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I know we don’t get to talk or see each other much. But being apart for now doesn’t change the way I feel about you in my heart. Sure I’m lonely, and sometimes I’m overwhelmed with this emptiness in my chest. But, just remember that I love you and everything about you. That’s what gets me through every minute of every day that I’m without you. I long to hold you and feel your sweet caress, I have never loved anyone as much as I love you.

You make me feel loved, you make me feel safe, but more importantly, you make me feel wanted. We both knew our friendship would grow right from the very first day we spoke. But, neither one of us could begin to imagine the love we both feel, not exploding or thundering into our hearts, but just slowly growing into a beautiful relationship that only you and I can understand. You are my soul mate, my best friend, my inspiration, and my love. Having your love has been the best thing that has ever happened to me. I don’t care what others say about you and me. All I know is that I love you, and that will never change.

Happy 18th Babe! :* I love you and I cant wait to see you :*

Happy Birthday! Ate Rose!

First of all, thanks! with “s” :)Pasensya na at iniistorbo ko kayo ni Kuya habang magkachat kayo. Basta alam mo na yun! HAHA Happy Birthday! Hindi ko alam bat kamukha mo yung si Pabulongnasigaw.. :P 

Happy Birthday ulit! Thanks!

God bless! :)

Kita kits sa future!

Rosemarinie Barte

Maligayang pagtanda te Rows! Mehehehehe

Hindi halata sa hitsura mo yung edad mo te. Nuks! Mehehehehe

Mabait, maganda (kahit hindi ko pa nakikita sa personal) Kabitenya ka nga pala ano te? Enjoy your birth day Te Rows, minsan lang to. Mehehehehe. Ang ganda-ganda naman ng flowers na hawak mo te, sweet talaga ni Kuya Rhyan. God bless Ate Rows :) More birthdays to come. Take care :) We love you.

Salamas Te Rows sa mga magpapaalala ng mga bagay na kadalasan kong nalilimutan. 

THE BEST IN THE WORLD!

the toilet (since i’m a homebody ).

this is where the real “Game of Thrones” happens. eventhough our toilet is not that beautiful or elegant, i feel really comfortable when i’m inside it (like when i’m throwing the dump). it’s like i’m in some capsule that separates me from the chaos outside. i can read here in silence, i can sing without anyone really hearing it since the flowing water muffles the noise i make and i can pretend that i’m some actress in some romance movie crying in the middle of the rain…

i love our toilet but i have doubts in public ones.

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Stolen-dashboard confessionals (bagong gising cover by rhyan costa)

Kapag masama pakiramdam ko, isang ngiti lang nya, ok na ako.

Kapag malungkot ako, napapasaya nya ako ng sobra sobra.

Kapag tinatagas ako, nagagawa nya akong patinuin, kahit paano, at natitiis nya.

Hinahayaan nya akong kulitin ko sya, (as in yung literal na kulit!) habang pinapakita nya kung gaano nya ako kamahal. Sa sobrang laki ng pagmamahal nya, feeling ko, nilalamon ako nito, at sa tuwing magkasama kami at nagtatawanan, feeling ko tumitigas ang tiyan ko, at nagiging abs na sya sa sobrang kakatawa.

Sya ang nagbibigay sa kin ng lakas. Sobra sobrang pagmamahal ang nararamdaman ko pag mgkasama kami, feeling ko nasa langit ang ulo ko, pero pinapaalala nya sa akin na dapat nakatungtong pa rin ako sa lupa. Kung wala sya, di ko alam kung anung patutunguhan ko, at yun ang pinagpapasalamat ko sa Diyos na binigay Nya sya sa akin.

Mahal kita, Rosemarinie Barte.

toxic na katawan na nag-ugat sa katoxican sa trabaho

Imbis na nagpapahinga ako ngayon, eto, nasa harap ako ng kompyuter. Tumawag kasi yung workmate ko at sinabi na icheck ko raw yung email ko. Okay. at yan na naman ang makulit na taga marketing ng isang HMO na nagrerequest ng ganito ganyan blah blah blah blah. sa totoo lang andami nilang arte. andami nilang gusto. 

sinabi ko na lang sa workmate ko na di ko na alam kung panu pa sila sasagutin. ipapasa ko na yun sa kamay ng Operations Officer at Clinic manager namin. ayaw ko rin naman magreply sa email kasi off ko.

Akala ko, diarrhea lang ang sakit ko. sige. kagabi naka-dalawang beses akong dumumi ng basa. tapos kaninang pag-gising ko, ayun wagas na. nanghina na ako bigla. mga bandang ala-una chineck ko yung temperature ko, ayun, 38 degrees. 

Pagod rin kasi ako lately. lagi na lang ako umuuwi na masakit ang katawan kakatakbo dito takbo doon. pati ulo masakit dahil sa kaiisip ng mga kung anik anik at kakasagot ng emails. di naman ako nagrereklamo dahil oo parte yan ng trabaho. di ko lang akalain kanina na bumigay na yung katawan ko at ayun. ininom ko na lang ng paracetamol at natulog maghapon.

Tapos ngayong pinag-pawisan na ako at wala nang fever. di na rin nagloloko tiyan ko. tumayming talaga tong sa trabaho. maygulay. sa sabado pa po balik ko ah. bahala na sila diyan. lol

maraming salamat pala kay corinth at ate rows sa pagreply kanina sa post ko. opo. papahinga po ako at magpapagaling. mahirap magka-sakit. salamat. labyu :-*

Napakahalaga sa akin ng sinturon na yan, dahil bukod sa bigay sa akin yan ng pinakamamahal kong babae, e pangatlong sinturon pa lang yan sa buong buhay ko, matibay sha at maasahan, di pa naman nya ako iniiwan sa ere… Naalala ko tuloy yung dati kong mga sinturon, kung kelan may espesyal na okasyon, saka naman sila naggigive up sa akin…. Hopefully, magtagal kaming magkasama ng sinturon na ito. Sana gumaya sha sa pagibig ko sa bebe ko, dahil “i wont give up on you”

P.S.:

E bakit nakasabit yan kamo? E nasa toilet ako e, nag give up naman ang tyan ko :’(:’(:’(

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DAY 3: WHAT YOU THINK IS YOUR REASON FOR BEING HERE?

An outlet of my feelings.

Maganda rin na meron kang outlet ng nararamdaman mo. dati kasi, there was this girl na di maalis sa isip ko. I tried to forget her, pero deep inside of me pala, she was all I ever wanted. Kala ko, shes one of those na “the one that got away” kasi nga hindi naging clear yung things between us. I took my college degree in manila, while she went to batangas. I really have no plans of chasing her. Pursuing her never went near to what I was planning to do, which was to move on with my life knowing that she was happy with what she had… well thats what I thought.

Fortunately, there was a dramatic turn of events. It was as if that theres a force, giving signs that there are a slight chance that both of us can take a shot at this. (well, thats what it looks like to me! :D ) So, the makulit of a person I am, I really pursued her, using this platform! (kaya malaki utang na loob ko dito, kasi this was a big factor kaya ko nakuha ang matamis nyang OO :D ) 

Now, this site is a witness to what we are today. We are on our 14th month, going strong, and by Gods grace, I will bring her to the altar!

Those talks we had for hours, i hold dear 
Wish you can come over, these words you’ll hear 
Anticipating Letters, your messages to me 
I’ll be waiting, ‘til your smile again i see 

Cant help but think about your lovely eyes, it wont let me sleep 
those trips we had made me realize, and it made me weep 
cant take the thought you are out of my sight, and your miles away 
now i know with you everything’s alright, so let me say

i’ll never forget those times, those conversations 
the way you giggle in front of the television 
those smiles draw me closer to insanity 
Please do come back 
this coffee & i will be waiting

5 months til its December, oh i can’t wait 
These seconds seem forever, and at this rate 
i may have start to miss you, just like now 
and i may have to tell you, but i don’t know how

Cant help but think about your lovely eyes, it wont let me sleep 
those trips we had made me realize, and it made me weep 
cant take the thought you are out of my sight, and your miles away 
now i know with you everything’s alright, so let me say

i’ll never forget those times, those conversations 
the way you giggle in front of the television 
those smiles draw me closer to insanity 
Please do come back 
this coffee & i will be waiting