"I remember once some of the girls from my class, they were hanging out with some boys that I knew also and then I went to meet some friends for some pizza that were at the same pizzeria and the boys picked me up and threw me in the trashcan, on the street, on the corner of my block while all the other girls from the school could see me in the trash and everybody was laughing and I was even laughing. I always have that nervous giggle and I just remember like holding back the tears and the lip quivering […] I remember even one of the girls looking at me like ‘Are you about to cry? You’re pathetic!’ That’s what I felt like, you’re pathetic. I remember I didn’t tell anybody, I remember I didn’t want to tell my parents because it was too embarrassing and I remember I didn’t want to really bring it up with my friends even though they were there."
"I was eating a salad, and I got a phone call: ‘Can you be at this restaurant in 30 minutes? So-and-so big record executive wants to meet you’. And the salad was like a really unhealthy salad. It was like fried chicken or something. So I said 'I'll be right there'. I got up, went to the bathroom, threw up the salad, did a line of coke and went to the meeting. I was completely mental and had just been through so much.”