ain't it fun.
so my doctor diagnosed me with rosacea two days ago. yay. he told me to stop using the eczema cream i use to keep it under control, but i’m just really scared my left cheek will get all red and weepy again if i do :(
i’ve been on antibiotics for a few weeks now…. but about a week and a half ago, the condition got so bad that i had to go back to using my eczema cream on it. my cheek appears better now, but according to everyone i know (and the internet), i should just really stop using the cream or it’ll make it worse in the long term.
man, i just really wish i had normal skin T.T
but on another note, i was driving home last night and it was dark and raining and this minivan nearly drove right into me. he was trying to cut into the turning-right lane at the last minute and i must’ve been in his black spot because he didn’t see me and kept cutting into the lane until my dad reached over and honked for me. obviously, with the minimal experience i have with accidents, i didn’t know what to do and freaked out when i saw him trying to cut in so i just started braking really slowly like normal to avoid flinging everyone forward if i braked suddenly.
dad wasn’t very happy. the front of the mercedes got a little scratched. but thankfully, after hitting us, the other driver was nice enough to stop on the other side of the road and wait for us (the turn-right light turned red after he hit us and drove off). he admitted that it was his fault for not seeing me at all when he tried to cut in. but i still feel bad. maybe if i’d braked sooner, there wouldn’t have been a collision at all. and they were a nice old korean couple. i was so traumatized after the hit that i was crying in the car while the adults were exchanging details. awks, because the man then came over to our car and apologized to me - which made me feel even worse because i should’ve gotten out of the car as well.
so yeah, seriously, what the freak’s going on with my life?