This orchestra is capable of doing amazing things, but we’re not there yet. I know, I know, we will be. But in the meantime, please bear with us. And you can blame me if in the short term we don’t get there, ‘cause I’m the conductor, after all.
“When I was on, when I was on stage I was thinking of… I felt like I know him and I know his heart, and I know what he wouldn’t do to hurt me. But I didn’t realize that I feeling so confident and feeling so great about myself and then it just be completely shattered. By one thing. By something so stupid But then he’d make me feel crazy, make me feel like it’s my fault I was in pain”