Summary : You die while being on a mission with the team. At least , that’s what you thought. What happens when you suddenly wake up alive ? What do you do now? & how will the team handle the news after thinking you’ve been dead for months?
Warnings : swearing, angst, violence , fluff( tiny, tiny bit for now).
Pairing, (so far) : Avengers x reader, Steve Rogers x Reader, Bucky Barnes x Reader( No permanent pairing yet!)
* Bold is readers thoughts, & italics are memories. *
“ I CALLED IT! BANNER YOU OWE ME $100."
You laugh at Tonys outburst as he pulls you to him, returning the tight hug. ” Welcome Back Y/n. “ He whispers into your ear .
The rest of the teams welcome was the same, except Steve, Sam and Buckys.
Sam lifts you off the ground, swinging your around .” I fucking hoped it was you ! “ he cheers as he sets you down. You kiss his cheek and giggle. Bucky tugs you into a bonecrushing hug as he swears under his breath .
” Hi Buckaroo “
” I cant believe its you Y/n. “ he admits as he steps back to look at you . A smirk forms on his face, ” Damn, looking as good as ever darling .“ he flirts. A blush blossoms over your cheeks.
” Bite me Barnes. “
” With pleasure .“ he shoots back with a wink. You roll your eyes .
Steve is still standing there with his eyes bugging out of his head. ” Hi Stevie .“ your voice shy & quiet .
” Oh my God. “ he whispers, still staring at you .
Is he not happy to see me?
Tears start flowing down your cheeks at the thought. When Steve sees the first one fall he steps forwards, swiping It away gently. He pulls you to him, wrapping his arms around your waist and burying his face in your hair. You swear he sniffs your hair, but you ignore it , hugging him tightly to you .
All too quickly his arms disappear , and he is stepping back from you . He doesn’t say a word, just walks out of the room like his life depended on it.You , Bucky & Sam all exchange confused glances at Steves behavior .What the hell? Bucky races after him, while Sam pulls you towards the bar.
” You know, he wasn’t the same after that mission.“ Sam tells you as he knowingly watches you look for your friends.You sigh, bringing your glass to your lips. ” He blames himself for losing you . Me & Barnes have caught him sleeping in your old room a handful of times. He wouldn’t let any of us pack up your things. “ Your heart breaks at the information sam feeds you ,I never wanted him to blame himself, dammit.
” Its not his fault though . He didn’t know-“
” You know you told him you loved-“
” Shut up Sam. “
He starts laughing loudly , ” Damn , I missed you.“
” Yeah yeah , I missed you too bird butt.“ You hear him groan . You giggle, and pull him to the deserted dancefloor.
” Come on Sammy!“ he doesn’t fight it, just lets you drag him . The song changes to something a little more upbeat, and he starts twirling you around the floor. You giggle as you two dance, knowing you look anything but suave .
The team surrounds you two ( minus Steve and Bucky) and laughs while they watch you and Sam horribly dance. You manage to coax most of them into dancing, and before you know it the dancefloor is filling with people.
You take a break from dancing and weave through the crowd and back to the bar. You see Steve and Bucky leaning against it ,so you dart towards them .
” Can we talk?“ you ask Steve as you approach . He sighs, and nods towards the door leading to the balcony. Bucky sends you a symphathetic look before you follow behind Steve. When the door shuts behind you , you decide to make the first move ,
” Steve -“
” You died. I watched you die in my arms from bullets that were meant for me.“ You don’t know how to respond, so you don’t.
” You’ve been gone a year , and ive spent every god damn day blaming myself.“ "It wasn’t your fault ! I- ”
“ Your right ,it wasn’t my fault. It was yours. What the hell were you thinking jumping infront of me like that ! ” he bellows . You’ve never seen this side of him, hes never been angry with you before and its terrifying.
" I was saving your damn Life Steve!“
” No one asked you to y/n! You aren’t enhanced, you weren’t even a part of the damn team! , I didn’t need you to save me!“Tears escape your eyes, his words sinking in .
” I couldn’t watch you die Steve.“ you whisper
I let out a dry laugh at her statement, ” So you made me watch you die instead? You were selfish and naïve. You had no place being there that day. You aren’t special like the others on the-“ As soon as the words leave my mouth I realize just how bad they sound. Before I get a chance to rephrase she speaks,
” I’m so fucking sorry , did I hurt your fucking ego saving your life?!“ she spits, her voice dripping with anger.
Fuck , I didn’t mean to - ugh I really need to learn how to not look like an ass.
” Y/n I didn’t-“
” Fuck off Rogers. I thought we were friends, i thought youd be happy to see me but clearly i was fucking wrong. “ She says before storming back into the party . ” I’m an idiot.“ i say to myself,
” Yeah you really are.“ I look seeing Bucky in the doorway . ” What the hell were you thinking ?! That girl saved your ass because she loves you ,Did you forget that ? Or are you still trying to deny your own feelings . “ he barks at me.
” I need to find her. “ I say as i push past him , I know he is right, i think about the fact that i never got to tell her how i felt about her everyday . I search through the crowd of people, but come up empty .
” Her and Pietro just left, it was a big night for her . Let her sleep it off.“ Sam says as he approaches me.
Son of a bitch .
You’re thankful Pietro is just as exhausted and overwhelmed as you .He jumped at the chance to head to bed when you announced you were calling it a night. You’ve spent a lot of night together back when it was just the two of you , never in a sexual way though . Tears start falling the second you step foot in your old room . Everything was the same way you left it that day , except your bed. You always made your bed before you left, right now though the blankets tossed to one side and the pillows are strewn across it. You step closer and Steve scent find your nostrils. He really has been sleeping in here.
You shake off the sadness that starts to form, and begin digging through your drawers for pajamas. You both switch from your party clothes into pj’s , then fall into your old bed.
” P, even though its not just the two of us anymore, we are still going to stay close right? “ you question .
He pulls you closer to him , placing a light kiss on your forehead, ” You cant get rid of me that easily Y/n . I never really thought id be this close to someone other than Wanda , I don’t plan on giving it up.“ You lean up to kiss his cheek,
” Neither do I “ .
” Sex must not have been that good, we didn’t even hear you doing it.“
You groan , rolling on your back as you look towards your open door. Tony is standing there with a smug look on his face . You hear Pietro mumble as he stretches next to you .
" For all you know Tony, I’m a quiet lover. ” you say through your yawns .
He lets out a loud laugh , “ I’d love to find out. ”
You fake gag as you stand , all your bones cracking as you fully stretch .“ What do you need ironballs?”
" I wanna run a few tests on you two, see how your insides are looking.“ he simply states, you watch as his eyes go to your bare legs .
” Eyes up here perv. You want to do this now?“ You slide on the first pair of shorts you find.
” Yeah , might as well get it out of the way .“ he shrugs .You hear Pietro lightly snoring then look to see him asleep again and wrapped in your blanket.
"Seriously?" you yank Pietro out of bed by his foot . He yelps as he lands on the floor. A strong of curses flows from his lips as he stands .
” We have to give Tony blood, stay awake for like 20 minutes then you can go back to bed ,lazy ass. “ He mumbles but follows after the both of you . It doesn’t take long for Tony to poke and prod at the both of you. You decide to head to the communal kitchen, your stomach kept grumbling while you in the lab . As soon as you step off the elevator you hear laughter echoing through the floor.
You keep walking towards the sound, finding Sam , Bucky and Steve sitting on the couch watching cartoons. Are they watching Scooby doo? !
You fight the urge to yell at them for not inviting you , you still don’t want to speak to Steve after last night. You walk straight to the kitchen ,but since you have to pass by the couches Sam sees you .
" Well good morning Sunshine!” he calls, you wave but keep moving.
You go right to the fridge, finding a bowl of fresh cut fruit.God yes.
You grab it then hop on to the counter as you begin eating. You moan at the taste of the strawberry ,
" so that’s what gets you hot & bothered, huh?“ Buckys voice startles you ,causing you to almost drop your fruit.
” I’m putting fucking bells around your neck.“ you playfully threaten .
He lets out a booming laugh while he walks closer to you . He opens his mouth , silently asking for a piece . You roll your eyes as you feed him a grape.
" Why don’t we go out and do something today ?” he asks, you hum in agreement before adding,
“ If I don’t eat right now Barnes, ill be your worst nightmare." He rolls his eyes at you with a chuckle.
” Shes not kidding, I’ve seen her up close when she hasn’t eaten Buck. I’m glad you found the fruit I left you . " Steve says as he enters.
Oh so now hes friendly? Fuck him and his dumb delicious fruit.
You don’t acknowledge Steves words, or even his presence . You place the bowl of remaining fruit on the counter , hopping down from your seat .
“ Y/n , can we -”
" No, I don’t think we can Captain Rogers. “
Bucky sighs at the two of you .
” Told you she wouldn’t talk to him !“ Sam yells from the couch . You snort, and grab an orange off the counter and lean towards the doorway to toss it at him. You hear a thud then Sam grunt. Bucky bursts out laughing, and you can see Steve shake his head at your antics.
” I’m still kinda tired Buck, maybe we can go do something another day .“ you offer
” What about a movie day ?“ His puppy dog eyes on full display as he asks.Jesus, I don’t think anyone can say no to him.
” Damn it Barnes. Fine. “ You invite the rest of the team for a movie day , but only Sam, Steve , Pietro and Wanda join the two of you . The twins sat next to each other , laughing and teasing each other the entire time. Watching the two of them made your heart swell with happiness. They both looks so complete in each others presence, you’ve never seen Pietro so happy .
” Mr. Stark is requesting everyone in his lab in 5 minutes.“ FRIDAY announces.
I wonder what new toy he wants to show us .
You make your way down, sitting next to Natasha on a stool .
” What did he build now?“ you whisper to her
” I have no idea, but whatever it is better not be alive. “ she hisses. You cant hide your snort at her comment. The team breaks out in smiles at the sound
” I cant believe I’m going to say this , but I think I fucking missed your laugh snorting. “ Clint says . You hear everyone agree , making you blush .
” Guys stop .“ you say bashfully.
” So get this , “ Tony says as he strolls in .
” You know you’re the one that called us here , and YOU were late. “ you point out
” I do what I want.“ he says with a shrug. Of course you do Tony.
He has FRIDAY pull up two screens, one showing your blood cell samples, and the other Pietros . They looked drastically different, yet with some similiarities. His have specks of silver in them, along spikey balls attached to some .Ewh is that normal?
Yours is what makes your eyes nearly pop from your head, you had the same spikey balls , but they are blue, & multiplying every few seconds.
” Tony what the hell is that !“ You shriek
” Calm down . Pietros looks the way it does because the particles that came from your TAHITI bonded with his already mutated ones from his enhancements. Weird bonded with weirder and seemingly complimented eachother well and balanced him out. You my dear, didn’t have the prior enhancement, but the program seems to have created some. “ It did what now?
” I’m sorry what? “ He clears off Pietros screen and zooms onto yours.
” Tony what are you saying ?“ Steve asks as he watches your screen .
” I don’t know how to make this anymore understandable. Speedy over there, already had mutated cells when TAHITI was administered. He is already enhanced so his cells were trying to heal him the minute he was injured, the program only slightly helped since they were already laced with all the mutation possible. Y/n, had completely normal cells , hence why TAHITI helped her heal so much faster. It seems it also mutated her cells. “
You all are still sending him ’ wtf ’ looks, Tony pinches the bridge of his nose in frustration . ” English Tony.“ you say, annoyance clear in your tone.
” You . Are.Enhanced. Whatever abilities you have just haven’t surfaced yet.“
Your mouth drops open, ” you- I - but - what?“ Your mind cant seem to stick on one question ,the team stays silent as they watch your face scrunch in realization .
” It’s going to be alr-“
” What the hell Tony !“ you bellow ” How did SHIELD miss this !?!“
” They didn’t miss it , they sent it over to me so I could get a closer look and see if I could trigger-“
” THEY KNEW AND DIDNT TELL ME!?“
You hate this, you hate being left out of the loop , and you especially hate being left out when its concerning you .
” Y/n, calm down -“ Steve starts, he puts his hand on your shoulder but you rip yourself out of his grip .
" Back the hell off Steve. ” you growl
" Sir, it seems Miss Y/n’s vitals are skyrocketing into dangerous numbers .“ FRIDAY announces.
” Y/n, you need to relax. “ Tony says as he slowly approaches you .
” Wait , Tony did you know about Y/n and Pietro all this time?“ Natasha asks suspiciously .
He hesitates before answering, ” I didn’t know about Maximoff, but I was informed about Y/n when she woke up and they saw the abnormalities in her cells. They sent me her bloodwork when their team couldn’t- "
“ You knew ? ” Steve slams his hands against one of the tables.
“ It was confidential ,and even if it wasn’t, I couldn’t risk telling anyone. What If something went wrong and she didnt come back? You’d all be heartbroken !” Tony defends.
" I WAS ALREADY HEARTBROKEN!“ Steve snaps at Tony. At this point, all you feel is pure rage flowing through you .
How could Tony know ,and not even call me ? I sat in that damn facility for months, and he fucking knew?! And who the hell is Steve to say he was heartbroken! Did he forget our conversation from last night already!
You try to even your breathing ,but nothing seems to help . You register your name being called but you’re so focused on not trying to kill Tony or Steve that you cant answer. They are still bickering about you like you aren’t even in the room . ” SHUT UP. BOTH OF YOU , JUST SHUT THE HELL UP !“ You scream at the two infront of you . They go silent, locking their eyes on you.
” Miss Y/n, I advise you take a seat your vitals are showing-“ You don’t hear the rest, everything goes silent and your vision fades to absolute darkness.
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