When you’re so obsessed with something like a book or TV show and you love and ship the characters and you love the cast and you know so much about them. Then that feeling when you realise you’re slipping away from the fandom, when you loose interest even though you don’t want to, that feeling after a few months or years looking back in the fandom and missing it because the cast/characters were like your friends and the fandom was amazing and everything about it was great and just wow, you miss it so much.
Have you done/participated in any sports before (in school or out of school)? Oh and, have you watched Haikyuu? It's a sports anime about volleyball and it's phenomenal! (Might be a lil bit biased since I'm a volleyball player myself but I genuinely think it's such a great anime!) There's three seasons out and I'm waiting for the fourth/reading the manga haha~ If you haven't yet, you should watch it if you have time!! :) ~ (Eternally) Internally-screaming anon