you’ve left, they will not follow you. The vagabond who’s rapping at your door. Is standing in the clothes that you once wore. Strike another match, go start a new. And it’s all over now, Baby Blue.”

-Bob Dylan

**I read that this wasn’t actually a Walt Disney quote but it worked so we’re going with it. :P

***My high school’s policy that anyone that didn’t submit a quote had their’s picked from Winnie the Pooh so this is a real thing.

Nature’s first green is gold, 
Her hardest hue to hold. 
Her early leaf’s a flower; 
But only so an hour. 
Then leaf subsides to leaf. 
So Eden sank to grief, 
So dawn goes down to day. 
Nothing gold can stay.