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Google Doc - E.D. - Pt. 3

“Summary - You have an 8 AM lecture with a guy who also has no idea what’s going on. You agree to make a Google Doc together to try to make some sense of the class but end up flirting with each other more than comparing notes.

Warnings - I’m posting this from my hotel room so sorry if something is messed up I’m doing this from my mobile app

Word Count - 840  


“It’s 6:55. I bet he forgot,” you say to your roommate. She’s on the edge of her bed, painting her toenails, while you’re pacing around the room.

“No, he didn’t. He’s just trying not to look over eager,” She says, still focused on her pedicure.

You sigh dramatically, plopping down on your bed and scrolling through Instagram. You’d been ready since about 6:30, so your roommate has heard your concern countless times. You start scrolling through Intstagram to pass the time until you hear a knock on your door.

“One sec!” you yell, shutting off your phone and flashing a nervous smile at your roommate.

“Hey,” you greet Ethan as you slip out the door.

“Hey, what’s up?” he asks. 

“Not much. Where do you wanna study?” you question.

“Library?” he suggests, and you agree.

You and Ethan make small talk as he leads you across campus. When you get there, you find a secluded corner in the basement where the two of you can talk without being interrupted.

Dropping his backpack on the floor, he asks, “Okay, so what should we start with?”

“Oh, can we check the differences between multivariate distributions? I can’t seem to figure them out,” you say as you take a seat next to him. You’re trying hard to stay cool, but you’re freaking out a little on the inside. He’s just so damn cute.

“Oh, yeah, I remember being confused by that, too. Do you wanna look in the book while I check the Google Doc?” he asks. You nod in reply, pulling your textbook out of your bag as he retrieves his laptop.

By the time the two of you finish studying, it’s past nine o’clock.

“Oh my God, have we really been studying for two hours?” You ask Ethan incredulously.

“Yeah, I guess so. I say we wrap it up for the night. Not much else we can do besides hope and pray,” he responds, and you chuckle. You gather your things and head out the door. As you’re walking home, you pass Ethan’s dorm hall. You slow down, expecting him to part ways with you, but he doesn’t.

“Aren’t you going home?” you ask him.

“No, I’m walking you home,” he declares, briefly glancing at you before looking ahead.

“You don’t have to-” you start, but Ethan cuts you off.

“I want to. Besides, it’s already pretty dark out. Kinda spooky,” he smirks. You can feel your heart flutter.

“Thanks, Ethan,” you say and he just shrugs. While you walk, you talk to him about college, mostly about classes. You find out that he’s a digital media major.

“I dunno, I just really like making videos,” he says.

“What do you like about it?”

“I just think it’s a really cool way to convey ideas and emotions and stuff, you know? Like, you can say so much in just a five minute video. It would be really cool to make full-length films one day, but I’m not even close - I’m sorry, this must be so boring,” he laughs, looking down.

“No, it’s really cool. I feel the same way, to be honest. I’ve just never gotten into it,” you confess.

“Thanks,” he smiles, “I could teach you some basic stuff, if you want.”

“I’d love that,” you respond, trying not to grin from ear-to-ear.

Soon, you reach the door to your building. You turn to Ethan, smiling. “Thanks again for walking me back,” you say.

“It’s not a problem, really,” he insists. “You’re good from here, right?” You nod, and he says, “Okay, goodnight, Y/N.” He leans in, placing a quick kiss on your cheek, and before you can respond, he turns and walks away, leaving you to wonder what the hell that meant.

Test day came and went. You and Ethan both got A’s on the test, which meant that your joint study effort was paying off. However, it didn’t last for long.

Once the two of you became more comfortable around each other, you found yourselves becoming more easily distracted when trying to take notes together . Thanks to the chat option, Ethan found a way to discreetly joke around with you during class. The first time he messaged you in class, you weren’t expecting it. You looked at Ethan confusedly when you saw the notification on your screen, wondering why he didn’t just lean over and talk to you in person. Open it, he mouthed, so you did.

Dr. Morgan is looking hella fine in that sweater vest amirite

You had to clap a hand over your mouth to refrain from laughing out loud. You look over at him helplessly, and quickly tap out a response:

I’m more distracted by his pants. His ass is looking tight in those khakis

This time, Ethan is the one struggling to contain his laughter.

The two of you spent the rest of the class messaging each other, not only joking around but even getting to know each other. No matter how much you tried to deny it, you knew you were developing serious feelings for this boy.

Voters broadly support transgender people serving in the military, poll finds

  • President Donald Trump’s ban on transgender service members is not popular among the American electorate, according to a new Quinnipiac poll released Thursday,
  • More than two-thirds of voters, or 68%, say transgender people should be able to serve in the military, according to the poll. What’s more, 55% of voters in military households said transgender people should be able to serve.
  • The only group to oppose transgender military service members are Republicans, who say by a margin of 60% to 32% that transgender people shouldn’t be able to serve.
  • “Voters say a soldier is a soldier, no matter what his/her gender identity is,” Tim Malloy, assistant director of the Quinnipiac poll, said in a news release. “Voters say, ‘Let them serve.’” Read more. (8/3/2017 1:01 PM)

dnp: lite // shorter, lighter questions regarding dnp // total length: 17:06

1:04 my personal favorite dnp outfits
4:26 what is special about dnp’s relationship?
7:37 my fav pick-me-up vid(s)
8:55 fav post-baking universe moments

dnp: going deep // heavier topics, bit more serious business // total length: 33:07

:20 why do dnp command respect from their peers? 
5:54 why do dnp command attention and interest from their audience? 
14:04 thoughts on lack of prolonged fandom interest in the stage show and books, and the branded nature of those products
17:59 the youtube community’s response to felix + dnp’s relationship with him
24:16 dnp, phandom, and race

part ii: personal // questions bout me and my opinions on shit // total length: 53:06

0:00 rapid-fire questions (or my version of it) 
3:07 wolfstar fic recs and my short-lived phase of non-interest in dnp (my ao3 bookmarks and mentioned authors
6:07 what do i want to be talking about on this blog? (spoiler alert: idfk) 
10:33 the style/form of writing i most prefer to write
12:56 being a year younger for my grade + bullying advice
16:12 setting limits for fandom investment and consumption
23:16 hard lines for dnp things i won’t discuss (longer post here
24:41 law degrees: what’s the point man 
32:39 how to stay informed on countries that aren’t the united states (longer post here
39:54 my thoughts on tumblr anonymity, or Why The Hell Did Nihilist Toothpaste Turn Anons Off? 
49:00 things that cheer me up 🌻💛

notes … 

+ok first n foremost @pedestriansquirrel sent me a cute af ask for this that just said ‘how are you today??? :)’ and it was so sweet and i recorded an answer for it when i was still testing my sound but i forgot to properly re-record it and i feel so bad so im answering here: im good and mostly just so very tired, i woke up at 3 am today to drive to DC to help my sister move out of her summer apartment there (she was interning at the house of representatives lmao nerd) 
+sorry in general for the inconsistent sound qual, i recorded early chunks over a month ago and u can defffff tell. i think in ‘dnp: lite’ i talk about a phil live show from ‘this week’ which was actually in early july lmao
+thanks to dann @queerofcups for this amazing idea (go listen to their own voice ask thingies here bc they’re fucking fantastic and dann’s personality is honestly heartwarming) 
+and thanks to sarah @waveydnp for motivating me to finish this lol i probs wouldntve done so if u hadnt messaged me xxxx  
+thanks also to @dantithesis @vdekje @geeky-gossip @queerofcups @waveydnp @flannelfish @void-journal and several anons for sending me questions. yall are the nicest <3 there were also a few of you whose questions i couldn’t get to here but i’ve saved all of them, and maybe will use them to do another episode of this in the future xx

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Today marks the anniversary of King Kong vs. Godzilla’s release in Japan! Let’s celebrate 55 years of this spectacular landmark film.

i tried fem!finland because i ship her with fem!norway

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Dostoyevski, Beyaz Geceler s.55
Fotoğraflar: Agnès Varda'nın 1965 yapımı, “Le Bonheur” (Mutluluk) filminden, (Marie-France Boyer & Jean-Claude Drouot).

And I discovered that I could love
All the things that I hated about myself
So long as they were wrapped up
In someone else’s skin.
—  poem fragment #55

anonymous asked:

#55 with Spence? Maybe you have kid(s)??

55. It’s just you and me tonight. I was thinking we could have a little fun.


Your home had not been this silent in years.

Most days it was full of the shared squeals and giggles coming from your three-year-old daughter Matilda and one-year-old son Elliot, and while you adored listening to the pattering of their little feet and the vast stories that their imaginations could create, you were beyond thankful that JJ had offered to have them stay the night at her house to allow you and Spencer some alone time.

While picking up the remainders of Elliott’s pre-dinner snack, you heard the familiar sound of a key opening the front door, signaling that Spencer was home for the night.

“I’m home!” Spencer called out dramatically from the doorway, expecting to be bombarded by the two tiny bodies that greeted him every night.

“In the kitchen!” you called back, biting your lip to contain a giggle that came from imagining the confusion that had to have been etched on his face.  

Discarding his bag and keys along the way, Spencer made his way to the kitchen where he found only you.

“Where are the kids?” he asked, his eyebrows furrowed just as you had expected.

“Aunt JJ invited them over for a sleepover with Henry and Michael” you explained while making your way over to him and wrapping your arms around his neck.

“Oh really,” Spencer was quick to catch onto the sultry tone in your voice, grabbing you by the waist and pulling you closer to him.

Humming in agreement, you trailed your lips up his neck, “It’s just you and me tonight. I was thinking we could have a little fun.”

Not wasting any time, Spencer eagerly pressed his lips to yours. Your hands threaded through his hair while Spencer gently pushed you against the kitchen counter top, breaking the kiss only briefly to gently lift you up and sit you on top of it.

Cursing under your breath, you wrapped your legs around Spencer’s waist, wanting him directly against your body, “Remind me to thank her later.”

Spencer removed your legs from his waist, causing a whimper to leave your lips before watching him drop to his knees infront of you and place his hands on the waist band of your shorts, “Just as long as you thank me first, baby girl.”

Someone please please give me a number and I’ll answer these. You can send me more than one!:)
  • Simple Life Questions:
  • 1. Selfie
  • 2. How Many Pets Do You Have?
  • 3. Dog Person or Cat Person?
  • 4. Diet or Regular Sodas?
  • 5. Biggest Fear(s)
  • 6. Favorite Food(s)
  • 7. Best Friend’s Name(s)
  • 8. Favorite Color(s)
  • 9. Number Of Siblings
  • 10. Favorite Animal
  • Love Life:
  • 11. Crush’s Initials.
  • 12. Hugs or Kisses?
  • 13. Would You Have Sex On The First Date?
  • 14. Do You Kiss & Tell?
  • 15. First Kiss Story
  • 16. Are You Single?
  • 17. Reason For Your Last Break Up
  • 18. Tall & Blonde or Brunette & A Little Nerdy?
  • 19. 5 Turn Ons
  • 20. 5 Turn Offs
  • Childhood:
  • 21. Childhood Best Friend
  • 22. Favorite Childhood Memory
  • 23. Favorite Childhood Teacher
  • 24. Favorite Childhood TV Show
  • 25. Favorite Childhood Movie
  • 26. Favorite Childhood Book
  • 27. Childhood Crush’s Name
  • 28. When You Were A Kid, What Did You Want To Be When You Grew Up?
  • 29. Favorite Childhood Activity
  • 30. Favorite Elementary School Subject
  • Education:
  • 31. Favorite School Subject Now
  • 32. College Major (If In College)
  • 33. If Not In College What Do You Want To Major In?
  • 34. High School Graduation Year
  • 35. College Graduation Year
  • 36. College Of Choice
  • 37. Private School or Public School
  • 38. Did You Have To Wear A Uniform In School?
  • 39. Was/Is Your High School Big or Small?
  • 40. What Do You Want Your Career To Be?
  • More Fun Questions:
  • 41. Describe Your Fashion Taste
  • 42. Have You Ever Had A Secret Crush On A Friend?
  • 43. Ideal Date
  • 44. Favorite Nickname
  • 45. London or Paris?
  • 46. Favorite Store
  • 47. If You Could Go Anywhere For A Week, All Expenses Paid, Where Would You Go?
  • 48. Do You Know What You Want To Name Your Kids?
  • 49. If You Could Meet Anyone, Dead or Alive, Who Would It Be?
  • 50. Are You A Light Sleeper?
  • TV, Books, Movies and Music:
  • 51. Comedy Movies or Musicals?
  • 52. Favorite Book(s)
  • 53. Favorite Movie(s)
  • 54. Favorite TV Show(s)
  • 55. If You Could Bring Back ANY Cancelled TV Show, What Would It Be?
  • 56. Favorite Actor
  • 57. Favorite Actress
  • 58. Favorite Singer(s)
  • 59. Favorite Band(s)
  • 60. Favorite Song(s)
  • Etc.:
  • 61. If You Were Stranded On A Island, What 5 Things Would You Want With You?
  • 62. Do You Have An iPhone?
  • 63. If You Have An iPhone What Is Your Favorite Game and/or App?
  • 64. Favorite Fruit
  • 65. Favorite Vegetable
  • 66. What Toppings Do You Get On Your Hamburger?
  • 67. What Is Your Middle Name?
  • 68. 3 Words To Describe Yourself
  • 69. Ice Cream or Frozen Yogurt?
  • 70. Do You Play Any Sports? If So, What Are They?
  • This or That:
  • 71. Pizza or Chicken Nuggets?
  • 72. Broccoli or Cauliflower?
  • 73. Cantaloupe or Honey Dew Melons?
  • 74. Math or Reading?
  • 75. Flowers or Chocolates?
  • 76. Christmas or Your Birthday?
  • 77. Hot or Cold?
  • 78. Pool or Beach?
  • 79. Cake or Pie?
  • 80. Picnic In The Park or Romantic Dinner?
  • Getting Deep:
  • 81. How Has Life Changed For You Over The Passed Few Years?
  • 82. Would You Say Your Friends Are Truly There For You?
  • 83. Do You Miss Someone Right Now?
  • 84. Have You Ever Had A Friend Turn On You?
  • 85. Where Do You See Yourself In 5 Years?
  • 86. Where Do You See Yourself In 10 Years?
  • 87. What Are You Looking Forward To The Most Right Now?
  • 88. Have You Ever Cried Yourself To Sleep?
  • 89. Who Was Your Last Argument With?
  • 90. Are You Happy With Your Life Right Now?
  • Etc. Part 2:
  • 91. Do You Cry Easily?
  • 92. What Was The Last Movie You Cried At?
  • 93. Do You Save Souvenirs From Vacations?
  • 94. How Many Kids Do You Want?
  • 95. What Are You Listening To Right Now?
  • 96. One Thing You Love About Yourself
  • 97. One Thing You Dislike About Yourself
  • 98. Biggest Insecurity.
  • 99. What Does Your Last Text Message Say?
  • 100. Any Question You Want.
Guys ask me questions please! I'm so bored!! Ask as many as you like, I'll be 100% honest

Simple Life Questions:
1. Selfie
2. How Many Pets Do You Have?
3. Dog Person or Cat Person?
4. Diet or Regular Sodas?
5. Biggest Fear(s)
6. Favorite Food(s)
7. Best Friend’s Name(s)
8. Favorite Color(s)
9. Number Of Siblings
10. Favorite Animal

Love Life:
11. Crush’s Initials.
12. Hugs or Kisses?
13. Would You Have Sex On The First Date?
14. Do You Kiss & Tell?
15. First Kiss Story
16. Are You Single?
17. Reason For Your Last Break Up
18. Tall & Blonde or Brunette & A Little Nerdy?
19. 5 Turn Ons
20. 5 Turn Offs

Childhood:
21. Childhood Best Friend
22. Favorite Childhood Memory
23. Favorite Childhood Teacher
24. Favorite Childhood TV Show
25. Favorite Childhood Movie
26. Favorite Childhood Book
27. Childhood Crush’s Name
28. When You Were A Kid, What Did You Want To Be When You Grew Up?
29. Favorite Childhood Activity
30. Favorite Elementary School Subject

Education:
31. Favorite School Subject Now
32. College Major (If In College)
33. If Not In College What Do You Want To Major In?
34. High School Graduation Year
35. College Graduation Year
36. College Of Choice
37. Private School or Public School
38. Did You Have To Wear A Uniform In School?
39. Was/Is Your High School Big or Small?
40. What Do You Want Your Career To Be?

More Fun Questions:
41. Describe Your Fashion Taste
42. Have You Ever Had A Secret Crush On A Friend?
43. Ideal Date
44. Favorite Nickname
45. London or Paris?
46. Favorite Store
47. If You Could Go Anywhere For A Week, All Expenses Paid, Where Would You Go?
48. Do You Know What You Want To Name Your Kids?
49. If You Could Meet Anyone, Dead or Alive, Who Would It Be?
50. Are You A Light Sleeper?

TV, Books, Movies and Music:
51. Comedy Movies or Musicals?
52. Favorite Book(s)
53. Favorite Movie(s)
54. Favorite TV Show(s)
55. If You Could Bring Back ANY Cancelled TV Show, What Would It Be?
56. Favorite Actor
57. Favorite Actress
58. Favorite Singer(s)
59. Favorite Band(s)
60. Favorite Song(s)

Etc.:
61. If You Were Stranded On A Island, What 5 Things Would You Want With You?
62. Do You Have An iPhone?
63. If You Have An iPhone What Is Your Favorite Game and/or App?
64. Favorite Fruit65. Favorite Vegetable
66. What Toppings Do You Get On Your Hamburger?
67. What Is Your Middle Name?
68. 3 Words To Describe Yourself
69. Ice Cream or Frozen Yogurt?
70. Do You Play Any Sports? If So, What Are They?

This or That:
71. Pizza or Chicken Nuggets?
72. Broccoli or Cauliflower?
73. Cantaloupe or Honey Dew Melons?
74. Math or Reading?
75. Flowers or Chocolates?
76. Christmas or Your Birthday?
77. Hot or Cold?
78. Pool or Beach?
79. Cake or Pie?
80. Picnic In The Park or Romantic Dinner?

Getting Deep:
81. How Has Life Changed For You Over The Passed Few Years?
82. Would You Say Your Friends Are Truly There For You?
83. Do You Miss Someone Right Now?
84. Have You Ever Had A Friend Turn On You?
85. Where Do You See Yourself In 5 Years?
86. Where Do You See Yourself In 10 Years?
87. What Are You Looking Forward To The Most Right Now?
88. Have You Ever Cried Yourself To Sleep?
89. Who Was Your Last Argument With?
90. Are You Happy With Your Life Right Now?

Etc. Part 2:
91. Do You Cry Easily?
92. What Was The Last Movie You Cried At?
93. Do You Save Souvenirs From Vacations?
94. How Many Kids Do You Want?
95. What Are You Listening To Right Now?
96. One Thing You Love About Yourself
97. One Thing You Dislike About Yourself
98. Biggest Insecurity.
99. What Does Your Last Text Message Say?
100. Any Question You Want