rosettte

Seriously.

Stop making assumptions about me and labeling me without getting to know me first. You just won’t give me a chance to show you what you haven’t seen. I have problems too. I’m imperfect and my flaws are as numerous as the stars. I’m insecure at times and I know I’m not the prettiest girl in the room. When people get higher scores than me it makes me feel dumb and I go home and stress over it. When people say shit about me,I really don’t give a fuck. But at the same time,it nags my mind and it gets to me. My self-esteem is bipolar as fuck because I’ve learned to be confident but there are times when I’m not. You think I’m stuck up but I’m not, I’m actually a nice person. It seems as if i’m stuck up, because I have to be the best at everything I do,because for me, it’s all or nothing. My biggest fear is rejection because I know the ultimatum of how it feels to be unwanted. I actually want to be friends with everybody and I’m not shallow inside. You’d be surprised how deep my soul goes. I think about everything and I have a good perception of who I am and who I’m not. So please, don’t make that judgment for me. I’ve had enough. I’m tired of getting labeled over and over.