Rosyy how do u feel about the last words Bellarke said to each other?
I feel like those words were more of a love confession than either of them were capable of at that moment. To them, saying I love you was a good bye. It was the end of the world. It was, may we meet again.
What they said was the opposite of may we meet again. It was hurry. come back. be with me.
They could not say goodbye because they wanted to be together.
I love you meant goodbye. It was an intention to keep living, or maybe if they couldn’t, to die together.
The more I think about it. The more tragic it is.
And of course, rather than hurrying, it is a long 6 year wait.
Request: “hi can i request a cute scenario with jisung based off the song play date by melanie martinez where you both have feelings for each other but neither of you have really realized it yet since its kind of like the first time you’ve liked someone? sorry if i’m confusing you…”
A/N: It’s been long since the last time I listened to Melanie, lol.
You call me on the telephone, you feel so far away You tell me to come over, there’s some games you want to play I’m walking to your house, nobody’s home Just me and you and you and me alone
Wake up in your bedroom and there’s nothing left to say When I try to talk you’re always playing board games I wish I had monopoly over your mind I wish I didn’t care all the time
You were sitting Jisung’s side in the small step of the stairs that were in the entrance of your house, the smallest smile in your face as you looked silently at him playing with your hands and enjoyed the fresh air. You were feeling quite strange today, you kept daydreaming and getting constantly distracted by your thoughts and it didn’t seem to stop in any second. You sighed and blinked as he placed the palm of one of his hand against yours to compare the different sizes and repeating again and again how small your hands were. You kept silent, listening to Jisung’s random comments but not waisting your energy on answering them… until a few minutes later when in a moment of sudden spontaneity and confidence, you interweaved your fingers with his.
“Jisung?” You called his name in a shy whisper, almost inaudible, your voice sounding slightly nervous as you were trying to think of something to say but being unable to think properly.
“U-uh, yeah?” He said, quite surprised by your sudden action.
Without him realizing, you leaned slightly closer to Jisung, looking at him in the sweetest way as possible, with shiny eyes that were filled with nothing but pure curiosity and admiration, your gaze slowly studying carefully each one of his perfect features.
“Jisung…” You called him out one more time in another whisper, this time with a softer voice.
He moved his head to a side to look at you but ended up getting slightly startled by how close you were from him, his cute reaction making you smile widely. Now you were the one playing with his hand, trying to calm him down with the caresses you were leaving in his skin. You weren’t sure how much time you spent like this, the only thing that you knew is that you could never get tired of looking at his deep, dark eyes. Yes, those beautiful eyes that made your heart flutter.
The only thing that was able to take you off your thoughts was the touch of his fingers which quietly placed in your jaw almost for their own, without warning you. The feeling of his thumb moving in a slow way in your skin making you feel a huge calm but also making your heart do miles.
We’re just playing hide and seek It’s getting hard to breathe under the sheets with you I don’t want to play no games I’m tired of always chasing, chasing after you
I don’t give a fuck about you anyways Whoever said I gave a shit ‘bout you? You never share your toys or communicate I guess I’m just a play date to you
Jisung’s lips fitted yours just as perfectly as your hands did. You didn’t have the enough words to explain how deadly
and gently was the way he kissed you, making the moment feel magical. Your stomach was filled with butterflies and you felt like your heart was going to burst in any second because of how happy you were feeling, how comfortable you felt with him, how… in love.
“I really like you, Y/N.” He said, the words leaving his mouth without his feelingly, surprising him one more time.
“I like you too, Jisung.” You confessed back, blushing and still having that shy, little smile in your face.
You make eye contact newly, making both of you explode in little giggles because of how flustered you were feeling.
Ring around the rosy I never know, I never know what you need Ring around the rosy, I want to give you, want to give you What you need
You know I give a fuck about you everyday Guess it’s time that I tell you the truth If I share my toys, will you let me stay? Don’t want to leave this play date with you
Rosyy I know Bellarke will become canon sooner than later, of that im 100 % sure, but this is exactly what i didn't want for Clarke and Bellamy relationship !! The whole kidnapping, handcuffing, locking up and gun pointing its giving major CL vibes and the horrible toxicity that characterized it
Yeah, but you know, Bellamy was not disempowered. Bellamy took his power back and changed the situation, which is something Clarke was never able to do. In this situation, Clarke is Lxa. Bellamy is Clarke. Bellamy is not in a fragile state of mind. He isn’t being preyed upon, he isn’t being used as trophy, his life isn’t being held in place by threats.
Actually, Clarke’s role in this whole episode was very passive, she was in the Lxa role, but she was not acting like Lxa. She let Jaha do it. She let Miller take him down. She let him be imprisoned. She ran away from talking to him. And when it came time for her to take action, and stand in her decision and keep him from leaving, she did not.
So lookit. We are definitely replaying the lxa stuff, and I think that’s very important. But the way those vibes play out in the Bellarke relationship are very different.
Bellamy does not want revenge on her for a previous betrayal.
Bellamy is of sound mind.
Clarke did not want anything from Bellamy when they kidnapped him.
Bellamy is not separated from his people and support system.
Clarke is also kind of not in charge of this plan. She’s not full on Lxa. She’s not certain she is right but Jaha is and she lets HIM make the plans. In that aspect, we can see how the Lxa situation is still affecting her.
Clarke has taken power over Bellamy, this is true, but their situations are not nearly as unequal as Clarke and Lxa’s were, where Lxa was the indisputed ruler and Clarke was the isolated, disempowered captive.
Bellamy also immediately takes active part in this story, hurting his wrists so he can get medical attention and work with his allies within the bunker. Because he has so many allies, they had to be careful about who guarded him. The opposite of Clarke who was completely cut off.
Perhaps the most important difference is that Clarke actually listens to Bellamy. She doesn’t try to tell him he is wrong, she doesn’t try to tell him he is crazy, she doesn’t tell him it’s his fault, she doesn’t try to shift the blame or excuse her behavior. She KNOWS she’s done wrong, she just feels she has to do wrong to save everyone, and Bellamy knows this. There’s no gaslighting here. The domination is all physical, without any of the emotional or psychological manipulation we saw in Polis. It was, officially a rescue and then an arrest. Misguided though it was. He is one of their people, not a foreign dignitary or a cute chick you screwed over and haven’t seen in three months.
Listen. It’s important to look at the similarities we see in these situations and see how they are affecting the characters and the story, but we also need to pay attention to the dfferences. Where is there power? Where is there domination? To be honest, I haven’t worked through the whole thing yet so these are some pretty raw thoughts that might change. But I have too many asks to spend this much time on one answer. Gotta leave it the way it is.
Rosyy did u notice the eligus box next to the stairs in the throne pic :00
It says eligius.
That means there’s been contact. The people sleeping there might be eligius, which would explain the new look to those sleeping bags. Everything on the ark is 100 years old but things on the eligius weren’t used because of deep sleep.
What if they’ve got runaways from The Elegius staying in one of Clarke’s hideyholes. It was clearly furnished over the course of the 6 years of isolation. But the sleeping bags and cots look contemporary like OUR time.
I’m still stumped about the cribs though. Could the prisoners on the eligius have been awake for long enough to have babies?