rose's room

anonymous asked:

A couple years ago I read this amazing fic about country boy kibum when he first comes to SM and it was so well written and complex like the plot was wild. I remember the first chapter was him fighting with Minho and they hated each other so much but eventually became so close and I NEED to find this fic again so I looked on the authors ao3 and found this page please help

Wow. This is so surreal. In early 2014 I wrote If God Wonders Too. The fanfic  is about Key coming to SM and deciding who he wants to be. The summary at the time was:  “Some had ambition burning in their eyes. Some had the sharp thorns of envy sticking out of them, even if they were the most beautiful rose in the room. Some.. well, some were just normal people who happened to be devastatingly beautiful and mindbogglingly talented. They told corny jokes, laughed loudly and ate like pigs. They were so fucking humble it made Kibum’s heart hurt. He hated them (him) the most.”  If this is the fic you’re looking for…congrats on shocking the fuck outta me. HOW you remember it is beyond me. It was barely popular & I took it down really early and deleted that side blog. Anyway I still have it and I’ve been reworking it. In the spirit of the holidays, if you message me your email I’ll send you the edited version! 

mod karako's weird, uninteresting dream

I had this weird SU dream where Garnet, Steven, Pearl, and Amethyst were teleported to this odd temple of sorts. There were a few guards, but they managed to evade them easily. Anyways, Steven ran off by himself, and he found a room that had doorbell-looking thing that looked like his gem. He put his hand on it, and it opened. The room looked like a mix between the Crystal Gems’ living area and Rose’s room. In the middle of the far right wall, there was a statue of Rose, holding a gem shard. When Steven got close to it, his gem and the shard started glowing. Then, a voice- Rose was talking out of the shard! (It looked like the gem shard was hers, although canonly her entire gem was passed onto Steven…) Naturally, she and him cried and such and were shocked to meet each other and all that hooplah. Rose proceeded to tell Steven that this room was a shrine some rebels had made for her when they found the shard. Steven was shocked to hear that there were still rebel gems around Homeworld, but he was also glad. Then, he heard the Crystal Gems calling for him. He told Rose goodbye, shut the door, and ran back to Garnet, Pearl, and Amethyst. For some reason, he decided to not tell them about the room, though 👀

-Mod Karako

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.