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Ten for 36's little black book?

Originally posted by neotechs

1st Meeting

  • Piercing shop, this is your place of work
  • Piercing ears, lips, and ya’know, whatever else people may want
  • Ten, a piercing enthusiast
  • You were the person in charge of piercing his cartilage today
  • Adding silver studs to his nice ears
  • It was a simple meeting, something professional

2nd Meeting

  • As someone who listened to music, but didn’t remember faces or names, you went to concerts as they came
  • So when you ended up at an NCT show, you were beyond surprised to see your usual customer there
  • He, himself, was quite alarmed as he didn’t even realized you listened to them
  • He’d made it a point to say hi to you before leaving
  • Somehow or another, Ten charmed you into getting your number
  • Welcome to a friendship from Hell that you didn’t ask for

Confession

  • He’d be so soft about it
  • But you wouldn’t know he confessed
  • He found out you liked him thanks to Johnny- who was more than willing to get his ass kicked if it got you two together
  • He’d given you friendship rings, or that’s what he said
  • At a little gathering with the others, Taeyong had asked about them
  • ‘Oh, Ten got them.. I’ve never had be–’
  • ‘It’s our couple rings, aren’t they cute?’
  • He would just show you that breath taking smile
  • You honestly wouldn’t even be mad, because.. who could be mad at that face?
  • Later though, he would obviously say how much he liked you, all

1st Kiss

  • Good luck
  • Overly Cliche, you are his good luck charm
  • Your first kiss was to calm him down
  • He, did not initiate it
  • He was fidgeting a bit, and it was honestly making you anxious just watching
  • You grabbed his cheeks, and pushed your lips together in a soft kiss
  • Mumbling; ‘Please calm down, you’re freaking me out, and I’m not even part of this.’

He’s Jealous

  •  A lot of people would see him as non confrontational when it comes to jealously
  • So when you said who your date was, the person flirting with you would laugh, commenting on how scrawny he looked
  • Ten is a confident person, so that wouldn’t really phase him much
  • He would be the type to step between you, kissing your forehead
  • He’d look back with a raised eyebrow; ‘You’re still here?’
  • Or, if he was in a bit more of a bitchy mood; ‘Oh, I’m sorry, did I interrupt your pathetic attempts of flirting with my girlfriend?’ / ‘I know you don’t honestly think she’d pick you over me, I mean.. I’m me.’
  • You wouldn’t really see Ten being so cocky, or full of himself any other time
  • He’s a soft soul, and he wouldn’t even really get jealous unless it got pretty bad

Proposal

  • Ten is a living, hopelessly romantic cliche
  • So, when you hear a certain song playing when you see him, don’t laugh
  • He’s a very passionate dancer, so I don’t think it’s can be taken as too big of a surprise to see him doing just that as he proposes
  • This would honestly be a very important moment of his life
  • And, he would not let anything ruin it
  • If it was messed up somehow, he might literally cry his eyes out
  • He’s not a.. perfectionist per say, unless it comes to dancing, so he would practice day in, and out to make sure it was the best for you both
Believe

“Believe”

I long for hope that burns inside of me
Because there are so many things that I’ve never seen
So many places that I’ve never been
Wondering when will my life truly begin?

This hope I long for that burns inside of me
Is the cause and reason for me to believe
In all the things I’ve known and everything I had
For things can never really be that bad.

This hope I have is what pushes me foward
Slightly northward and around the corner
Its what gets me by each and every day
Because you never know what tomorrow may convey

You never really know what the future holds
Some days are bronze while others are gold
You never really know what tomorrow brings
Every darkened Winter will have a new day in Spring

You never really know what new friends you’ll meet
Or what old friends you fought with may come back and greet
The calendar repeats with all the same dates
But that doesn’t mean you can’t change your fate

We all hope for something; its what keeps us alive
Hope is the driving force that gets us to try
Hope for love, or money, or friends
Hope is what pushes us in the end

But without faith there is no hope
We put our hope in faith to help us cope
Whatever you believe in; believe in it still
Never lose faith nor sign off your will

Faith is like love; you can’t see it, but it’s there
You can’t touch it, taste it, smell it, but you know its in the air
You can only feel it deep inside your heart
You either believe or you don’t, but not always from the start

And if you believe in nothing, there’s still something to be said
At least you are living and those thoughts are in your head
If a lack of faith in something is enough to get you by
Then don’t deny there’s nothing because something makes you try


so idk how the hell i started on this but i started talking about a twilight au with @reneewvlkers and here we are. it’s very long and super terrible and the end is a big mess but it is DONE so enjoy

  • neil’s mom is remarrying a minor league baseball player so she can keep more under the radar while they’re on the run so neil goes to live with his uncle stuart
  • who for some reason lives in fucking forks washington (who knows why?? a man from a british crime family staying in washington?? no clue!)
  • so neil isn’t happy, but his mom was moving and he didn’t want to (honestly i don’t remember why bella goes to live with charlie all too clearly so…) so he ends up living with his uncle who he is estranged from
  • they had stayed with with stuart before when neil was very young and he vaguely remembers his friend kevin day who he had hung out with a lot when he was a kid
  • stuart was still good friends with kevin’s mom, kayleigh (they went fishing all the time) so when neil shows up at the house for the first time, he was re-introduced to kevin, who gave him a sort of awkward hug before saying he’d see him at school
  • it was very awkward living with uncle stuart and neil was grateful to head out to school the next day
  • when he got to school, a friendly guy named matt showed him around and he ended up sitting next to him at lunch with a couple of his friends (renee, allison, dan, and seth)
  • throughout lunch they talked a bunch to neil, asking him questions about his life, but neil’s gaze kept being drawn to the group at the other end of the cafeteria

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Seventy-eight.

Cyn

“You know I wouldn’t have left you Cyn” Lexi said

Leaning against my car, I glanced at my watch “No it’s okay, I wanted you to go” I assured her “I think I’m capable of taking care of myself for one day Elexia, plus I’m at my parents’ house. I’m going to tell my mother today” I sighed

I was tired of having to stay in the house to wait for Alex not knowing when he was going to come home. I can only mope around for so long and it wasn’t fair that I was holding Lexi hostage like he didn’t have a life too.

“Sheesh, you’re not wasting no time huh?” she asked

I shook my head “Nope, if I tell her now she won’t be so mad about it later then she could be the one to tell my dad and that way all the dramatics will be over with” I said

At least I hope, my mother’s going to be pretty upset but my dad, I didn’t want to anywhere near him when he found out.

He’s probably going to think I ruined my life or something along those lines.

“Well good luck baby girl and please if you need me just call and don’t do anything to crazy, you got a baby on board” she joked

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3

It Was Fake? *Cristiano Ronaldo imagine*

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I looked at Cristiano who’d had his arm underneath my head. I feel really guilty, real bad for what I did. I sat up, my curly hair blocking the side of my face from him. I went into the closet getting a pair of my ripped jeans, and a hoodie. Cristiano staring at me the entire time.

“Where are you going?” He asked

I looked at him, “I have to go get something, in which you stopped me from getting before we had sex “I said looking at him

He chuckled, “Alright”

I went and took a shower, and put on my Jordans. Giving Cristiano a kiss, I grabbed the keys and went to the mall. It was an I’m sorry gift for when I tell him, what I did.

Going into the mall, I went straight to the watch shop. I’m about to buy him a watch, anything.

So I went in and bought him a Rolex watch, and some shoes. You know shopping for Cristiano was hard. You never know what he likes, I’m serious this man was he appreciated everything however you never know what he really likes. Besides shiny cars the world may never know.

So getting a pretzel from the little pretzel shop, I headed home. When I arrived at the house, Cristiano smiled at me. “So you went and got a pretzel?” He asked chuckling at the end

I smiled, “No, I went to go and get you a gift” I said

He looked at me, weirdly. “Is today like an anniversary I didn’t know about?” He asked

I laughed once again, and handed him the box. Sitting down opposite of him, he looked at the box and then at me. “What’s this for Y/N?”

“It’s just because I love you”

He looked at me skeptically, “Not that I’m questioning your love it’s just whenever you say that it means you did something wrong” He said setting the stuff down

I looked at him, shaking my head. “No, pick it up open it”

“Fine, and then you’re telling me what you did”

I nodded, and he opened it. A smile on his face, “Babe this is really nice, now what did you do?” He asked as he set the watch and shoes down on the table.

I began playing with my hands. “Well you know when we had sex?”

He chuckles, “Yes it wasn’t that long ago”

I looked at the wall, “Well I may or may not have faked it” I said

At first he didn’t say anything so I had just assumed he was okay with it. That was until I looked at his face, he was pissed. He stood up, “You faked it?” He asked

I nodded, “Yeah”

“Like what part?”

“The orgasm” I said quietly

He looked at me, “What part?“

I looked down, “The orgasm”

“What?”

Now I knew he was doing it just because. “THE ORGASM I FAKE IT!” I yelled standing up

His face was in rage. “You faked something that no one can ever fake! Why would you do that?” He asked

I shrugged, “I don’t know it just happened”

“It just happened? Nothing like that just happens do you know you can hurt a man’s pride doing that”

“Really I think you’re being a bit over dramatic Cristiano”

“No I’m not, I have no idea why you’d do that? I’m great a sex, shit! I’m the best, so why would you fake it?” He asked looking at me

I was going to laugh but seeing his face told me I shouldn’t. “Look I’m sorry but look doesn’t this watch look nice? How about I’ll make whatever you want to eat” I said

He looked outside the window, and then back at me. “What?Why are you staring at me like that?” I asked

He didn’t say anything at first, just stared at me, until finally he just threw me over his shoulder, I began hitting his back. “Cristiano put me down!Where and what are you doing?” I asked

He threw me on the bed. “We’re doing this again, as many times as it takes to show you that you don’t just fake an orgasm to Ronaldo and not get punished”

Personal | Tony Hoagland

Don’t take it personal, they said;
but I did, I took it all quite personal—

the breeze and the river and the color of the fields;
the price of grapefruit and stamps,

the wet hair of women in the rain—
And I cursed what hurt me

and I praised what gave me joy,
the most simple-minded of possible responses.

The government reminded me of my father,
with its deafness and its laws,

and the weather reminded me of my mom,
with her tropical squalls.

Enjoy it while you can, they said of Happiness
Think first, they said of Talk

Get over it, they said
at the School of Broken Hearts

but I couldn’t and I didn’t and I don’t
believe in the clean break;

I believe in the compound fracture
served with a sauce of dirty regret,

I believe in saying it all
and taking it all back

and saying it again for good measure
while the air fills up with I’m-Sorries

like wheeling birds
and the trees look seasick in the wind.

Oh life! Can you blame me
for making a scene?

You were that yellow caboose, the moon
disappearing over a ridge of cloud.

I was the dog, chained in some fool’s backyard;
barking and barking:

trying to convince everything else
to take it personal too.

afraid of the light, please leave the dark on
morello

whoa, i wrote a song!! it’s my first song if you discount ‘hey cecil’… my first non-fandom specific song. hope you enjoy <3

there’s a ghost
who sits out on your windowsill
painting shadows in the dark
there’s a ghost
who taps on your front window, still
and they tell you that they’re lost

are you a little scared
of what they have to say
when they tell you they can’t reach you any other way
the cobwebs fill your mouth
you try to choke them out
the cobwebs fill your mouth
you try to choke them out

there’s a ghost
who follows you around this place
breathing words into your head
there’s a ghost
remember all the words they said
at least their words are never dead

and you’re a little scared
of what they have to say
when you’ve always known they can’t be any other way
the cobwebs fill your mouth
you try to choke them out
the cobwebs fill your mouth
you try to choke them out

this haunted house is filled with people
this graveyard’s my motel

cause i’m the ghost
and i sit out on your windowsill
praying that you’re home
i’m a ghost
but inside i’m only human, i’m
only skin and bones

and i’m a little scared
of what you have to say
when you tell me that my memory has gone astray
the cobwebs fill my mouth
i try to choke them out
the cobwebs fill my mouth
and air comes rushing out

3

I’m In My Feelings (Rafinha Alcántara imagine) For Kayla

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“Jennie, be careful please” I said as she jumped off the swings

Rafinha chuckled from besides me, “She’ll be fine” He said

I turned towards him, “If she get’s hurt will she be fine then?” I asked

He chuckled, “You’re right”

We both laughed, and continued to watch Jennie. “You know this is nice, different from other times we’ve come” He said 

I turned towards him, and smiled, “Mami, can we go to the beach now” Jennie asked running over

I smiled, “Sure” 

She stuck out her hand for me, and I took it. We both looked towards Rafinha who wasn’t paying attention, “Papi” She called out

He came out of the trance he was in and looked at her, “What happened?” He asked

“We’re going to the beach Papi, come on” 

Rafinha stood up, taking Jennie’s hand. We walked over to the beach, and set up the towels. I sat down on the towel, as Jennie  and Rafinha headed over to the water. 

I smiled, being here with the two of them really made me feel like we were one once again. It was hard being separated, I was broken from my thoughts when someone sat down next to me. “You keep staring at him like that and he might just turn around and marry you” 

I turned to see Neymar a smile on his face, I chuckled, “What are you doing here?” I asked 

He smiled shrugging his shoulders, “Oh you know, just here with Poker” He said as he motioned out to the water

I chuckled, looking at the happy pup. “See there you go with that stare again” He said

I turned to him, “I don’t know what stare you’re talking about Neymar”

Neymar raised an eyebrow, “You really don’t know what I’m talking about?” He asked

I nodded, “Yes I really don’t know what you’re talking about” 

Neymar chuckled, “That look of love, and admiration for him the longing look of wanting to be with him once again” He asked 

I sighed, “Stop, I’m already confused” 

He chuckled, “So you do have feelings still” 

“Maybe”

He smiled, “Did you tell him yet?” 

I shook my head, “How can I? He’s already moved on, he’s happy we’re good as friends co-parenting our daughter” I said

At this Neymar laughed, “Come on Kayla I know you’re way smarter than to believe that he’s happy co-parenting with you” 

I turned towards him, “What do you mean?” I asked

“He’s not happy co-parenting with you Kayla he doesn’t want to do that anymore” 

“What?”

Neymar nodded his head, “He’s tired of only seeing Jennie  on weekends and sometimes during the week. And having split holidays, haven’t you noticed him being all quiet and stuff?” Neymar asked

I scrunched my eyebrows, as I looked out towards Jennie , Rafinha and Poker. They smiled back waving, I waved and then turned towards Neymar, “I mean he’s been slightly quiet but it’s not unusual” 

Neymar raised an eyebrow, “Rafinha being quiet is unusual” 

I chuckled, “That’s true” 

Just then Rafinha came back a smile on his face, “Hey can you go watch Jennie over there for a moment” He asked Neymar

Neymar nodded, getting up and giving me a wink. I rolled my eyes at him, as Rafinha sat down in his spot. We stayed quiet for a while before, I turned towards him. “Are you really unhappy with the way everything’s set up?”I asked

He looked at me confused, “What are you talking about?” 

I sighed, “I know you don’t like how everything’s going, I’m sorry that you have to sacrifice your weekends to spend time with Jennie” I said

“Kayla right now I have no idea what you’re even talking about” 

“Neymar told me everything Rafinha, I thought for even the slightest second that I would change my mind and ask to get back together but I guess that’s off the table-”

“What No!” Rafinha said interrupting me

I stared at him, “Don’t take that off the table, that’s why I came over here and sent him over there. I still have feelings for you Kayla, every time we hang out with Jennie I miss everything about how it used to be. I want to be with you again, so please don’t take that off the table.” He said

“Serious?”

He nodded, “Kayla, you were my first love when I moved to Spain. And you will forever be the only love in my life besides Jennie.” 

“Aw isn’t that cute, Jennie. Mami and Papi are going to be together” Neymar’s voice broke in

We both turned towards him and chuckled, Jennie looked between us a smile on her face. “Really!” She asked

Both Rafinha and I nodded, “Really” 

Reason To Believe

“Reason To Believe”

I long for hope that burns inside of me
Because there are so many things that I’ve never seen
So many places that I’ve never been
So much beauty that has yet to begin

This hope I long for that burns inside of me
Is the means and reason for me to believe
In all the things I’ve known and everything I have
For things can never really be that bad.

This hope I have is what pushes me forward
Slightly northward and around the corner
Its what gets me by each and every day
Because you never know what tomorrow may convey

You never really know what the future holds
Some days are bronze while others are gold
You never really know what tomorrow brings
Every darkened Winter will have a bright day in Spring

You never really know what new friends you’ll meet
Or what old friends you fought with may come back and greet
The calendar repeats with all the same dates
But that doesn’t mean you can’t change your fate

We all hope for something; its what keeps us alive
Hope is the driving force that gets us to try
Hope for love, or money, or friends
Hope is what pushes us in the end

But without faith there is no hope
We put our hope in faith to help us cope
Whatever you believe in; believe in it still
Never lose faith nor sign off your will

Faith is like love; you can’t see it, but it’s there
You can’t touch it, taste it, smell it, but you know it’s in the air
You can only feel it deep inside your heart
You either believe or you don’t, but not always from the start

And if you believe in nothing, there’s still something to be said
At least you are living and those thoughts are in your head
If a lack of faith in something is still enough to get you by
Then don’t deny there’s nothing because that nothing makes you try