“We’re smiling but we’re close to tears”
Who: Jimin and Y/N
A/N: lmao so this is something a friend of mine wanted me to do so i’ll try to make it good bc this bitch is picky and a good reader so idk i’m just gonna do her bias in bts bc she never said who to make it about also i did this on my phone so it’s literal trash sorry
Jimin and I were supposed to go on a date at the small café we met at today. Jimin was 35 minutes late, it’s not like I expected anything more. Jimin was always late to our dates, he always had the same excuse too, ‘sorry i got caught up in practice and lost track of time i’ll be there soon’. I decided to wait another 15 minutes and if he’s not here then I’m leaving.
15 minutes later and I receive a text from Jimin ‘sorry babe i can’t make it, this dance isn’t turning out the way i want it to’. I let out a small sigh and a sad smile appears on my face. It’s not like I didn’t expect it, or that it didn’t happen before, I’m just dissapointed. This is the first time we would’ve seen each other in 3 weeks and he decided to ditch me like the countless other times he ditched me. My eyes water so I get up and start walking to our shared apartment.
As I enter our shared apartment a feeling of emptiness overcomes me. Our once warm and happy home was now cold and lonely. I’ve spent countless nights alone, wishing Jimin would come back before 3 AM. I drag my feet to the fridge and pack Jimin some food, he hasn’t had dinner yet. As I’m packing the leftover dinner he hadn’t eaten yesterday, I think back on the past 3 months of our relationship and the how vastly different it was from the first 3 months. Jimin and I have been dating for 2 and a half years, but lately it doesn’t feel like we’re dating at all.
As I walk to the BigHit building, sadness overcomes me. I’ve been putting off this day, but I can’t do it anymore. The thoughts that overcame my mind are destroying me from the inside out, and I’m tired of sacrificing myself for the sake of Jimin. Sure, this may be selfish, but I can’t continue to be selfless anymore. I enter the BigHit building, giving the secretary a small smile before walking to Jimin’s practice room. I enter the large space and watch Jimin dance for a while, this may be the last time I see how beautiful he is when he dances. If only he loved me as much as he loved that. Jimin finally notices me and runs over to me, trapping me in his hug. I don’t respond to his hug and he notices.
“What’s wrong?” He asks. I give him a teary-eyed smile and hand him his dinner.
“Jimin, I can’t do this anymore,” I smile sadly.
“What’re you talking about Y/N you’re scaring me,” He says, worry clear in his eyes.
“I want to break up Jimin, I can’t do this anymore,” A tear slips down my cheek, but I wipe it away and smile up at him, “You don’t love me as much as you love your work.”
“I never asked you to love me more than your work or to put me first, all I wanted was to be happy with you,” My voice breaks, “And I’m sorry but I can’t do that anymore.”
I give him a hug and another teary-eyed smile and walk away. As I exit the practice room, a tear falls down my cheek but I don’t bother to wipe it away. I still love him, I just wanted to be loved too.
“This isn’t goodbye Y/N.”