robert dribbles

Aaron’s love

After reading many thoughtful comments on the state of Robron I thought a lot about where Aaron’s head is now.  It occurs to me that he self harmed because of his role in Katie’s death and the subsequent cover up.  And I wonder if in that very first moment if Robert had said I pushed Katie and the floor underneath collapsed because it was rotten if Aaron wouldn’t have done exactly as he had done.  I believe he would have done exactly as he did.   There real problem is that now because Robert dribbled the truth out and knowing that Robert nearly killed Paddy and then threatened him, Aaron no longer believes Robert.  He believes that Robert killed Katie in a premeditated manner the way Andy, Ross, and Cain attempted to kill him.  The same way Adam attempted to burn Cain alive.

So Aaron believes he loves and cannot stop loving a murderer.  This is not the truth but right now it is Aaron’s truth.   Aaron never self harmed because of Robert which he told Chas and Paddy so passionately when he was recovering in hospital.  In fact Aaron told them that Robert was the reason he wanted to live, that he hung on for Robert.  So I reject the notion that Aaron’s love for Robert is a form of self harming.  He always believed deep down that Robert’s love was reciprocal, and made Robert admit this, something Robert never wanted to do because of the implications it would have on his life or at least the life he believed he wanted.  I do agree that Robert’s denial of his love is destructive for Aaron.  But when Robert offered to run away with Aaron and start a new life, (”it’s what we both want) Aaron was wise enough to refuse this offer unless Robert could be open about his love.  That refusal is not the mark of a weak person.  Aaron said no to everything he wanted because he needed Robert to not only say it to him, but also to say it openly.  He wanted Robert to admit his sexuality to HIMSELF otherwise any life together would be doomed to fail. 

I should note the IRONY of Paddy baiting Robert as others have noted.  The act that started an awful chain of events was Paddy’s meddlesome note to Crissie, “rein in your cheating husband” and subsequent threat to out Robert.  Robert’s response is not defensible but neither is Paddy’s action in the first place.  I guess Paddy has a different take these days on cheating on a devoted spouse and a challenged child.  Who the hell on earth is Paddy to moralize to Robert Sugden or anyone else.  Paddy took it upon himself to stick his nose where it did not belong, shades of Katie. 

I want to see Aaron whole again.  Believing that Robert intentionally murdered Katie is not the truth.  He did however accidentally do so.  Perhaps once he knows the truth and Robert behaves properly there will be a chance for Robron.  If Aaron can forgive Adam for intentionally trying to kill Cain, surely he can forgive the love of his life once he knows the truth.  Surely that floor will have been tested as part of the police investigation into Katie’s death.   Hope remains.

i have to go to bed if there is any update someone please message me to see tomorrow i wish i could help more but my anxiety is getting worse ive said everything i know already so if you need any more info message me and ill try to answer when im awake goodnight and remember if you know where she lives dont hesitate to call the police right now

hello everyone this is a psa

pixel art is art that takes a lot of time and effort just like other art especially when its animated

do not take a piece of art that someone has worked hard on and use it as an image in your post (even a reaction image) unsourced, especially if it has clearly been worked hard on just because it is a small pixel art and not a big 1000x1000 painting thank you

just to be clear so i dont keep reblogging long ass posts 
my opinion is that the judicial system puts jail time for too small of offences, hence why our prisons are over populated and there are so many examples of small, small time offenders leaving prison and having to return for high charges