one time, this was like 8 years ago, i saw this butchy/androgynous girl coming out of the ladies’ bathroom at Nordstroms while I was going in. And at first glance i thought they were a boy. my first thought was “oh shit, am i heading into the wrong bathroom, i wasn’t paying attention…” <— notice, not assuming “this other person must be wrong”. 

then i looked at the person again and realized they were gorgeous. like kind of ruby rose looking??!! that was the sum total of my reaction. “holy shit wowwww dreamyyyy”

and she saw my startled double-take, like I’m sure ready for this stranger (me) to give them some shit but my face was like 

her face went from apprehensive to “ah, yes, i forgot i have that affect on people~”

she grinned and fucking winked at me.

it was the second-most romantic, shoujo shit to ever happen to me.

If Bellamy and Echo become a thing that is shitty writing and a dishonor to Bellamy’s character! Bellamy would never be with someone who hurt Octavia!! His whole life on the Ark was protecting her and keeping safe! He even shot jaha to get onto the dropship for her! She was his whole life until he became co-leader with Clarke. Yet even with all of Skikru on his shoulders Octavia is still high priority. So it would be totally against his canon character to even consider liking Echo much less getting romantically involved. That shit better not happen! I’ll be pissed!!

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1/2 Well, I did listen to jrot and even when he said the romantic shit he also said that for him their relationship works better as friends, obvs he wouldn't be jrot without a bit of baiting "Idk when or if it will happen". Same old shit. The blarke part is the least important, the worst was how he spent 20+ min talking shit about us without mention us, he said that they are also ppl and how much negativity gets to them and affects them, that there is a difference between lying and spoiling.

2/2 The show is a tragedy “don’t watch if you can handle it”, called Kim “his right hand” (for those who still defend her) S5 will be announced any day (pretty much thanks to netflix views) his pilot is being filmed now.. basically, he learned shit and he’s still he’s still laughing at us. The funny thing is that he’s so pathetic and irrelevant that HE was the one to contact tand ask those blarkes moms for the podcast.
All of this.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

So this is how dates work right