samesoulsameheart

samesoulsameheart replied to your post: I need time. I need space. I need love. Like every human being.

ryan what happend?

  1. 2011-07-22 21:51 Cutting is like loving someone.

    No one understands why you do it.

    Few people will accept it.

    People ruin it.

    #cutting #suicide #love  
  2. 2011-07-22 21:45 You guys are helping me…? Yep, making me want to cut is definitely helping me :/ It seems like the only people who can help are the people who just make people smile with silly comment…  
  3. 2011-07-22 21:29 I want everyone to leave me the fuck alone.

    I really do fucking try! I REALLY FUCKING DO!!! BUT NO, I STILL CUT SO THAT MEANS I DON’T FUCKING LISTEN TO ANYONE!!! I HAVE FUCKING IMPROVED AND I’M ALMOST DONE WITH IT!!! NO ONE GIVES ME FUCKING CREDIT!!! ALL THEY FUCKING DO IS SAY I DON’T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ANYONE AND I NEVER WILL LISTEN!!! I DO FUCKING LISTEN AND I DO FUCKING CARE!!!! WHY CAN’T YOU PEOPLE LET ME IMPROVE AT MY PACE??? ALL YOU GUYS DO IS MAKE IT WORSE AND MAKE ME WANT TO CUT MORE!!! I WANT TO LIVE, I WANT TO LOVE, I WANT TO STOP CUTTING BUT NONE OF YOU LET ME!!! :’(

samesoulsameheart replied to your post: I think Imma start crying now…

nooo don’t cry!

Sorry, I’m just in a really bad mood. Today was absolutely horrible for me. I got made fun of for being gay on Facebook. I got a lot of anon hate on here. My friend said I can’t go with her to the Britney Spears concert (my first concert) because I’m too embarrassing to be seen with and I’m not good enough to be around her. And I miss Kyle. He hasn’t been on in a week. With him, I’m 100% me. He’s the only person I can do that with. I love him. He loves me. No, we’re not dating. And I miss having someone to tell every detail of the day to, someone to get help from, someone to love, someone to say “I live you” to, someone to say “I love you too”