To all my Valentines

I finally caved and wanted to write something special for the people that have made me feel so much love and joy by being here… It has been a wild ride here at mirsan dot tumblr dot com and I just wanted to take a minute to express my gratitude for some people that have blessed me in all the best ways possible. It got really long and mushy and I’m sorry for that, and I’m also sorry if my tired-ass brain forgot anyone, but here we go:

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The Number 12

My dearest love,

you are my worst enemy,

you built me up and you hurt me.

no matter what fights we had,

and yeah, there were a lot

My dearest friend,

you are my worst enemy,

you built me up and you hurt me.

no matter what fights we had,

and yeah, there was a lot

we’d still take bullets for one another

you always knew when I was lying

and I would always call your bluff

but people love to talk,

I will never stop apologizing for letting rumors load that gun,

but you changed for the better

because of you I don’t need others to validate my very spirit,

because of you I am so much stronger

I had to be to let you go

and if I were honest, I’d say I have yet to let you go

Actually, I’m not even close

now you’re a silent ghost

you haunt me

stalk me

surround my thoughts and fill my soul,

but that’s something that you’ll never know.

No one will,

it’s like I said you called out my lies.

you knew that I was not okay, and

 soon I saw you as the same

blood boiling, voices trembling,

yelling,, screaming,, giving up

now I feel the number 12 as I trace it

 back across my skin

silent prayers and silent thoughts

you follow me, but still, we’re lost.

SO here’s a humble note of thanks because of I truly changed.

life goes on even when it all feels so wrong,

yet, every night I ask for one more chance to hear you laugh.

so thank you with all my very soul

you know without you I would not be quite as bold.

thank you for that fiery spirit that still takes hold,

thank you for another piece of me.  

Frig ok Tumblr just upload immediately damn.
Three cute trolls of some pals (one pale!). So funny story I design my friends troll and not a week later trollcall rolls out a sameblooded troll with similar horns. The timing though amiright?
Anyway, happy late 12th Perigree eve! I have some of my last presents coming in today. Whoops.


This World is Only Going to Break Your Heart: A Root x Shaw Fanmix (8-tracks)

The Devil WithinDigital Daggers

I will be here
When you think you’re all alone
Seeping through the cracks
I’m the poison in your bones
My love is your disease
I won’t let it set you free
Til I break you

Kiss With a Fist, Florence + The Machine

My black eye casts no shadow
Your red eye sees no blame
Your slaps don’t stick
Your kicks don’t hit
So we remain the same
Blood sticks, sweat drips
Break the lock if it don’t fit
A kick in the teeth is good for some
A kiss with a fist is better than none
Whoa a kiss with a fist is better than none

Take Me Out, Franz Ferdinand

So if you’re lonely
You know I’m here waiting for you
I’m just a crosshair
I’m just a shot away from you

Collide, Rachel Yamagata

I will not stay if you ask me to stay
Do not ask me to stay because I will not stay
Why do we always collide
Stuck on two different sides

Stay With MeSam Smith (Covered by Postmodern Jukebox)

Oh, won’t you stay with me?
‘Cause you’re all I need
This ain’t love, it’s clear to see
But darling, stay with me

BloodsportRaleigh Richie

Nothing is perfect, but your imperfections are quaint
Your love is worth it and for that I will wait
And though you hate me when you have a turn
I drive you crazy but you always return

Take Me to ChurchHozier (Covered by Neon Jungle)

I’ll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies 
I’ll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife 
Offer me that deathless death 
Good God, let me give you my life

True LovePink

Sometimes I hate every single stupid word you say
Sometimes I wanna slap you in your whole face
There’s no one quite like you
You push all my buttons down
I know life would suck without you

Best For LastAdele

Wait, do you see my heart on my sleeve?
It’s been there for days on end and
It’s been waiting for you to open up
Yours too baby, come on now
I’m trying to tell you just how
I’d like to hear the words roll out of your mouth finally
Say that it’s always been me

Safe From HarmMassive Attack

I was lookin’ back to see if you were
I was lookin I was 
I was lookin’ back to see if you were lookin’ back at me
To see me lookin’ back at you
You can free the world you can free my mind
Just as long as my baby’s safe from harm tonight

Whispers in the DarkMumford and Sons

But my heart was colder when you’d gone
And I lost my head but found the one that I love
Under the sun, under the sun
But fingers tap into what you were once
And I’m worried that I blew my only chance
Fingers tap into what you were once
And I’m worried that I blew my only chance 

Your StarAll-American Rejects

She, now she’s all alone
Her eyes they drown in tears
Their love was meant to last
But she is blind with fear
Now I go, away
Now I know, today

You Know8mm

You know I don’t want to make this mess
But I might do it anyway
You thought kiss and a little confess
No, it’s not that easy, babe

Wicked GameChris Izaak (Covered by London Grammar)

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you
It’s strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I’d meet somebody like you
And I never dreamed that I’d lose somebody like you

Running Up That HillKate Bush (Covered by Track and Field)

And if I only could
Make a deal with God
And get him to swap our places

Shake It OutFlorence + The Machine

And it’s hard to dance with a devil on your back
And given half the chance would I take any of it back
It’s a fine romance but it’s left me so undone
It’s always darkest before the dawn 


Yes, I know it’s bit earlier, but bc college, my time won’t be so good (?) soon. So I made this now! I wish ya’ll an amazing christmas, and a wonderful 2017!!!
In bold we have my precious starlights!

@kojiiro - @tsukinomisu - @quarterdollar - @yukkie-s - @ukiinas - @0kamii - @pearstheplatypus - @gilbertnightrayfan - @daughterofsatan - @dazzai - @madamephantomhive - @opequenootaku - @yuume-i - @soujiokiita - @prancingponies - @amejisuto-usagi - @alyss-baskerville - @anadragneel-chan - @animes-e-animes - @babymaxou - @cleavcher - @gipxs - @hotaruanime - @nas-asas-da-borboleta - @lilafaee - @mouldering - @nanimoshitakunai - @passionate-docete - @radicorn - @sameblood-sameweakness - @mthkera - @shuouma - @symphony-selficciea - @thequeenofhurts - @wanderingflames - @boku-wa-seigi-da - @motii - @counting-watermelons

Yes, it’s a small number of blogs, like always, but I don’t follow many blogs, and some people ignored the lasts FFs I made, so that’s all.

Here is another follow forever. I know I don’t talk with all of you, but ur still important! To my mutuals: thanks for follow me <3
please, don’t edit this caption, thank you!

The most precious cinnamon rolls ever

@mikaroronoa - @tsukinomisu - @kojiiro - @gilbertnightrayfan - @cleavcher - @alyss-baskerville

Cute mutuals

@kisecchinosedai - @quarterdollar - @opequenootaku - @shizuuku - @yuume-i - @yukkie-s - @passionate-docete - @soujiokiita - @ukiinas - @jovem-nefelibata - @outaran - @tabinotochuu - @shuouma - @shirohibiki - @pony-perfeqtion - @pureblackpurewhite - @babymaxou - @umasemideusaindeterminada - @madamephantomhive - @irises-and-statice - @brokenblackrabbit - @ibizase80 - @scaip  - @s-sei - @absent-voices - @motii - @cushfuddled - @lacieleia - @yaoiobsessedfangirl - @nanimoshitakunai - @tor-u - @lauraarar - @cheshire-red - @palavras-de-uma-forever-alone - @hot-like-heiwajima - @jeakme - @masterofthetetrisyard - @sameblood-sameweakness - @abyss-break - @amethistus-lepus - @baka-otome - @whippcreame - @animes-e-animes - @my-psychiclife


@freeanonlove - @horsesfuckyeah - @horsesornothing - @always-by-her-side


Non è vero che abbiamo lo stesso sangue, noi abbiamo lo stesso tipo di cuore e i nostri occhi guardano nella stessa direzione. Un giorno qualcuno chiederà scusa al nostro amore. Scusa per non avergli permesso di sorprenderci, scusa per non avergli dato un'opportunità. Loro non lo sanno, ma noi siamo legati dentro e niente potrà mai dividerci, perché nell'esatto istante in cui i nostri occhi si incroceranno, di nascosto dal mondo, noi riprenderemo esattamente da dove eravamo rimasti… Io lo so e Tu lo sai , ci siamo regalati i nostri sogni.