Run Back to Him
There was honestly a point in my life where I thought I was perfect before God and that scared me. The reason why, was that I thought if I messed up, then God would forget me/leave me. Just recently I realized that that was not the case.
Christians tend to have these expectations on them, especially by others within the church. Yes we are made righteous before the Lord (Romans 5:1-11), however we still slip up. But what does the Bible say
If we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness-1 John 1:9
You might be one of those Christians like me who have a perfectionist complex. Who may feel that you have to EARN God’s favor and love though He loves you so much because if He didn’t, why would He come down to earth and die for you. Jesus loves you beloved and He wants to help you with that sin. Don’t trust in your power. Allow Him to change your mind, change your heart, to convict you, to purify you, to free you, to deliver you. Everyday is a fight and we have to keep fighting. Don’t allow the things of the world to take His place.
Please, run back to Him.