samiclaire

In ancient times, the land lay covered in forests, where, from ages long past, dwelt the spirits of the gods. Back then, man and beast lived in harmony, but as time went by, most of the great forests were destroyed. Those that remained were guarded by gigantic beasts who owed their allegiances to the Great Forest Spirit, for those were the days of gods and of demons.
—  Princess Mononoke
Thoughts, Advice, Anything.

So I’m sitting here in my bed attempting to fall asleep, but of course the thought of the internet is too alluring. I recently watched a video of a boy who was extremely inspiring because he has cut himself and gone through hell, but is still  managing to be so strong and fight until the finish. He’s showing that he doesn’t want to be a victim  and doesn’t need to be like everyone else. Tumblr won’t allow me to post the video so the link will be at the bottom. I just want to let anyone who reads this, know that if you ever need to talk to someone I’m here! I’ve also been through hell (bullying) starting in 4th/5th and finally ending in 7th when I moved to the city. I’ve never cut, but I have been suicidal and I always managed to talk myself out of it (thank god I did). I just want you all to know that you are all beautiful individuals that deserve a wonderful life. You don’t need to conform to everyone else, being content with being different is such a great quality and you don’t need to pick on others to fit in, you don’t need to smoke or drink, just be yourself and remember that if you’re going through a tough time, there is always someone there to help you through. So those have been my thoughts for a while, and just thought I should share and let you guys know that I’m here and always welcoming people with questions or who are searching for some sort of advice.

Love you all! -Sami

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=TdkNn3Ei-Lg