“You know when, sometimes you meet someone so beautiful, and then you actually talk to them and five minutes later, they’re as dull as a brick? then there’s other people, and you meet them and you think, ‘not bad; they’re okay.’ and then you get to know them, and their face sort of becomes them, like their personality is written all over it. and they just turn into something so beautiful. rory’s the most beautiful man i’ve ever met.”


#OHmy GOD bby that’s so sad #This scene breaks my heaRt 

#You can see how excited she is Coz it’s her birthday and suddenly her DAD is there #And she can’t believe it coz they never got to celebrate her birthday together (Maybe when she was Melody the problematic pal but it wan’t like that at all wan’t what she always wanted) #And suddenly the day of her birthday she is returning to her prision cell and her dad shows up And maybe she haven’t seen him in a long long while and she missed him, wondered how he is. #And it’s like it’s the best gift EVER, maybe more than the ice skating trip with the Doctor and for a moment She’s Just So happy RORY is there

#But then he mentions Demon’s RuN & asks her for Her HELP coz “they’ve got Amy and OUR BABY and it gets ho her that this is it. It’s the day everything will be taken from them. The life they could have had if not for the silence 

#And She Remembers theirs relationship is not like thaat and that he’ll never get to see er till she finds him in his past and who knows maybe SHE’ll never see ‘im at all after demon’s run, or maybe yes coz SPoileRs 

#And it hurts, it hurts so much to have to say NO when he asks for help, coz it’s her dad asking to save their family but she can’t She can’t coz almost everything in her life is a freakin’ fixed point #and she can’t change what it is and it hurts to say NO But she says NO, she gathers the courage to say NO and her father just looks at her like…

Aaaaaaaaaaand… I’m crying T_T