Whenever I see something A&A or #Raura related then I seem fine on the outside but on the inside its just a whole nother level I mean seriously crying (well trying not to) my heart being smashed into little pieces every pic I see and other stuff like that I mean I know it’s just a show and a shipping but I put all of my hopes and dreams into raura and now I’m starting to give up on them cuz of #routney and A&A always made me feel better when I’m upset and they are the best people in the universe to me other than R5. The A&A cast and R5 are everything to me my role models, my inspiration, heros, etc. I’m sorry I just had to get that out of my system